Chapter 13 Dinner with Derek
I walk into the kitchen and I can see Derek chopping the ingredients for the salad. I see he already put the lasagne in the oven and put the timer on. "You look good in my kitchen." I say walking over to him. "Do I?" He says while putting down the knife and turning to me. I put the monitor on the counter. "You look very sexy." I say while wrapping my arm around him my hands slide down his back into his back pockets. Pulling him close. He picks me up and puts me on the counter so I don't have to stand on my tippy toes. And whispers into my ear: "You look sexy too even when a shy baby is grabbing your boob right in front of me." I giggle, "So you noticed that." "Of course I did you have a plunging neckline." He says and he kisses me. My hands go to the nape of his neck into his curls. And my legs wraps around his waste. To pull him closer. His hands go under my leg. As I come up for air I ask: "Derek what are we doing?" He looks at me and says: " we are kissing silly. More kissing I say." He rubs my nose with his and kisses me again. I pull away. "No not like that. What are we to each other." He looks into my eyes and says smiling: "To me you are just the very sexy girl I tried to pick up from the bar and wanted to get lucky with but I still haven't had any luck, you know I have condom in my wallet." I slap his chest. "Derek you are not funny I am being serious. We have been going out for awhile now having sleep over's but we never agreed on anything." "Oh Mer." He gives me a peck on my lips. "I thought it was pretty obvious but apparently I am being brainless."
He took a big breath. "Meredith Grey, would you like to be my girlfriend?" "Yes, Derek I would love to be your girlfriend." I giggle and than he pulls me in for a kiss again. He stops when my stomach was making a loud noise. "Time to feed my girlfriend, enough with the kissing for now." He says and takes a step aside and picks up the knife. I jump off the counter and start to set the table. I even put a candle light on. When the oven beeps I pull the lasagne out of the oven and Derek is finished with the salad. He pours some more wine and we sit down for dinner. I put some lasagne on our plates. He serves out the salad. He takes a bite and I watch him. "This is really good, where did you learn how to cook this?" he says when he swallowed. " I took a cooking class when I was pregnant with Liam. Because a pregnant woman can not survive on fast food and soup for 9 months." I giggle. "You took a cooking class? Didn't you mom teach you how to cook?" he asks. "You think Ellis Grey had time to teach me how to cook? After she decided I was to old for nannies I tried to cook one time almost burning the house down. Afterwards she forbid my to cook anything, so I had to survive on pizza, takeout and sandwiches on the days she wasn't home for dinner. I think she was home for dinner every fortnight" He just stares at me. "So when I came to New York I signed up for a basic cooking class and I really enjoyed it so I took some more advanced one in Italian and French cooking." I say and take a few bites. "So did your mom teach you how to cook before you left for college?" I ask. "Yes." Derek snorts. "After graduation she mad me make on particular dinner till I got it right. Just to make sure I wouldn't starve. I think it took my a week to get it right." He chuckles. "Was it a hard dish?" I ask. Derek glares at me. "No it was a simple chicken with vegetables and rice dish. I think my sisters were really happy when I left for college" I laugh out loud at his story. "Is this why you always take me out for dinner?" I ask. "No." he grumbles. "I still try to wine and dine you into having my way with you." I giggle.
After diner we do the dishes with lots of bumping into each other and stolen glances. When we are done I grab the monitor of the counter and sit down on the couch. Derek sits next to me and than he asks: "So I never wanted to ask but does Liam see his dad?" "No he doesn't, why?" I answer flatly. Derek looks at me taken back. "I just wanted to know if I have competition because he will always be Liam dad." "Are you jealous?" I ask surprised. "No, no I don't get jealous just wondering."
I sigh, "Liam doesn't see his dad, not because he doesn't want to see him. He just can't anymore. And I wish he would be able to see him." I say this with tears in my eyes. Derek looks at me. "Oh Mer, what happened?" he wraps his arms around me, pulls me close. For a moment I say nothing just breathing him in and I say: "wait here." I stand up and walk over to the corner of the room and grab the picture of Finn and me on the porch of his parent's house. I walk back to the couch and give the picture to Derek. He just looks at it. "This is Finn, he was my boyfriend in my senior year of high school. He changed me from an angry pink haired teenager to a sweet and lovable girl. Life was good. He was my first real boyfriend. One time the condom broke and I got pregnant." I look at Derek. He doesn't say anything. I go on: "He never wanted to quit, he wanted to be there for me and raise the baby with me. We had it all planned out. Right before the end of summer we went to New York to hunt for apartments for a week. We found this apartment. He already had Liam's room planned out in his head. We went back to Boston when we got into a car accident. Finn died in the ER, I had a few scratches and a concussion." I say while a tear is rolling down my cheek. Derek wipes my tear away. We sit in silence for a while.
