Posted on: 9-8-17 At 7:00 PM (USA CST; GMT: -6:00)
A /N:
I am trying to keep Sebastian in character for the most part. Though throughout the course of this story, Sebastian will slowly become slighty OOC. After all, for him to fall in love, he would have to change a bit. I am trying to make the changes slow and not too drastic. To also try and keep all of the characters IN character. If I swing to drastically OOC with Sebastian, please let me know! I just hope that he might still FEEL like Sebastian wven as he changes.
Updates might come slower for a bit, I'm sorry.
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Chapter #5: Revelations & Creation
(Lemon Removed; you can find the full uncut chapter on my A3O (An Archive Of Our Own), just look for this fic by name or my user/pen name: WindStar27)
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Mey-Rin cried out from between clenched teeth. By now, she was completely naked to Sebastian, her sleep clothes and his own clothes were thrown aside as he ran his bare hands over her body. At first, and despite knowing that he was a demon, when she saw his finger nails and how black they were, she faltered, but then he slid one of his hands between her thighs, and she felt like she was in heaven.
The magic circle on his hand was not missed to her, however. She remembered seeing one on Logan, just before her "father" took his soul in front of her. She wasn't stupid. The Maid knew: She couldn't live on her own as an assassin and survive that way of life, without being smart. Both street-smart and, to some extent, common sense- smart. She knew that the circle on Sebastian's hand meant that he was contracted to someone. And, the only person it could have been was... She reached down and touched her new lover's face as his fingers worked inside of her. This wouldn't be easy. She just wanted to surrender to the pleasure he was about to give her and not think about anything else.
But, she knew that she couldn't go on without asking, and as he glanced up at her, she bit her lip. Clamping her thighs together around his hand. She motioned for him to stop.
"Second thoughts?"
He asked her. She whimpered as he removed his fingers from inside of her, watching as he licked them, his eyes locked on hers, before finally sitting back and waiting for her to say what she wanted.
"N... Not really."
She panted slightly as she shifted and sat up. Taking a bit of pride in the way he watched her naked body move. His dark eyes were hungry. Looking down, she noticed how hard he was. Licking her lips, she grabbed a pillow and handed it to him. He knew what she wanted, so he used the pillow to cover up his erect member.
"Then...?"
He left the question at that, motioning between them. She caught his hand and examined the circle on it. His eyes narrowed.
"Is this for the young master?"
She asked the demon outright. His eyes widened as she looked up into his red eyes. He was forbidden from lying by the master. But, he was also not suppose to tell anyone. Then, she was looking at him with her alarmingly alert reddish-hazel eyes. The look really left no wiggle room.
"I was sworn to secrecy... But, I am also bound by the order to not lie. So, I will request that, whatever your experience is with... You're... Father-"
At that, she flinched, releasing his hand. As he reached up and touched her face with the same hand that held the glowing contract circle- he went on.
"- and anyone he might have contracted with, I want you to listen straight through this... And swear to me, on anything and everything that you love or care about; that you will NOT say anything to ANYONE about what you hear here. Not even the young lord... Do you swear, Mey-Rin?"
He was looking her straight in the eyes. She was silent and still for a moment, then she nodded.
"Good girl."
At that, she blushed brightly. As he removed his hand from her face, she covered herself with a blanket from the bed, watching him as she did. He looked mildly disappointed as she did that.
"What was your question, exactly. Ask me in a way that I cannot evade it."
He said, and her eyes hardened a bit.
"Are you contracted with the young master, Ciel? I would assume he wants revenge for his family enough to do so. I should have noticed it sooner, given that I saw my father take my lover's soul when I was 18..."
"You're not a virgin, then?"
"No. But, that is beside the point. My question, if you please, Mr. Sebastian."
"Considering that my fingers were just inside your most secret place, I believe you can forego the "Mr" before my name... At least, when you and I are alone."
She nodded, but waited quietly for him to answer. Finally, he gave her a half smile.
"You are correct. I am contracted to take the young master's soul."
"Conditions?"
"Only after he has achieved his revenge, with my aid, to his satisfaction."
She watched him. Then sighed, relaxing a bit.
