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Chapter 13 Time to go.
After dinner, its time for Yuki to leave. Most at the table not even hungry. Kaien noticing something is up, but not asking. Trying to lighten the mood every chance he got. To no prevail. Finally just serving dessert and giving up. Hoping whatever it is would work itself out.
"I am sad to see you go Yuki. I will miss you." Kaien says. Giving her a big hug. "Me too father. I will try to keep in touch more." Yuki replies. "Please do. You even got Zero to stay an extra day. It was nice having you both here." Kaien says going into a crying fit.
Hanabusa goes to the car putting in the luggage and getting in the front seat. Leaving Zero and Yuki alone to say their goodbyes. Feeling they can't do anything more than they already have. So he has no more fears about that... They all went out of the window when he smelled her earlier. He knew they were in for it.
"I love you Zero. I never want you to forget that. You hold my heart."Yuki says looking up at him. Tears running down her face. "I love you also. I wish you wouldn't leave but I understand why. No matter what happens, I want you to know. I am here for you. Always. "Zero replies. "I know," Yuki says softly giving him a big hug. The hug lingers. Neither of them wanting to let go. Not knowing if they will ever see each other again. The fear in both their hearts. Both wanting more than just one night of passion. Just not sure of how to obtain there wants. Zero lightly lifts Yuki's face to look up at him, placing a long deep kiss on her lips. Her arms wrapping around him tightly. His face getting wet from her tears. His heart sinks deep within himself.
Yuki takes a big deep breath holding Zero's hands. Taking one long last look at this beautiful man in front of her. She lets go of his hands. As she starts walking to the car. Looking back at him again before getting in. She gives him a smile trying to hold herself together. Zero just looks at her. His everything driving away once again. Leaving him alone in deep pain. Nothing could ever fix this. He thinks to himself. Getting in his own car to head home. Feeling more alone than he ever has. Feeling he has nothing. He just watched her go again. This time even harder than the last. Since they both knew how the other felt. Kaname wins again, this time without even knowing it. Zero's heart feels like its ripping into. He just bangs on the steering wheel taking out his frustration on it.
Yuki gets into the car, buckling herself in. As Hanabusa starts driving away, she just starts to sob uncontrollably. The pain in heart taking over every fiber of her being. To leave him again, this time knowing that she truly was in love with him. That she wanted to spend the rest of her life with him. Give him her everything tore her apart. Even more, than it did the first time. How would she be able to live without him now? After knowing what it was to have him? Touch him? Taste him? She didn't know if she could come back from this. She knew to leave him behind hurt him more than anything. That he felt Kaname had won again. That she picked him over Zero again. Which wasn't true. It wasn't that easy to just leave. He would hunt her down. Than Zero didn't know what she had been going through the last six years. That she was a prisoner in her own home. That being a pureblood was harder than anyone really knew. It was a pain she had to live with that she wished she didn't. Zero not thinking about what the consequence would be for him being with her if she stayed. That Kaname more than likely would kill him. She couldn't even imagine that. It broke her heart into pieces. Whatever she would have to suffer was fine, as long as he would leave Zero alone. She could live with it.
"Yuki please. Calm down. Oh god, this is awful. Maybe we shouldn't have come." Hanabusa says. Looking at her falling apart alongside of him. "Yuki, Zero will be fine. He loves you. I even see that. He will wait for you. Just please stop crying." Hanabusa says. Seeing even more than before how much she really cares. How much this life she has now she doesn't want. There just wasn't anything he could do. Not even anything he could say to make this any better. He also knew once home both of them would have to deal with the raft of Kaname. Hanabusa not looking forward to it. He knew he would never kill Yuki. As he loved her too much. But for him to know she slept with Kiryu would kill him. Drive him to the brink of insanity. She would get punished. How? Hanabusa didn't know. Besides never letting her out of his sight again. He wasn't sure. Not even sure what he would do to him, for letting it take place. He just knew that it was worth it to see her happy for once.