One month later (July)
The only sound aside from the rustling of the trees is the sound of my feet hitting the pavement. Now that my leg is almost fully healed I am back to my early morning runs. With Victoria and Edward gone, Jake is okay with me running on the res without supervision from the pack. Although this doesn't stop him from joining me a couple times a week. I am thankful that he lets me set our pace, even at my best I can't keep up with him, I blame his wolf. When I make it to our driveway I have slowed to a walk, a slight ache in my leg lets me know that it still needs time to fully heal. Jake's truck is gone so I have the house to myself.
I turn on some relaxing music as I wait for the shower to heat up. The hot water soothes my sore muscles and relieves the pain surrounds the scar on my leg. I can't help but wish Jake was here to join me in the shower. Now that we're living together not under Billy's roof we have been exploring our physical relationship more. Although we still haven't consummated the imprint due to Jake's fear of hurting me. My mind wanders to ways that I can convince him as I wash off the sweat from my run. I feel alone in this situation until I remember that I am not, the other pack girlfriends must have experienced some of what I'm going through.
After I have dried off I give Emily a call, we have grown close over the last couple months and if anyone will have suggestions for my predicament it will be her. I'm sure she can hear the nervousness and embarrassment in my voice as I ask for help with my bedroom predicament. Yet, as expected she happily agrees to meet with me after work to give me some pointers and suggestions. Jacob and Sam will both be running patrol so we won't have to worry about our intimate conversation being overheard, even with the super hearing of our wolf partners.
It takes me two tires to get the courage to walk up to Emily's door, and even longer to knock. I can't believe that I am about to talk with someone about my sexlife. Yes I'm a doctor, I know sex is a normal part of life, but there is something more difficult about talking about it when it's your own sexlife. Emily greets me at the door with a hug and a cup of tea.
"Bella, I'm so glad you called. I'm more happy to answer any and all of your questions. Sexual relations with a wolf shifter can be a little more difficult and dangerous than normal sexual activities. I remember when Sam and I were having the same difficulties you and Jake are having."
"Dangerous?" Maybe Jake was right I think to myself, but I am relieved to hear that I am not alone.
"Well our boys are a lot stronger than the average human and if Jake is anything like Sam, his wolf growth didn't just impact his height and muscles" she says with a little wink.
I blush. She has yet to be wrong, Jake is very well endowed.
"The reason I wanted to talk to you is because Jake and I still haven't consummated our imprint because he is so afraid that with our massive size differences is going to hurt me"
"Sam was the exact same way" she says, with understanding in her voice.
"How did you get him to get over his fear and change him mind?" I question.
"Well, we did a lot of sexual acts that weren't sex to prepare, I bought lots of lube, took him away for the weekend so it would be extra special and I seduced his wolf"
"You seduced his wolf? What does that mean?"
"You see I had already seduced Sam and I knew he wanted me but he could resist, but I knew his wolf couldn't. So on the night that we were away I used his wolf to my advantage. When things were getting really hot and heavy I asked him to mark me. I knew that would send his wolf over the edge and insist on mating with me. It worked."
"Marking?" I question.
"It's when a wolf bites his mate. It's said to increase the imprint exponentially. Sam hasn't marked me yet but it got through to the wolf enough to get him over his fear of hurting me."
"Did being with a wolf… umm hurt?"
"I'm not going to lie to you and tell you that it didn't, but it was so worth it. It brought us so much closer and now he's not afraid to hurt me at all" she says with another wink.
"Wolves tend to be physically rough love makers, I think it's probably the increased strength and animalistic needs, but I'm sure Jake will be as gentle with you as Sam was with me the first time."
"I know you and Sam don't have any children, but do you know anything about procreating with a wolf? Also are there any extra birth control measures I need to take? Is wolf sperm extra potent?" I ask with a little laugh.
"I shouldn't be surprised that you have thought of everything, you are a doctor after all. You and Jake should have no problem getting pregnant if that's what you want. You were correct in guessing that wolves are a little more potent than normal men, regardless of their high body temp. I use an IUD and I haven't had any problems yet, the wolf in our men typically don't like condoms as they crave the animalistic experience, but if that's what you feel most comfortable with Jake should be able to keep his wolf at bay. If you decide to have children, pregnancy can be a little different than normal. If your children carry the shifter gene there is a good chance that you will run a high fever throughout pregnancy although you typically won't have fever symptoms. Wolf babies also tended to be larger than normal, with your small size you may end up with a long labor."
"I clearly have so much to look forward too. Emily you have been more help than you can ever imagine!" I say hugging her.
I thank Emily for her words of wisdom and the tea and head for home. On my walk back I pull out my phone and make a quick call. Jake is working on dinner when I open the door and whatever he is making smells delicious! I do my best to sneak up on him, even though I'm sure he heard me even before I opened the door. I will never complain about coming home to my sexy boyfriend cooking shirtless in our kitchen. His hard warm body is inviting as I wrap my arms around his middle.
