Lunchroom Decisions

The lunchroom. Should I even explain how it looked like? I bet I don't, I bet you guys already have an image of the lunchroom that's probably close to what my school's look like. Large square room with long tables spaced periodically that can fit around eight people, ten if you're skinny. At one side is where the cafeteria ladies stand (it's always ladies, I never knew why) and they will charge you ten dollars for a wheel of pizza that probably cost four dollars per pizza to buy in mass. Anyway, our lunchroom had columns painted a disgusting puce color, the whole walls are puce, and it is disgusting.

I had two classes between lunch and English, none of which Ven was in. The next time I would see him during the school day would be lunch, then Gym and our recreation period, which alternates between art and music. Before you ask, I suck at painting. Anyway, I walked into the lunchroom with Axel's arm wrapped around my shoulders tightly. Demyx and Zexion were with us and I looked around quickly to see where we would be sitting. Normally, I would be with Ven and his friends with Pence and Hayner, however I didn't see Pence nor Hayner in the lunchroom, which usually happened every now and again.

Axel led me towards the back of the cafeteria, passed the jocks and popular kids, to a corner that seemed that seemed to demand respect. Though the tables stayed the same, it was almost as if they were circling around this one table, glancing at it for respect, and so far there was only one person sitting at it: Xemnas. I was half expecting more people, but I guessed we got here first.

"Ah Roxas… I knew you would come," Xemnas said. Yeah, I thought, because you told me to eat with you guys. "Have a seat Roxas, across from me…" He said, indicating with his hand. Shrugging, I shrugged off my bag and sat down across of Xemnas. Axel sat next to me, along with Zexion and Demyx. "We'll wait for the others," Xemnas said.

I just nodded and looked around. I had a feeling that we were not allowed to talk while we waited. I glanced over at Axel who rolled his eyes and did a zipper motion over his mouth with a wink. Yup. Soon I saw three others walking towards us.

First thing I noticed was that they're all guys, and they all looked familiar. The first was a tall boy with a skinny figure and long blue hair. His ears were pierced, fake wolf fangs hanging from them, and he had a friendly, yet crazed look in his eyes as he waved to Axel. I saw him around the school a few times, he was our year and I thought I had gym with him. If I remember correctly, his name is Isa… however, guessing with the same thing with Ienzo, he has a different name here. He was the only one of the three not wearing leather.

The taller of the two other ones had long pink hair, like very long. I didn't know if it was meeting school code or not. It was in a nice ponytail at least, however I really wanted to know how long it would be without it. His leather jacket was open and hung loosely on his shoulders, revealing an elegant pink shirt. The other one had his jacket tight against his body and looked like a genuine biker with his pierced ears and beginnings of a beard. He looked older than us so he must have been in Sora's year.

"Saix, Marluxia, Luxord…" Xemnas greeted them. The three sat down on Xemnas's side, bringing our total to eight. I looked around and guessed that no one else is coming. Isa stared at me for a long moment but said nothing. The pink haired guy, however, had this weird predatory look as he smiled at me, "My, so you're Sora's younger brother? Which one are you?"

That question made me feel dirty. Which one are you? As if I'm a toy or something, I thought bitterly. I gave the pink haired boy a glare and said, "Roxas."

"Ahh of course," he chuckled.

"Marluxia, stop," Xemnas said. "He doesn't know why he's here yet…"

"Yeah I don't, so please enlighten me," I said with more sarcasm than I intended. That earned me a mixture of strange looks at Marluxia and Isa glared at me while Demyx, Ienzo—I mean Zexion, and Axel all stare at me in disbelief.

Xemnas, however, just chuckled.

"Alright," he said. "But first…" he looked to his left and right, "Bring us food", he ordered. Saix and Zexion stood up immediately along with Marluxia. I watched as the three walked to the other side of the cafeteria where the lunch ladies stood waiting. Xemnas looked at me and asked, "Do you normally buy or bring?"

"Uhh buy," I answered.

"Go on then," Xemnas ordered. "Get your lunch."

Feeling odd, I stood up and Axel stopped me. Grinning, he handed me a dollar and asked, "Can you get me a bottle of water please?"

"Sure," I said, still feeling weird. I mean, it was just a bottle of water. I joined the others on the line and got my lunch and Axel's water. It was weird to see that the others brought way more food than me, and when we returned to the table I realized that, like Xemnas ordered, the three gotten food for the entire table. This is a cult, I thought to myself, but it was too late to run away as I sat down next to Axel and handed him his water.

"Good," Xemnas said, his hand going to the back of Isa's—sorry, I mean Saix's neck. "Now, Roxas, do you know what an Alpha is?"

"The first letter of the Greek alphabet?" I guessed.

"Yes, but wrong," Xemnas said. "Guess again, boy."

