Chapter 2: Ripples in Still Waters
The morning rays shined into the room. Izuku winced his eyes not wanting to wake up anytime soon but it was Sunday and he had to do his Sunday routine, but he felt something next to him followed by a steady breath. He finally opened his eyes only to see Momo asleep in his arms and with no shirt on. He closed his eyes again thinking he was still half asleep and, in a dream still. But when he opened his eyes again, she was still there and he couldn't help but to swallow to clear his throat. The sound woke her, he watched her blink slowly as she was waking up.
"Good morning Izuku …" She pressed a kiss on his cheek and then a more passionate one on his lips making him let out a soft grunt. She pulled back a bit. "Do you feel okay?" Her dark eyes were mesmerizing to him and he couldn't look away.
"Ah … morning … Momo. Yeah I'm fine really." He closed his eyes for one final time to reopen them to still see she was still there. "I was just thinking about yesterday and how it was a dream, but you are here …" He leaned to kiss her softly. His kiss was more softness and naivete mixed in it. He looked over to see the clock and sighed because he was conflicted on whether he wanted to get out and do his scheduled workout or stay here in bed with Momo. But years of training told him he didn't want to break to routine. "Momo … I need to go workout …" And that's when he saw what could have been cutest pout he had ever seen. She puffed on cheek out and furrowed her brow a bit in complaint.
"Hmph … well I suppose we should get up. I'll just study while I wait for you …" She paused as she stretched realizing what she had said, but then smiled and continued stretching. "I mean if you want to. I know you work out for hours so …" she put hands down together in front of her while she sat on her hunches.
"Of course! I just can't give up on my workout routine." He rubbed the back of his head as he was looking on to her as he slid off the bed to get ready for his work out. Momo pulled her legs down to the floor and put her shirt back on. She was content to just watch him dress into his workout gear. He put a hoodie on and turned back to her. "Ah is it okay that we walk to the common area together?"
"It's fine … besides it way too early on a Sunday morning for anyone else to be awake." She stood up and faint growl came from her stomach along with a bit of blush gracing her faces as she fidgeted in place. "And maybe I'll get something to eat…" She paused and looked in his direction.
"It's fine Momo, you don't have to wait for me. I know you have to eat regularly for your quirk to work properly." Izuku smiled back as he went to grab is phone and a pair of headphones. He looked back to her and it was like she really didn't want to leave but knew she had to. He walked over to her and pulled her into him for a kiss. This time it was more passionate almost hungrily as he was trying to tell her they would finish where they left off.
When they released each other of a breath Momo shuttered at the touch and let out a sigh of frustration. "We need to go … I need to go or else I'm going to pounce on you." Izuku just nodded with a smirk and opened the door to let her through first. They walked out and she was right there was no one up in the morning, not even any of the showers could be heard running. It wasn't until reach the common area that they both ran into Jiro who was leaning on the counter in the kitchen area.
"Well, if it isn't two of my favorite people …" Jiro's words caused both of them to flinch as if they were toddlers getting caught doing something they shouldn't have been.
Momo let out a sigh realizing she will have to talk to her friend at some point today. "Good morning Kyoka …" Momo sighed in knowing all the questions Jiro was going to level her with. "Can we wait until after I eat some breakfast and then you can interrogate me." She looked to see Izuku was about to walk out the door of the dorm. She wanted to do something, one to satiate the need to feel him again and to quell at least the questions Jiro will throw at her. "Hold on a sec …" She darted of to Izuku and wrapped her hands around his shoulders and gave him a kiss on the side of the cheek causing him to turn a bit red before bouncing back to Jiro. "Okay, now I'm ready!"
"You're hopeless, you know that right." Jiro laughed as she watched Momo bring out a pan out of the cabinet. She also looked back to see Izuku practically run out of the dorm and off to a training area to workout. She looked back to Momo and just took a seat at the bar area of the counter. "So, what are we having for breakfast?"
"Just some eggs and toast, maybe some bacon if we have some here …" Momo was too focused on preparing breakfast but Jiro could see her friend was in much better spirits and that was all that really counted.
Izuku was rubbing his cheek a bit still feeling her lips and muttering to himself with a goofy smirk on his face. He jogged off a bit for his usual slow pace to warm up his muscles, he usually stops about a block from his dorm. It was a nice sunny day, the complete opposite of yesterday. He shrugged off the hoodie and began to stretch out his legs and just slowly moved each motion to make sure each muscle was properly stretched.
When he looked back up to see a familiar face of someone he really didn't want to talk to at the moment. That night was replaying in his mind. He just took a breath and counted to ten to calm himself down. Talking to Iida probably wasn't a good idea right now and once he opened his eyes of course he saw him walking towards him. His playful smirk vanished along with the good feeling he woke up with today.