"Mer, I just don't know what to say, I am so sorry you had to go trough that. I expected a story like I just had stupid sex in high school got pregnant and the boy didn't want anything to do with it and just left you. That would make him an ass for doing that to you but not like this. You and Finn didn't deserve this and you are so strong for doing this on your own." Derek says while kissing my forehead. "I am not alone anymore." I say looking right in to his eyes. "You are right." He says and gives me a long slow kiss. Derek looks at the photo again. "Liam looks like his dad." He says. "I know, in the beginning it was really hard looking at him, because every time I looked at him I saw Finn. But then I realised I would always have a piece of Finn with me trough Liam." I let my fingers glide across Finn's cheek. Smiling at the memory that was captured in this picture. Derek just looks at me and kisses the side of my head, letting me have my moment. I stand up after a while placing the picture back in his place. I walk back to the couch picking up my glass and kicking back the glass. "I needed that." I sigh at the feeling of the alcohol going down my throat.
"Do you want to watch a movie or do you want to go home because I can understand if you want to go" I start to ramble but Derek cuts me off with a searing kiss. "I am not going anywhere." He says with a firm voice look right into my eyes. "So a movie sounds perfect." I walk over to my dvd collection not sure what kind of movie I wanted to watch, I settle on romantic comedy. As I sit down next to Derek the movie title comes on the screen I hear Derek grown. "Seriously Mer I thought we saw all off his movies." He says when Patrick Dempsey comes into the screen on his land mower. "Oh Derek secretly you love him." Scooting over to him so I am almost on his lap. He wraps his arm around me and starts to run his fingers up and down my arm. I lay my head on his shoulder. As the movie progresses I let my mind wonder to Derek. My eyes focus on his button up shirt and before I can register what is happening me fingers move to the button on top and open it, I open up two more buttons. I can see he is not wearing a t-shirt underneath it. I can see his chest hair. I touch his chest letting my finger go trough his chest hair. I open up a few more and I can see his nipple come into view. I trail my finger around it. I hear Derek sucks in a breath. I look up at him. He looks at me with a soft smile but I can see desire in his eyes. He doesn't move, letting me do this at my own pace. I move to sit on his lap facing him. He still doesn't do anything. I cup his cheek and bring my lips down on his. Running my tongue along his lips he gives me entry. I explore his mouth. As my hands go in to his hair his starting to kiss me back. One of his hands goes into my hair and the other up and down my back. Nothing out of the ordinary. My fingers move further down his buttons. I manage to get them open without breaking the kiss. I pull his shirt out of his pants. He removes it. I break the kiss to kiss his neck I nip and suck. Derek is letting out a moan. As I make my way down his neck. "Meredith are you sure?" He asks. "Yes" I say letting go of his neck and sucking on his earlobe. "God" He says. He moves his hand under my t-shirt with the other hand he grabs the back of my head guiding his lips back on mine. He kisses me hard. I loose myself in his kiss. He lifts me up and lays me on the couch and is hovering over me. He is mimicking my actions by kissing down my neck. His hands slide up and down my middle, every time stopping at my breasts. He kisses between my breasts and than moves back to my lips. He slides his hands one more time up and down but this time he doesn't stop at my breasts. He is searching for my nipple trough my shirt. I let out a moan when he finds it. I can feel Derek smile against me. "You like that" He asks in a husk voice. "Yes." Is all I can say. He pulls away and I whine when I don't feel his warmth anymore. "Come on, let's not do this here." He takes my hand and he walks to the direction that he thinks is my bedroom. I grab the baby monitor. Derek stops when he doesn't know where to go. I wrap my arms around his neck and kiss him walking backwards reaching for the door behind me. I open the door walking into the room I place the baby monitor on the dresser by the door.
Derek reaches for the hem of my shirt and pulls it over my head. Breaking the kiss. He looks at me. "God you are beautiful." He says. He reaches for my pants. All I wanted to do was kiss him. Pulling his face down and holding it in place I kiss him. Derek fumbles with my pants but managed to push them down leaving me in my bra and slip. He reaches behind my back and unclips my bra. After he loses the bra he pushes me onto the bed. He is just standing at the edge looking over me. I can see a big bulge in his pants. He reaches for his belt buckle and opens it. He opens the button and the zipper and his pants slide down to de floor. He is left in he boxers. He looks huge. I swallow hard. Derek sees me swallow. He slowly hovers over me, kissing me. "We will go slow, your pace, remember." He says looking into my eyes. I nod and he is waiting for me to make a move. I just look, thinking of what to do next. I am biting my lip. I just run my hands trough his hair. He strokes my cheek. "It's oke if you don't want to get trough with it." He says. I shake my head. "No I want it, it has been awhile since you know, something happened down there. And I don't want to disappoint you." I say. "You can never disappoint me. Look at you, your are beautiful." He says and I just put my hand over my face and take a deep breath. "Do you want me to start?" he asks. I nod. "Just say stop and I will stop." I nod again. He moves closer and kisses me softly. Again slipping his tongue into my mouth. He rolls us so we are lying sideways. He strokes my side. His fingers trail to my nipple, when he reach one he rolls it between his fingers so it hardens. I moan into his mouth. Now he is kissing me down my neck, he nips and sucks. When he reaches my breasts his fingers move down to my panties. At the same time he slips his finger inside of my panties he takes one nipple into his mouth. My hands fly into his hair to hold him in place and I moan: "Derek." Encouraged by my actions he rubs his fingers over my clit. I pull his hair, he grunts. He let's my nipple go with a pop and covers my lips with his again. He keeps rubbing my clit. He adjusts his hand and stokes my folds his palm keeping pressure on my clit. He plunges his tongue deep into my mouth and at the same time he enters me wit a finger. I gasp at the feeling my fly eyes open at the feeling. Derek stops the kissing for a moment holds his finger in place. I look at his big blue eyes. "You oke?" He asks. I nod. "Just relax." He says while slowly moving his finger in and out.
