The door creaked and for a moment you just wanted to sit the tray on the floor and take off, but you knew this was gonna happen sooner or later. Taking another deep breath you walked in. Nick was sitting on his bed, with his back to the door. "I um, brought you some lunch," you said walking over to the table in the room.
Nick stiffened a little when he heard your voice. He knew it was you the minute you spoke. "I hope Grilled cheese is ok," you said. You couldn't bring yourself to turn to look at him.
"That's fine Y/N," he said. You cursed to yourself. If he knew your name then you knew he probably remembers everything.
"You know my name?" you asked even though you knew it was a stupid question.
"Of course," he said, "you're the one he was in love with,". Hearing that brought tears to yours and you had to close them tight to fight them back.
"Enjoy your lunch," you said and started to leave when he softly grabbed your hand. His touch was warm.
"Y/N," he said, "please stay. I don't mean any harm and I promise I won't mention him,". You nodded.
"Let me go get my lunch," you said and headed to the kitchen. Lunch was eaten mostly in silence. Nick noticed you wouldn't look at him. In a way, he couldn't blame you. His face was once the only face you saw when you were with the one you loved. Nick wanted to get to know you for himself. Over the time Lucifer had been with you Nick had found himself falling for you too. Lucifer even knew that, but never said anything to Nick about it.
"You don't like me do you?" he asked not able to take the silence anymore. you looked up at him a bit surprised.
"No," she said, "I mean, it's not that I don't like you, I just don't know you,".
"I understand that," Nick said staring down at the ground, "would it be ok if we got to know each other?" You thought about it and you didn't see why not.
"Sure," you said, "where should we start?". Over time you and Nick talked about everything from how you two grew up to how he had met Sarah. He even eventually felt comfortable enough with you to talk about the night Sarah and Teddy died. You two started to grow close. Hanging out a lot. Sam didn't like it at first, but he noticed you were finally getting back to your old self again. You and Nick were in his room playing cards.
"Full house!" you called laying your hand down.
"Your cheating," you said, "no one gets three full houses in a row,".
"Someone is a sore loser," you said yawning.
"Tired?" he asked.
"Yeah, think I'll call it a night," you said getting up. He stood up and walked over to his bedroom door with you.
"Rematch tomorrow,", he said.
"Yeah yeah," you said. Nick finally decided he had to try and leaned in and kissed you. Your eyes widened and you pulled away. Nick cursed himself then. He should have asked first.
"Y/N I'm," he started to say, but you ran out of the room before he could finish.