acupfullofcolors: that blue cat ladybug hybrid is this character called catbug from some kind of anime, i didnt know about him until i googled the name thinking i was gonna get pictures of Ladybug and Chat Noir and boy i was wrong...

Yamina20: Yes Adrien finally grew some baaaalls. Lets hope he doesnt lose them again.

jlcronk: jealous Adrien you say?

Whole Note 12: Bluuuuuuedooooesnooootcoooompuuuute!!!

o: hmm...idk why but i always seem to enjoy it more when the guy is crushing on the girl, maybe its because im a girl and i always liked the idea of a cute guy crushing on me so many its the same in stories XD

themelodicwayofliving: there there dont cry, here you go *gives you next chapter*

A/N sorry for the long wait guys ive been taking a little break and when i came back I've been working on my other stories more than this one, but im baaaaaaaaack, hopefully I dont disappoint you with this chapter. Enjoy :)

Realization

Adrien POV

"Wow and I thought you couldn't screw things up more than you already have but you proved me wrong."

I groaned listening to my kwami gloat. As much as I hate his snarky remarks, he's right. I really did screw things up with Mari tonight.

~Earlier~

It took me about a minute before I realized I was kissing Marinette. Despite it being a mistake, I couldn't bring myself to stop.

It wasn't until I opened my eyes a little I noticed the surprised look on her face staring right back at me. I froze and pulled back.

"Uh...uh..." I had to think of an excuse quick. "I'm..s.so sorry. It was an accident I didn't mean to get that close I just..."

She blinked and gave me a slight smile. "It's fine Adrien just forget about it. It was an accident...right?"

"Yeah...an accident." My heart wouldn't stop beating so fast. She looks away back at the scenery below.

My heart ached when I notice that flash of pain in her eyes that was there just for a moment. The same look she got when she spoke to Chat about her crush.

The same look when she spoke about me...

Groaning into my pillow again, I turn around and lay on my back staring up at the ceiling.

I never meant to actually kiss Marinette. I only wanted to give her a peck on the cheek. You know...something small, i mean she's done it to me.

Even though it was an accident, I couldn't really bring myself to regret it. Kissing her felt...wonderful, like a missing piece of my life had been found, like just being that close to her made me feel whole again.

The thought of kissing her again made my face burn. Just thinking about how I kissed her before has my heart pounding, her lips were so soft...so sweet.

Agh! Get it together Adrien! Stop THINKING about it!

I turn my head towards the clock. 11:45. We got home around 9. It's a quarter to midnight and I still can't sleep. Usually if I was having a bad day or night, I'd go visit Marinette as Chat Noir, she always acted differently towards me as Chat then she did when I was Adrien, like she was more comfortable with Chat, but I can't do that now, especially when she's part of the reason for my dilemma right now.

I sit up and rummage through the drawers of my nightstand looking for my sleep pills, I take a couple with a glass a water and lay back down.

Hopefully I'll be able to get some decent sleep tonight, and for the love of God...I pray that I don't have another seductive Marinette dream...

Normal POV

~Later that night~

He should've known, his luck is seriously the worst, why did he think it be any different now?

Fate has never been kind to Adrien and right now proves it as he open my eyes to once again see Marinette above him sitting right on his groin.

He really couldn't tell if this is good luck or bad luck right now. For one he had this beautiful girl on top of him, but for some reason he couldn't move his body, so he's forced to lay there until she says something, so he just stares back at her.

She crossed her arms raising an eyebrow at the blonde.

"So..." She starts, " Are you going to tell me what that was all about?"

Adrien turns his head away. "I don't know what your talking about?"

"Like hell you don't." He turned his head back to the girl. She seemed aggravated with him, not like in his previous dreams where she had been very sweet to him.

When he didn't reply back she continued, "Do you think this is a game Adrien? That you can just kiss me and brush it off like it was nothing?"

"It was an accident..I wasn't trying to-"

"Then what were you trying to do Adrien? Kiss my cheek? As if that's not gonna send mixed messages as well? If you don't love me that's fine, but If you keep doing this to me, you might just lose me as a friend too!"

Adrien's eyes widen, for a moment it didn't feel like a dream anymore, it felt real, like it was actually Marinette who was with him right now and not some fake one that his subconscious conjured up.

And it terrified him, was he actually about to lose Marinette?

Adrien tried to speak. "Marinette..."

"Maybe...maybe I really would be better off with Michael.."

That triggered him, suddenly he was able to move and he grabbed her by the wrist pinning her down on the bed. He was on top now.

"A.. Adrien!" Dream Marinette was surprised at him, but she didn't struggle to get up.

"Was that your plan all along? Do you even like Micheal or is he just there to get at me? To make me regret it all?" He snarled

He didn't know where this sudden anger of his was coming from he didn't even know who or what he was mad at.

He didn't know if it was Micheal who she crudely mentioned just now for just being her new interest, if it was Marinette who have been constantly running through his thoughts the past two weeks now and gave up her affection for him without giving him the slightest clue about how she was feeling.

Or if it was his own damn fault, which he knew was most likely the issue. Adrien couldn't blame Marinette he knows that and as much of a bad feeling he gets around Michael, he couldn't blame him either.

Adrien was the one who didn't see that signs, he was the one who was to infatuated with Ladybug to see what was in front of him the whole time, and he was the one who didn't take her when he had the chance.

Realization struck him as he finally realized why he felt this way, there was only one explanation.

"I...I love you Marinette. So please...don't give up on me. Don't let me go..."

Marinette blinked up at the blonde giving him a smile.

"What took you so long?"

Adrien woke up the morning in a cold sweat, looking at the clock he groaned.

6:17 am

He sat up with a yawned, wondering if he should take a shower or just go back to sleep.

He tensed when he finally remembered the dream he had and what happened in it. The anger and sadness he felt and the conclusion he finally came too.

Adrien was in love with Marinette while at the same time having feelings for Ladybug, Marinette was seeing someone else in an attempt to get over her feelings for him.

He was absolutely screwed.