AUTHOR NOTE: This was requested by supernatural_is_life_34
You and Lucifer met a few years ago when you were hunting with the Winchesters. You've since given up hunting, but you and the archangel eventually grew feelings for each other and became a couple. Things were great at first, but then Lucifer started to distance himself. Almost acted like he wanted nothing to do with you. Then you two argued. He told you he didn't have to deal with some useless little human that wasn't worthy of his time. That broke you, but you weren't gonna let him know that so you told him to go and he did. For a while, you silently moped around. You missed the angel, but he clearly didn't care. Eventually, you did start dating a new guy. A human guy named Noah. He was sweet and kinda cute, but your feelings for the guy never really went above friendship. You never did much other than hold his hand and maybe a little peck here and there.
One afternoon you were making lunch for you and Noah. Just as you finished setting the table there was a knock on the door. Noah was early. You opened the door. Noah smiled and hugged you and he felt oddly cold. "You look beautiful doll face," he said walking in. You crossed your arms.
"Sorry it's cold in here," you said as you watched him walk over to the table, "my heater must be broken,".
"it happens," he said sitting down.
"Yeah," you said, "or there's an archangel in my apartment,".
"Guess my covers blown," he said giving you that smirk he was known for.
"What do you want Lucifer?" you asked.
"Geez doll face," he said holding his hands up, "no need to be hostile. I just wanted to talk,".
"Yeah well last time I checked I wasn't worthy of your time," you said, "being a useless little human and all,". He sighed.
"Let me explain Y/N," he said walking over to you.
"What you said was pretty clear Lucifer," you said, "you don't want me,". You went to walk away, but he firmly, but gently grabbed your wrist.
"Y/N please," he said. You looked into his eyes and could see a pleading look in them.
"Fine, explain," you said.
"I regret what I said," he started, "I shouldn't have said that and I didn't mean it,".
"Than why say it?" you asked. He could see you were fighting to keep tears at bay. He needed to be honest with you even if he wasn't always the best at it.
"The truth," he started forcing himself to look into your eyes, "the truth is I was...scared,".
"Of me?" you asked confused.
"No," he said stepped closer and gently wrapped his arms around your waist, "Of my feelings for you,".
"What?" you asked.
"I'm not used to feeling feelings like the ones I have for you," he went on, "I knew I was falling and I'll admit it scared me,".
"So you thought pushing me away was the best thing to do?" you asked.
"I panicked," he said, "Y/N, I've never had a romantic connection to anyone, until you and I guess I convinced myself falling for a human made me look weak,".
"So why are you here now?" you asked.
"I saw you out with this guy the other day," he gestured to the vessel he was wearing, "and I couldn't stand it. Now please say you'll give me another chance I hate being all gushy,". You giggled.
"Ok, but first I want you back in the vessel you belong in," you said. He smiled.
"One moment," he said before vanishing. A few moments later he fluttered back in in his usual vessel, "Better?" he asked. You smiled.
"Much," you said as you wrapped your arms around your angel's neck and pressed your lips to his.