"What do you want Iida?" He continued stretching trying to ignore Iida. Mumbling to himself to try and ebb the anger and frustration he was having. He couldn't believe the extremes he was having today. From waking up with a wonderful goddess to now having to deal with one of the individuals that caused his final straw to break.
"Midoriya can we …" He paused and took a breath to steady his nerves. "No, I don't have the right to talk to you or even offer an apology to you. However, when you want have closure on that night I am here, even if it is just to be a punching bag …" He was cut off by Izuku's loud voice suddenly filling the air.
"What is wrong with you Iida!" He quickly got to his feet. "You knew damn well that Uraraka was my girlfriend. We have been friends since the day of the entrance exam. If it was anyone else I could have maybe, maybe had some forgiveness." He strained his eyes trying not to have any tears fall from them. "You! How could you? But … you know what?" He started calming his voice down as his eyes narrowed toward Iida. "I don't want to deal with this now. My day was starting off good but now it's becoming like a shit storm. Leave me be, Iida." He walked past Iida picking up his hoodie and was about to run off.
"Midoriya …" Iida reached out a hand to Izuku.
"I SAID. LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE!" he shouted as he used full cowling to dart off into the distance. He just wanted to be alone right now and not be bothered. Nothing like an extended workout session to help calm his anger and frustrations. Now all he wanted was to be alone again and left alone in his dorm room. All the thoughts of suicide coming back to him and the tears kept flowing as he ran off to the train field.
He couldn't think straight anymore. It's been a few weeks since that night and he was still furious with the two of them. If he had any less restraint, he could have done some serious damage to Iida. His thoughts were racing through his mind and bounced between his classmates who caused him this grief and back to Momo. She didn't deserve him like this, she deserved someone better. Why did she confess her feelings to him? Was she holding this in for two years? How did she handle it when she found out he was dating Uraraka? Why did it feel like he was depreciating everything and everyone he touches?
Momo and Jiro finished up with breakfast, keeping the conversation to school and hero work projects they had this semester so far. Now that they were in Momo's room and settled in their usual spots with Momo on her bed and Jiro reclining in her desk chair. "Okay now that we don't have to worry about anyone else spill it Yaomomo." Jiro dead panned to her friend.
"Okay, okay. What can I tell you? You already knew I had deep feeling for Izuku and …" Momo was cut off by Jiro.
"So, you guys are on a first name basis? Man, you two sure move fast!" She faced palmed hard while letting out a quick laugh. Momo now didn't want to tell the rest of the story, her face started to turn a pink hue.
"Kyoka … can you just not have a snarky comment right now and please, for love of God. Please don't repeat any of this to anyone." She pleaded looking down at the at her bed spread drawing circles in it.
"Momo …" She knew right then that her friend was being serious. "You know I would never tell anyone about what we talk about in your room. I never once spoke about that incident that happened almost two years ago to you." She looked towards Momo with a very serious look in her eyes.
"Okay." She fanned herself a bit. "Don't blame if you get heated from this. When a first went back into his room I kind of jumped him. After slapping Uraraka, I just wanted to hug him and tell him he is important to all of us and I …" She turned red again. "Sort of confessed my love for him." She closed her eyes and let out a slow breath.
"Well, Yaomomo I'm not surprised. I mean the way you talked about him you didn't just have a crush. If I had read a note like that from someone, I care deeply for I probably would have done the same thing." Jiro just nodded in response to her story.
"Well, after that confession, we talked about the note. I told I'm sorry for reading it and then I told him slapped Uraraka twice and let out a laugh almost like his old one he used to have." Momo looked back up to her friend hoping to steal her nerves. Even though she trusted Kyoka she was still nervous talking about things like this. "He just took me, pressed me on the bed and kissed me … he kissed me a lot."
"So, continue … I feel like that you going to the juicy part of this story." Jiro smirked and leaned back in the chair again.
"So … after that we talked some more about each other or rather I explained my feelings and then after another round I left to get a slice of cake and when I came back …" She was turning redder and redder now that she was reaching the end of this story. "When I came back, I really jumped him this time. I mean Kyoka … we took our shirts off and went a little further and then I gave him …" Momo stopped to notice Jiro's eyes were widening at her words but she wanted to continue the story for her friend. "I kind of gave Midoriya a hand job." Her voice got softer at the last words.
