Bette wakes up to Tina's mouth kissing her neck, making sure to leave a mark on it to then trail a path of bites on her collarbone until finally reaching her breasts. When Bette finamly open her eyes she sees a fabolous vision: Tina is over her with one leg in between hers, her moouth sucking her left breast while her left hand take care of Bette's left nipple. When Tina senses that her fiancee is awake she left the sucking of her breast to greet her with a kiss on the mouth.
"Good morning babe"
"It is a good morning indeed -Bette grins at Tina and put her hand on the back of her neck so yhe could press her mouth to hers and give her a deep good morning kiss and after a while of making out Tina grabs both of Bette's wrist and put then above Bette's head and trap them behind a pillow commanding her not to move them- whatever you want me to do I would do my love"
Tina continues her trail of kisses down Bette's body until she is at her belly, where she pause to admire, to admire the three months pregnant belly of hee fiancee and how beautiful and sexy she looks pregnant
"I love that you are carrying our child, it's so sexy and it turns me on a lot. Fuck. I am starting to understand Helena. I love you"
Not less than thirty seconds later she is sucking Bette's clit and the beunette is having the time of her life when she wakes up from that wonderful sleep.
Fucking fuck, that was wonderful, this thing about the pregnancy it's getting into my head, I need to tell her, soon.
The partners are both sleeping in their room in L.A. Yes, they are still in L.A because they talked with Tina's boss and he understood that they had to be there to pay their respects to their deceased friend so he told them to stay there for two more weeks, that they could handle that time without Tina. So in those weeks things started to change drastically: Bette 's lawyers are working hard on negotiating Kelly's part of the gallery and they believe that next month she would be the only owner; Tassa ans Alice are getting to know each other and rekindling their relationship again and finally Sonny and Kit would be buying a house together with a couple of spare rooms for Sonny's son or for Bette and Tina when they came to visit.
Jenny's funeral was incredible beautiful and a lot of their old friends came to it.
That morning Bette woke up to a sleeping Tina snoring lightly and when she looked at the clock on the bedside table it says that i was still seven in the morning and the funeral would take place at twelve so Bette got up without waking Tina and went downstairs to check on Angie, who was soundly asleep and then she went to prepare coffee and do some laundry. Bette hates funerals, the last one was Dana's and know she is burying another one of her friends so she tries to keep her mind occupied. At eight thirty she went upstairs to have a shower and while she was there Tina got into the shower with her.
"Hi B, had you been awake a lot of time?"
"No, just an hour, I prepared some coffee and checked on Angie. I fucking hate funerals"
"I know, me too, my mother's was the hardest one and now another friend of us? It's bullshit" Tina grabs Bette head into her hands and kiss her deeply so instantly Bette feels that quemistry that she shares with Tina and Bette press her against the wall "no matter what you are feeling sex always makes you forget"
"You are just too irresistable Tee, I love you" Bette kiss her on the lips and then on her neck "I love the vein on your neck" then she gets into her collarbone where she leaves a mark, Bette has amways found hidden places to mark Tina and Tina gets so turned on when Bette marks her that instantly feels a gush of arousal leave her pussy and run down her thighs "I love to mark you" then she meets Tina's boobs and she admire them, taking them on her hands and playing around "I definitely loves these two, they are my best friends" Tina laughs but the pleasure Bette is giving her by sucking and licking her nipples make her take a deep breath.
"Jesus B, god…just…I need you inside me"
Bette looks at Tina without stopping ravishing her breasts and then descent to Tina's stomach and her C-section "Fuck, you can't believe how this turn me on, your C-section is beautiful, it can't be nothing less than beautiful because it was the way that we had our daughter and I love you so much for giving me Algelica"
Before Tina can answer Bette is kneeling on the shower floor and diving deep inside Tina's pussy and Tina scream and cry in ecstasy. Even if Tina had other lovers after Bette, no other one, not even Helena, could compare to this goddess ravishing her. They feel such connection that…that nothing really compares.
After their passion in the shower they clean and get dressed to then wake up Angelica. While Bette dress her in black and explain to her what would happen in a couple of hours Tina prepares some veggie fritatta for the three of them, another round of coffee and some milk for Angie. At eleven fifteen Kit and Sonny arrive to the house.
