Chapter 94
The next day, the grown ups are at the dinner table getting ready to finish breakfast. Kaname having a lot on his mind. Him watching Zero and Yuki didn't help any of what he was feeling. He was doing his best to keep his emotions to himself. Like he always has, he had to admit to himself it was getting harder and harder. He never thought they would be where they were today. He always thought Yuki would be his.
"My dear, The counsel called this morning, it seems they want to through us a party. They are so happy that you are really alive and we are together. They even heard we had another child and would love to meet her." Kaname states.
"I don't really want to go to any party saying we are back together. That is just another lie. To be honest, I want a divorce. I want to be set free of this life and of you." Yuki states.
Zero spitting up his coffee, never thinking she would have said that. He keeps his mouth closed, feeling there isn't any need for him to open it. Let her say, how she feels. It is between them both.
"I know you were never happy here, I just feel this would benefit us." Kaname remarks.
"Benefit who? You? Not me. I came here to be set free of lies. I know, I didn't want you looking like a fool so I protected you. I just don't see doing this matters." Yuki responds.
"No matter what you would like, it's not going to be easy to achieve. There are many reasons for it also. You already know all of them. Why must you be like this?" Kaname states.
"If I have to pretend, I just might as well go home. I have a home, one I love. One where I feel safe with the people I love." Yuki answers.
"Back to China and your charade? What about the kids?" Kaname asks.
"The twins are mine, I will not leave them. Either of them. Ren could always visit you. Maybe spend a summer with you. During winter months she can be with us. Zero and I have been over our options. He makes a good point about leaving Ai, but if she doesn't want to make it right. I can't force her to. She is welcome to visit us. " Yuki answers.
Zero still in shock, knowing they talked a lot, but this was ever known to him. She really wanted away from this place. Away from Kaname, he never thought, the would see the day she would say or do any of this. How far she has come. Was it hate? Was it remorse being around him, making her feel bad? Zero wasn't sure. He wasn't sure this was even the Yuki he knew. She was unshaken by anything Kaname would say or do.
"I can't believe you would run away from her again. Do you have any love for her?" Kaname spats.
"It's not about love. I loved her from the moment she was born. I just had to make a choice that was right for me. I am sorry that choice hurt her, but I can't be where I don't want to be just to make her happy. If she doesn't see you for what you truly are, that will never change." Yuki replies.
"I know I hurt you, but really? It was one night out of our whole relationship. You will never forgive me for that one mistake?" Kaname says.
"It's not about that one night, Its about our whole relationship. About you lying, hiding and keeping me here locked up like your porcelain doll on a shelf. Never to be seen or heard. That night has come and gone, I grew stronger because of it and I will make sure I stay that way." Yuki admits.
"Running off with him again? I may have done those things but you wanting him wasn't any better. I never cheated on you."Kaname hisses.
"If you didn't lock me away, maybe I wouldn't of either. I would have been able to see him. Spend time with you. He was my best friend, you took that away and I let you. I want a divorce to be his true wife no matter the cost." Yuki spats.
"Really? I can do that, you do know the cost would be his life? You leaving me for him, you will have everyone on your coattails ready to strike. For many reasons. Too many to even mention, but you know what they are. I would love for them string him up and let you watch. Tearing him limb from limb. Would you like to see that? I know I would." Kaname smirks.
"You bastard!" Yuki shouts. "I would kill them all, anyone, who touches him in any way," Yuki adds.
"I would like to see that as well. You may get some, but not all. I am sure they would get him first. THen where does that leave you? Without your love? You need to think before you act so rashly. It may come to bite you in the ass." Kaname says. Getting up and leaving the table.
"You're a son of a bitch. You know that?" Yuki spues.
"Of course, I worked hard to be the best one there is," Kaname replies.
Kaname walks out of the room, knowing that Yuki's feelings are ill ones. Even though she came here to save him, she wants away from him. It hurts him deep within to think their relationship has come to this. Faking her death to get rid of him. Wanting to leave again after ten years being with Zero wasn't enough. She wanted more time with him, wanting him to be her true husband. Kaname smirked knowing that wasn't possible. They could live together and screw all they wanted but be a true married couple, they could never. It was the only satisfaction he had at the moment.