"Hey babe, you're home late. Busy day at the clinic? He asks as he continues to stir the pot of tomato sauce.
"The clinic wasn't too busy, I'm late because I stopped to see Emily this afternoon."
"How is Emily? I haven't seen her in a couple weeks"
"She's good, we had a lot to talk about but I feel much better now" I say planting a kissing between his shoulder blades.
"Talk about anything interesting?" He asks
"Nah, nothing to worry about" I say as I begin setting our little table.
He gives me a quizzical looks but doesn't push the matter at dinner. We share stories from our days as we eat our spaghetti, Jake's severing at least double what I have served myself, he must have worked up an appetite running patrol with Sam. We clean up the kitchen together. It's not until we're laying in bed later that he brings it up my conversation with Emily again.
"So are you going to tell me about your afternoon with Emily?"
"It's was nothing really, just girl talk mostly. She's been a pack girlfriend a lot longer than I have. I just wanted a couple pointers."
"Well you have nothing to worry about, you're doing an amazing job and you've fit so easily into the pack. I love you Bella."
"I love you too Jacob! Thank you for helping me fit into the pack so well. I'm glad you think I'm doing a good job, but Emily and I had a little more to talk about than bonfire planning and how to cook for an actual pack of wolves" I say leaning over and kissing him softly.
"Well I'm glad you're here and that you and Emily had a good talk. Even if you won't give me all the details" He says with a laugh.
"I've been thinking, I say it's about time we got of the reservation for a bit. I have this weekend off, what do you say to a little weekend away?" I say.
"A weekend away sounds wonderful, we could use some relaxation after everything that happened with the vampires."
"Good, because I've already made us reservations at a resort in the mountains for this weekend. We check in on Friday afternoon"
"You did that for us? Bella you never fail to surprise me! I love you!"
"I love you too Jake"
Jacobs wraps a protective arm around me before we both fall into a restful slumber. That night I dream that I am alone in a field, naked surrounded by a bed of moss and wild flowed. My russet wolf appears and I am not afraid. I can see his familiar chocolate brown eyes and feel his hot breath on my bare skin. His large, hot wolf tongue laps at my naked body. I awake with a start.
I roll over and see Jake sleeping peacefully next to me, but the ache in my core is too much. My arousing dream driving my need for a release. I lean over and kiss the soft spot behind his ear and trail kisses down his neck. His hot skin burns under my wet lips. I feel him begin to stir as I run my tongue over one of his hard nipples. I low growl escapes his lips.
"Mhhhmm shit Bells is that you?"
I resist the urge to make a snarky comment about who else would it be, deciding rather to use his still sleepy deminor to my advantage. I swing a leg over his hips so that I'm straddling him. I run more kisses up his neck this time, by the time I make it to his lips he is fully awake and anticipating my next move. As soon as our lips meet he uses his superior strength to flip us over, but not before he lifts my sleep shirt over my head and tossing it across the room.
"You won't be needing that, I'll be keeping you warm from now on."
I writhe under his touch. The feeling of his erection pressing through his boxers drives me crazy and he knows it. The feeling that was one pressed against my hip is now teasing my core against my black lace panties. I moan into him.
"Do you like that baby"
"Oh Jake I need you" I pant.
"Patience you dirty girl" he whispers in my ear.
I'm about to tell him that I'm not feeling patient right now and that I need him, when I feel him slide my panties down my legs. His hot breath against my inner thigh practically sends me over the edge. He runs his hot lips up and down my thighs teasing me. I've got my hands in his hair and I'm begging before he relents and brings his lips to mine, quickly finding my clit and running his teeth over it.
"Ahh fuck Jake!" I shout. No longer having to control how much noise I make for fear of waking Billy.
My passionate outburst encourages him to slide a finger into my core, causing my hips to buck under his touch.
"Fuck Bella you're so tight" he moans.
Experiences with Jake are getting more and more comfortable although I can't disagree with him regarding our size differences. He can now comfortably use two fingers with me, but his fingers bare no comparison to his manhood.
Within minutes an orgasm comes crashing over me. Jake barely lets me catch my breath before he's at it again, but this time I stop him. Instead I take him in my hand and being the same merciless teasing that he treated me to moments ago. When I finally relent I take him in my mouth as deep as I can. Using my hand to access the length that cannot fit in my mouth. I can taste his salty precum and it only makes me want him more. I pick up the pace until I hear his breathing becoming erratic and I know he's close. Soon his hot seed is pouring into my mouth. I swallow with glee knowing the pleasure I just caused him. Before I can lay back down in bed he scoops me up and carries me to the shower.
"Round two before work?" He asks with wink.
AN: Hi lovelies! I hope you enjoyed this steamy chapter and Bella's talk with Emily. Review and let me know what you think. 3