AN = Hi hi! I've been working on requests and a story roleplay. But I do have a few stories written in advance for this oneshot collection. Anyways, I hope you enjoy!

Jealous

Why? Why did he have to ask her out? What about me? Am I nothing to him?

It all started last week when he asked her out with a single rose and a box of chocolates. Talk about cheesiness. Actually, it was rather sweet. But why did she even say yes? She had rejected him loads and suddenly she loves him?

How can that be possible? Well... I sort of hated and loved him at the same time. But! This isn't about me! This is about Creddie. Creddie is horrible! It isn't normal. Wait, neither is Seddie. Huh?

I am confused. Am I against Seddie all of a sudden? If I'm not, does that mean I still have feelings for him?

I look forward. The city shines beneath me. As I sit down, I hear a noise from behind me. I turn slowly and cautiously. Oh. Just that brown eyed dork...

"Hey." He says to me. I roll my eyes and look back over the city.

"Are you okay?" He asks, I shrug and look at him again. Finally, I know what I am feeling. I am hurt. Deeply hurt.

He comes and sits down beside me, still not making full eye contact, "You have been skipping school, skipping iCarly..."

"Maybe I don't wanna-Never mind." I mutter.

"You would never miss iCarly."

"I used to not miss it."

"Stop with that sass. I know what's wrong. You can lie but I do really know what's going on."

"Catch me up then." I chuckle to myself silently.

"You are jealous!"

"Ahahaha. That is funniest thing ever! Jealous? Of you and Carly?" I fake laugh but it soon fades away.

"Yeah. That's what I thought."

"Look, I just think-"

"No, Sam. You are gonna listen to me now." Freddie says fiercely. I swallow hard and slightly nod.

"You have always had trouble accepting me and Carly. I loved her. Then, I got over that 'little' crush. And, then, I dated you. I loved you. I guess some part of me always will. I don't know what your problem is with Carly now though... It isn't her fault that I asked her out. And I know she said yes, but it still isn't her fault. She loves me now. She tells me that and I-I believe her because I love her too. If you do have trouble with that, you are right to be ignoring us. But, remember, you are still our best friend." I see tears rolling down his cheeks and dropping onto his shirt. I feel a few tears forming in my eyes.

"You wanna know why I don't accept it?" He looks at me, this time with full eye contact as I speak, "I-I still love you."

Those are the harder words ever. I have told him that before but I had to add one word 'still' which made it even harder.

I sit waiting for his reply. Silence.

"I-I gotta go." I suddenly come out with. As I stand up, I feel a hand grab my wrist.

"Stay." He says firmly. I nod in a little bit of fear as I sit back down.

"W-well..." I say nervously.

"I-I-"

"No. You have said something. I wanna say something now. I never have stopped loving you. Not even for a second. When we were younger, I hated you. As soon as our lips touched that night on this very fire escape, I felt different. Not a grown up feeling or a mature feeling. It was love. I was in love. Correction: I am in love. Anyway, I wished every day to make a move. I needed to tell you how I felt. Then you started dating Carly after that taco truck incident. You fell for that whole 'bacon' story. Silly mistake; I always said you were gullible, this implies it. Then, after you broke up, I needed to make a move. It took me long enough. The school lock in. You know what happened. The mental hospital. I am just as insane now as I was then. Do you think they will take me back? I doubt it! Then I dated you for a month. I gotta admit that it was the best month of my life. I was happy. I was cared for. Most importantly, I was loved. When we broke up, I was depressed. I-I tried to keep it in. When we were all trapped at Nora's house, and she kissed you, I was livid. The thing that infuriates me the most is the fact that Carly has rejected you more than once! And she suddenly says yes? Not that possible. I don't know. You are probably right, this is jealousy. But I miss you, okay? Carly isn't right for you! Anyone can see that. Well... Apart from those insane Creddie shippers." I finish my speech proud. I break eye contact as I burst into tears again.

Still no words from Freddie. Is he shocked? Angry? Or does he get where I am coming from?

"Sam..." He finally says.

"Y-yeah?" I whisper, stuttering slightly because of my tears.

A noise fades into the distance. A phone ring tone. Ugh, I know exactly who that is...

"I-I gotta go. Carly is looking for me." His tears still falling. He perches down beside me and smiles shyly, looking into my ocean blue eyes. He uses his thumbs to wipe my tears away.

I have always been second best to Carly. Always. With boys, they always pick her. And now with Freddie, he asked Carly out first twice now. I wanna be good enough for someone. I don't want what Carly leaves behind. She dumped Freddie a few years ago and that gave me the opportunity to be with him but I don't want that happening again...

Too fast for me to acknowledge what is going on, he softly smashes his lips against mine. What? He can't kiss me if he is going out with Carly, can he? I'm pretty sure that's not the way it works.

After about a minute, we both pull away for oxygen; I look him straight in the eye, still speechless.

"You-You mean that?"

"I do, I really do."

"What about Ca-Carly?" I stutter, shaking slightly at the mention of her name.

"Don't worry. I think she needs to learn what it is like to be rejected..." He smiles, which makes me smile.

"Don't be too hard on her though. She is still our friend."

"I won't. I gotta go before she comes looking for me. And, please, get inside and warm up, it is quite cold. My mum is in Canada right now, so just make yourself at home, okay?"

"Thanks, Freddie." He extends out his hand for me to take. As I grab it, he stands me up with him. We both exit the fire escape together with smiles on our faces...

AN = There is gonna be a sequel to this story. I wrote it like two months ago. So as usual, reviews to me is like Sam and her ham.