"Will that be any time soon?"
Mey-Rin asked.
"As far as I am able to ascertain... No. It may take quite some time."
He responded. She seemed to be gauging his responses, he had a feeling that she would somehow know, if he tried lying to her, likely that was only true when she was without those glasses, though... Which she currently had sitting on her bedside table.
"I don't like it!"
She said finally. His eyes widened very slightly.
"You have no say in this matter. You are ju-"
"I was hired to protect this house, and the young master, was I not?"
"If I said it was because I thought you had a nice ass-?"
He tried, and her eyes narrowed.
"You chose me because of my skill with these-!"
She held up a gun from her side table.
"- If you only wanted a "nice ass" to look at, you could have hired a woman of the night to be the maid here! No, you wanted me for my skills with guns!"
She said, dangling the handgun from one slender finger. He eyed it. Remembering how many times she had ruthlessly shot her "father" in the face... That had been... Amusing, to watch. Given how much he hated her sire. But he didn't fancy being shot in the face like her sire had. It didn't kill a demon. But, it also wasn't a pleasant feeling either: Considering that she used bullets that had been blessed and were silver.
Still smiling slightly, he reached over and gently took the gun out of her hand. He tossed it to the floor, ignoring her: "Hay!" Of protest.
"I saw how many times you shot your fath-"
Again, she flinched, so he altered what he was saying:
"- Your SIRE... I can't tell what you might do, at the moment. It won't kill you to have your gun over there... You're already wearing nothing but a cast on your leg and a blanket over your naked body."
She blushed. Looking away, she tried to figure out how she felt about the nature of his relationship with the master. She did not like it. She knew that. Mey-Rin loved the boy like a little brother.
She also loved him because he and Sebastian had saved her from her hellish life that she was locked in before. However, she... Suddenly she looked at him.
"How did you meet the young master? How was the contract formed?"
He looked startled. Then frowned slightly, he couldn't see a way around that question.
"He was to be sacrificed. It was a demon summoning ceremony. He ended up summoning me before they could kill him. Several others had already been sacrificed. It was not needed that he die in order for me to manifest."
"Did you compel those humans to-?"
He shook his head.
"There are less wasteful ways to summon a demon than gutting humans on an alter. Be they children or adults. That is wasted souls to us."
"What happened when you came to the young master?"
"We formed the contract. I killed his would-be murderers. And freed him. Bringing him home, as he asked..."
"His eye is fine, isn't it?"
Sebastian nodded. She sighed heavily. The room was quiet. And, then, she looked at him again.
"Us servants... What will happen to us if you take the young master's soul?"
"That is up to the 3 of you."
"Tanaka?"
"He hasn't said anything. But, he is aware... I am sure that he is. He is an unknown to me, though."
She nodded.
"Snake?"
"He came here seeking his own revenge. That is all I can say to that."
She thought about it a minute, then she nodded. She didn't like Snake that much, anyway.
"So... You won't try to kill Bard, Finny and I?"
"Not unless all of you give me a reason to do so."
She frowned. Then nodded... She didn't know how she would react at the time. She wouldn't know how to respond, until she was directly in the situation, itself. And, it bothered her. It did. That she did not know what she would do, in any situation. She adored the creature who was currently waiting on her bed, naked, to make love to her. She adored him with her whole being. But... She cared a great deal for the young master, as well. Looking at him, her eyes were stinging.
"Lady Elizabeth will be heartbroken..."
She said softly, sadly.
"The girl uses you like a living doll, what do you care?"
"I'm fond of her. I really am..."
She said softly, brushing at her eyes as they started to overflow.
He waited. She sniffled as she tried to get her own feelings under control. Finally, she looked at him.
"Do demons ever fall in love, Sebastian?"
He blinked.
"I imagine some do."
"Is it possible for you-?"
"I'm not sure, as a demon, I have had sex with many humans. I have also taken many human souls- when I was a human...I was..."
He paused, and shook his head.
"I hold very few memories from that time- what memories I have, are faded, as if from a far away dream. But, I do not believe that I was ever in love before becoming what I am, now."
