Dear Fanfiction,
Stop portraying me as having three separate cats fighting over me! Feathertail was dead when Leafpool and I fell in love. She certainly did not fight Leafpool over me when I saved Leafpool during Mudclaw's Rebellion. Leafpool had her approval, thank StarClan. Nightcloud certainly dislikes Leafpool, but they have never come to blows over me.
You mousebrains should know who I love the most. Feathertail was my first love, and will always be my first choice. It isn't an easy decision. I truly love Leafpool, and would have stayed with her if it wasn't against the Warrior Code. Would my decision have changed if Leafpool and I had stayed together longer? Perhaps, but only StarClan knows for sure. I never meant to have kits with her, and was mortified when I found out about them, but I love Jayfeather, Lionblaze, and Hollyleaf. I can't show it because of our loyalties, but I am prouder of them than I can put into words. I regret nothing.
I only took Nightcloud as a mate to prove my loyalty to WindClan. I never loved her, and she knew that, judging by her jealousy and anger. She poisoned my son's mind and made him believe that I hated him, and so he hated me in turn. He didn't want to be like me, and betray WindClan. Combined with Nightcloud's encouragement and my disregard, he turned to the Dark Forest to prove his loyalty, and to get revenge on me and my other kits. I finally snapped when he attacked Lionblaze. His actions are his own, and though he has taken steps to redeem himself, I will not forget what he has done.
Sincerely, Crowfeather
QOTC: Who do you believe Crowfeather should choose?