A/N: Hello my lovely readers! I was able to finish another chapter for you guys. Feel free to write me a review of your thought on it. I've changed my writing style a bit and how I write my sex scenes. You guys are the first to see this change so please let me know! Also, please excuse any spelling or grammar mistakes that slipped past me.

Warning:Also, this is a very mature story rated MA+, seeing as that isn't an option on this site, I'm warning you now. If you don't like it, aren't old enough or what ever. Then don't read it and don't complain ruining it for everyone else! Girl on girl action at the end of this chapter! You have been warned.

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Enjoy!

JD

**PREVIOUSLY**

"Dad, why are you acting as if your dying or leaving me?" My dad stopped smiling and a frown replaced it immediately. "Clarke..."

**FLASHBACK ENDS**

I was almost violently shaken from my flashback by the force of Lexa sitting down beside me on the log. I looked at her in annoyance which she didn't notice as she was starring into the fire. Finally she turned her head and spoke to me. "Care to share what's clouding your mind so intensely Clarke?" Again, the way she pops the 'K' should be outlawed.

To give myself time to pull myself together after re-living one of the very last memories I had of my father. I pulled the now almost empty bottle of moonshine to my lips and drained the rest in one go.

**CURRENT**

Once I drained the last drop, I tossed the empty bottle into the fire, shattering it. I didn't spare Lexa a glance yet, I needed a moment or two longer. So I reached over to my stash beside me and pulled out my second bottle of moonshine, uncorked the bottle and took another big pull.

Once I finished my mouthful I hesitantly looked over to Lexa, now officially out of ways to stall. I slowly let my gaze fall to Lexa's eyes. I saw shock, concern, and wonder swirling around in those forest green orbs I've become so consumed by in such a short amount of time. It's actually quite frightening how quickly her eyes and her whole being became my everything. She truly was my soulmate. I really needed to read that prophecy now.

Before I could answer Lexa, as I was still lost in my own thoughts. I was still ignoring Lexa. I mean I was starring into her eyes intently yes, but it's a blank one because I'm to caught up in my own head. I was broken out of it once more by Lexa. "Clarke are you ok?" I blinked and let a small smile grace my lips before I answered her. "No, I'm really not. And I'm not going to lie and pretend I'm fine anymore." I paused for a brief moment to give myself some courage. "At least not in front of you. I will only ever be myself, 100% truthfully me with you."

I stopped myself here, losing my nerve once more. I was terrified, I was letting her in my walls, where no other human has ever been before other than my father. I still didn't know if Lexa truly felt what I did, I know she loves me, yes. That's not what I'm questioning. I'm questioning the intent and the intensity of her love towards me. To me, she's my soulmate. My everything. And funnily enough, also everything my father told me she would be when I met her.

I glanced back to Lexa's eyes, I noticed to look of patience there, and I want to say understanding? But I truly can't be sure. "You are my soulmate Lexa. You are my everything to me. I don't know if you feel at all the same towards me, but that's what you are to me. So from now on, I will only ever be honest and open about everything."

Lexa took a few moments to process everything. Not that it was really much I said. Just said I was being honest. But I wanted her to see the reason to trust my words. Especially after she had accepted the accusation that my people had tried to poisoned her so quickly, without even investigating or letting me explain, or defend them for that matter.

And adding in how crazy I am about her was a bonus in my eyes. "Clarke." Lexa paused. I could see her struggling with something deep inside. She was guarding the emotions she was battling from me. Lexa took a deep breath and spoke in a hushed tone, as to not be overheard by any unwanted parties. "Clarke, you don't need to feel the need to bleed for me to trust you. I trust you explicitly." I smiled in relief at her words. "And you needn't worry Clarke. I know your my soulmate, I embrace it fully. I love you ai hodnes."

I let a big grin grace my lips for a moment, before I leaned forward and kissed Lexa briefly once on the lips. I didn't want an audience for how I really wanted to kiss her. So I stood up, turned to Lexa and held out my hand to her in a silent offer. Lexa placed her hand in mine without hesitation. I smiled and helped pull Lexa to her feet. I kept her hand in mine and made my way into her tent, Lexa trailing behind me.

As soon as I heard the tent flap close behind Lexa, I stopped and quickly and spun around. It had my desired effect. Lexa not expecting my sudden stop, stumbled and ran into me. She went to step back and began to apologize. I silenced her by grabbing the back of her neck and pulling her lips to mine in a fierce kiss.

