What do you think? I haven't gotten any comments on what Yuki is planning?
Chapter 19 Getting ready.
When Yuki gets back to the mansion, she now knows that Zero will go along with it. She knows its time to talk to Hanabusa. She goes downstairs into the Den looking for him. "Hanabusa, may I speak to you privately?" Yuki asks. "Sure. What's wrong? He hasn't hurt you again? Has he?" Hanabusa asks. "No, he hasn't touched me. I have something to discuss with you. I need your help."Yuki says. "What can I do for you?" Hanabusa comments. "I am going to fake my own death, "Yuki says Bluntly. "Are you crazy? What the hell has gotten into you!?"Hanabusa snaps. "Its the only way I can be free. I'm Pregnant. If it's not Kaname's he will hurt it. Never let me see it. I can't have that Hanabusa. Before it was just me he could keep hostage. Now there is an innocent that he would hurt just to hurt Zero. Something he could hold over me forever." Yuki admits. But like you said, it may be Kaname's Then what?" Hanabusa replies. " The Time we find that out, it will be too late. The way I know there is a chance it's not being his, So does he. If he doesn't know about it, its best. If it turns out to be his, There isn't anything I can do. Just raise it. Zero will help." Yuki says.
"He will help raise Kaname's child? Really? They hate each other. This makes no sense Yuki." Hanabusa responds. "It should work out, either way, I will have my freedom. I will no longer be Queen." Yuki states. "What about Ai?" You're just going to leave her?" Hanabusa asks. "I have no choice. He will never let me have her. I don't have to worry that he will hurt her. She is his. He knows that. To save one child, I have to give up the other. It hurts but I have no choice. I will leave videos and letters for her. You give them to her. When she is old enough. You tell her the truth. She can come to find me if she wants."Yuki states. "This is crazy. How are you going to do this?" Hanabusa asks. "I need for you to first make a pill or something that will mask my pureblood status. That way no matter where we go no one can sense it. We can fit in better. Second, I need you to go see Zero. He will be giving you a level E's ashes. I will need it to pretend its mine. I will take care of the rest." Yuki states. "If he ever finds out, you know he will kill you, Kiryu the child and me?" Hanabusa states. "Yes, it wouldn't surprise me after last time," Yuki admits. "Do you hate him this much?" Hanabusa asks?" I don't hate him. I just can't live like this. I just can't let him hurt my child. He sees me as a child never growing up. Never letting me be my own person. I can't be that anymore. I love Zero. I shouldn't have come here from the start. I lied to Kaname and myself. I just thought things would have been different. We would have grown closer instead of apart." Yuki confesses.
"I will help you. I just need you to know, we will be in deep if the truth ever comes out. Kaname is a smart man. He knows a lot of people. He will never forgive you for this. It will drive him even more over the edge then sleeping with Kiryu did." Hanabusa states. "Just make sure nothing leads back to you. I will never admit you helped. I just need out of here." Yuki replies. "Ok, so you have ashes? How are you going to do this? How are you getting out of this house?" Hanabusa asks. "I can use my familiar now. Kaname knows nothing about it. I have been working on it while I was stuck in the bedroom. I learned to turn and get out of here without anyone knowing. If I don't fake my death. He would find me. Hunt me down. This way he won't think there is anything to come after."Yuki remarks. "You sure are thinking about everything. You sound like him almost." Hanabusa states. "I have to turn into him. In order to make this work." Yuki answers.
"I just hope you know what you're doing. Otherwise, we are all dead." Hanabusa responds. "He wouldn't kill me, he would just let me watch as he killed the ones I loved. He would want me to suffer. Pay. Like he did before. He thought he would break me. Making me give up Zero. That when I would think of him, I would think about what Kaname did to me. It just didn't work. I love him way too much. I just see Kaname the way I should have always seen him. As a monster. The Pureblood king everyone says he is." Yuki admits. "I know he hurt you. You have to realize he was hurt himself. He never thought you would do something like that to him. Go against him. It broke him." Hanabusa says. "I know. I felt sorry for it after I did it. I know he doesn't deserve it. I just can't help it. Now I cant at all. I won't let him hurt my child. I know when he would hear I was pregnant the only thing in his mind, would be its Zero's. He would know there may be a bit of hope it was his. So he would let the pregnancy go. Till he saw who it was. Then after if it was Zero's he would take it away. Maybe even kill it to show me. He is in control. To watch me fall apart." Yuki answers. "I know he hurt you badly. I also know he feels really bad about it. I don't think he would kill it. He wouldn't be able to let it stay here though. Anyone who would find out would be furious. They would want it dead. First, you cheated on there king. Second, it's with a Hunter. God the council would go mad. I know why you have to do this. It's just if it doesn't go off without a hitch we are dead." Hanabusa answers. "You don't have to worry. No matter what happens I will never tell on you." Yuki says with a smile.