AUTHOR NOTE: This was requested by chasstiel
You joined the cast of Supernatural a few months back as one of the hunters the came from the other world. You played a pretty decent huntress. Your character was close with Castiel. Which helped you become best friends with Misha Collins behind the scenes. He was sweet, funny, weird. He was proud of who he was. You loved that. Over time though Misha started to notice a change in you. He starting noticing it during a scene you were trying to film. You weren't really moving at the pace you needed to while in character and you kept forgetting your lines. This happened so much that you ended up storming off set.
Then he started noticing how tired you looked. Which was because you've had days where you refused to get out of your bed or trailer and would just try to sleep. He would notice how at lunch or dinner with the guys you were kinda zoned out and would barely if at all eat the food in front of you. At first, he really didn't think anything of it. Until he noticed you were losing weight. Then you started to suffer from mild to really bad headaches. It would get so bad they would let you leave set early some days. Every time he would ask if you were ok you would either say yes or get irritated and burst out at him. He was really starting to worry. During a tough day of shooting, you kept missing your marks and stumbling over your lines until the director snapped and yelled at you to focus. For some reason, you couldn't explain that sent you into tears and you ran off set.
Misha followed after you as Jared and Jensen stayed behind trying to talk to the director. Misha got to your trailer and knocked. You didn't answer. "Y/N," he called, "I'm coming in,". He slowly opened your trailer door. The sounds of crying hit his ears. "Y/N?" he called softly as he looked around. He spotted you on the couch. You were sitting there with your legs hugged to yourself crying. Hard. He rushed to you. "Y/N what's wrong?" he asked. You tried to speak but all that came were more sobs. Misha wrapped you in a big hug. He knew, for now, all he could do was hold you and let cry until you were done. A while later you finally stopped crying enough to tell Misha how you were feeling.
"I feel useless, worthless like I can't do anything right, " you said, "I feel like everyone would be happier if I weren't around. Not just on set but at all. Like everyone would be if I..".
"Y/N," Misha said making you look up at him, "that's not true. I know you feel like it is but it's not. We all love you so much. And we're here for you no matter what. It's gonna be ok,". You nodded and just hugged your best friend tighter.