I thought and looked around at the table. "Do you mean alpha, like head of a group?" I asked. "Like that research on wolves that later on proven to be false by the same researcher?" Yes, I watch a lot of YouTube videos about a lot of things. So what?

"Alpha as in men who demand respect and have a dominating presence," Xemnas said. "Alpha, beta, and omega… three terms that I am interested in, and that straight men have ruined. I want to take back those terms, and give it the respect that they have lost. Previously, an Alpha was a strong man, a man to be respected, a man who is smart, influential… the leader. But now it is a term pathetic men hide behind, tying it with conservative and hateful notions that the world can do without. In our group, we are friends, however there are labels. The Alphas… and the Omegas. The Alphas are the protectors, the caregivers, and when needed will discipline their omegas… I'm sure you can easily figure out who is who."

So a BDSM group with a leather kink, I thought to myself. For some reason the thought started giving me a boner, I guess I'm kinkier than I thought. "Go on," I said, starting to take interest.

"The omegas are those who are weak and need protecting," Xemnas said. "It is not an insult, just a fact. We are not belittling you by calling you an omega as the straight idiots do, in fact, our omegas take their titles with pride, don't you Saix? Zexion?"

"We do," Zexion nodded with a small nod. "I'm Demyx's boyfriend as well as his omega, and I'm proud to be both."

"Both?" I asked.

"To be someone's omega does not have to be a sexual relationship," Xemnas said, "but it helps. Another blunder those straight idiots have done is to link it to sexual relationships, I feel. Everything nowadays is all about sex, truly the action has lost its meaning… a moment of intimacy between two or more people. By the chance, Roxas, have you ever had sex?"

I almost choked on air. He did not just seriously ask me that did he? "Excuse me?" I wheezed out.

"I asked you if you are a virgin," Xemnas repeated. He gave me a hard look, his amber eyes felt as though they were burrowing into my body.

I do not know why I answered, however it was something inside me that bade me do it. "Yes, I've had sex," I said.

Xemnas stared at me for a long time. "I see," was all he said, "and your sex was just for fun I take it, with no meaning at all?"

"Can't fun be the meaning?" I asked. "I mean, we all liked it…" Xemnas frowned. I guess that wasn't the right answer.

"No! That is not the point of sex!" Xemnas said angrily. "Sex is sacred—it is something to be shared with, something with meaning and emotion attached to it! What you had was not sex but a disgusting perversion of it! A perversion that is shaming our community!"

"Uhh… okay," I said slowly. "I'm sorry… I just wanted to rebel, you know." I shrugged.

"It is fine, you were just ignorant," Xemnas said. "Moving on Roxas, all omegas are paired with an Alpha. So far in our group, we have only two omegas, Saix who is mine, and Zexion, who is paired with Demyx. They too have leather, however in a different place."

"Can I ask something?" I interrupted.

"Of course."

"Why the leather?" I asked.

"Simply a way for us to stand out from the others, and unite as one," Xemnas said.

Axel winked at me and wrapped his arm, "Also it makes us look really good." I breathed in his mixture of leather and his natural scent and just nodded dimly, my boner hardening. I'm just learning a lot about myself today…

"Where is Zexion's and Is—Saix's leather?" I asked.

Zexion pulled at the top of his shirt to reveal a simply black leather collar with a tag. Saix did the same. "Ohh," I blushed, the tent in my pants pitching at full mast. Please don't notice, please don't notice, I begged. Axel leaned towards me and whispered, "Seems like you like the idea, huh Pup?"

"Shut up," I whispered back.

Axel chuckled in my ear, "Don't worry baby, I'll keep it a secret." My blush deepened and was thankful for Xemnas taking my attention again.

"Well, that is all I will say for now Roxas. For now, you will have to choose. Will you join our group? You have till the end of this period to decide," Xemnas said.

I didn't know what to say. A strange thing inside me wanted to scream yes. I thought about it, me in a BDSM gang. Me wearing a leather collar and doing all these perverse and kinky things… things that my parents would never know or dream of me doing or even existing. Naughty and erotic thoughts entered my mind. Thoughts that I could only see myself doing, things that Sora and Ven would never even dream of! Maybe this was it, maybe this group was my ticket to individuality, my way to showing the world that I am Roxas Fujisaki, and I am not anyone's shadow. Also, the idea is just super fucking sexy to me, sorry.

Looking between Axel and Xemnas for a moment, before looking around the table, my confidence grew, and I nodded. "Okay," I said with determination. "I'll join the group. I'll be an omega… I'll be Axel's omega."

Xemnas gave me a satisfied look, as though he always knew that I would say yes. "Excellent," he said. He looked at Axel. "You've heard him, the boy is now yours. Collar him once you've believed he'd earn it."

"I will sir," Axel grinned. He looked at me and ruffled my hair, "You've done the right thing Pup!" he said, and pride swelled within me.