I heard a deep moan, not really sure if was Lexa's or my own. I didn't care, I just know that I need Lexa, and I need her NOW. Maybe this was the battle lust Lexa had mentioned to me in passing not that long ago. What ever it was I payed it no mind. I wrapped my arms around Lexa's back, deepening the kiss as I slowly pulled her backwards with me towards the bed.

We were almost to the bed when I of course had to trip over a discarded boot of Lexa's. Luckily enough for me, Lexa has exceptional reflexes and was able to catch me before I hit the floor. I looked up into Lexa's piercing forest green eyes, noticing they were a few shades darker. I smirked at that. Lexa smirked back to me, she step back and pulled me back onto my feet.

I stood there for a moment in Lexa's embrace just to enjoy being in her arms. I gave Lexa a genuine smile before I leaned forward and reconnected our lips in a deep kiss. I let my tongue slip out and run across Lexa's bottom lip, asking for entrance which was quickly granted. Lexa parted her lips reaching out her tongue to mine. From the first touch of her tongue to mine I let out a deep, loud moan of need.

I wrapped my arms around Lexa, pulling her closer to me to deepen the kiss more. I explored every inch of Lexa's mouth with my tongue throughly. Lexa only let me have control of the kiss for a few moments more before she took over, and began to explore mine. I moaned in hunger. I began to pull and tear at the various buckles and snaps of Lexa's armor, desperate to feel her naked flesh below my finger tips.

Lexa pulled away from the kiss and chuckled. "Eager are we ai hodnes?" She whispered in my ear. A shiver ran down my spine at the huskiness in her voice. I felt a flush of fluid in my nether regions. I licked my lips hungrily as I eyed Lexa, choosing not to answer her. But to show her instead. I reached out my hands and resumed my previous task of taking her body armor off. It was defiantly easier and much quicker I might add, to do so when I wasn't kissing Lexa.

I threw off the last piece of armor with a clank, Lexa was left with her boots, pants, and shirt. I grab Lexa by the waist and pulled her firmly against me. "Very eager." I whispered against her lips quickly before I claimed her lips with mine. I felt Lexa smile against my lips, I smiled back and deepened the kiss.

As our tongues began their dance, I reached under the hem of Lexa's shirt and slowly pulled it up and over her head, only briefly stopping our kiss to remove her shirt from her completely. I didn't let myself hesitate, I found the end of Lexa's band covering her breasts and unraveled it quickly. I let the garment fall to the floor between us.

I slowed down our kiss and gently pulled away and glanced down at Lexa's naked torso. I felt drool pool in the corners of my mouth. Her tight 6 pack of abs had my legs shaking. Her years of extensive training had certainly paid off for her. I was glad for it, that much was for certain. I reached out my hands and ran them across her abs, moaning at how firm they are. I didn't linger long though, I had other places I wanted to explore first, I'd revisit her gorgeous abs later. I slowly ran my finger tips up her stomach, quickly coming into contact with my prize. I took both her breasts in my hands and squeezed.

Lexa let out a moan instantly, which I echoed. She didn't have a big chest like my C36 but her boobs fit perfectly in the palms of my hands. A feeling I quickly became addicted too. I rejoined our lips in a deep kiss as I rolled Lexa's nipples between my thumbs and forefingers, causing Lexa to let out deep moans of pleasure. I felt Lexa's hands start to fumble with my own armor. I was going to stop the kiss to assist her, but Lexa proved she knew the armor well, before I could even slow the kiss down, she already had my armor all off and had my shirt up around my neck.

Lexa placed her right hand on the back of my neck, pulling me into our kiss deeper, as her left hand flicked at my wrapping around my breasts, instantly releasing them. Lexa pulled away from our kiss, pulling off my shirt from my body completely. She glance down to my naked torso and observed me, much like I had done to her. I flushed under her intense stare. She made eye contact with me once more, and winked once before leaning forward, and taking my right nipple into her hot and hungry mouth.

I let out a feral moan and weaved my fingers into her hair, trying to keep her there. Lexa licked, and flicked her tongue over my sensitive bud relentlessly, making me moan uncontrollably. After Lexa was satisfied with her handy work, she switched to my left, making sure to give it the same treatment as my right.

When Lexa finally released my nipple from her hungry mouth, I was a panting mess. Lexa didn't notice, she was to busy licking and kissing at my neck. I was so close to the edge from some kissing and boob play... I needed to at least get Lexa completely naked, BEFORE I embarrassed myself by orgasming from foreplay.

I took a few deep breaths to try and control my hormones a bit. I untangled my fingers from Lexa's hair, forgetting completely they were there. I place my hands on either side of her head and pulled her away from my neck. By the feeling of it, I'm going to have a nice hickey on my neck tomorrow. I pushed that thought away for later, uncaring at this moment in time. I looked up into Lexa's eyes, noticing the deep look of hunger in them. That look alone had my knees weakening and a fresh wave of arousal gushing out of me.

