My Life

I'm sorry, I forgot to give you some descriptions of myself, my brothers, and my house… I was so caught up in the moment that I just forgot. I apologize. So, shall we begin with me?

My name is Roxas Fujisaki. I'm seventeen years old and I feel fucked up. My hair, like my brother Ven's, was a honey blonde color, short and spikey. It's a good look on both of us, following Sora's style of spikey hair. We're all on the short side, if not a little average. Ventus and I both stand at a height of five foot five. Small, but it actually helps us with swimming surprisingly. We weren't the best swimmers, but we're decent. …Ok that is a lie, the one difference between me and Ven that our parents didn't mind, or force was that Ventus was in the swimming team while I… I couldn't swim to save my own life. I'm a disaster in the water. But that didn't mean I wasn't lazy either. Remember? When one had to go to the gym, the other followed… well in that regard we both were following our big brother Sora.

The three of us had similar body structures. Lean with muscles, showing off abs and developed chests on good days, while on other days Ven and I liked to stuff our faces with sea-salt ice cream. We're not the best at watching what we eat… as for down there… yes, we are the same, though I cannot see why that would matter. With our bodies, it was very easy for us to get accepted into our local gay community however that made me a bit sad at how physical-based inner acceptance was. I mean… I have a friend, Pence, and while he was not unhealthily overweight, he was still a little on the overweight side. We both heard about this gay club that some students were developing in our high school, so we thought to check it out. It was a horrible mistake. That room was full of nothing but straight girls and skinny gays. They've all complimented me on my appearance and hair… yet ruthless on Pence, calling him worst things then fat, pig, obese… one of the particularly skinny ones called him too fat to be gay. Needless to say, we left right away and I spent the rest of the day comforting my crying friend.

… Sorry, I didn't mean to go into a tangent like that. Where was I? Oh yes, describing my life to you. So yeah, in case you were somehow worried, yes I am conventionally attractive, yes my brothers and I were lucky enough to all be like that… however I know that alone does not make me a good person. In fact, at this moment I'm feeling like a shit person.

It was the morning after my attempted break out. The sun was shining pleasantly through the window I have climbed out of just hours ago. Thankfully, our parents made enough money that we could live in a house with separate bedrooms for Sora, Ven, and myself. My bedroom was a reflection of me, who I really am, and I refuse to allow my parents into here.

It was painted in a dark blue, fairy lights hung around the walls, the lights were changeable so that, at a push of a button, they could just be normal or different colors. Currently I liked them to be blue as well, throwing everything in a blue hue. Because of that, my bed and it's comforter were white. There was a desk where my laptop sat with a few odd weights sitting underneath it. I'm not much of a video game person, but I have a current console connected to my television, which had its own stand next to my desk, angled so that that it can sit comfortably at the corner, and I can watch it from either my bed or desk. Two bookcases and a large dresser took up an entire wall, the dresser in between the bookcases and was almost as tall as Sora so it could hold all of my clothes. The bookcases were full of books I've read since I was a kid, along with various gifts and stuff my friends have given me. There were two mirrors in the room, one was a face mirror with a black trimming that hung to the right of a bookshelf as well as a full length mirror on my closet door. The flooring was a dark wood with a black rug that I've picked out in the middle.

I did not want to move from my bed, I felt like a loser, a total failure who couldn't even sneak out. Yet I had to since there was school today, and because there was an annoying knocking on my door. "Roxas! Roxas, come on get up, Rox!"

"Sora," I groaned, "I don't wanna."

"Got till three till I come in," Sora said in a sing-song voice.

"Too tired!"

"One…"

"Go away."

"Two…"

"Sora!"

"Three!" the door slammed open and the next thing I knew, my bed sheets were pulled off of me and my vision was blocked by my older brother Sora and his spikey brown hair as he tickled me.

"S-stop, I'll get up, I'll get up," I laughed as I squirmed under Sora's fingers. He's too good at tickling. Sora knelt up looking victorious as he wiggled his fingers. "That's what Roxas gets when he doesn't listen to his big brother," he said.

I rolled my eyes and pushed Sora off of me and my bed. He gave a sort of shocked yell as he rolled off, landing on my floor. "Ow! No fair," he pouted.

"Whatever," I shrugged, reluctantly getting out of my warm bed. "Is Ven up?" I asked.

"Nope, tickling him next," Sora smirked, "I just know that you like to take your time, beauty queen."

"As if!" I said as Sora laughed. He got on his feet and kissed my nose, running away with a "love you Roxas!"

