Andrew and Allison came back with some cokes soon after the 'cherry' conversation and we all went back to the tables. I decided to sit alone just behind my brother. I put my Queen's cassette in my walkman and started to ignore every conversation around me.
I was just looking around, hoping someone would offer a part of their lunch to me. My parent's logic is that if I'm not home, then I don't have any reason to eat their food, so I have to get something myself... but it's kinda hard today, since I'm stuck in a fucking library all day.
Just as Keep Yourself Alive finished, half a sandwich appeared on my table. I turned my head and saw Allison giving me a friendly smile. I stoped my music and thanked her before taking a bite of the lunch I received.
Maybe I should've looked inside the sandwich first, because that sandwich is honestly really gross. Of course I'll eat it all, because I'm hungry and Allison was nice enought to share, but I'll be sure that the next time I'm with her when it's lunchtime, I'll have something.
Suddenly, John walked to the back of the library, where the statue is, so he's almost next to me.
"Here's my impression of life at big Bri's house..."
Oh no.
"Son!" my brother exclaimed in a deeper voice, meaning he was talking as Brian's dad.
" Yeah dad?" he retorted with a kid's voice, imitating Brian.
"How's your day, pal?"
" Great dad, how's yours?"
" Super! Say son, how'd you like to go fishing this weekend?"
" Great dad! But I've got homework to do! And I would like to take my courage to invite Braelynn to go out!"
I looked over at Brian after my brother made that comment and the brain was as red as a tomato, it was kinda cute.
But John should really shut up, now it's funny, but I know he'll bring this little scene a bit too far and nobody will find him funny anymore.
" That's alright son! You can do it on the boat! And you can invite that girl to come with us!" John continued.
"Gee!"
" Dear, isn't our son swell?"
"Yes dear, isn't life swell?"
Then he faked that Brian's parents kissed, it was cute and all and that's when John brought this scene too far. He was back at being Brian's dad and he made a move like he punched Brian's mom.
Not so funny anymore.
There was a heavy silence in the room, until Andrew spoke up.
"Alright, what about your family?"
"John, no." I protested.
But of course, he ignored me.
"Stupid, worthless, no good, God damned, freeloading, son of a bitch, retarded, big mouth, know it all, asshole, jerk!" he started as our father.
" You forgot ugly, lazy and disrespectful. And you didn't talk about that whore!" he continued as our mother.
He made a hand gesture like our dad just slapped our mom.
"Shut up bitch! Go fix me a turkey pot pie!"
"What about you dad?" he added as himself.
"Fuck you!"
"No, dad, what about you?"
"Fuck you!"
"No, dad, what about you?"
"Fuck you! And where is your dumb ass bitch sister? She better be in her room or else she'll fucking get it!"
He finished the imitation by dad hitting him.
That happened yesterday. John probably finished here because he doesn't know what went down in my room.
The silence was back after that, but Johnson broke it.
"Is this for real?"
"That shit litteraly went down yesterday when we came back from school." I explained, on the verge of crying.
"You wanna come over sometime?" added John in an arsh tone.
"That's bullshit. It's all part of your image, I don't believe a word of it." intervened Andrew.
I turned to him as fast as possible with a disbelieving look on my face. How can he think all of this is fake? How can he think that we would just make this up for attention? I can't believe that guy.
Apparently John can't either because he started walking toward the jock before speaking up.
"You don't believe me?"
"No..."
"No?" I joined the conversation.
"Did I stutter?" he questioned rudely.
By now, my brother is right next to Andrew and he lift his sleeve up.
"Do you believe this? Huh? It's about the size of a cigar... Do I stutter? You see, this is what you get in my house when you spill paint in the garage." John explained, before walking over to me and brought me by the arm to Andrew's table, "Still don't believe me? Well maybe you'll believe that," he continued, bringing down my high waisted skirt just above my underwear to reaveal some scars, "these scars were made by a fucking kitchen knife because she didn't have time to wash the dishes because she had homework to do!"
He brought my skirt back up before leaving, calling the rest of the gang 'fucking dildos'.
"You shouldn't have said that." exclaimed Claire once my brother finished making noise.
"How would I know, he lies about everything anyway!" the jock defended himself.
"Oh, my fucking reaction wasn't enough for you? You thought I was faking it or some shit? I can't believe you, Andrew Clark!" I screamed in his face, tears streaming down my face.
"B, I'm-"
"No, don't come at me with your fake apologies, anyway why do you care? You wouldn't even notice if I disapeared..." I stated harshly, "I- I can't... I just can't deal with any of this..." I muttered before leaving the four others to join my brother upstairs.
...
I sat next to my brother and we stayed in silence for a while before I decided to speak up.
"You know, sometimes I think about running away... Like, just pack a bag and leave this dump of a town... Away from our parents, this school... just- just away from everything wrong..."
"Braelynn, you can't do this! I can't do this without you here, you're my twin sister and I love you and as selfish as it sounds, I don't want you to go."
"No, I know, I know... Every time I start thinking about that... I also think of you and it keeps me going in this crappy town... You keep me sane, John, I need you and I love you too."
"Well, that was our second cute conversation of the day, we should stop here... let's get high!" John exclaimed, getting up and going towards the exit, me following behind like a lost puppy.
...
I'm baaaaaack!
Sorry for the wait and this chapter probably suck, I'm sorryyyyy but I didn't have time to write and all, but I should be able to finish this story before 2019 (I really hope so, but maybe not0-0)
Anyway, hope you enjoyed, don't hesitate to vote/comment!