"Really, okay coming from you I guess it's sort of surprising. I mean if Mina told me something like that, I would have said that's it." She laughed a bit at her own words causing Momo to giggle a bit as well. "And to be honest Midoriya probably needed that, hell you can do that for him all the time now huh." After her laughter settled a bit more Jiro looked down to the floor. "You know, I can't believe She did that to poor Midoriya. I mean, we all knew everything he went through. That must have thrown him over the edge."
Momo let out a breath, there still was a lot of serious things to take into consideration with Izuku. He really did have a rough time. "Yeah, he definitely has had a bad year so far. If I wasn't such a coward maybe I could have prevented some of his pain. Maybe things could have been …"
"Hey! None of that now, everything happens for a reason and I'm sure it is going to work out for the best Yaomomo. Sheesh, you need to stop doubting yourself and everything." Jiro waved her hands in the air and let out a sigh.
"Okay, let me end this session of ours with the gossip you so desperately crave." Momo giggled a bit at her friend's antics. Jiro knew how to always help keep her in good spirits. "Okay, well Uraraka must have done a number on him because he had no confidence in himself with his … tool." That was a good word to use right now. "Let me tell you, He hung like a champ down there and I'm a little glad it didn't go any further last night because I don't know if I could handle all of him." She fanned herself again feeling everything that was left over from last night.
"Oh really, well it's good that Mina doesn't know. So, you better make it official in front of everyone soon, and I promise not a word to any of the girls." Jiro crossed her hands over her chest. "But I did think you were better for him than Uraraka. And I'm not just saying that because I'm team Momo. She really was an airhead compared to Midoriya and both you have way more in common that what's on the surface. So, trust me when I say I believe you two are good for each other and this is just how it had to work out to get you two together."
"You're right Kyoka. But I want to give him some time. He has so much emotions stirring in his head right now that the best thing is to be slow with it. And I'm fine if he doesn't say it right away. I just want him to know what I feel for him." She looked out the window and then looked back to the clock seeing how it's been a few hours already, being close to 10am. She was already thinking about Izuku and started feeling eager for him to return.
He must have been more drained that he thought. He has to eat more if he is going to keep this work out regiment. Improving his body meant he was improving his quirk and he definitely shouldn't let that slide at all. He started heading back to the dorm it was close to 10am and he should eat something. Since it was morning and Sunday a hearty breakfast with good portion of protein for his muscles would do him good. He kept his steady jog back to the dorm and his stomach was starting to agree with him.
Once back to the dorm when he walked in there still no one in the common room except Ojiro. Midoriya could see he was focused on some class work and didn't want to bother him, that is until his classmate turned around. "Oh, hey Midoriya. Were you working out?" Izuku just nodded and responded back politely with a soft voice. He continued to the fridge in the kitchen area to pull out some quick ingredients to at least make sandwich and luckily no one messed with his healthy foods so it made it easy for him.
"Good morning Ojiro, yeah it my normal Sunday routine but I cut it short since I didn't have anything to eat this morning…" He was scratching the back of his head in his trademark fashion.
"Yeah I should be working out too but I wanted to do some studying. I didn't want to fall behind in academics." Ojiro laughed. "You think maybe you want to help me for a bit today?" His classmate was asking with an honest earnest. They continued their chat for a while, and it started to feel nice to talk to someone about anything really. It felt relaxing is a good way to put it. It wasn't too long before Momo and Jiro started walking into the common area as he was leaving to go to his room. He took a quick look at her and of course she turned right to him and met his gaze. She was smiling but her smile and eyes got brighter and without realizing it he stopped and caused Ojiro to bump into him.
He watched as Momo waved off Jiro and Jiro went to go join a few their classmates that have also walked into the common area. He felt a nudge on his side breaking him from his trance as he was watching Momo walk towards him. "Oh, sorry Ojiro. I was lost in thought."
"Oh, I see got a crush on Yaoyorozu huh? Definitely an upgrade." Ojiro humorously added. He wasn't being disrespectful but in his own way letting a subtle hint to Izuku that what was happening was okay for him. She was close enough now that she was able to greet to two of them.
"Good morning Ojiro! How was your workout Izuku?" She blushed again faintly but she was hiding her frustration at her own blushing. And she was really bouncy this morning too, maybe it was because he was back from working out.
"Good morning Yaoyorozu …" Ojiro was starting feel like the third wheel here.
"Yeah, I cut it short today. I didn't realize how hungry I was and couldn't focus. I was actually about to shower and go study with Ojiro for a bit if you would like to join us?" His eyes widened as he realized how worded things. "You know, you joining us in studying would be a great help. You're way better at Advanced Calculus than I am." He rubbed the side of his shoulder be he was still smiling in his Midoriya way, even if it was a bit forced. He opened his eyes to look at her again and saw she was still wearing the same shirt from this morning and clearly did not put her bra back on. 'Not now Izuku. Just make it back to your room.' Was all he could think to himself at the moment.