Rolling my eyes again, I've closed the door after him and went to my dresser to pull out my clothes. I'm a compress guy, so I pulled out a black pair of those, my dark jeans, a today I decided on wearing an orange and red shirt that reminded me of fire along with my black compress vest with a hoodie. Keeping the vest unzipped, I smiled in my mirror as I checked myself out. "You got this Fujisaki," I said to myself. Feeling less than shit at the moment, I left the door and went to the bathroom where Ven was, still in his pajamas.

"Morning," we both grumbled at each other, both of us aren't morning people like our parents and Sora. We brushed our teeth and used the toilet before Ven went to get dressed and I went downstairs to the kitchen for breakfast.

Sora was at the table, his face glued to his phone as he texted with one hand and ate with another. Mom and Dad were both watching the news on a small television hooked onto the wall. "Morning," I grumbled as I got myself cereal.

"Morning Roxas," Mom smiled. "You know, I still think you and Ventus would have won that competition. And Roxas honey, I wish you would wear more color… what about that lovely hoodie I brought for you and Ventus?"

"Those are more Ven's colors," I said to what I knew were deaf ears. My mother just rolled her eyes as if she knew better than I did and continued to watch the news for the weather.

"Mom, Dad, Riku will be here in twenty minutes to pick us up," Sora said.

"Ask him if he's hungry," Dad replied. He liked Riku, all of us do.

"He said no thank you," Sora said.

I ate in silence, and a moment later Ven came down wearing what looked like a light version of my clothes, his vest a bright white. He sat next to me and we ate in silence until Riku came.

Riku… if he wasn't dating Sora, I would totally try to get my hands on him. Hot, tall, muscular, hot with silver hair stylized perfectly… and did I mention hot? Riku was a dream boyfriend, the boy all parents wanted, and all gay boys need. And Sora won the lucky ticket. Not that I was jealous, no way, Riku was just as awesome as a friend. It's just that sometimes late at night… I might have had a dream or two with Riku in it.

"Good morning Mr. and Mrs. Fujisaki," he said as he announced himself.

"Morning Riku," the replied.

"Sora, Roxas, Ven, you three ready?" Riku asked us.

"Just about," Sora smiled, bouncing up to kiss his boyfriend. Riku wrapped his arms around my brother's waist and the two lost themselves in the kiss for a moment that left both Ventus and me red-faced with blush.

"That's how you say good morning?" Riku chuckled deeply.

"No, that's how I say hello, this is how I say good morning," my brother said before kissing Riku again. Damn, since when was my brother so smooth? I thought to myself as they continued their silent kissing. I turned to look at my brother then my parents. My parents were purposefully turned away, and my brother was staring at his cereal with great interest.

The two of them were done in a minute, and Riku, looking extremely satisfied, smiled at Ven and me, "Come on boys," he said. Ven and I got up and got our stuff, and with a goodbye to our parents we were out the door.

High school was an interesting place. For one, our high school was only a little creative in it's name, Twilight High, deciding to drop the 'town.' Still, it's just as regular as a high school can get. A boring looking building with windows placed systematically across in two neat rows, however every knows that they are more for show than actual use, a grand door with a curved archway in the center with a stone path leading up to it, the main entrance, with little doors to the side and back of the building that can only be opened from the inside. Riku parted his car in the student parking lot and turned to the back where Ven and I were sitting.

"Right boys, out," he smirked. "Your brother and I need to have a talk before Kairi finds us."

"Alright, have fun 'talking,'" Ventus said, rolling his eyes, "come on Roxas, let's leave them alone!"

"Sure," I said, "just don't be late to class again Sora."

"Two times!" Sora pouted as Ven and I left the car laughing. Closing the door behind us, giving the two lovers their privacy, Ventus turned to me and gave a big smile.

"I'm going to go find Kairi and rat on them," he grinned, "wanna join?"

"Nah," I said. "Promised Pence and Hayner I'll meet up with them before class."

"Oh alright," Ventus said. He looked disappointed for a moment but quickly hid it. "Then I'll see you in class then," he smiled. I watched as Ven ran off before giving out a large sigh. "Might as well find them," I muttered to myself.

Lost in my own thoughts, I wasn't paying attention where I was wandering around in the parking lot, weaving between the old and second-hand cars listlessly before I bumped into someone.

"Hey, watch where you're going—oh hello," the boy purred. He was taller than me, skinny with a leather coat and gloves on. The most striking thing about the boy was his hair, it was red and long, spiked in places. He gave me a look over and smiled, "My, you're so cute I can just eat you up… or maybe I'll just eat you out. The name's Axel, baby, and I can't wait to know yours."

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