AUTHOR'S NOTE: There is a sex scene in this part.
You walked into the kitchen to make you and Nick something for breakfast so you could eat and talk like you two always did. As you gathered what you needed for your famous homemade scrambled eggs you overheard the boys talking at the table.
"So Nick's planning to leave?" Sam said, "is he sure that's wise?".
"He feels there's nothing here for him,". Castiel said. Your heart broke. You had to make Nick stay. You loved him. You rushed out of the kitchen and down the hall until you came to Nick's door. It was open and he was packing what small amount of clothes he had.
"Please don't go," you said. He stopped and turned to you.
"I'm sorry I made you feel uncomfortable," he said, "it's best if I go,".
"No Nick, it's not," you said walking over to him and grabbing him in a big hug, "Please stay. I love you,". Nick's eyes widened.
"Are you sure Y/N?" he asked pulling you away enough to look at him, "I don't want you to think you have to say that,".
"Nick, I mean it," you said, "I admit your kiss took me by surprise and it might sound stupid, but part of me felt like I was cheating or like I was saying he didn't matter to me, but I know that's not true now,".
"I can understand that," he said, "I know when you look at me you see him,".
"I use to," you admitted, "but I'm starting to actually see you Nick, and I like what I see. Please let me make us breakfast and let's talk,". Nick thought it over for a minute and agreed. You made a big pan of scrambled eggs with bacon bits, onions, green peppers, and lots of cheese mixed into it. You two ate and talked. You told Nick about your dream and you two discussed what you wanted. You both agreed to take it slow and let whatever romance you were meant for happen when it should. Like always you and Nick spent every free moment you had together. Either in his room playing cards or your room watching movies and shows. One day Nick asked you out. You were nervous. It was your first actual date. He was planning to take you out to dinner and then a romantic walk. You wanted to make sure you wore the perfect outfit for the date. But being a huntress and a Winchester most of your clothes were flannel or plaid. You went with a green knee-length plaid skirt, a black short sleeve top, and matching black boots. You got dressed and decided to curl your hair. Just as you finished getting ready there was a knock on your door.
You opened it to see Nick. He was dressed in a white button-up dress shirt and black jeans. his hair was combed back. "Wow," he said taking in your look, "you look beyond beautiful,". You blushed.
"Thank you," you said, "you don't look bad yourself,".
"Ready?" he asked and you nodded taking his hand in yours. Nick insisted on driving and soon you guys arrived at a little restaurant near the beach. You enjoyed a nice steak and wine dinner as you two talked and then walked along the beach. You hugged Nick's arm and rested your head on his shoulder as you just stared out over the moonlit water.
"I had fun tonight," you said.
"I did too," Nick said as he looked over at you and your eyes locked. He leaned down and softly pressed his lips to yours. But this time you didn't run. You more than happily kissed back. The kiss was slow but passion-filled. When you broke apart you both smiled. "That was well worth the wait," he said.
"Well worth it," you agreed. You two were soon on your way back to the bunker. Nick had one hand on the steering wheel and his other was intertwined with yours. When you got back to the bunker Nick even walked you to your room.
"I had a great time," Nick said as you opened your door.
"I did too," you said, "would you like to come in? We could watch something together,". Nick smiled.
"Sure, just gonna go change," he said kissing your cheek and heading to his room. You changed into a pair of shorts and a tank top like you usually did at night. Soon Nick returned wearing a t-shirt and sweat pants and you both got settled on your bed. It was your turn to pick the show and you picked Santa Clarita Diet. The plot sounded just ridiculous enough to be a good laugh. You were halfway through the first episode when you felt Nick softly kiss your neck. You couldn't help but close your eyes and enjoy the feeling. He softly cupped your face in his hand as he continued to softly and slowly kiss your neck. You let out a little moan and Nick looked up at you. You two made eye contact for a quick moment before you leaned down and pressed your lips to his. Nick pulled you as close to him as he could as the kiss became more heated. He softly laid you back never taking his lips from yours. You grab the end of his t-shirt and broke the kiss as you pulled it over his head. You ran your hands over his chest and stomach. He was warm to the touch, but still just as breathtaking. Nick softly pulled you up just enough to slide your tank top off. You both blushed shyly as you had no bra on. You both let out a small moan as you made skin to skin contact as you kissed again. Nick's hands softly running up and down your sides. His touch was gentle, but needy. So was yours. You could feel him getting excited.
He broke the kiss and held himself up to look at you. "Are you sure?" he asked. You nodded.
"I'm sure," you answered.
"I..rememeber how you two would do it," he started, but you cut him off.
"No," you said, "I'm making love with you Nick. Make love to me like you would,". Soon the room was filled with soft moans and grunts as Nick slowly thrusted. You two wanted to take it slow. Nick felt familiar but brand new all at once. You kept eye contact with Nick for a while. You wanted him to know you were one hundred percent with him. That he was all you wanted. You didn't want him to think by closing your eyes you were daydreaming about someone else. After a while, you wanted more. You needed more of him. "Nick faster please," you managed to say through moans. Nick thrusted faster. Soon causing you to close your eyes and throw your head back into your pillow.
You didn't worry though. From how you called Nick's name over and over you were sure he wasn't worried about you pretending you were with anyone but him. As the heat started to build inside you you clung onto him. By now all you could do was moan. Soon the heat started to become more than you could fight and you knew you were getting close. "Nick," you gasped moaning, "I'm close,". He nodded as he started thrusting faster and deeper. "Yes Nick!" you screamed into his shoulder blade as you held onto him tighter. He screamed your name too as you both climaxed together. As you both came down from your high Nick looked at you. Love clear in his beautiful blue eyes.
"You're so beautiful," he said leaning down and giving you a soft, loving kiss. You both laid there after. You on your back and Nick on his side propping himself up with one arm as he gently stroked your arm with his free hand. You both had blissful looks on your faces. "Do you regret it?" he asked. You could hear a tiny bit of fear in his voice.
"No," you said turning over on your side and gently caressing his cheek, "not one second of it,". He smiled as he leaned over and kissed you softly. You two cuddled up and soon fell asleep in each other's arms.