a/n: Sorry it's been so long, I really struggled writing this chapter, I don't really like it to be honest, but it is what it is.

Chapter 31

As soon as Becky, Sasha and Charlotte returned home from shopping Charlotte immediately headed to her room. She had spent an hour shopping with her sisters and her father for food and was then stuck in the middle of a twenty minute argument between a hormonal Sasha and an anger ridden Becky, so the oldest Helmsley need some time to herself. The two girls had begun an argument over nothing except a certain food choice and they both seemed to be set off. Now Charlotte knew about Sasha being hormonal because of her pregnancy but she was now sure that Becky probably had anger issues. Whether it be from the girl fighting to just her quick temper and undying rage, Charlotte was sure that anger was a problem for her.

Charlotte closed her door after she entered and took a deep breath before slumping down on her bed. Her room was pretty barren from her parents taking everything because of their grounding, but that didn't bother Charlotte that much. The tall blond laid face down on her bed with her arm hanging off the side of the bed, her fingers grazing over the carpet as her mind began to wander. She had been thinking a lot about Bayley's mother showing up as she believed most of her sisters were, Charlotte wondered what would happen if her birth mother was still here. Would she be proud of how Charlotte was right now? Would she want a relationship with her like Bayley's mom did with her daughter? Charlotte shook her head from the thoughts, before her mind began to think about her father. She hadn't thought about him in years but now she couldn't shake the idea of going to visit him. She hated the man, yes, and she had never fully gotten over the pain and torment he put her through, but she slightly felt the urge to go see him. He was still in the jail here, maybe one day she could go and talk to him...maybe get some answers about why he did what he did. Charlotte sighed, that was crazy, that would never happen. The blonde Helmsley slowly moved her hand around, reaching under her bed until her hand wrapped around the small pill bottle.

Charlotte took a shaky breath before pulling it out to read the label. She had held onto the pills that Bayley was given by Dr. Finlay, but she hadn't used them...yet. She really didn't want to use them, simply because she knew all the trouble she would be in and she remembered all of the promises she broke to her sisters. Charlotte rolled over onto her back and lifted the pill bottle above her head as she fiddled with the label. It was Oxy, a drug much more powerful than what should have been prescribed for the simple injuries Bayley had, but she was sure that since Dr. Finlay was related to Finn he gave them to her anyway.

"Fuck it" Charlotte muttered before opening the pills and popped two into her mouth before swallowing them and shoving the bottle under her pillow just as someone knocked on her door.

"Come in" Charlotte turned to see Sasha entering her room, the girl had her head down and refused to look Charlotte in the eyes as she came in and sat down on the end of Charlotte's bed, "What?"

"Bayley told me to come up here so Becky and I could cool off" Sasha said with a slight scoff and eye roll, "Like she's the boss of me"

"You're up here aren't you?" Charlotte responded sarcastically

"Only because i'm tired of seeing Becky's face" Sasha snapped before taking a deep breath trying to calm herself down while Charlotte watched with a raised eyebrow

"What's going on with you two...you both have been going back and forth a lot since your...you know"

Sasha rolled her eyes, "She's been an asshole all week, she just keeps pestering me about every little thing and she keeps going on about my..you know what"

Charlotte looked at Sasha then down to the girl's stomach, Charlotte knew that Becky was pushing Sasha to tell their parents and get an abortion, and some part of the older girl's brain agreed with her younger sister. Sasha's life would forever change and more than likely be ruined by having this child, and if she went on without telling her parents this would only get worse.

"Sasha..Becky is just worried about you...she knows how much this will impact you and she doesn't want you to go through it if you don't have to" Charlotte reasoned as she lifted her arm up to pat Sasha on her back but the brunette just pull away and stared at Charlotte

"Tell me what to do" she said quietly, "I don't know what I should be doing about this"

"I-I….uh." Charlotte struggled to think, "I don't know Sash..honestly….I don't know"

Sasha let out a groan and held her head in her hands, and suddenly Charlotte could hear sobs coming from her little sister. Charlotte quickly wrapped her arm around Sasha causing the small girl to curl up into Charlotte's lap as she cried, "Please...help me"

"Sasha I wish I could..b-but I don't know what I can do, what do you want to do?"

"I DON'T KNOW!" Sasha said loudly through tears, "I don't know...I can't tell mom and dad..they'll freak."

"You have to tell them...you know mom and dad will be more concerned than mad. They'll want you to be safe" Charlotte said as Sasha continued to cry in her lap, "Do you want to have this baby?"

