A/N: So about the last chapter, mainly Terra's reactions and thoughts were all fueled by Terra being regretful about her decisions about betraying the Teen Titans and pushing Beast Boy away, but no romantic feelings for him. All shall be explained here. :)

Also, if your name happens to be Wendy, please keep in mind that I have nothing against your name nor you. It was just a name that popped into my head... I'm sure your very pretty. XD

Robin was up on the couch deeply reading the papers. He looked over when he heard the door open and shut and saw Raven.

"You're… out of your room and where out somewhere?" Robin questioned.

Raven shrugged nonchalantly. "I wanted to go for a morning walk… when no one was out."

"I see… Why are you all muddy?"

"… Some jerk in a car. I'll change and clean up." Raven used her powers to grab a towel to wrap herself in and things to clean up the mess she made at the entrance.

"Alright… You okay though? Besides… being covered in mud?"

"I'm fine." Raven quickly went upstairs to get some sleep.

It was only three hours until everyone got up and started making nose. So since she could no longer sleep and wouldn't be able to mediate, she decided to try and read a book until Beast Boy got up. You would think Beast Boy would wake up with all the noise going on, but somehow he manages to not be bothered by it. Raven somewhat wishes she could do that too. Raven wanted to make things clear about her coming in to cheer him up was all her choice. A couple hours passed, and she heard a door open. Raven quickly put her book away and ran into the hall and shouted Beast Boy's name.

Beast Boy turned around. He looked groggy for a moment, then beamed and hugged her. "Raven!"

Raven gave him an annoyed look. "Let go of me."

Beast Boy backed up but held on to her shoulders. "I'm so glad you're here! Yesterday afternoon, I knocked on your door to tell you lunch was ready, but there wasn't even an answer! So I turned into an ant to see if you were okay, and you were gone!"

Raven glared and crossed her arms. "You went into my room?"

"O-out of concern! And I left, after I saw you were gone! Everyone was busy trying to figure out what's up with the white creature, so I went looking for you!"

"I was fine. If I wasn't, I would have used the communicator. You wasted your time."

"But… you could have not been around it when something came out of no were and kidnapped you!"

"Yes. It's totally possible for some kidnapper to waltz in this tower with four other people around, walk though my locked door, and take me away… again, with four other people around."

Beast Boy made a nervous smile, and scratched the back of his head. "Okay, I may have overreacted… But honestly, I only went into your room out of worry!" He gave a curious look. "So… where did you go, anyway?"

"That's none of your concern."

"Oooh… a secret? Were you going to a boyfriend's house?"

Raven gave him an irritated look. "Listen Beast Boy, I'm just going to let you know that I came to cheek on you on my own accord… as a concerned friend." Raven then headed back to her room.

"But… Why was it so long for you to ask me if I was okay?"

Raven stopped and looked down with narrow eyes. "Because I didn't know what to say to make a difference from what the other teammates would do to make you cheer up…" she thought. Then she looked straight ahead. "… I thought you would cheer up sooner. You usually do when you get upset." She then entered her room and shut the door.

A few days have passed, and mail has arrived for the teen titans like usual. Most of it is fan mail and bills. Robin passed out their mail and they all opened it.

Raven sighed reading her mail. Most of it was asking her out, disturbing creeps obsessing over her body and looks, or a combination of both. Luckily, she doesn't win out in the most creepy fans. Starfire has way more mail than her, and has the same problems but much worse.

Starfire looked at one fan letter in confusion. "I don't understand… Why does this guy say I have a nice rack? I don't even own a rack."

Everyone but her & Robin face palmed.

Robin gave an uncomfortable look. "J-just throw that letter away Starfire…"

"Aww what happened to all my fan letters?" Beast Boy asked. He only had two letters in his hand, while the others had at least twenty.

"Are you blind, they are right in front of you," Raven replied.

"Only two of them! The dumb mailman must have lost the rest of them!"

Raven rolled her eyes, but secretly was happy he seemed to be acting more like his regular self.

"Or maybe the mailman isn't dumb. Maybe you just don't have many fans," Cyborg said.

Beast Boy looked away with a frown.

Robin put a hand on his shoulder. "Hey Beast Boy, just because you get less letters than us doesn't mean less people are appetitive of what you do."

"I know…" He looked at one letter of his and opened it and started to read it. "Dear Beast Boy… I'm Steven and I'm five years old. I'm a big fan of yours! You're so cool!" Beast Boy smiled. "Can you pretty please do a huge favor for me? Please beat up a bad guy…"

"Yea, you need to work on that," Raven said.

Beast Boy glared at her. "I was struggling to read his writing…"

"Maybe if you read more, you'd remember how to read words."

