Chapter 15 Torn apart.
Yuki lays there not moving. Not saying a word. Her body and mind in total shock and disbelief. She never expected Kaname to do this to her. To treat her like a rag doll. He has never done this before. Their lovemaking was always special, gentle. Kaname always taking his time, making her feel good. Not this. Her body hurt everywhere. Every muscle pounded. Her middle was on fire from his hard pounding into her. She was even scared to get up to pee. She didn't want to see what he has done. Zero's scent now covered with Kaname's. The night she wanted so much now tainted with pain, hurt and shock.
Yuki doesn't move the rest of the night, Scared to. Kaname still holding on to her. His touch now scared her. Everything about him scared her. All she thought about now was Hanabusa and Zero. She couldn't make him hurt either of them like this. It wasn't their fault. She knew he hated Zero, this would only give him reason to go after him. To kill him. The thought made her heart pained. She would never forgive herself.
"Kaname," Yuki says softly. Trying to keep herself together. Even though tears are streaming down her face. ANd her body is trembling. "Yes My love. I am so sorry. I know your hurting. I couldn't control myself. Forgive me." Kaname says in a soft tone. One that you can see he was telling the truth. Even though that didn't fix this. "I want you to do something for me. Please." She says firmly. "Anything," Kaname responds. "Don't hurt Hanabusa. None of what happened was his fault. It was all me. I ran off and he couldn't find me. He was worried sick. Please, if you mean what you say about being sorry. You won't touch him." Yuki asks. Kaname nods his head. "Ok," Kaname replies. Scared to say what she wants to next, she takes a deep long breath. "Also, Please. It was all me. Don't hurt Zero. I will stay away from him. Just don't hurt him. Whatever you need to do, do it to me." Yuki says softly. Kaname just looks at her. Still hating Kiryu with all his heart and soul. Just knowing if he killed him as he wanted. He would truly lose her forever. "As you wish," Kaname replies.
Yuki feels a bit more relieved. She lays there trying to breathe, which even that hurts. Kaname sees she is trembling which hurts him deeply. No one had this power over him to make him become this beast but her. He knew it would take her a while to forgive him for this if ever. At the same time, he figured that would make her stay away from Kiryu. Now seeing what he could really do. Making her afraid of him. He knew this wasn't good for their marriage. It would only hurt it more. He just hoped in time she would understand that he loved her so much. He lost himself in rage. Seeing a bit of Rido in himself now more than ever.
In the morning, Kaname gets up, washed and dressed. Ready for work. He goes over to Yuki who pretends she is sleeping. He leaves her be. Walking out of the bedroom. She breathes a sigh of relief when he does. Tears taking over her whole being. Curled up into a ball, feeling broken body and soul.
Hanabusa runs into the room, seeing Yuki like this. Bruises all over her. Even her pureblood status isn't healing them fast enough. Hanabusa runs over to her. "Yuki are you ok?" Hanabusa asks. "No, I need to go to the ladies room, but I can't get up," Yuki replies. "I will help you. God Yuki what did he do to you?" Hanabusa says sadly. Never seeing Yuki so pale, He almost drained her to death. "He took away everything that Zero did to me. He made me pay for it." Yuki answers. As Hanabusa helps her to stand. Yuki almost falling back onto the bed from the pain. "I am so sorry. I never thought he would go this far."Hanabusa comments. "It was a side of him I never saw before. He was someone else." Yuki answers. "I knew he would be hurt. Do you think he will hurt you more?" Hanabusa asks. Taking Yuki to the bathroom. Helping her to the toilet. Turning around so he can't see anything.
Yuki shudders as she pee's the pain more than she ever experienced. "He wanted to make sure I would never have sex with Zero again. That I would only see what he did to me. He wants to break me. I don't think he will do anything else. What he needed to do. He already did last night." Yuki cries."I wish I was with Zero." She says in a whisper. Hanabusa still hears. He just puts his head down sadly. Acting as if he didn't.