Austrian: I also had so much fun writing them, singing 'let it go'. Being good friends, they teased Elsa when she felt depressed (at least that what my friends do)... Ich wünsche dir ein frohes Neues Jahr.
Happy new year, everyone! I hope 2020 will be a great year for all of us.
By the way, totally out of the topic, what do you think of Elsamaren? Honestly, even though we couldn't see Honeymaren not that much in Frozen 2, I really liked her. And I think shipping Elsa and Honey makes more sense than Helsa or Elsanna.
Too bad that I ship Jelsa ;)
She does not understand. She doesn't understand at all.
She has a day off, she doesn't have anything to do so she just stays in her dorm and passes her time by resting.
Why does she feel depressed? Why can't she breathe easily? Why does she think of stupid things?.. Like how people cheat on their lovers, the stupid open relationships, one night stands, unexpected pregnancies. Then, her thoughts wander around wars, homicide, torture, famine, death. Friends, lovers, enemies, strangers, allies. Destiny, future, past. Broken promises, physical and mental pain, emotions and life. School, studies, money, work, duties, responsibilities.
Everything is meaningless.
And here she is, laying on her bed while she is trying to figure out why she feels so depressed all of a sudden as everything is alright.
Why does she feel everything is completely wrong?
Is she alive? Or is she just terribly struggling to survive for nothing? She does not know. Everything is meaningless because she feels trapped, she has never tasted freedom, not truly.
"Elsa."
"I am fine." she announces immediately, knows exactly what Astrid is going to ask, thanks to her tone. It sounds caring, worried, hesitant.
"You are freaking out." Astrid makes a truthfull statement and raises an eyebrow at her response. She sighs while she lays down next to Elsa on her bed.
"I may be a bit nervous." the platinum blonde admits reluctantly.
"About tonight?"
"Yeah." Elsa partly lies.
When turns her head, she finds the blonde-haired smirking mischievously. "Don't worry, I won't be too hard on him." Astrid teases her best friend lightly.
Elsa resists to the urge of rolling her eyes. Astrid is definitely going to be hard on him, Jack didn't make that much of a good impression on her by being an alcoholic. His job didn't help either, when Astrid learned that Jack was soon-to-be a CEO, she discovered that he was kind of famous in the business world. People, especially women are talking about him constantly, some of them are even obsessed with him. Therefore, Astrid immediately thought that Jack was a cocky, immature, rich and arrogant playboy.
However, in reality, although Elsa admits that he can be cocky and immature (but in a good way, Elsa loves that he has a carefree personality), Jack is not arrogant and definitely not a playboy. He is the kindest man that she has ever interacted with. Despite being rich, he never shows off with his money, in additional, he is actually a bit ashamed that he is rich.
"Hey, snap out of it! You look like a lovesick puppy!" Astrid cries out grumpily, but her features are revealing that she is amused and pleased.
Elsa feels herself burning, her face is suddenly too hot. "I-I am not a lovesick puppy!" she stutters out.
Astrid chuckles loudly, she is also grinning, Elsa can see her teeth. "Whatever you say, dude." The platinum blonde smiles at the warmness of her best friend's tone. She snuggles closer to Astrid and closes her eyes.
"Hey?"
"Yeah?"
"I promise I won't cause a scene tonight... He seems important to you... Just be careful, alright? We wouldn't want another Hans incident to happen." Astrid advises her with a protective, sisterly tone.
Elsa snorts, even the mention of his stupid name is enough for her to feel extremely disgusted. "Jack is nothing like him." she mumbles confidently, means those words.
Elsa basically runs toward the front door when she hears the bell ringing. She opens the door with a huge grin on her face as she realizes that her best friend is standing right next to her too. Elsa goes a bit pale and her excited grin turns into a stretched one, but as soon as she sees him, her apprehension fades too.
He looks so damn incredible. He is just in a normal black hoodie and blue jeans, but Elsa can't help it, he is remarkably handsome, outstanding.
"Hey Jack." the platinum blonde chirps with an uncharacteristic enthusiasm while Jack is handing her a bouquet of snowdrops.
"Hi, Snowflake." Jack greets her with a shy smile tugged to his smooth lips. He slowly draws her closer and captures her lips, kisses her softly whereas Astrid is witnessing them.
"Jack, this is Astrid." Elsa introduces them nervously, she gulps in concern.
Her boyfriend's smile grows wider as he offers a hanshake. "It is really nice to meet you, Astrid." he says in a friendly way.
Astrid accepts his handshake with an unhurried movement. Strangely, the hardness of her outlines softens a little.
The night turns out way better than Elsa expects. It is a great advantage that Eugene is Jack's best friend, he sure knows how to open a delightful conversation and lighten up the tense mood that Elsa has been having.
Rapunzel, Hiccup and Merida, they have immediately welcomed Jack, clearly, they have already been warmed up to him. For that, Elsa is extremely grateful, it is good to see that her friends are enjoy spending time with her boyfriend.
When Jack admired Rapunzel's famous blueberry pie, Elsa's cousin flashed her a gaze which implied she definitely liked the guy. Merida offered Jack teaching archery when he was eagerly listening to her stories about her favorite sport. He immediately exclaimed an energetic yes. The young man also impressed Hiccup with the knowledge of video games.
And Astrid... Well, she didn't try to strangle her boyfriend to death or threaten him, so the night is definitely a huge victory, a remarkable success.
"Which movie do you want to watch, Mr. Frost?" Elsa asks teasingly with a grin on her face while the snow-white silvery haired man is giving quick kisses to her neck and collarbone.
