love anime or be shunned: yoooooooooou shaaaaaaaaaallllll haaaaaaaaaaveee mooooooooooooooooorrrrrrrrreeeee. Also i happen to love anime so please dont shun me.

Blackheart-FallenAngel: Because im such a bitch thats why! lol i really don't know.

BlizzardNova: Adrien will indeed have a difficult time hiding his boner...

Synsoflove: Plagg dont have time for Adrien's bullshit. NO ONE DOES!! THAT'S WHY WE'RE IN THIS SHIT IN THE FIRST PLACE DAMMIT ADRIEEEEN!

Henessy04: lol yeah the actual sin in the story came way later than i had expected. i thought about keeping it at a T until then, but i knew it was coming so i kept it as a M. Also YES i did make a Markiplier reference i just finished watching his playthrough to FNAF: Sister Location. EXOTIC BUTTERS LMAO.

yuno.gasi: I am GLAD you like it.

No Fear

~ a half an hour earlier~

Marinette POV

It's currently a quarter to noon right now. I didn't have any work, cause I gotten a head start on every assignment nor did i have any errands to run. I've been working in my room non-stop for hours now. I've sewed, sketched and cleaned for what it seems like the 20th time my room has never looked so cleaned and even then I continue to tidy up whatever I could find.

I just had to keep myself busy with something, with ANYTHING, because if I didn't my mind would drift back to last night with Chat.

I can't get it out of my mind! I don't know what I was thinking! The things we did last night were NOT something I ever intended on doing, and with CHAT of all people!!!

I can feel my face turning red once again, the places he touched and the way he spoke to me keeps repeating in my mind.

And I DEMANDED him to keep going.

I'm really close to pulling my hair out right now from the insanity!

"Marinette!"

I jumped and turned around to face Tikki. "Huh?"

"I've been saying your name for the past 2 minutes. Get ahold of yourself!"

I sighed. "I'm sorry Tikki, I'm just freaking out a little I guess..."

"A little? Marinette you've been up since 4 in the morning I think a little is an understatement."

"Okay. ALOT." I admitted. "I'm just...I don't know...embarrassed? Last night wasn't exactly a regular night for me..."

"Oh trust me. I know.". Tikki said shaking her head at me.

And here comes the embarrassment again.

I decide to sit down on my chaise. I have to think this through.

Chat kissed me last night. I'm the girl he's developed such strong feelings for, the girl who drives him crazy apparently.

I blush at the thought of it, something that was pretty uncommon for me. Never would I have thought in a million years, that Chat Noir could make me blush.

I can't help, but feel more happy than regret for what happened last night.

I've always wondered to myself before, if Adrien had been out of the picture would I have gone after Chat instead?

There had been times in the past where I thought Chat might've been a better option, but I'm not going to just go after Chat because I wasn't having any luck with Adrien.

I wasn't going to do that to my kitty, he deserved better than that.

Besides I wasn't even sure if Chat's feeling for me...well Ladybug were even real to be honest. I thought he was just a flirt and that's how his personality was honestly. So I never took it seriously.

It wasn't until he made a habit of visiting Marinette, I realized how deep his affections went. He always talked about Ladybug with such admiration, I felt bad knowing the truth.

I never took his feelings into consideration because no matter how much he went on about Ladybug, I feel that Chat would be disappointed to find out that Ladybug was nothing more but average Marinette.

That's why after all these years I still never told him the truth. I was afraid at what he would think, that whatever image he had of Ladybug was far beyond something that I could ever hope to be.

Even though I am in fact Ladybug,it was only Ladybug that he was in love with, not Marinette.

At least...that's what I thought until last night.

Ever since that night on the Pont de Arts bridge, when Chat found me right after my date with Michael. I noticed he was acting different then usual.

He seemed aggravated at that time. I remember brushing it aside thinking that he couldn't have possibly be jealous, but given what I know now that was most likely the case.

Not the mention that also mean that he had DEFINITELY tried to kiss me last night.

Thinking about kisses suddenly brings the memories of last night to my head again and my face burns. If his miraculous hadn't started to beep when it did, there's no doubt that we would've gone much..much further.

I shake my head trying to empty the thought from my mind. I can't keep daydreaming about last night I have to decide what I'm going to do.

I honestly would like to know where my relationship with Chat goes. Knowing that he has feelings for the real me, was something I never really knew I wanted.

Knowing that it's not just the girl in the mask. I really wish I saw it sooner...

If I was going to continue what I had with Chat, I'm pretty sure he'd most likely tell me his identity. Which meant that I would have to tell him my secret as well. It wouldn't be far if I knew while he remained in the dark.

Whenever he would ask about my identity as Ladybug, my excuse had always been that it was too dangerous. That we couldn't no under any circumstances, because it could put not only our lives, but the lives of others at risk as well.

It was a fear of mine, but it wasn't my main fear.

It was the fear of seeing him disappointed, to see his expectations of me dropped before my very eyes. I wasn't sure if I could handle that.

I think back to all the moments I had with Chat as Marinette.

"Would I ever lie to you my princess?"

"I'll always be there for you, even if you don't know it's me."

"I just wanted to make sure nothing happened to you."

"I'm crazy for you, Princess."

All my fears were suddenly washed away, if it came to it I would finally tell him. That fact that I ever thought that he looked down at me in any kind of way seemed ridiculous.

The fear of him being disappointed wasn't there anymore. I wasn't scared anymore.

I laughed to myself as I imagine how he would react to having two different crushes on the same girl.

I would imagine it would be alot similar to my reaction if it had been Adrien who was Chat all this time.

I laughed again, wouldn't THAT be a riot?

oooooooo

It's now a quarter after noon. I got a text from Nathalie saying that Adrien was late for his evening photoshoot and she needed me to locate him.

I went over to see if he was still in his room. Adrien's been sleeping in alot lately. He's usually the one who's up before me.

I go and knock on his door. "Adrien? Adrien are you in here?"

No answer. So I try again.

"Adrien? Are you awake? Come on sleepy head it's after 12 already."

Nothing.

"Hmm.." I was about to come to a conclusion that he wasn't in his room. When I made my move to walk away I heard a groan from the other side of the door.

I leaned in trying to figure out what was going on. From the moaning and groaning I was hearing on the other side it sounded like he was in pain.

All kinds of thoughts was running through my head at once. Was he sick? Did he get hurt? Is someone ELSE hurting him??

There have been quite a few akumas that found their way into Adrien's house. What if there was one in his room with him right now?

With those thoughts in mind I started to bang on the door. "Adrien? Adrien?!"

Still no answer, with my worries increasing by the second, I decided there was no time to lose. "Adrien I'm coming in!"

I opened the door.