She frowned slightly, thinking about it. She remembered him laughing outright as her father was shot in the face over and over again.
"Do you like games, Sebastian?"
He blinked at her slowly.
"Intellectual games, yes. Things that amuse me."
"How about bets...?"
She saw a spark of curiosity in his dark red eyes.
"I do like wagering..."
"Are you willing to make a wager with me?"
"A contract?"
"Just a wager. Your prize can be a soul contract with me, if that would interest you..."
She was part demon. He had never taken the soul of a demi-demon... She watched him as he considered it.
"First... What are you up to, Mey-Rin..."
He asked, not sure he completely trusted her. She swallowed thickly. Then she let the blanket fall, exposing herself again, watching as his dark eyes looked her up and down, again. Lust and hunger clear in his expression.
"I want to make you fall in love with me and reconsider taking the young Lord's soul."
She said bluntly. At that, his eyes snapped back to her face.
"You cannot be serious."
"I am."
"There is no way that I will reconsider taking his soul, once I have helped him achieve his goal. I have been looking for a soul like his for hundreds of years! I have been STARVING myself, in order to wait for his soul."
He snapped. His face had scrunched into an expression of outrage and anger.
"I will wager, that you will no longer want his soul by the time you should take it."
She said, not flinching from him. His eyes widened. He was silent a moment.
"Then, those are your terms?"
He asked, but she shook her head.
"You will be my lover, physically. I will please you in any way that I can, that you wish. However, I want you to open up to me. Your heart and mind. Be yourself with me, here in my room or yours... Or wherever we may be when we have intercourse..."
At that, she blushed deeply, imagining him, pressing her to a wall, both in their work clothes as he thrust in and out of her. Her skirt around her waist, as he was pounding himself between her thighs. One leg around him as her back pressed into the wall. She shuddered, feeling her body react to the imagery. It was clear that he had somehow taken note of her arousal, as well, the lust in his eyes intensified.
"Anyway, I will be the same way. You get to know me, and I, you. You get sex on a regular basis. And so do I. This is all I want. And, if I manage, somehow: to make you fall in love with me. And somehow manage to change your desire for the young master's soul, then you will not take his soul. In that scenario- I will help you find a new soul to replace master Ciel's soul..."
"- And, if you do not change my intentions and I do not love you, by that time?"
He asked as he leaned forward, and started kissing her throat and nibbling at it slightly, grazing her tender flesh with his sharp fangs. She smelled so good, that musky smell of sex that her body was releasing was turning him on even more. She gasped softly as one of his hands palmed her bare right breast.
"T... Then, I will contract with you, to give you my soul by my next birthday (whatever birthday, I have, by that time) and you will have my soul, as well as the young master's soul. You will attain another soul out of this deal. If you do not love me and change your intentions towards the young master."
She broke off her words as he suckled at her throat extra hard.
"And we can please each other however we wish?"
She nodded, moaning as he pinched the nipple between his fingers. He looked up at her, his eyes a bright red once more, he licked his lip, looking at her.
"I agree to it. You're likelyhood of winning is almost nil... You are aware of this?"
She nodded.
"I just want the chance. You cannot lie to me, during this trial, and MUST answer any questions that I ask you,"
She said softly as she licked her own dry lips. The nerves were running high.
"It is a deal. But, I will need to form a contract with you now, in order to make sure I behave."
She bit her lip.
"Alright. Where will the contract seal be, on me?"
At that, he actually grinned, his hand snapped out, and slid between her thighs once more. She gasped as she felt a slight stinging there. Then he was removing his hand. A circle was on the hand that Ciel's was not on. Now Sebastian had a seal on each of his hands. She gulped and parted her thighs a bit. Glancing down at her upper, inner right thigh, was a contract circle.
"Its done."
Was all he said. She looked at him.
"How do I use this to compel you to do something under the contract rules...?"
"You will have to show the circle, while giving me the order. This way, you will have no power over me in front of others."
He said. She nodded.
"Shall we get started?"
He asked, she blinked.
"Eh?!"
He removed the pillow from his groin. She watched as he sprang to life there. The next thing she knew Sebastian had her on her back. She was blinking up at him as he slid his knee between her thighs.