"Sure, I just had breakfast with Jiro. Let me change too and I'll meet you guys in the common area!" She stated cheerfully and hugged Izuku before leaving the two of them standing in the hallway entrance. Izuku was clearly flustered by her actions but didn't really say anything other waving her off and walking towards his room.
"So, what was that about?" Ojiro had a raised eyebrow with a smirk.
"Ah … well it's a bit much right now. Can we talk about it later?" Midoriya nervously asked, almost stuttered out.
"Sure man. I was there when Yaoyorozu and Uraraka had that … chat, I guess. Just as long you are good bro then its good. You can talk when you're ready." He went off to the elevator to go to his room and get ready as well.
"Thanks, Ojiro. I'll meet you down here in a bit." He rushed into his room grabbing his shower items and everything. But once he was by himself his mind pulled him to his thoughts and all his mind could focus on was Momo. He could still feel the phantom touch of her hand on his groin and shaft. Just the recall of last night already was putting him over the edge and before he knew it, he was a full mast. Right now, he felt the strong urge to rub one out but he really didn't have the time. He just brought a change of clothes with him and figured he would dump his workout clothes in his room when he got back. The quicker he got through this the better he would be.
The shower was empty and he guessed most of the students must have showered already or haven't even bothered with it being Sunday. He picks his normal stall and started to get lost in his thoughts again in typical Midoriya fashion. The warm water didn't help him any either, his body felt like it was on fire. If he didn't get this under control, he was going to pounce Momo when they meet up later today. Once he was done actually cleaning, he switched to cold water for a bit and it did help a little bit. Calming him down and clearing his mind. After all he need to focus on his studies and he was intelligent enough to realize he had been slacking recently himself and needed to get this fixed before it became a real problem.
As much as he was trying to calm down the only thing that helped was the cold water of the shower. He walked back to his dorm already changed into a new set of clothes. He rushed back to his dorm room, couldn't figure out why he was in a rush. Izuku just shrugged it off and opened his door, he looked for his bag and grabbed everything he normally had for studying. But instead he just sat on the bed for a bit just staring at the floor. He didn't know how long he sat there until he heard a knock at the door.
"Izuku … are you ready?" It was Momo's voice that had echoed over the door.
"Yeah … kind of …" Spoke with a rather unconfident tone in his voice. He knew she both heard and felt it as it vibrated through the door. He sunk into himself a little bit more.
"May I come in?" She sounded eager but also a bit concerned. He didn't respond and just heard the door open gently and then quickly shut. He heard a click knowing she must have locked it behind her so they could have some privacy. It wasn't too long before she was kneeling in front of him. Her eyes looked right into his even if she had to tilt a little to gain his attention. "Is everything okay?" She rested her hand on his forearm and gently rubbed it in an effort to soothe him.
"I …" He looked up, closed his eyes, and clenched his fists together remembering the anger he felt while talking to Iida. "I met Iida when I was out on my run …" he could feel her wince at his words. Before He could reopen his eyes, he felt her arms gently push his aside so she could snake her way into his torso, slowly pushing me down on the bed. "Momo … I … I don't know if him and I could be friends again. I don't think I could ever forgive him. What am I supposed to do?" His voice was softening and his mind was going to the dark recesses again. He was trying to retreat with in again and push the world away. He was realizing that he didn't just lose his girlfriend then but also his closest friend. It was feeling like the world was crumbling around him.
"It's okay … I just want to keep my arms around you and keep you close to me." She whispered again, "You don't have to say anymore … I know it must be painful … just know I'm here for you whenever you want to talk." She tightens her arms around him. He didn't move much other than to stiffen at her movement and having her so close to him.
"I know Momo …" He tried to apologized "… but I …" He was stuttering he just couldn't finish his words. He wrapped his hands around her waist and pulled her even more flush against him if that was possible. Wedging his head into her shoulder breathing in her scent. "I feel like I'm being torn in two and everything around me disappearing from my life …"
"It's okay, I'm not going to disappear and I won't let you go either. You don't have to forgive either of them so soon." She lifted herself off him to look back in his eye. "And if you can't forgive them then I won't." She closed her eyes and straighten her face to try and get her point across.
Izuku just smiled and kissed her lips and rested his head back down on the bed, "I'm glad you are in my corner …" He whispered out.
"I've been team Midoriya since I like you and knew I loved you, and I will always be on your side. When you want to forgive then I will. But until then I just want you to be happy with yourself and fulfill your dreams." She rested her head back down on his chest.