"Hi girls" Kit hugs her sister and then takes Angie into her arms "Ready to do this shit so we can move on to better and happy moments?"
"Appy!"
Kit kisses Angelica, thanking whatever entity is out there for giving her this precious gift because Angelica is her sun, it's the reason why she stays sober and do something with her life because she wants to make her proud.
When they are heading to the cars they stay in shock when they see Carmen de la Pica Morales leaving Shane's front door.
"Oi Gurl! You came?? Why you didn't came to see us!"
"Oh god Kit Porter, how great to see you. I came yesterday evening and…well, I was having a conversation with my exfiancee you see" Carmen hugs Bette, Tina and then Kit who still has Angie in her arms "My fucking god, it's this little Boo-Boo?"
Angie hides behind Kit's curls but still looks at Carmen with peripethal eyes.
"Angie, this is our friend, your aunt Carmen. C'mon, say hi to her"
Angie say a timid hi and then Carmen tickles her tummy what makes the little girl laugh and Bette and Tina can't help but smile at their little girl knowing her aunt again.
"Well, let's go to this crap so Jenny can rest in peace. Shane is very affected so she would meet us later. Alice and…her girlfriend would pick her up"
So the girls got into the car and to the cementery where they meet Marina and her wife, Tim and his family, Jenny's mom and Max. There are other people that they don't know so they stay in their group on one side of the cementery.
Five minutes before the ceremony starts Shane, Alice and Tasha arrives and Angie immediately run to her earth mother who picks her up and do silly faces to her.
"We are here today to honor the person who was Jennifer Schecter. She was an artist, a writer who lived in her own world, living her life as if she was in one of her novels and that made her life one of the most adventurous someone can have. She has a very tight group of friends who are here today to pay their respects and she was love by so many people. We hope you are living your own history wherever you are and the girls says to take care of Dana up there"
Her friends couldn't help but cry at the knowledge that not only Dana but now Jenny was dead too and they probably would never see their friends again. After the cementery the group of friends with Carmen, Marina and her wife went to Shane's so they could stay together and have that support system.
Sonny goes with Angie to Shane's room where she has some of Angie's toys and the girls stay on the living room: Shane, Carmen and Max sit on the big sofa; Alice, Tasha and Kit on the love seat; Tina sits on the armchair with Bette on her lap who pass one of her arms around her neck so Tina puts her free one on her fiancee's leg. Marina sits on the floor with her wife besides her.
"So Carmen!! What have you been doing and what are your future plans??"
"Oh well, I have been working as a DJ in Vermont and I was living with my ex for a couple of years and now…well, I miss L.A and I'm looking for a place to stay, meanwhile I would be staying in a hotel"
"You can stay here, you know? In a couple of weeks I would get rid of Jenny's room furniture because I can't stand letting it be the same as it was before and we can purchase new furniture for you. I still don't know what to do with Jenny's clothes and Jenny's personal things…Fuck"
"Sweetie, calm down. You still have time and if it is too hard for you to stay here you can always move elsewhere but remember that you have Max and you would not be alone"
Carmen stays silent the rest of the evening and before going she takes Shane apart to talk. Bette and Tina can see them from their seats and Alice is also very into the conversation, the gossip in girl is always looking for lesbo drama. When Shane returns and Carmen says goodbye Alice is the first to asks.
"She says she would move in here next week when the new furniture is here and…well fuck, we had a conversation last night about most of the things that happened when we were together and she says after a couple more of those conversations we can start as friends again, friends at least she says. That means something right?"
Surprisingly it is Bette who answer her: "You have to be patient, what you did to her was crap and she would not trust you easily so just be there for her and demostrate her that you can be a good friend and…eventually lover"
Tina smiles at Bette and gives her a kiss, proud that her baby learnt something from their own lesbo drama.
So that was a few days ago, now they just have three more days in L.A before moving to NY and they have sold the house to a gay couple from Angie's school, Bette would do a formal proposal of marriage for Tina that night and things looks great for them. Except that Bette wants to tell Tina about her desire to carry their next baby. She looks at Tina sleeping soundly besides her and decides to wake her making love to her because she just can't get enough of her and because she is sleeping in nothing more than one of my Yale t-shirts and that turn me on so much.