I let out a moan before I lunged forward connecting our lips in a desperate kiss. I let my hands fall from her face, and immediately got to work on getting her pants off her. I was only able to roll down to just below her knee, as I forgot she was still in her boots. I growled in frustration into our kiss. Lexa broke the kiss, pulling away she let out a soft chuckle at my frustration. If I didn't love the sound of her laugh so much, I'd be a lot more annoyed at her for laughing at me.

But before I could even show any of my annoyance, Lexa stepped back, bent down and made quick work of her boots, and took her pants off the rest of the way. Once Lexa was standing straight once more, I took her all in. Admiring every inch of new skin exposed to my eyes. I was so caught up in my starring, I didn't notice Lexa had moved, let alone had her hands on me, until I felt her roll my pants down my legs.

I was helpless by this time, my mind went blank when I saw Lexa naked for the first time. I could only focus on how fucking sexy and beautiful she is. I helped Lexa the best I could. (Lifting my leg when she pulled it.) Once my boots were off, Lexa stood back up, pulling my pants off at the same time. She let a smile grace her lips briefly, before she leaned forward capturing my lips with hers. I immediately opened my mouth and was rewarded with Lexa's tongue. As our kiss deepened, Lexa placed her hands under my ass checks and lifted me up into her arms. All I could manage to do was wrap my legs around her waist, as she strode the rest of the way across the room and onto her bed.

As soon as my back hit the mattress, Lexa was right there on top of me. She broke the kiss and looked deep into my eyes, searching for permission. I merely nodded, to far gone in arousal to be able to speak. Once Lexa saw my nod, she reconnected our lips as her left hand slipped in between my legs. First she just ran her fingers up and down my already drenched outer lips. I moaned into the kiss, needing more I tried to grind myself harder on her fingers. She would have none of it. Lexa just used her right arm to hold my hips to the mattress as she played with my pussy.

Before I could lose my mind though, Lexa took pity on me, or she couldn't wait anymore herself. Lexa ran her middle finger through my slit, stopping at my entrance, but only for a brief moment before Lexa thrust her middle finger deep into me. I broke our kiss with a deep moan escaping my lips. Lexa just kissed down my neck and chest as she slowly removed her finger to the tip, before just as slowly moving it back in. I quickly became impatient with the slow teasing pace.

I reached my own hand down in between us. As she pulled out of me once more. I placed my hand over hers, and pulled her finger back into me forcefully. "Lexa!" Was all I was able to gasp out at first. I let go of Lexa's hand, I was rewarded by another powerful thrust. I let out another moan. "Take me Lexa, take me." I begged. Lexa removed her finger from me completely. But before I could protest, I was met with two of Lexa's fingers, thrusting deep and hard into me.

I leaned my head back into the pillows and moaned, I thrust my hips, meeting Lexa thrust for thrust. I was rapidly reaching my peak. I just needed a bit more. "Lexa!" I moaned in desperation, unsure if I could even voice what I needed. Luckily for me, Lexa knew what I needed. Lexa slipped in a third finger as her thumb found my clit, and began to rub tight circles. That was my breaking moment.

Two thrust from her magical fingers, and I saw stars. I scratched my nails down Lexa's back as my back arched up off the mattress. I let out a loud moan and scream "OH LEXA!" My whole body trembled as every nerve ending was set on fire after ever shockwave of my orgasm. But Lexa didn't stop or slow down. She didn't let my orgasm die. She simple thrust her fingers faster and harder. Hitting that special spot deep inside me. Wave after wave crashed over me. I honestly have no idea how many times I came.

Finally Lexa slowly down and let me down off the edge. Once Lexa removed her fingers, my whole body went limp into the mattress. My limbs feeling a lot like jello. I let myself melt into the mattress, 100% happy and content. I was warm and fuzzy now and ready for a nap. But I wanted to give Lexa some relief as well. But before I could even move. Lexa leaned forward and gave me a gentle kiss.

She broke it after a few moments. "No ai hodnes, rest. We can play more later." Lexa whispered in my ear. I smiled and nodded. Letting my eyes close. I felt Lexa's weight leave my body, but before I could panic. I felt her arm wrap around my stomach and pull me into her, on my side. I nuzzled my body back into hers. Lexa gripped me tighter. I felt her kiss my check once. "Sleep ai hodnes, I'll be here." Was the last thing I heard before sleep quickly over took me.