"I really don't know how to start, its a long story."
"Just start by tellinge who he is."
"Well as you know, his name was Sebastian, he was a junior at high school when I met him." I deflated slightly, remembering how we met.
"Go on." He pushed on,
" well I had just started on the cheer leading team, and he was the football. We were always bumping into each other so it wasn't long before we started to get close," he stayed silent, so I continued on," as we got closer to each other, he started telling me more about his ghost of a mother and alcoholic of a father, and how he was forced to live with his american aunt. Which was hard for him as when he was ten, he had to move all the way from Paris, France to L.A. I became even more caring towards him when he told me how his father was also abusive towards both him and his mother. I'd known him for what felt like forever when we finally started dating, but it was only for 4 months, 2 of which we has started properly started getting to know one another."
"It was Christmas day when we officially started dating. He said that it was the best present anyone could give him. So for the first month, it was all fun and games, we constantly went on dates, going round each others houses, and over all being a normal couple." I smiled at those memories. Then it faded.
"Well that was until a month later, January 25th. " I looked Have in the eye, preparing him for what was to come next.
"The day started off weird, he didn't talk to me and ignored all my calls. That night I went round his house to figure out what was wrong. He claimed that I was cheating on him, and that I didn't care about him. I tried convincing him until he came to the conclusion that the only way he would believe me was if I slept with him, of course I didn't want to, so we ended up having a full blown argument, until he hit me. He hit me so hard that the force knocked me to the ground, he then decided that he might as well force me into sleeping with him, I as so scared, we were home alone, though luckily he didn't get that far before his aunt unexpectedly returned home. I used my chance to leave then. My cheek was red from these slap he'd given me so I had to wear tons of concealer just to make it look unoticiable."
" After that night, he changed, he started to become easily jealous and convinced that I was cheating on him. So he started hitting me more frequently too. He was smart when it came to making sure no one noticed. He always isolated sure I didn't talk to anyone else for too long. He also only hit me where I could hide them, my arms and stomach area was the targeted areas, but he didn't always stop himself from wrapping his hand around my neck-"
"Clary, you don't have to continue, I get it, that sick bastard wanted you in pain, just don't carry on, youve clearly had enough yourself." I was puzzled for a second until I realized that tears were silently cascadind down my face. I couldn't stop them though , so I gave up.
Have pulled me onto his lap and hugged me tightly to his chest, he patted my back as the tears kept rolling down.
"Where is Jon?"
"He went out to Izzy's for a while."
"You won't tell him, will you?"
He sighed, calculating for a second. "Nah, its you're job to tell him, but you should. Its better for him to find out by you instead of by mistake. And with those words, I'll be leaving" he got up and kissed my for head before leaving.
Once he left, I couldn't help but think of how Sebastian was before he changed. Of only he'd stayed as the sweet boy I loved and not the one I hated.
sorry for any errors, I wrote this chapter on my phone, please review.
P.s this s a place fanfic