God, why did I cheat on her? How I could have treated her that way in our previous relationship?
Bette put herself over Tina and kiss her forehead but nothing happens so she kiss her nose. The blonde moves a little so Bette kiss her cheeks but is unsuccessful in waking her. When the brunette kiss her fiancee's eyes Tina smirks so knowing full well that she is finally awake the brunette kiss her on the mouth and after few seconds she opens hers and let access to Bette's tongue making out while Bette squeeze Tina's breasts and pinch her nipples. When she is licking and sucking her nipples and Tina is a mess Bette decides to ask her: "what are we going to do about the baby?"
"Ugh, I…can't…think…now. Later"
So Bette let it go in order to give her fiancee pleasure and after anotherwhile on her breasts and removing Bette's nightie Tina takes advantage of Bette and straddle her hips, putting herself on top, and they continue to make out. Tina touch every inch of Bette's skin whom is feeling in heaven at the moment. Everytime she and Tina make love is different than any other and they have such a strong connection that they connect in a level that they have not done with any other partner and that was what Bette has been craving while she was with Jodie. Both of them enter each other holes with two fingers at the same time, Bette moves them in and out for a while but Tina curls them instantly, reaching for Bette's G-spot and then rubbing her clit with her thumb.
"My fucking God…Jesus Tee"
Tina smiles and kiss her baby's chin tasting her sweat and then licking the vein on herneck because she knows, after all this years, that it's one of Bette's erogenous zones and she can feel her fiancee's walls squeezing her fingers, almost trapping them inside. Bette's legs quiver but she answer Tina's moves with one of her own, she adds another finger and increase the speed of her fuck so Tina starts convulsing in pleasure. Bette put her hands on her ass, her delicious ass so Tina is pressed harder against her. And soon, the blonde is telling the bhunette to come together, to feel their souls connecting. They kiss. Tina comes first lettingBette know by the amount of wetness she feels around her fingers and how tight she has become ald soon Bette follow hee, ejaculating all over their bedsheets .
"Oh my fucking god baby, you…you ejaculated, it has been a while since you did it. Should have been a powerful orgasm ah?"
Tina's look is one of inmense pleasure and satisfaction with herself.
"Oh shus, you let go of that smug look, you have seen me ejaculating before. Well, you and Danika are the only ones that had make me ejaculate and you know that"
"Well, I thought that maybe Jodie…"
"No, she never, she doesn't even know I can do that"
Tina snuggle her head in the curve of Bette's collarbone and starts drawing circles on her stomach, feeling so connected with her partner right know and Bette had never been patient so she has to say something about the baby to Tina:
"I want to carry our next baby, I want to get pregnant"
So Tina starts to panick Is Bette really saying what I think? She wants to get pregnant? She wants to carry our baby? Since when? She wanted that when she asked the first time? Why she didn't say anything when I talked about adoption?
So she rests her head on her hand and looks at Bette with no other emotion on her eyes that one of inmense adoration and Bette is relieved of seeing that.
"You want to carry our baby? Really?"
"Yeah Tee, that's why I suggested it the other time in the patio but you never thought I could or i would want to…why?"
"Babe, it's just that the first timw you were so into your work and your success that you said i would carry all our babies so I thought that you still wanted that but…" Tina touch Bette's face, admiring her feautures "I think it would be the greatest thing ever, to see you pregnant, to watch your belly grow and to see you get even more beautiful"
They both cry and Bette kisses Tina like if she has given her the most beautiful gift and well, Bette is the oldest and she isn't getting any younger so if she wants to get pregnant now, at 38 would be a great time (In my mind Bette and Tina met when they were rather young, Bette was 26 and Tina 23 or 24) and she is ready now that she would be on NY not working as much as she used to and letting James take care of the gallery (he would buy the other part once Bette has all the prrperty) so she would have time to prepare and relax for a pregnancy and taking care of Angie.
"So…we are going to have a baby? We really are?"
"Yeah baby, we you are and I would take good care of you. But what about the donor, what we should do?"