Sasha paused and thought, "..no"

Charlotte let the girls sit in silence for a while, the only sound that filled the room was Sasha's crying, "Sasha...if you don't want to have this baby then-"

"I don't want to kill it either" she said weakly cutting off her older sister

"What about Seth? If you have this baby...mom and dad will eventually find out about what happened with him. The doctors will want to know, the birth certificate will ask for the father's name. Dad will-"

"Dad will kill him" Sasha finished as Charlotte began to run her hand through Sasha's hair

"How do you feel about him...about Seth?"

Sasha thought for a second before muttering, "I still really like him"

"But he rap-"

"Don't say that word" Sasha cut her off before continuing, "We don't know what happened..i could've asked for it"

Charlotte stopped her hand in Sasha's hair before pulling her younger sister up so she could look her in the eyes, "Sasha...if you can't remember what happened then you were probably not in the right mind or even conscious when he rap...when he did this. Roman and I ...we were at the party..we went looking for you. We talked to Randy and he said that you were passed out when he saw you last with Seth. I-I..i should've went after you. I should've done more..i could've stopped this..but I..I went off and got high with Roman"

Sasha looked up to her sister before wrapping her arms around Charlotte, holding her tight, "I don't blame you...I shouldn't have drank. I promised that I wasn't going to and I did anyway...this was my fault"

"Seth took advantage of you...this is his fault"

Sasha pulled away from Charlotte and looked down at her lap as her hand fidgeted as she quietly said, "I really do still have feelings for him..I don't blame him for this either….and I...I just want to talk to him again"

"Sasha"

"Just to get some answers..I want him to fill me in about what happened"

"And what if he just lies…"

Sasha looked up and shrugged, "..I just need to hear him say something...at least before I tell mom and dad"

Charlotte shook her head but sighed, "okay...okay...after dinner tonight, we'll talk to the others and we'll get you over to Seth's...you get your answers but after that you're going to tell mom and dad..alright?"

Sasha nodded at this before smiling and thanking her sister quietly as the front door downstairs opened and Sasha could here Bayley and Stephanie greeting their uncle Shane. Charlotte tapped on Sasha's arm before saying, "Come on..let's go downstairs"

Sasha agreed and stood, leaving the room but as Charlotte stood to follow she fell back down on her bed as a wave of euphoria crashed into the back of her skull. Her body immediately began to calm and her arms, from her skin all the way down to her fingertips buzzed with energy. Her pills were starting to kick in, Charlotte sighed, she was grateful that they took this long to kick in because of her conversation with Sasha but next time..she needed to feel this quicker. Charlotte reached under her pillow and pulled out the bottle of pills, examining them once more as she pored two more into her hand, placing them into her pocket, before shoving the bottle back under her pillow and heading downstairs.

Later Vince and Linda finally arrived and dinner was getting started. It was later in the day and Shane kept making a joke about how they were the only family who did Thanksgiving Dinner at the actual dinner time instead of early in the afternoon. Bayley and Becky set the table while Sasha and Charlotte helped their father and uncle bring out the dishes and place them around the table. Vince came in a placed an expensive bottle of wine on the table as he took a seat at the head of the table while Linda, Stephanie, Hunter and Charlotte sat on his right and Bayley, Sasha and Becky sat on his left. As dinner went on Shane and hunter discussed plans for the company with Vince and Stephanie and Linda talked about random things.

"Here" Bayley said quietly as she passed the bowl of mash potatoes, passing them over Sasha who yanked her head away at the smell

"Ugh" She groaned as Becky spooned food onto her plate beside her before setting the bowl in front of Sasha, "Don't put those in front of me"

"Where else am I supposed to put them?" Becky whispered harshly back to Sasha causing her to roll her eyes

Sasha was ready to throw up at the sight and smell of all this food. Literally everything made her want to puke up her guts and Becky was not helping, "I don't know somewhere else..just move it...now"

Becky rolled her eyes before grabbing the bowl of mash potatoes and moved them across the table as she mumbled, "Pregnancy really makes you a bitch"

Sasha's eyes widened looking around to see if anyone heard and once she saw that they didn't she quickly punched Becky hard in her side causing the girl to grunt out in pain. Her ribs were still healing from a kick they took in her last fight and the punch made pain radiate through her body. Hunter noticed this looked at Becky before asking, "you alright kiddo?"