Beast Boy was steaming.

"Would Beast Boy like me to help read his letter?" Starfire asked.

"No really Starfire. I got it… It's just he's still learning to spell and his handwriting isn't the best, so it's a bit difficult to read." He turned back to his letter. "Please beat up a bad guy, as a baa… bon. They are my favorite animal because they are so funny…" He looked up. "Oh… baboon."

Cyborg snickered.

He looked over at the other letter. "Oh! Look here! A letter from… Amanda! Sounds like a hot girl to me!"

"Or she could be an eight year old wanting you to be a unicorn," Raven stated.

Beast Boy gave her an annoyed look. "Well, let's just see…" He read the letter silently to himself.

Dear Beast boy,
I didn't know how to explain this in words, but you do deserve the whole story. When you saw me at school… I should've been clearer then. I do like you Beast boy. You are very kind, and loyal. I also like Robin, Raven, and Starfire. As Terra, I always felt you the one I can rely on and who I can turn to. You gave her hope that she'd never lose your feelings for her. And it seems that in the end, it was true. However, she still felt you pushed her away when you learned she betrayed you all. Which, I don't blame you.

To get to the point though, she never wanted your love. She wanted your undying acceptance. Your unconditional acceptance. Terra thought she loved you, or that she could love you. That all she could love was you. But not because she loved you, but because you continued to accept her when she believed no one else would. You know all throughout her life, she had no one until now. In my new life, I abandoned the identity of 'Terra' and I couldn't be happier. I have friends, and feel freer than I ever did as Terra. Yes, I'm happier here than I ever was being Terra, even with you. This doesn't mean I hate you or even dislike you. You are a great person Beast boy. However, I prefer you to stay out of my life from now on. You care about Terra, not me. You want Terra, I'm not her, and I'll never go back to being her. And neither I nor Terra ever truly loved you like you loved Terra. I'm truly sorry Beast boy. And Terra is extremely sorry, too. In the end, she never meant to hurt you, and has only recently realized that she never loved you like she was led to believe. I do wish you will in life, and I hope you understand. I don't want to be Terra anymore... She's made terrible mistakes and hurt so many people, even those who did truly care for her, like you and the other titans. And that's why Terra is no more. Its for the best. Terra never deserved your love or even all of you as her friends. Amanda is unable to make her mistakes, so there's no need to worry. I wish you well.

Amanda

Raven saw his smug look go into a shock, then looked deep in thought.

Beast Boy looked at the end of the letter for a long time.

"Guess you were wrong," Raven said.

Beast Boy looked at Raven, then folded the letter to hide what was written. "Nope! Gotcha! It was a girl who was crazy for me!"

Raven pulled out her book. "Congratulations…" she said unenthusiastically.

"Aww… Is Raven jealous that I'm wanted by someone and she's not?"

"Oh yes. You got me. I'm so jealous you only got one person trying to get you, while I get more than one hundred trying to get in my pants."

"…While I'm confused how that relates to a person wanting to go out with someone, maybe you should send them a pair of your pants I never knew you had, Raven," Starfire said.

Everyone but Starfire sighed.

Raven then notice Beast Boy looked at the letter he got with a blank look.

Raven looked out the window in her room. She still felt annoyed that her attempt to get Terra to talk failed so hard. Raven figured there has to be something she could do for him to not be so bothered about what she thinks anymore. After all, it was kind of her fault he was so upset. It then hit her. She mulled over if she should do it. After all, it would be bad if Beast Boy knew what she was up to, as it could make him feel worse. Yet, she had to try. Beast boy did so much to make her happy when he was feeling down, and it was time she did the same.

The next day, Robin got the mail. But there was only one fan letter, and it was for Beast Boy.

Beast Boy sighed. "Only one this time! And this time he lost everyone else's mail too! See, this guy is an idiot!"

Cyborg scratched his head. "Maybe he got the wrong address for… the majority of our mail. I'll go check with our neighbors… who are 50 miles away."

Beast Boy checked the envelope. "Eww, Wendy. Sounds like an ugly girl's name."

Raven harshly glared at him. "Don't be rude to your own fans! Just read the letter!"

Beast Boy scratched his head. "But you always complain about your fans!"

"After I read their letters!"

"Fine!" He opened the letter and read it. "Dear Beast Boy…" He quickly read the letter and looked up. "Yep. Still think Wendy is an ugly girl."

Raven slowly floated over to him. "Maybe you should go and see for yourself if she's ugly!"

Beast Boy gave her a questionable look. "O…kay. Fine." Beast Boy then looked at the address, and put the letter in his pocket. "I'll be back later guys!"

They all said good bye to him as he went outside, turned into a pigeon and left.