Idris Institute

by DMSJ1995

I have always lived and stayed in one place for my whole life. Also, I always thought I was normal. But a few years ago, I found out I was not. I am a shadowhunter and I will be going to the shadowhunter school that just reopened. I am going with my parabatai. *I don't own Mortal Institute. R: T-M*

19. Chapter 19

Then the door of our room opened. Izzy came in and shut it. That would be here. The only one to do it. We didn't mind because she was our sister. But she looked like she was going to be questioning one of us. This isn't going to be good. I have a feeling who that will be.

"Jace, what is wrong with you?" Izzy yelled at me.

"What are you talking about? There is nothing wrong with me." I told her confused.

"Really? Then why were you watching Clary earlier at the cafe shop when you were on date?" She asked me.

Wait, she saw me doing that. Did Clary see me doing it? Oh my. That is what she is talking about. I then said,

"You saw that?"

"Yeah. So, did Helen, Aline, and Clary." She told me.

Oh shit. So, Clary did see it. She must think I'm some kind douche bag or something. Shit, what am I going to do?

"Wait, you were watching Clary when you were on your date?" Alec asked like he just heard it.

"Yes. He was. What is going Jace? Clary's heart is not a heart to play with like these other girls do it too. I don't want her to get hurt." Izzy told me.

"Izzy, I swear to you that is not what I want to do. It's just…" I didn't know how to finish that sentence at all. Not without her knowing.

"It's just what? Jace, you need to figure this out. Before you lose her. Because you are already starting too." Izzy told me.

"I know Izzy. I am trying to make up for it. It's just that I don't know what is going on. But I do know that I don't want to lose her." I told her truthfully.

"Just figure it out. Before it's too late." She told me. She then left the room without saying another word.

"Well, what are you going to do?" Alec asked me.

"I have no idea yet. I must go. I am now late for my date." I told him. I then got quickly got ready and left.

For the rest of the night my head wasn't in it. I had the situation was in with Clary on my mind. Also, I mainly had Clary on my mind. When I went back to my room for the night I just popped on my bed and stared at the ceiling. I need to talk to her and figure this all out. I can't lose her. Tomorrow is a new day. I will do it then. Nothing will stop me.