"Hhmm….Yes…..God….." I moan. "That's it Mer, let it go!" Derek encourage me. He moves faster and faster. I feel my toes curling and I know that I am close my walls clench down on his finger. "Derek." I moan when my orgasm takes over. I roll onto my back. Out of the corner of my eyes I can see Derek lick his finger. I catch my breath.
"Your turn." I say. I kiss him tasting myself. I push him onto his back. I pull down his boxers. He lifts of his butt to help me. And then his erection is free and it is looking right at me. This was definitely bigger than I had seen before. I put my hand around the base and started to pump. He I reach the top I move my finger over the tip of is cock with the other hand I squeeze his balls. He moans when I do that. When he starts to buck his hips he stops me. "Why did you stop me?" I ask insecure. "I want to come inside of you." He says pulling me in for a kiss. He rolls me onto my back and hovers over me. I am still wet from my orgasm. He reaches between my legs to check anyway. As he stokes my folds I manage to choke out "condom." "Right." He says and reaches for his wallet in his pants and grabs the condom that is stashed inside. He rips it open and rolls it on. He settles between my legs. I am biting my lip. "I will go slow, oke." He says while reaching for my lip to release it. "Oke." I say. He pushes the tip of his cock inside of me. He kisses me. As he kisses me he pushes in a little more. We both pant. "Mer, you are so tight." I keep my eyes on him the whole time. When he is half way in he stops. He is giving me time to adjust to his size. "Are you oke?" he asks while stroking my cheek. I run my hand trough his hair. I twirl my finger in his curls. Bring his head down to mine and kiss him. I raise my hips to meet his. At that sign Derek begins to move. Thrusting in and out. First slowly and then faster and faster. "Derek….Yes…Fuck….God" I scream as he pounds into me. I feel my walls clenching down again. My orgasm is building up. Derek reaches between us to give me more stimulation by rubbing my clit. "Derek…. Please don't stop…. I am coming…. Fuck…." With one big thrust he reaches my cervix and I see stars. My eyes close. Derek keeps pounding that prolongs my orgasm. I clench my walls together. This sends him over the edge. "Meredith…. Fuck…. Baby…." He screams when he empties himself into me. He rolls of me, disposes the condom and lays next to me. "That was….wow…." I say still not finding my words. "Yeah, that was wow." Derek says.
I snuggle into his chest listing to his fast heartbeat. He wraps his arms around me. And kisses the top of my head. I feel safe in his arms. I feel my eyes getting heavy and I fall asleep.
Derek's POV
I woke up to the snoring sound of Meredith. It was a noise I got used to over the last couple of weeks. She was curled up into my side resting her head on my chest. My hand was going up and down her bareback. She looked so peaceful. She was so strong but so insecure. Thinking back to the story she told me last night. I was shocked when I heard it and I felt for her. She broke down in my arms. She kept amazing me. And the sex was great. I was not complaining at all. It was definitely worth the wait. Our relationship was not based on sex. It was definitely a big plus that the sex was good. And Liam such a great little boy, you could see Meredith really loves him and takes good care of him. And now she was my girlfriend.
The snoring stopped, that got my out of my thinking, and I knew that she was waking up. "Morning beautiful."
"hmmm morning" She replies. "What time is it?" she asks not lifting her head from my chest. I look over to the alarm clock on her nightstand it was early. "5:30 am." At that she looks up at me. "Why are you up that early?" "Hospital clock I guess." I say while giving her a soft kiss. "Do you need to go to the hospital?" "No not today, today I am all yours." I say rolling over so I am on top of her. Kissing her deeply. She is fully awake now. I feel her hands tucking at my curls and I let out a small moan. And she stops. "Der you need to go." "Why?" I ask confused. "Liam." Is all she says. "Mer come on." I plead leaning down again to capture her lips. For a moment I think she is giving up but then she mumbles. "Der I am serious, you need to go." I look at her "seriously?" "Seriously." She replies. "Can I at least have a shower and stay for breakfast?" I say looking right into her eyes. She looks unsure. "I can make you the blueberry pancakes you love so much." I go on and I see a flicker in her eyes, she smiles. "Hmmm pancakes, I think we can figure something out." She pulls me back down. And as soon as I am at the point of no return I can hear a cry and it is not one of pleasure from the woman under me. She stops and pushes me of her. She looks for a shirt. "You go try to compose yourself and start the pancakes, I will grab Liam." She says while pulling her shirt over her head. "I rather let you take care of me." I yell to her while she is already in the hallway and she just laughs. I drag myself out off bed into the bathroom for a very cold shower.