"Momo … I … really …" He was hesitating on his words. He knew what he wanted to say but simply couldn't do it. He didn't want to say those words even if deep inside his heart he knew he was beginning to feel it. Saying it may make it happen again and he didn't think he could survive it again. "We should really go, Ojiro is waiting probably." Momo just nodded and sighed a bit but smiled as she got up.
Walking out into the hall Izuku realized now that she had changed into a different outfit, a bit more relaxed for studying. He exhaled being glad she was just in jeans and a sweat shirt. It hid her figure better and he didn't know if he could study without glancing her way. He still did it but he was sure like this he could control it better. He hoped they could just get to the library without anything happening, mainly not running into Iida again or Uraraka. He just needed a break and having Momo here was a good start to letting the light into is world. Even if he didn't know what they had just yet.
Uraraka was wondering the library in a daze. She was feeling down, off, and just not herself. She had her mind on Midoriya. She felt bad but for some reason it wasn't affecting her as much as it did Izuku. She knows one thing for sure she was feeling frustrated with their relationship. Midoriya wasn't very outgoing with the physical part of the relationship of theirs. He was sweet and overly nice and considerate of her that it was almost sickening. She wished he would have just acted on it and take her. She wanted the physical side of the relationship and Midoriya was too nice would be a way to put it. However, she didn't know what the toll would have been of her actions until Yaoyorozu shoved the letter into her chest.
She wanted to yell back, come up with a retort but her voice failed her just like the time Izuku walked in on her and Tenya. She just couldn't formulate her words into anything. She had led on Iida about the status of their relationship and that sunk into her even more. The truth was revealed once anyone saw the green haired young man's eyes. Now she hasn't seen him outside of class in three weeks. He hasn't made any effort. And after reading the note it all made since. Was Yaoyorozu right in that she broke Izuku. And it didn't help that Iida wasn't taking to her either at the moment.
She was in a daze until she saw a very familiar head of dark green hair. Her mind took her right to memories of the early days of their relationship. Then it hit all at once, all the hurt that she wasn't feeling. She began to question everything she did, what she did to him. She took a small step forward and then another one as if inching forward to slowly reach out until she saw another familiar head of hair. She recognized that spiky black hair in a ponytail had to belong to Yaoyorozu. She quickly bolted around the bookcase and with the quite of the library she could easily hear their conversation.
As she listened, she could clearly hear Yaoyorozu speak to Midoriya in his first name. And then it hit her all at once. No more pain just a sudden rage and jealousy swelled inside her as she overheard the conversation. Midoriya wasn't speaking much but then the brick fell on her, he used Yaoyorozu's first name as well. After that she couldn't take it and rushed up stairs to find an open private study room. A luck would have it the one that was open had window down to where the two were sitting.
She peaked out the window to observe the duo better and she noticed from her view that Izuku's hand was resting on Yaoyorozu's thigh. She felt even more anger towards that he was sneaking touches with a girl and of course it has to be Yaoyorozu. Why did she feel self-conscious about that? And why did she feel any anger towards this at all? After that night it was clear that their relationship had ended. She hid behind her book hoping she wouldn't be seen. She didn't know how long she had been like that but she stayed in the quiet room.
She looked back out the window slit to only see just Midoriya and Ojiro sitting at the table talking and looking through textbooks. She wondered briefly where did Yaoyorozu went until she heard a click at the door. She froze she wanted to turn around but she could feel the tension in the air. Then she heard a voice cut the tension like a hot knife through butter.
"Uraraka …" The stern voice announced its presence to her. It was then that she turned around slowly to see a set of eyes that her instincts were telling her were filled with all the fury in the world. As she turned, she saw the pale skin and dark raven hair. "I knew it was you …"
"Wait! I'm not snooping I just walk up to see you guys and ran here, and …" She was stumbling on her words and it was clear it was doing anything for Yaoyorozu. She looked like her eyes were ready to kill. "I …" She took in a deep breath. "I don't think there is anything I could say or do, especially after the note."
"Did you read it?" Momo asked. Uraraka just nodded it response. The raven colored hair woman looked like she was going to keep up her guard all day. Her arms crossed over her chest as she was looking down on Uraraka. "Good …" Momo took a breath to calm herself again. She really didn't want to make a scene at public school setting. "All I want to do is smack you right now. But, I won't."
"Then … what do you want me to do?" Uraraka whispered with an air of wanting an answer to that.