"You really are a very beautiful woman without your glasses..."
He whispered against her.
{Lemon Cut Here}
He had a feeling that it was the mention of his human existence, his original self, that made him suddenly feel this way. She quivered underneath him as she clung to him with her good leg and both of her arms. Both were out of breath, and he allowed himself to relax on top of her body. They were both silent, then she suddenly sneezed over his shoulder. He lifted his head and looked at her- an eyebrow raising, as she smiled sheepishly at him.
"Sorry... If I have sex, or talk about it with someone... I sneeze at some point during the experience... Not sure why...!"
She said laughing nervously. He chuckled at that and then held her close, resting his lips in the crook of her neck. She hesitated a moment, and then caressed her fingers into his black hair, gently.
"Were you serious, Sebastian? A... About my having your child? You don't love me. What will you tell the child if I lose the wager and you take my soul?"
"I'll likely tell it the truth. And, no. I'm not in love with you. But, I still have the possessive desire to leave my seed inside of you and see it germinate..."
He said softly against her flesh. She blushed brightly... She would have to consider it... But for no- her thoughts were broken into with a knock at her door. She felt the demon who was still buried deeply inside of her, and heavy on top of her, stiffen.
"Mey-Rin?"
'Bard...'
She realized he might have her last few crys of pleasure.
"Bard...?!"
"You ok, kid? Finny and I heard some strange sounds in here, it sounded like you were in pain... Or something."
She knew what that "or something meant". He likely wanted to ask her who was with her. Before she could speak, the demon was suddenly gone from on top of and inside of her, and she was suddenly fully clothed.
'Nice trick...'
She thought.
"Mey-Rin?!"
"Sorry Baldroy!"
She called out, wishing Sebastian hadn't left her.
"I... It was a nightmare..."
She said, offering an excuse. There was silence... Then-
"Are you sure? It sounded like you were... Well- whatever. You're ok, right...?"
She smiled, pulling the blankets over her body, still feeling exposed, despite the clothes that had magically appeared on her body. She didn't doubt what she had sounded like...
"I'm fine, Bard. I'm sorry if my bad dreams, woke you and Finny up!"
She called out.
"It's alright. It seems like he and I are the only ones who heard."
"Goodnight, Bard!"
"If you need us- just call for us..."
Was all he said in response, then she felt his presence leave the hall. Closing her eyes, she fell asleep with her hand resting over her flat belly. Maybe if she allowed her body to conceive, it would help her gain Sebastian's love in some way... She was just not sure of how to make her plan work.
Next Morning- 7AM
"You... You did WHAT, with Mey-Rin?!"
Sebastian sighed, he was currently standing before the young Earl, the boy was in his study, a forgotten newspaper in his hands. The tea that Sebastian brought him was cooling on his desk. He HAD asked Sebastian to check on her, the butler, having forgotten that he wasn't supposed to be banging the other help, had made the uncharacteristic mistake of stating that he had checked in on her, after he last spoke to the Earl.
That lead to Ciel's making a snide remark about being surprised that Sebastian had been worried enough to do so. At that, Sebastian had snorted in an attempt to not laugh... Then he had said:
"Hardly, m'lord. I went there for my own reasons-"
At that, he had seen some curiosities spark in Ciel's eyes.
"What reason?"
He had asked the demon. For his part, Sebastian had tried to evade answering. But, Ciel's finally ordered him to be honest and tell him why he went to see Mey-Rin... Sebastian had, had no choice. He told the teen about his "relations" with Mey-Rin, of the night before. That brings us to the current moment: Ciel's looking at Sebastian with shock all over his boyish face.
Complete with wide eyes and a gaping mouth. Sebastian was standing stock-still, watching the boy with a slight, calm, amusement showing on his face.
"Would you like me to say it another way, My lord?"
Sebastian offered pleasantly. Ciel blushed, then.
"No-"
He said looking back at his paper as he went on:
"- I'm not naive. I know full well what "intercourse" means."
He said stiffly. Sebastian found this highly amusing.
"Is that all, my lord? I have to attend to her duties, as well as my own, until her leg heals."