Becky turned and glared at her older sister who glared back, showing no signs of backing down, "Fine"

"How's your fighting going?" Vince asked with a mouth full of turkey and a big smile on his face

"Dad the girls are grounded their not going off and doing anything, let alone fighting" Stephanie said with a pointed look towards Becky who nodded in response

"Grounding you never stopped you from fighting" Linda said to which Vince agreed while Stephanie glared at her mother

"That was different, the girls are grounded for life" Stephanie said as she continued to eat

"Oh come on Steph...these girls are young and you have them locked in this house all day" Vince said leaning forward to look at his daughter, "They're wasting their talents...you could at least put them to work around the company, get them shadowing you and Hunter, look at getting Charlotte an internship."

"Or...Steph you could get them back into their extracurricular activities..I mean you kinda just made them drop all of their prior commitments. Charlotte and Sasha both worked hard to make their teams just for you to make them quit" Shane said causing Sasha to frown at the thought of cheerleading, if she had this baby she wouldn't be able to cheer again, While Charlotte on the other hand was struggling to keep her head up and her eyes open as her high made her entire body relax to the point where it was hard to even listen to anyone around her. She felt like the words of her family were bouncing of her skin and the few words she could hear made her want to laugh, so she had to physically fight to stay awake and to stop herself from laughing, "The extracurriculars will look good for college applications and the more they are in the less likely they'll have time to get in trouble"

Stephanie eyed her brother before looking to her daughters, "that would require me to trust them and right now they are all on thin ice with my trust"

"Harsh" Becky muttered as she ate

"We're sorry mom" Bayley said sincerely

"I know you're sorry but you four still have to show me that I can trust you again...you all got yourselves into serious trouble so now you have to pay the price"

"I mean...technically Bayley and I didn't do anything that bad… Bayley got jumped, and that wasn't really her fault and from what grandpa says, I'm following in your footsteps. So you can't really be mad about me fighting" Becky said suddenly causing Bayley and Sasha to look at their sister with wide eyes

"Excuse me?"

"I mean...I'm just saying...you're being a little hypocritical mom. Grandpa says that you used to fight so you can't really blame me when I fight too...especially when I'm winning"

"You're winning?" Vince said impressed, "how many fights have you had?"

"About ten now and I've won all of them" Becky said with a smile causing vince to laugh and clap his hands loudly

"Wow...gloves or knuckles?"

"Well I started with gloves but now I do knuckles"

"where is the gym?"

"It's a small gym run by this guy X-Pac" Becky said without thinking

"Wait….X-Pac?" Hunter and Stephanie said as Shane looked shocked as well

"Yeah...he uh...he said that he knew you guys" Becky said unsure of how everyone would react

"X-Pac runs a gym?" Hunter asked, more to himself in shock

"Wait he runs X-Nation gym...my competition...y-you're fighting at my competing gym?" Shane asked to which Becky shrugged in response, "Wow"

"Becky I do not want you fighting-"

"Why..i'm good, I'm a good fighter... just like Charlotte is good at volleyball, just like Bayley is good at guitar..just like Sasha was good at cheerleading." Becky said seriously

"You could get hurt and with your lungs-"

"mom...I could get hurt doing literally anything..I could get hurt falling down the stairs in this house. I'd rather get hurt doing something I like to do then be forced to live a boring life doing what I hate"

"And what is it that you hate doing so much?"

"Being here, being stuck in this house, being forced into a routine of coming home doing homework, cleaning the house, eating and going to sleep. I hate it...I like fighting...I love fighting, it's something unexpected...something fun that I am actually good at" Becky said causing Stephanie to roll her eyes while Shane smiled at the girl

"The answer is no" Stephanie said before pointing her fork at Hunter, "Your father will go down to that gym and talk to X-Pac and make sure you are never fighting there again"

Becky stared at her mother with wide eyes, "You can't be serious?"

"Oh I am" Becky huffed before sitting back in her chair and crossing her arms causing Sasha to smirk which Becky noticed in the corner of her eyes

"What are you smiling about?" Becky muttered to her sister watching as Shane and Stephanie began to talk about the girls, "I could tell them right now...I could spill the beans"

"You wouldn't dare"

Becky's eyes squinted as she glared at her sister and went to open her mouth before Sasha punched her hard again causing Becky to hold her side in pain before she lifted her arm slightly to punch Sasha but stopped. Sasha knew that Becky would never hit her while she was pregnant and slightly relaxed at that thought as she watched Becky lower her hand and clench and unclench her fist under the table. She could tell that Becky was angry and that slightly made her feel better for some reason...she felt comfort in the fact that other people were feeling bad like she did. Sasha looked forward to see Charlotte half asleep across from her and Shane and Hunter were laughing about something while Stephanie engaged in a conversation with her father even though she kept glancing towards Becky.