"Well I was thinking on using a blonde donor so in that way the baby would have something of us both… I don't want you to feel excluded because they are all black or something"
"No babe, I don't care about that anymore. I want Angie to have a biological brother or sister, even if it's just a half-sibling. What do you think if we use Marcus again? He let enough sperm for a couple of kids more"
Bette just smiles and hugs Tina, crying happy tears, they are both crying. The brunette also wanted Angie to have a biological sibling even if it doesn't matter they both wanted that, for them to be similar and have something in common apart of their mothers.
"Oh god, I would have to deal with your moody attitude when you are pregnant. I bet you will be mad everytime"
Bette just kiss Tina because in that momemt of happiness nothing else matters.
*Next night*
Bette has been planning the formal proposal for these last week and a half. She has the help from Kit, Shane, Carmen and Helena because she wanted to wait to tell Alice so she can focus on her relationship with Tasha and everything they have to solve so Helena helped her with the engagement ring choosing the perfect ring for Tina (it was very simmilar to their old commitment ring but with a diamon in the middle of the three bands) and then Kit helped her choose the music and would let her have HIT as the place for the celebration and then Carmen would be the DJ and Shane would do the photos and decorate the place.
The day before the proposal Bette meets Alice for breakfast at The Planet and tell hee the plan for the next night and initially Alice is furious that Bette waited a week and a half to tell her.
"Alice, I wanted you to focus on Tash and your relationship and now that you are in a better place with her you can help me with what excuse to give Tina for this gathering because I have no fucking idea and Shane said that you could help her decorate"
After a while of crazy ideas from Alice she came with the best: "I would call TK later and tell her about this surprise I want to give Tasha for our anniversary and that I need you both to be HIT at 7p.m because Tasha would arrive at 7:30. What do you think?"
"That's brilliant, thanks Alice. How are thinks going with Tash? I want you to be honest"
"The first two days it was rocky because of the aftermath of the interrogation and Jenny's death but then we got to my apartment and spend like four hours talking non stop about her feeling for Jaimie, my feelings, our future and all that crap. God Bette, we went to sleep at three a.m in each other arms and since them we have been having honest conversations and rekindling our relationship"
After a little while more of conversation they part ways and Bbetw goes to pick up the ring and when she arrives home Tina tell her about Alice plan and Bette smiles agreging inmediatly so the next night Melissa is there to babysit Angelica. Before going to the car Bette gives instructions to Melissa to dress Angie as soon as they leave the house and get in the cab that would arrive ten minutes later because their taxi driver would take the longest route so Angie can be there before them. And while on the taxi Tina's hand can'thelp but touch every inch of Bette's body, she starts by putting her roght hand on her leg to then touch her arm and the side of her left breast and once her hand is very near the place between her legs Bette stops her.
"We are almost there honey, so wait until tonight or well, we can have a quickie in the bathroom –Bette whispers in her ear so the taxi driver can't hear them and Tina winks at her or try to do it because after all this time she still doesn't know how to wink.
Once inside everything is dark so Tina calls for Alice.
"Alice, WE ARE HERE!"
And as soon as she says that the lights are on and their friends and families are on the dance floor screaming SURPRISE to everyone. Tina can'tbelieve her eyes and looks at Bette that has a microphone on her hand.
"My Love, 11 years ago I was just a gallery owner and you were just a straight girl dating a very simple man but we fell in love, we fell in love with a simple stare, with very few words so today, after everything that we have been through, I wanted to dedicate these songs to you so you can know how much I love you" Bette nod at Carmen that is on the DJ boot and she starts playing the song "This first song is the one I listened in my house after I kissed you for the first time in my office"
Bette put one of her arms around Tina's waist and looks at her eyes, the sexy guitar solo stars playing and the beunette starts singing. She can sing very well, almost as well as Kit and her raspy voice make her even more sexy.
At the sexy guitar solo Tina instantly knows what songs it is: Come over here by Sarah Bettens but sang by Bette beautiful and sexy voice:
Something tells you, you should go / Deep down you've always known/ Something sweet is on the other side
Tina thinks that this verses are very much what happened to her those weeks that followed Bette kiss because she knew she has been repressing those feelings inside herself.
