Chapter 15: Rated M
Leonard was sitting up in Penny's bed, waiting for her to desend from her bathroom. He was only in his boxers amd socks, but covered himself with her bedding. Leonard felt nervous but yet he was trying to figure out why. Him and Penny had sex before, plenty of times to be exact. But since this whole, "lets take things slow," Leonard had completely respected his girlfriend. Yet they were not going to have actual sex tonight, he had never been with a woman that was really into foreplay or pleasuring herself for him to watch. Just thinking about it was errotic and sexy, but just still felt very taboo.
Half the reason could have been his ex, Priya. She never seemed to care for foreplay, Leonard would always catch her falling asleep on him. Then their was the one time he suggested they buy an adult toy to spice up the bedroom activities because he always been curious about it. Priya shot hihim down quickly and said she would feel cheap and easy. So Leonard dismissed the whole idea. But to Priya it was okay to go by kama sutra and having sex in the shower. He just hoped instead of a one way street like Priya, Penny would be open to some of his ideas also. Which so far outside of sex had been true, even half the things Leonard liked, Penny would still do with him because it was spending time with him. He even tried things she liked even if Leonard would end up using inhaler half the time.
While in his thoughts, Penny was in her own while she staired at herself in the mirror. She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, slowly letting it out as thoughts ran through her head. 'Why I am so nervous about this? It's Leonard, the same guy you feel for in New York and he is still the same wonderful man. He is not like Kurt or Mike, nor David. Leonard is even better than Zack. You haven't pleasured yourself in front of man since David, that cheating lying ass. If you become uncomfortable, Leonard is not the kind of man be who will get upset if I change my mind and force me to do it anyways. Leonard is a good man, Leonard is a good man...and I'm falling in love with him, hard. And yet I am so terrified to tell him..."
Suddenly Penny felt tears streaming down her face as Leonard's words from the hospital echoed through her memory. Did he subconsciously love her too. She had no clue if he really would say those words to her. Penny couldn't figure out if she would be scared because of her commitment issues and run, or would she say them back and just hoped her and Leonard would make it past boyfriend and girlfriend one day. Marriage was far from her mind since she was focusing on her acting career, but yet she actually see Leonard as her husband. And that thought alone scared her because she knew he was it since New York and never want to live without him again.
Penny thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door and seeing Leonard's head pop in. "Hey Penny are you okay...Why are you crying?"
He came rushing in as Penny was in her robe, wiping her tears away. "It's nothing, okay." She told him, but Leonard was already holding her by the waist after limping on his bad foot and giving her those big brown puppy dog eyes filled with worry.
"If you don't want to do this, it's fine with me. To be honest I am a little nervous myself, because I never seen a woman pleasure herself before..." He felt a little embarrassed, but just gave Penny a kiss on her forehead letting her know it was okay.
Penny rubbed her hands up and down Leonard's arms as she looked at him as he confessed this. She suddenly closed her eyes once more as her body shiver as she felt his lips on her hot skin. She wrapped her arms around his neck and pulled herself close enough that there was no gap between them. Penny bit her bottom lip and leaned into his ear. "I don't know how you do it, but now I want you to watch me over and over..." Then a wicked thought crossed her mind, "Only if I get to watch you also..." Before she knew it Leonard grabbed her hand and led them to her bed. She formed a wicked smile as she pushed Leonard to sit on the edge of her bed and disgaurded her robe. As she stood in front of Leonard naked, Penny hooked one arm around his neck. She watched his eyes get big filled with lust as her free hand reached over and opened her table side draw to pull out a pink vibrating silcon adult toy. She never seen man turn white and blushed bright red at the same time. "Well babe, are you ready?" She asked.
Leonard felt his head nod quickly as he reached in the draw himself to pull out a silver package that contained a latex item. This was due so he wouldn't make a mess himself. As he opened the package and wrapped himself once he slid off his boxers, Leonard's eyes never left Penny. He watched her place one leg on the bed beside him. Leonard also felt Penny put more support as the arm around his neck, the hand was now squeezing his shoulder. He helped some as one arm was around her waist. Leonard watched his girlfriend place the silcon item enter her heated area and heard a soft moan come from her lips.
Their eyes met as Penny smiled down at a man eyes were filled more than just lust. She knew that look because she gave many men that look, Leonard eyes filled with love and passion. Penny wanted to freak out and stop, yet somehow the look Leonard was giving her gave her the confidence she needed. She winked at him and raised an eyebrow, "The power button is already on, I want you to set the vibration and speed to your pleasuring needs." Penny trusted him that he would never hurt her, as she watched him and asked her if she was comfortable. Once she nodded with a long high pitched moan, Penny through her head back and enjoyed the fact her boyfriend was happy and probably pleasuring himself. She wanted to watch him, but as he told her as this continued it was all about her and that she was enjoying it. As Penny felt her climax coming, she happened to look down and became more turned on as she could see Leonard was close himself. And as in seconds later they looked at each other which set them to climax together.
Leonard flung himself back onto Penny's bed feeling pure happiness and exhausted. He made sure Penny was secure as she was now laying on top of him. He opened his eyes to see she was grinning ear to ear. "Well that was fun..." She gave him a quick kiss as she looked suddenly concerned, "Do you need your inhaler?"
Leonard realized he was short of breath but felt he was going to be okay, "I will be fine in a minute... Plus if I move I might ruin the moment."
Penny gave him a quick peck on the lips as she was still laying on top her boyfriend. "Well I'm gonna ruin it anyways... You are sticky and so am I. So how about we go wash up, order a late night delivery dinner and then go to sleep. I don't have to be up until noon tomorrow anyways. My shift starts at two in the afternoon anyways."
"Good." Is all Leonard said as he refused to move or let go of the woman he was completely in love with. He tucked a piece of loose hair behind her ear and leaned up just enough to give her a long lingering kiss. Once he laid back flat he just smiled like a fool.
Penny frowned as she tilted her head slightly, "What?"
Leonard shrugged his shoulders, "Nothing really, just you are so beautiful."
Penny just shook her head with an eyeroll. But she was positive she was smiling back. She rolled over and got up, Penny helped Leonard up, She then lightly slapped his chest playfully."Come on Romance Ninja, lets hurry and get a shower so we can order food and eat. You made me work up a huge appetite!" As he rubbed his chest acting like she hurt him, Penny walked away swaying her hips. She heard him moan, so she looked over her shoulder and stuck her tongue at him.