"Honestly … It's still too close to everything and I'm still way to angry and disappointed in what you did to him. We all are frustrated and upset with you and Iida. And I can't have a conversation about this yet." Momo moved her hand to the door handle and began to walkout only to turn a single onyx eye to Uraraka. Momo looked like she wanted to say something but just left room while still leaving the tension in the air. Uraraka just let out a sigh of nervousness and bit of relief. This was getting tense and out of hand. She just needed to talk to Midoriya, but why is Yaoyorozu around him so much? Maybe she should talk to her first. Then a light went on in her head, she would definitely have to talk to Yaoyorozu first.
They spent the remainder of the day in the library until the sun starting setting. Izuku could only admire Momo's ability to study no stop while helping others. She really always wanted the best for everyone. His stomach was letting him know it was time to grab a meal, and since he missed lunch, he was starting to feel a bit fatigued. He was finishing packing his bag and waved Ojiro off. He turned to Momo but before he could speak is stomach spoke for him.
"I guess we should get some dinner huh?" Momo giggled as she finished cleaning up her area. "Do you want to go to the café down the street?"
"Ah … sure M-Momo …" he stuttered a little bit at saying her name in public. He was still unsure of what this was for them. In his heart was a flame for her but it was pushed so far down since the first time they met that. He absently followed her out of the library still lost in thought. It didn't help that she was a few steps ahead of him providing him with a view. Her swaying hips as she walked, the small waist followed by her curves. Even with just wearing a pair of jeans and shirt was driving him crazy. He had liked Uraraka but this feeling was on a whole other level. To help relieve his built-up tension in his mind he moved up alongside of her. He was feeling like Mineta with the view he had.
She just turned to smile at him and wrapped her hands around his left bicep leaning her head into his shoulder. Luckily the café wasn't too far now and the awkwardness he was feeling wasn't going to last for much longer. He let out a sigh and adjusted his bag over his other shoulder catching her attention.
"Izuku … Are you okay?" She looked up into his eyes with a bit of worry.
"Oh sorry, I just have been thinking." Then his stomach growled giving him a save from explaining his thoughts. "I'm just hungry too, my quirk requires me to eat at least 18000 calories per day so when I miss a meal it really sucks …" He was now feeling the drain and the walk wasn't helping. "Sorry Momo … I-I didn't mean to make you worry."
"Okay, wow I didn't know you had such a drawback to your power. Good thing the café is just around the corner." She pulled him by the hand to hurry him along. And it was just as she said right around the corner. Looking at the outside it was nothing special but once they walked inside it looked rather soothing and calm. Also, it was a bit fancy for him but he figured it would be with Momo knowing about it. They walked over to a booth by the back window overlooking the walkway toward the field. It was rather peaceful. He turned his attention back to Momo and he could help to notice that even the way she took her seat was so graceful and beautiful. He shook his head and took his seat.
"Thanks, Momo, you really are a good tutor. I didn't even know I was doing the problems wrong until you showed me…" He scratched the back of his head while speaking softly, looking around as if to make sure there wasn't anyone else.
"It's not a problem Izuku!" She clapped her hands together, "Oh you'll love this place. I know you're not as big on sweets as I am but the menu is simply amazing." Her bouncy and bubbly attitude was way too bright for him remain in his shell.
It wasn't long before a waiter came over and took their orders. He looked out to the window again just watching the people walk past and go about their day. His first thought was to what would Uraraka think if she saw him here with Momo? Why was He even thinking let alone caring what Uraraka would think? He felt a soft touch run over his hand breaking him out of his thoughts. Momo was looking right at him and moving her thumb in a circular motion over it.
"Are you …" She was hesitating on her words, "Still thinking about … you know … the other night?" She looked at him still with a little bit of worry.
He thought for a second while just staring into her onyx eyes. He decided to be as honest as he could be with her, she of all people deserved nothing but the truth in everything. He let out a sight. "Momo … I don't not doubt anything about last night." He saw and heard her sigh out some of the tension she was holding on to. She must have thought that he might have regretted it being that it was so sudden. "I just can't keep h…" He paused just enough for it to be noticeable, "her out of my mind. I'm just … I'm afraid …" he was interrupted by the waiter bringing their orders over and politely leaving. "Momo, can we talk about it more in private?"
"Sure, I'm always here for you Izuku." She kept her gaze on him as he looked over his food.
"I know Momo and I don't think I can ever find the words to tell you how much I appreciate you, Momo." He took a bite hoping the change in motion would keep him from tearing up again. The biggest thought was that why was he such a loser, men don't cry and this what pushed Uraraka away, now it will push Momo away. He was never good enough for a woman like Momo.