As dinner ended Shane and Hunter talked with Vince about the company in Hunter's office while Linda and Stephanie washed dishes in the kitchen, Sasha and Becky were forced to clean the dining room and Charlotte and Bayley were in the kitchen wrapping up extra food. Charlotte quietly wrapped up everything and handed the plates and dishes to Bayley who stared at her oldest sister confused, "Why are you smiling?"

Charlotte shrugged, "I don't know...I can't smile now?"

"No...I just mean...why are you smiling right now? There's nothing fun about this" Bayley whispered as she stepped closer to her sister so their backs were to their mother and grandmother. Charlotte shrugged once more before she went back to placing the extra greens in a Tupperware, while Bayley looked at her sister once more before her eyes widened and she pressed her side into Charlotte's as she whispered into the blonde's ear, "Are you high?"

"No...I'm just chilling"

"Oh my god Charlotte...y-you have a problem" Bayley looked back to her mother who was talking loudly to Linda, oblivious to the two girls' conversation, "You need help...where did you even get-...did you take my pills?"

"What pills?"

Bayley rolled her eyes, "Charlotte you know what pills I'm talking about….the ones I got from Finn's uncle. They're gone and now you high...did you take them?"

"Maybe" Charlotte said with a small smile as she carried the few things of tupperware that she held in her hands to the fridge

Bayley shook her head and mutter, 'unbelievable' before she looked into the dining room where Sasha and Becky where quietly arguing. Sasha rolled her eyes before one again saying, "Drop it"

"You keep saying that but I'm not going to...just tell them" Becky said angrily

"No, now stop talking about it" Sasha said before walking into the kitchen to hand her mother the rest of the dishes, "Mom can I go upstairs now?"

"Yes sweetie, all of you girls are done for the night...but Becky can I speak with you for a minute?" the girls looked to Becky before leaving, heading upstairs

Bayley walked practically carrying Charlotte up the stairs as she was under the girl's arm and she guided her. Sasha looked to Bayley before asking, "What's wrong with her?"

"She's high"

"What? How?"

"She took my pills from when I got beat up...they were oxy and now she's high" Bayley said as they made it to Charlotte's room

"Fuck"

"Swear jar" Bayley muttered as she placed Charlotte down on her bed, "We have to find out where she put those pills so we can get rid of them"

"Noooo" Charlotte whined lazily as she reached towards Bayley who stepped back, avoiding her hands

"Shut it Char...where did you put my pills?"

"I'm not telling" Charlotte said with a smile

"Check her pillow, or her dresser that's where she usually hides stuff" Sasha said causing Bayley to snatch Charlotte's pillow revealing the pill bottle.

Sasha grabbed Charlotte's arms to keep the girl from getting the bottle while Bayley grabbed the pills and rushed to the bathroom, dumping them down the toilet. Once she came back Charlotte huffed at the sight of the empty bottle, and flopped back onto her bed, "You both are major buzz kills"

"Charlotte we're trying to help you...why did you take those pills?"

"Because I wanted to relax"

"Charlotte there are a millions ways to relax that don't involve drugs" Sasha said causing Charlotte to roll her eyes

"You're addicted" bayley said with her arms crossed

"No I'm not."

"Yes you are...Charlotte you think that this is the only way for you to relax and everytime you promise us you won't do drugs again you go and do them anyway. You can't quit..you think that you can and you say that you can but then you just don't" Bayley said seriously but Charlotte just gave a dopey smile and waved her off, "You need help"

"Help with what?" the girls all turned to see their uncle Shane standing at the door

Bayley looked at Charlotte before turning to Shane with her arms crossed, "Charlotte's high...she's been doing this for months now and she needs help"

Shane looked shocked before turning to Charlotte, "Charlotte look at me"

"She can't" Sasha said after Charlotte refused to look at Shane, "She's on Oxy.."

Shane cursed before walking over to Charlotte and grabbing her face so he could look in her eyes, "Go get your mother"

Sasha nodded and left the room walking down the hall to the steps but she stopped. Sasha turned to see Becky shoving clothes into a backpack in their room before opening the window, "Hey...where are you going?"

Becky stopped with her right leg halfway out the window to look at her older sister and roll her eyes, "Go away"

"What are you running away?"