Mama is gonna cry for you/Papa might disown you / You are getting ready for the ride
And Tina once again reflects on her life because her mother did not cry because she was dead by the time she started dating Bette but she might have and her dad actually disowned and rejected her. The blonde is fast taken out of her thoughts when Bette sexy voice stars singing the chorus and Tina is very aroused by her raspy voice, so sexy. Kit and Carmen do the nanananana…
So won't you come over here?/Come over here/ Come over here
(Nana nana nana nana na/nana nana nana)
Come over here (Nana nana nana nana na/nana nana nana)
Wear this shirt you think you like/ There's all kinds of shades of white/ Embrace the color in your life/ You can't see beyond the wall/ Paradise for those who fall/ Out of grace, there simply out of side /So won't you come over here?/ Come over here/ Come over here
Someone out there will hate you now/ But what you take is what you allow
It is true that all of Tina's friends from her childhood stopped talking to her because they were bigots and very close minded people.
Wear this shirt you think you like/There's all kinds of shades of white/Embrace the colour in your life/ You can't see beyond the wall/ Paradise for those who fall/Out of grace, there simply out of side/So won't you come over here?/ Come over here/ Come over here
At the end of the song Bette press her forehead against Tina's and they swing a little to the end of the chorus and Tina whispers an I love You to her.
"This next song is the one that was playing the first time we made love and for me it was completely real. You were all over me, you let it all go and you were my sweet woman, you would always be"
Sweet woman/ Rising inside my door,
I think Im missing you/ Singing to me them soft words/ Taking me to your secret/ Letting me know/ Taking me in/ You let it all go/ Let it all go/Oh the warm, surrounding me/ This night, staring, staring at me/ Oh the warm, surrounding me/It just won't let me/ Just won't let me be
And both women are back to that time 11 years ago after a month or so of formally dating when they stayed at Tina's apartment watching a movie and while making out Tina felt the need of making love with Bette, she felt a rush of passion and they made love for the first time. Tina remembers the way Bette treated her, so sweet, so caring, like the woman in front of her was going to break or dissapear any minute. And like the song said when she hold Tina after she had the first orgasm of the night Tina was hers, completely hers and Bette had ruined every other lover for her.
Bette keep singing
A little passage of time / Till I hold you and youll be mine/ Sweet woman, rising so ffine A little passage of time/ Till I hold you and youll be mine
Sweet woman, rising so fine/ Oh the warm, surrounding me, / This night, staring, staring at me
Oh the warm, surrounding me/ It just won'tlet me/ Just wont let me be/ A little passage of time
Till I hold you and youll be mine/ Sweet woman rising so fine
A little facet of time/ Till I hold you and youll be mine
Sweet woman, woman, rising so fine
Bette held Tina closely during the song, singing it in her ear and when she finish she just smile at her girlfriend and looks into her beautiful green eyes: This next song is going to be sad…because it was the second saddest moment in our life, at least for me. And it was losing our baby boy, losing him was like…losing part of our life, part of ourselves so I wanted to sing this song to him. This song is called Going too soon because he left us when we didn't wanted but we would always have him in our hearts.
Today could have been the day/That you blow out your candles/ Make a wish as you close your eyes./Today could have been the day/Everybody was laughing/Instead I just sit here and cry,
Who would you be?/ What would you look like, When you looked at me for the very first time?/ Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life./Not a day goes by/ That I don't think of you/ I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose/ Such a ray of light we never knew/ Gone too soon, yeah.
Would you have been president/ Or a painter, an author, or sing like your mother?/ One thing is evident/ Would've given all I had/ Would've loved you like no other.
Who would you be/ What would you look like/ Would you have my smile and her eyes?/ Today could have been the next day of the rest of your life./Not a day goes by/ That I don't think of you/ I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose/ Such a ray of light we never knew/ Gone too soon, yeah.
Not a day goes by,
Oh, I'm always asking why.
Everybody is dancing slowly to this beautiful song but Tina can't dance. Tina just can focus on her girl, on her Bette. She is singing about their little boy with so much sadness in her voice, with so much…loss but with a love that she only ever show for their daughter. And this song it's so real, they just hope that he is well and happy wherever he is.