Momo looked on and could see the turmoil that was going on in his mind. He was a mess right now, but she didn't blame Izuku rather she placed that burden on Uraraka and Iida. She wasn't that interested in her food anymore and got up and sat right next to him. He flinches a little until she leaned into him resting her head on his shoulder. "Izuku, I know you must be confused with all the feelings and memories going through your head. But I can tell you are doubting yourself."
"Momo … you are …" He stuttered a little trying to explain some of his thoughts. "You are out of my league. Even the girls in my league consider me to the worthless …" That final word he spoke shook her to the core. Those simple words were bothering him and it was clear he lost what little confidence he had in himself. It was shattered and it was going to take a while to help piece back together.
She let out a breath, "Izuku, I am the one who determines who I want to be with and right now it's you. Yeah, I know how well I look to men, they certainly stare at me enough." She closed her eyes and continued her speech to him. "You are kind, strong, virtuous to a fault, you beyond loyal, and to top it all off you are good looking…" Her cheeks started to blush a bit as she tried to continue. Finally mustering the courage to speak, "And you are rather sexy …" She mumbled into his shoulder trying her hardest to hid her blushing embarrassment.
Izuku was also trying his hardest to stay calm as she was so close. "Momo …" She squeezed his hand a bit in anticipation for what his words could be. "Momo, you are a perfect goddess and I will always question myself." He pushed some distance between them to be able to look at her more fully. He wanted to be her everything but his mind was giving him all the reasons why she would toss him aside like Uraraka did. His dark thoughts were able to be repressed at the moment, just enough for him to speak a bit. "Do you want to spend some more time together?" What was he thinking? Why did those words come out?
"Of course, Izuku? What to do want to do? I know we have class tomorrow but …" She was cut off by his words.
"Well, yeah. I need to still do an evening workout, but I would like to talk to you or just have you around…" He took another bite of his food to slowly chew.
"Yes! Now I don't need dessert, I can just watch you!" She was being truthful. She could be content for days just watching every one of his muscle works and contort to each exercise. It was fully night and a good time to start heading back.
Momo quickly took Izuku's bed and laid down while Izuku took his shirt off and began his evening routine. He was just doing a standard set of push-ups but she was mesmerized by the movements of his body. The slow up and down motions of the exercise with the contorting of his muscles played into her desires for the young man. Her mind was beginning to play a devilish game with her by suddenly replaying a lost dream she had of him. This was like right out of her fantasies. She was here in his room watching him. She was beginning to feel hot and remembered a fantasy she had a while ago.
She looked over to see he was deep in his routine and had his eyes closed. This was something she had wanted to do since their first year at U.A. She watched as he did each push up and each motion. His muscles were contorting and straining with each use. She couldn't take it anymore. For a long time, she was holding in all her feeling for him. Before long she was biting her bottom lip. She wanted to wait to start the birth control but her hormones were going to get the best of her tonight. She slowly stripped her closes off along with her panties and bra. She continued to stare now being completely naked and Izuku was still unaware of her scheme.
"Izuku, can you keep your eyes closed?" She spoke in the sultriest voice she could as she slowly got to her feet. "And stay in the air?"
"Ah …" his face started to show his nervousness but he went along with her demands of him. "Sure … like this?"
"Yes …" She slid under him and was now positioned right under him. She wrapped her arms around his back pulling a him a bit closer. He was so close now that the heat from her sex as pushing on his and starting to cause a very desired effect. She couldn't help but to grind herself against his groin causing a faint moan from him. Now he finally was able to open his eyes to see hers right in front of him. He just slumped forward ignoring his workout to press his weight right onto her. His length was now resting on the lips of her sex causing her to let out a quiet moan only to be silenced by his mouth. It was a slow kiss as their bodies barely moved across each other. They were pushing forward at a quick pace but to her she has been wanting this since she first met Izuku.
"Momo …" He was shaking in her arms. "I want to … but … I …" He was being hesitant and she could see why. She could feel his inner turmoil she rubbed his back and continued to kiss his neck and work her way down a bit. Then she heard a sigh and felt him move a bit lifting his body to allow the warmth to escape from hers. She looked over to see he was reaching for the drawer of his nightstand. "Momo … I can't say it yet …" He finally pulled a square package out in front of her. She cupped his cheeks and turned him to look into his eyes. Eyes filled with both desire and fear and each one was battling it out to take control.
"Oh … so you were prepared huh?" She watched as he stilled himself in response to her words.
"Well … I was …" He paused for a moment. He had a box ready when he was with Uraraka, but he never was able to find the right moment with her or rather build enough courage in himself to see if that was what she wanted from him. "Well, it would be a waste. I did get them for you know …" He was getting nervous and feared he was ruining the mood for them. He didn't know why he was such a bother to everyone.