Jacks pulls back a little, his blue eyes rest on her thoughtfully. Elsa frowns, senses that something is wrong. "Jack, what is going on?" she question him in worry.
"Nothing, love." he replies hastily and cups her hands, kisses them slowly to appease her. "Astrid talked with me tonight, in private. She... She mentioned a guy named Hans." he explained calmly.
But Elsa isn't calm, in fact, she becomes anxious. She can guess what Astrid had said. Astrid probably said Jack that she would kill him if he hurt Elsa like Hans.
"I am so sorry. I'll handle Astrid's improper behavior. She can be over-protective, I am sorry once again." Elsa rambles, she is flushing in embarrassment.
Jack frowns in confusion whereas he is raising an eyebrow. "You shouldn't apologize! I am not mad at her, I think Astrid is truly a good friend, she seems she really cares about you."
"Oh." she mumbles dumbly at the realization of his words.
Jack reaches to her cheeks, his thumbs are stroking them lazily. "Elsa, we have been dating for a month now... You can open up to me. It is clear that this Hans guy left a huge wound on you. Look, if I make you uncomfortable in a way that-"
"Jack." Elsa interrupts him quietly as the young man becomes silent. "I... I." she bits her bottom lip, considers for a moment if she should tell him or not. "I had known Hans for my entire life and I was in love with him. I was kinda obvious about my feelings, so he asked me out. Everything was alright until I had found out that he was cheating on me with my sister Anna. Of course, she had no idea about us, just like I didn't know about them." she clarifies the truth that he has been wondering.
"Snowflake." Jack lets out gently, although he doesn't say anything further.
"I was just eighteen then. My parents were shaping my future without asking my opinion, I discovered Anna and Hans were together... Therefore, I had decided to leave Norway for good. I don't speak to any of them. Anna... I love her to bits, however, I feel so ashamed, I don't have guts to talk to her. She has tried to contact me, but I declined her. I am not ready to forgive myself. I was so stupid and so naive."
Elsa closes her eyelids as she allows Jack to speak. She knows what he is going to say, he will say it wasn't her fault, that she should forgive herself... However, Jack only trails plenty of passionate kisses on her cheeks, forehead, lips, neck, hand, chin, his hands are roaming around her body.
"Do you want me to say something about it?" he murmurs, his lips are brushing against her shoulder. When Elsa doesn't reply, he nods to himself silently. "Emma."
"What?" the platinum blonde asks in confusion, she is knitting her eyebrows.
"My little sister. Her name was Emma."
Elsa raises her head, her eyes are wide open. She glances at Jack, he was resting his head on her chest, his eyelids are shut down.
"She died a couple of years ago in a car accident. I was driving the car. Apparently, a guy who was high because of dope, had crashed us. I only remember the sight of his car." he speaks with a low, collected voice, nonetheless, he stops to swallow. Elsa wraps her arms around him when she feels him shuddering. "My mom blames me for her death. She is right, I couldn't protect my sister."
He takes a deep breath, eyes are still closed. "The point is, I understand you, Elsa. We both know that we actually don't have a fault. Nonetheless, we blame ourselves."
"That's why you drink." she retorts sadly.
"Yeah."
"I am sorry."
They don't talk afterward. Perhaps it seems unhealthy, perhaps someone would think they had a lack of communication in their relationship. However, instead of talking, they kiss. They touch each other to show that they are supporting each other, they are communicating. Elsa feels appeased, alleviated due to sensation of his fingers rubbing her skin lovingly.
"You look... sincere." he observes softly, his hands are wandering around her waist, her cheeks, her hair... He is looking at her eyes so, oh so intensely and hungrily.
Elsa smiles bitterly and doesn't break the eye contact, she isn't embarrassed by staring at his blue piercing eyes boldly. She doesn't respond, just smiles. "I... God, Elsa, you have no idea how much I want you right now." he blurts out, his attractive cheeks that she adores so much turns into red.
She swallows and buries her face on the crook of his neck, give a peck to his soft skin and brushes her nose to his Adam's apple. His hands slip to her hips lightly, which Elsa approves whole-heartedly.
"I-I have never felt like this before.." he quickly mumbles and the platinum blonde can't help but actually grin happily at those words.
"Neither have I, Jack."
When he brings their bodies closer, Elsa expects him to press his smooth lips on hers, however, Jack's fingers brush her chin, he gestures her to look at him. "You are sincere. People are too fake and I can't stand it. But you are... You are really an angel." he murmurs in a needy voice, now she feels his lips moving quickly to her hair.
She closes her eyes, just feels the young man, doesn't care about anything but him. His hands are wandering around her hips once again... he nips her nose with his teeth softly, she giggles, feeling so light. Deep, piercing blue eyes meet once again. "I want to kiss you." he confesses, his cheeks are as red as hers.
"I've already given you my permission." she chuckles and caresses his snow-white silvery hair.
Almost immediately, she simply feels his incredibly soft, perfect lips on hers. The kiss is gentle, he pulls away quickly, searches her eyes if she really is okay with this. The both know where this is going. Her trembling lips, her dizzy mind, her heart is begging for him to continue, she wants nothing but to kiss him again. And before she can capture his lips, he has already found her lips again, this time sucking them in a desirous way, their bodies are so, so close that she can practically feel his muscles relaxing under her touch.
That magical, special night continues with passionate kisses, giggles, exclusive and hidden mutters, soft but needy touches... That night becomes the most beautiful, special, wholesome, perfect night in both of their lives.
Me: Lol, we all know what they did.
Elsa: Shut up!
Me: Anyway... Please write a review, I love you all! Once again, happy new year!