"No..i'm just going out for a bit...I need some space"

"Going out...you're going to Dean's right?" Sasha asked stepping closer to her little sister with her hands up as if not to scare the girl off, "Let me come with you"

"No" Becky said and moved to leave but Sasha stopped her

"I'll tell on-"

"I'lltell" Becky said cutting her off, "You can't threaten me..not when your secret is bigger than mine"

"Wait. Please. I need...I need to go and see him...I need answers" Sasha said sadly

Becky looked at Sasha in confusion but it quickly changed to anger, "No..hell no."

Becky quickly pulled herself back into the room and stormed up to her sister, "Becky-"

"No. You think that I would just willingly bring you to your rapist? Not even I am that fucked up." Becky let out a sigh and ran her hands down her face in frustration before letting out a sarcastic laugh

"Please"

"No"

"Becky I need to know what happened...I can't live not knowing"

"I'm pretty sure we all know what happened" Becky snapped and went to say more but stopped when she saw the tears in Sasha's eyes, "...fuck"

"Becky"

"Please don't make me do this" Becky responded, "If something happens to you...it's on me. I would literally be delivering you to the lions den...with meat around your neck"

Sasha rolled her eyes but stepped forward and hugged her sister, catching Becky by surprise, "I know you'll protect me...so please...please take me"

Becky sighed and pushed Sasha off of her so she could look her in the eyes, "If anything happens...I get to beat Seth's ass"

"Okay" Sasha nodded causing Becky to smile before turning back to look at the door, she was supposed to be getting her mother but, this was more important. Charlotte would be okay, Shane was with her and so was Bayley but she would need the youngest Helmsley to help cover for them. So Sasha stuck her head out and called for Bayley, "Bayley come here a second"

As soon as Bayley walked out the room and headed over to Sasha she looked confused, "What?"

"Go get mom for me...I have to step out I need you to cover for me"

"Where are you going...you can't just leave out the house right now...not alone"

"I won't be...Becky is going to be with me...just please cover for us...we'll be back soon, and I'll explain everything" Sasha pleaded causing Bayley to sigh but she nodded anyway before turning and heading downstairs. Sasha re-entered her room and shut and locked the door while Becky tossed Sasha a look before turning to the window, a ladder was already propped up waiting for her, "How did you get the ladder up?"

"Mom made me take out the trash after our little talk...I put it up while i was outside" Becky said as she swung her leg out the window, "I go first and I'll hold the ladder for you..I don't need you falling and hurting yourself"

Sasha nodded and watched as Becky climbed down the ladder with expertise before motioning for Sasha to do the same. As soon as Sasha made it to the bottom Becky pulled the ladder away and placed it on the ground before turning to Sasha and guiding her down the street to Dean and Seth's house.

"So...how are you and Dean?" Sasha asked to break the silence while the two walked down the middle of the street in the dark

"You know we don't have to talk...it's not an obligation for you to talk to me" Becky said as she continued walking

"Do you hate me?"

"I could ask you the same thing" Becky said, scoffing a little, "you hated me since I first came to this family"

"I didn't hate you...besides that was years ago" the two walked in silence before Sasha stopped them and grabbed her sister's shoulder, "Look...do you still honestly believe that I hate you?"

"Honestly I don't know how you feel…" Becky said as he pushed away her sister's hand and continued to walk, "and I don't really care...lets go"

Sasha shook her head and followed her sister in silence, "I don't...if that means anything. I don't hate you, you just keep pushing me to tell mom and dad about this stuff...a-and I will. I just need time...but no...I don't hate you"

"I'm pushing you because I'm usually right about this stuff...and you don't listen to me" Becky said

"I know...usually you're right...but I..I just don't like hearing the truth a lot of the times. I'm sorry"

"Don't...okay. I don't need you apologizing to me...just stop being stupid" Becky said seriously as they kept walking, "I don't want to see you hurt...I'm just looking out for you"

Sasha smiled and the two continued to walk in silence, stopping only when they reached Dean and Seth's house. Becky walked around the side of the house and tapped three times on the side window of the first floor. A light turned on after a few seconds, then the blinds lifted revealing Dean standing shirtless in his room in only his boxers. He looked tired and scratched his head as he lifted the window open, "Hey babe"

"Hi" Becky said as she leaned through the window and kissed Dean before entering the room with Sasha following suit, "Your mom home?"

