Dear Sam,
After our parents picked us up from school the last day I didn't see you again for a few years. My parents would always update me when they heard from John. One day they told me you left the life to go to college. I was proud of you even though your dad and brother were angry. I didn't see you or Dean again until your father passed.
I wanted to check on you two. I went to Bobby's and luckily you two were there. I could see you two were hurting. I know you had your issues with your dad but you did love him. Dean was putting all his time into fixing Baby. That was his way of coping. You were torn between mourning your dad and wanting to help your brother.
It broke my heart to see you hurting so much Sam. I stayed up and talked to you that night. Then out of nowhere you kissed me. I was so shocked at first but eventually happily kissed back. We made love for the first time that night Sam. At the time I thought we both made love to each other. But now Sam I can't help but wonder was it us making love or was it just a way for you to ease your pain?
Love always,
Y/N.