"Izuku …" She kept her gaze into his eyes while still showing a bit of red. "I want you more than anything. I thought I wanted to wait to start the birth control but …" She kissed him again and again several times barely having enough time to take a breath. "I want to show you How much you mean to me … only if you want me to …" She grabbed the condom out of his hand and opened it. Gently rolling him over so she was on top of him. She slowly pulled his pants down along with his underwear to allow his length to spring forward. She began to rub the shaft very slowly and leaned into him to kiss him again.
"Momo …" he managed to moan out as she squeezed her hand around his shaft pushing another moan of him. Momo looked back down to him as he was clearly enjoying every minute they were having together. He hands moved to her hips and allowed his fingers to wrap around the sides of her backside. She took it as a yes that he wanted to continue and wrapped the condom around his penis. Slowly unravelling it along his shaft. He looked into her eyes as was about to get up onto his elbows when she put her finger on his mouth to keep him quiet.
"No more doubts … Izuku." She moved the head into the entrance of her sex and began to slowly take him in. "Just let me love you tonight …" She kept the pace until he was fully in her and her last partner was nothing like Izuku. She felt so full and the pressure alone was going to send her over. She had to take a deep breath and slowly began to move her hips back and forth with his hands still on her hips. But now, he was pressing a little bit harder. It was clear this sensation was a new and foreign thing for him. She was trying to let him feel every moment of it and wanted it to last as long as possible.
She pressed forward bringing her chest closer to his face. She was too into the moment to notice what he was about to do when she felt a set of lips latch onto her nipple. The sucking motion went into rhythm with her motions causing a wave of static pleasure to flow through her making her whole body feel like it was burning. "Oh! Izuku … please … don't stop …" She could feel his muscles get tense underneath her hands, then a she felt a steady throbbing inside her. He was close to his limit. She slowed to a dead stop with her hips and lifted herself a bit, she was panting heavily from the feeling of having such a large length inside her. He was laying back down on the floor and he looked like he was trying with all his might to hold on to his release. She couldn't help but to smile while placing her hands on his chest. "It's okay Izuku … just relax…" She bit down on her bottom lip while giving him on final and long gyration of her hips to send Izuku to the edge.
She could feel the heat of his release through the synthetic rubber. She was close but for her, her own pleasure didn't matter just what he was feeling. And she wanted him to feel every ounce of pleasure she could give him. As she moved off Izuku she slipped the condom off to toss it in the trash. She looked back down to see he was still at full mast but was still able to make a sentence.
"Momo … Bed …" was all he could muster at the moment. Momo sat on the bed but never thought someone could move so fast. She was pressed onto the bed and quickly felt his length enter again. This was so different than any other time. They were face to face and he was thrusting with a renewed sense of passion. "You're so … tight …" And with just those words he pushed her over the edge. Her body straightened as she pushed upwards to try and get him to go as deep into her as possible.
"Izu …" She let out a final moan as she wrapped her legs around his back. All the tension released at once but not quick enough he pulled out quickly letting another release on the bedspread. He slumped back down to the bed letting his face lie next to her neck as she looked up at the ceiling. She kept her legs wrapped around him as if he was going to disappear from her tonight. "Please … Izu … stay with me … please?" She whispered into his ear. A sudden memory from her past crept into her mind and tears began to flow. Once it was over, they just left from her, no matter what she thought. She knew it was foolish to think Izuku of all people would do that to her but she was the one leading them along.
"Momo," his voice was steady a deep breaking her from her thoughts. "I will never leave you. I will never let anyone else have you either …" His hands went to lift himself up a bit to see her face and to see the tears that were slowly spilling from her eyes down her cheeks to stain his bed sheets. "You're too beautiful to even think about leaving." He kissed her and then moved down to her neck to leave a well-placed mark on her lower neck. "Maybe we should get under the covers …"
She released her grip on him and watched him to lay down next to her. But instead of putting his back to her he kept his front to her and wrapped his arms around her pulling her in close to his chest. Once the covers were pulled up over them, she finally was able to say those words to him, "Izuku, I love you, I have for a long time …" She felt him tense up from those words. "It's okay of you can't say it right now. I just needed you to know …" She worried it was a bit too much since he didn't give a verbal response but she relaxed once she felt his arms tighten around her.
"I don't want you to disappear either … Momo …" He whispered out as sleep was beginning to take him. She smiled at her words and peace finally came to her mind as she fell asleep in his arms. She knew what she wanted this to be, but she didn't want to push him into it either. They both had eyes for each other from the beginning, maybe if they had just acted on their feeling before they wouldn't have had to go through this mess now.