"Business trip. What's up?" Dean asked confused as he looked over at Sasha, "What's she doing here? Wait...are you surprising me with a threesome?"

"In your dreams" Becky said playfully hitting Dean

"Yes..exactly" Dean said with a smirk

"I wanted to talk to Seth" Sasha said causing Dean to stare at her before looking to his girlfriend with a look that asked, 'is she serious?'.

Becky shrugged so Dean said, "okay...uh his room is upstairs...I'll show ya"

Sasha nodded and followed Dean and Becky upstairs to where a door read 'keep out'. Dean knocked twice before waiting for the door to open, revealing Seth in a grey t-shirt and his boxers, "Dean what the hell man?"

"You got a visitor" Dean said before stepping aside to let Sasha stand in the doorway.

Seth's eyes widened and he began to stutter at the sight of her, "Uh..Sash..wh-what are you...are what…"

"I just came to talk" Sasha said calmly while Becky stood behind her glaring at the taller boy. Sasha noticed his apprehension and turned to her sister, "Bexs can you uh…"

"No way" she said with her arms crossed

"Can you just wait in the hall" Sasha pleaded causing Becky to finally take her eyes off of Seth and look at her sister, "I'll just take a few minutes...I'll yell if I need anything"

"You said that I could be-" Becky said about to mention that Sasha gave her permission to beat up Seth.

"If something happens you can...right now we're just talking" Sasha said calmly

Dean nodded and wrapped his arms around Becky's waist, pulling her backwards slightly as he placed his chin on top of her head and said, "Let's give them some space..we'll be right out here"

"But Dean I-"

"Come on babe" Dean urged once more before leading her to the steps that were across from the door and lead her to sit down and wait, "We'll be here"

Sasha silently thanks Dean before turning to Seth, "Can I come in?"

"Uh...ye-yeah...uh sure" Seth stuttered opening his door wider for Sasha to enter, not missing the glare that Becky shot him as he closed the door behind him. He slowly turned to face Sasha who was peacefully examining his room, it was pretty average, it was a dark grey color with a desk, bed, dresser, a full length mirror in the corner surrounded by weights, and posters all over the walls, "Uh you said you wanted to talk…"

Sasha stepped towards Seth until she was about and inch away from him. She stared up into his eyes for a while before taking his right hand into hers, letting her fingers run along the lines of his palm. She was silently waiting for something to happen, something that would tell her that she didn't love him anymore, "Do you still love me?"

Seth looked startled when Sasha finally spoke, "I..uh...I...yes..I do"

Sasha nodded at this as she kept her eyes on his as she touched his hands, "What happened..that night?"

"I uh...I'm so sorry...I'm so sorry Sash..I didn't mean to leave you. I was scared..I was a fucking coward I'm sorry..I'm so sorry" Seth began immediately apologizing as he got down on his knees and wrapped his arms around Sasha's waist as his head laid on her stomach.

"Seth what happened?"

"I shouldn't have left you when the police came..I was scared and you weren't waking up...I ran" Seth said sadly

"Seth...I'm...I'm pregnant...and I need...I need you to tell me what happened...before you ran away" Sasha said quietly as she ran her hands through Seth's hair.

"What?" Seth pulled away to look Sasha in the eyes, "you're pregnant?"

Sasha nodded, "Seth...what happened because the last thing I remember was taking a drink from you and now I'm pregnant"

"No..I..I didn't...is that why Becky was glaring at me? She thinks I raped you...no I..I didn't, you were still awake, you agreed...You said you wanted me. I-I...I'm sorry Sasha. I..I didn't know...when we were done you started blacking out. I tried to wake you up when I heard police but you wouldn't move. I got scared...I ran..I'm so sorry I left you. I am...I swear on my life that I can never make it up to you for leaving, I just...I didn't want to get in trouble...i knew how it looked. I just...I'm sorry"

Sasha waited for a while as she could hear the sincerity in Seth's voice and felt tears against her stomach as he hugged her again, "It's okay"

"It is?" Seth asked looking up to Sasha, "Why aren't you mad at me?"

Sasha sighed, "I can't...I-I don't know why...but I can't...but I have to ask you. Will you be here with me for this baby?"

"Yes...of course...of course...anything I can do to make up leaving you Sasha. Hav-have you told your parents?"

"No...I needed to tell you first...I needed to get the full story first"

"So…" Seth trailed off not knowing what Sasha thought of all this

"So..we were drunk...we had sex and now I'm pregnant...and we're going to deal with that...together...right?"

"right"

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