Chapter 92 Conversation

Later that evening, Yuki and Zero go back to their room, Yuki upset about a lot of things that were said tonight. Mainly about how Zero feels about being a pureblood. It hurt her to hear this from him, she thought they have come so far.

"Zero, do you still hate me for being a pureblood?" Yuki asks.

"No, I don't hate you at all. I love you very much, I just don't want or have any interest in being a pureblood. It wouldn't work out anyway, even if I agreed. I am a hunter, through and through. If they don't like me as a vampire what would they do to me being a pureblood? I am not giving up being a hunter. It is what, I was born to be. I lost everything else, I won't lose that." Zero states.

"I understand and see your point but if you would stop being a hunter, and turn, things would be so easy then." Yuki answers.

"Babe, I know you're looking to make everyone happy. I love you for that, But even if I did, I am who I am. They still wouldn't be happy at all. They still would want to kill me for being with you." Zero replies.

"But you would be a pureblood, they couldn't kill you. You would live as long as I do. I wouldn't have to worry about you being hurt" Yuki responds.

"I know, I am sorry. I won't change. We will have to just get our own place here for a while. If you really want to even stay here. In a way, I hate to give up our old life. In another way, it's nice to see Yagari and Kaien again. The rest was nice to leave behind. I am also not so sure about Ai with Ichiru. Is this because she is taken in with him? Or because she wants to hurt us?" Zero comments.

"I don't know. I know she hates me at the moment but I did see how she looked at him. It didn't seem like it was fake at all. I am glad something is finally making her happy. I am glad, I saved Kaname from death but I hate being back here. Its nothing like our old life. It was so calm and normal. Nothing is ever normal here. Kaname just thinks he can control and take over like always. " Yuki remarks.

"That is how he is. We both came back now so we will have to make the best of it. Do you want to get a home here?" Zero states.

"Yes. I would like to get our own home, It will have to be where no one can see we live together. Kaname is right about anyone knowing I am with you here. Zero I want to divorce and be free of Kaname. I just don't know if I really can." Yuki admits.

"That would make a really big stir at the moment. For lots of reasons. We may have to hold off on that. " Zero advises.

"I want to be with you. I want to be yours. I want to show you how grateful, I am for everything you have done for me. I thought coming here and to be free from hiding and always worried that we would be found out, would open up things. It just seems to make it worse." Yuki frowns.

"You didn't come to just save him did you?" Zero asks.

"No, I saw it as an opportunity to be set free. To give you the life you deserve. I want to be able to go to work functions as your wife with you. To celebrate regulator things with you. I want to be your real legal wife." Yuki confesses.

"Babe you are as far as I am concerned. I am yours. I know it was just vows between us but I meant every word. I have for the last ten years. Just because we don't have to worry about him finding us doesn't mean we can be open now. There are other reasons we still have to hide. He isn't going to divorce you that easy either. It wouldn't look right at the moment, you just saved him from death." Zero admits.

"Then maybe we should just leave and go home. To our real home, they are our children we can just take them and leave." Yuki replies.

"We can, but Ren wants to get to know him. We can't rip that away from her. She feels close to him. Plus if we leave, Ai will never forgive you. You're walking out on her again." Zero admits.

"Damn it Zero. So we are stuck again? Never free? I hate this place, I always have. Being here just reminds me of all the terrible things I went through. I loved him very much, I wanted to make it work. I wanted to be his wife. He turned that into a big mess. Now that I am finally happy with who I want to be with, I still am haunted by the past." Yuki comments.

"We are always haunted by our past, we just need to concentrate on our future. We are together and we will be fine. We will stay a bit and see what happens." Zero replies.