At that, Ciel suddenly looked like he had a headache. Glancing up at his Butler, he finally waved him off. Sebastian bowed and left. Ciel didn't know what else to say or do. It's not that he thought Mey-Rin was homely... But, he couldn't really imagine anyone being with her, or someone like her... He frowned. Why did Sebastian find her appealing enough to- shaking his head to clear his thoughts- Ciel glanced out the window as Lizzie's carriage pulled up to the manner. It stopped right beside the doctor's own carriage. The man at present, was examining Mey-Rin's leg, with the intent of putting a proper cast on it. Once Lizzie saw the doctor's carriage, though, she ran into the building, screaming for Ciel.
"Ciel! Ciel! Oh god! Thank GOD, Sebastian!"
She rushed to the butler just as he finished leaving the stairs.
"Lady Elizabeth!"
Called Paula, rushing after her.
"Sebastian! What has happened?! Is Ciel alright?!"
She was now holding Sebastian by the sleeve of his uniform and shaking him slightly, ignoring Paula.
"He is fine. The doctor is here because Mey-Rin was injured."
He said calmly. Lizzie relaxed dramatically, then frowned, looking at Sebastian worriedly.
"How badly is she injured? Is there anything I can do?!"
"Why don't you go ask the young Lord? He can answer those questions better than I can."
She blinked, then realized she still had him by the sleeve. Releasing the demon, she blushed slightly.
"Uh... Ummm.. ... I'm sorry for my outburst, Sebastian."
She said feeling embarrassed. He nodded.
"It's quite alright, Lady Elizabeth. You may go up, if you wish, the young master is in his study."
He bowed to her then went to start some of Mey-Rin's chores.
Ciel was sitting in his study, waiting. He had heard his fiancée's desperate, worried screams, for him. Then there was silence. So, he knew she'd rush in here, sooner or later. After a few minutes, he heard her heals on the floors, as she walked brusquely to the door, without knocking, she flung the door open, then closed it, and ran to him. He had just pushed the chair back from the desk when she flung herself into his waiting arms, she was crying.
"I was frightened that something had happened to you, when... I saw that doctor's carriage... I- I... Oh! Ciel- I was-!"
She broke off, crying as she hugged him. He hugged her back. He felt badly that she had been so scared... Gently, the teen tilted her face up to meet her eyes, as soon as their eyes locked on each other, though, he felt an overwhelming feeling to comfort the blond teen. In the next instant, he was kissing her deeply. She sighed into his mouth and kissed him back. It was not their first kiss. Not by a long shot. He knew she had probably left Paula outside. He tightened his arms around her as he tilted his head and deepened the kiss.
1 PM Mey-Rin's room
The doctor had finished putting a cast on the maid's leg, and given her a pain killer, because her pain was quite bad. Now, she lay in bed, half asleep as she rested. Then there was suddenly a tray that was set on her bedside table. Blinking, she looked up and found Sebastian.
"Huh?"
He leaned down, moving the hair on their foreheads aside, before pressing his own into her's. She blushed, remembering the night before, and that she had chosen not to take the Queen Ann's Lace seeds. They were what she had always used to keep from conceiving, before.
"Good, you seem to be without a fever."
He said softly as he pulled away. She blinked, then he was helping her to sit up and placing the tray on her lap.
"I don't understand... Why are you do-"
"Because the young master said that I should check in, on you."
"Oh..."
She said softly, her heart sinking a bit. She had hoped that he had come of his own accord. He sat on her bedside, and spooned some food up, offering to feed her.
"What?"
She asked him.
"I thought that I should... Well. Never mind, then."
He said as he went to get up. She reached out, he seemed confused by his own actions.
"T... Thank you..."
She said softly. He nodded awkwardly and left. She bit her lip, wondering just what happened. Then, finally, she started eating the food he had brought her.
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To Be Continued...
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Necessary Disclaimer Section:
Copyright/Ownership- The anime and manga of "Black Butler" "{Kuroshitsuji}" - are copyrighted properties of the mangaka/Author: Yana Toboso
Also the anime and manga are copyrighted by those involved with the making of the anime and the publishing of the manga.
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