Not a day goes by/ That I don't think of you/ I'm always asking why this crazy world had to lose/ Such a beautiful light we never knew/Gone too soon/ You were gone too soon/Not a day goes by that I don't think about you
Tina cries, she cries into Bette's neck and she hugs her, and they stay in the middle of the dance floor giving each other comfort, grieving their son but after a while Bette rinse Tina's tears and chuckle: I don't want to make you cry, this next song is the one that I used to listen to while you were with Helena –she looks at her – and with jackass Henry. And I suppose you can relate this with…my other lovers"
Bette can't say the name of Candance because that name has been forbidden for so long but before Tina can even get to that place again Bette starts singing with her beautiful voice.
Tonight I feel so weak/ But all in love is fair/ I turn the other cheek/ And I feel the slap and the sting of the foul night air/ And I know you're only human/ And I haven't got talking room/ But tonight while I'm making excuses/ Some other woman is making love to you
Somebody bring me some water/ Can't you see I'm burning alive/ Can't you see my baby's got another lover/ I don't know how I'm gonna survive/ Somebody bring me some water/ Can't you see it's out of control/ Baby's got my heart and my baby's got my mind/ But tonight the sweet Devil's got my soul
When will this aching pass/ When will this night be through/ I want to hear the breaking glass/I only feel the steel of the red hot truth /And I'd do anything to get it out of my mind/ I need some insanity that temporary kind/ Tell me how will I ever be the same/ When I know that woman is whispering your name
Somebody bring me some water/ Can't you see I'm burning alive/ Can't you see my baby's got another lover/ I don't know how I'm gonna survive
Tina kisses Bette once she stops singing and smiles at her because yes, she can relate to Bette's past lovers and of course she is sure that her brunette fiancee felt exactly the same as she did but that is finally in the past now.
When Tina thought that Bette's surprise had ended she surprised her by taking her hand and running with her to the stand and another song start playing and Bette is so nervous and Alice is so excited. Bette just says a few words that intrigue Tina a lot: I hope you can understand the meaning behind this song.
Not sure if you know this/ But when we first met/ I got so nervous I couldn't speak
In that very moment/ I found the one and/ My life had found its missing piece
So as long as I live I love you/ Will have and hold you/ You look so beautiful in white
And from now til my very last breath/ This day I'll cherish/ You look so beautiful in white/Tonight
No. She can't be saying what I think she is saying. Thinks Tina while listening to Bette's song.
What we have is timeless/ My love is endless/ And with this ring I Say to the world/You're my every reason/ You're all that I believe in/ With all my heart I mean every word/So as long as I live I love you/ Will have and hold you/ You look so beautiful in white/And from now til my very last breath/ This day I'll cherish/ You look so beautiful in white
I mean….she told me in our bed but this…in front of everyone…Oh my god now everything has sense
You look so beautiful in white/So beautiful in white
And if a daughter is what our future holds/ I hope she has your eyes/ Finds love like you and I did/ Yeah, and when she falls in love, we'll let her go
She'll look so beautiful in white
Suddenly Angelica came from behind the curtains by Kit's hand and holding a small box in one hand and a small bouquet of flowers in the other. She gets on a knee and Bette does the ssame
You look so beautiful in white/ You look so beautiful in white/Tonight
"I know that I asked you this in the privacy of our home and you said yes, but I wanted to cherish you today, I wanted to tell the world how much I love you and I wanted to give you a proper ring so: Christina Kennard, would you give me the pleasure to marry you so I can make you the happiest woman alive and you would also make me the happiest woman alive?"
"YES! Of course –Tina kneels in front of them and kiss Bette with so much passion that their daughter giggles a little so the three of them hugs and laugh in happiness –Yes Elizabeth Maxine Porter, I would marry you, I would say yes to you everyday of every year in this universe and in any other"
Bette takes the ring out of the box with trembling hands because she has never been this nervous in her life and put it in Tina's ring finger where their commitment rings used to be and she treats Tina's hand like it is going to break. Tina admires the beautiful ring and smiles at Bette.
"I'm going to give you a ring too, we had to stop being heteronormative in everything we do uh?"
Bette smiles at Tina and have tears in her very expressive eyes.
"This is one of the happiest days of my life"
The songs are:
Come Over Here By Sharah Bettens (First kiss)
Sweet woman (their first time)
Gone too soon Daughtry (Losing their baby)
"Bring Me Some Water" by Melissa Etheridge
Beautiful in White –by Westlife (Marry me )