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Previously on Primal Evil - "A ghoul is a monster or evil spirit in Arabic mythology." He explained. "It's a being that is often associated with graveyards and enjoys consuming human flesh." A wave of nausia washed over me again as I tried to hold myself back from throwing up as more flashbacks filled up inside my mind. "A ghoul is also a desert-dwelling, shapeshifting, demon that can assume the diguise of an animal, especially a hyena." Spike continued.

"According to arabic folklore, the Ghoul feeds on blood, and eats the dead, then takes on the form of the person they have most recently eaten. They are beings which are largely misrepresented to describe anything from vampires, zombies or other mythical creatures, a ghoul has habits and behaviour which can make it far more distinct. Despite this, even today it is used as a general phrase to describe someone or something who displays a macabre love of death or torture, especially any frowned-upon activities taking place in graveyards."

I could feel my eyelids growing heavy as I began to drift off to sleep but my dreams were anything but unpleasent and began to grow worse by the second.

First it was full of nothing but gravesights and gravestones with the names of all my friends etched onto them, followed by rivers of blood as the images shifted to now seeing all their bodies lying all around me in nothing but a sea of carnage. As I looked around at at the horror that was around me the last thing I heard was a high pitched hyena like laughter followed by a pair of glowing emerald green eyes.

I snapped myself awake breathing so hard that I was panting and my body was shaking as I was covered in sweat, as I kept hearing the high pitched laughter echoing all around me growing louder and louder. I covered my hands over my ears hoping to silence the laughter but it wasn't working as waves of pain now began to flow throughout my entire body. First from my right shoulder then all the way down to my toes. The pain was so intense that I couldn't help myself from screaming out in agony until I felt a pair of hands grabbed me and started shaking me but I couldn't register what was happening only the violent waves of pain that were flodding through me like angry ocean waves crashing agianst the shoreline. the next thing I felt was a painful pinch in my neck as nothing but a blanket of darkness engulfed me as I passed out.

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Chapter 3 - What the hell am I?

{Xander's POV}

When I came to, all I saw was a pair of blue eyes which told me I was staring up into Spike's face. "Feeling any better?" He asked as I watched him bring a bottle of beer to his lips. "What the hell did you do me?" I groaned trying to sit up despite a wave of dizziness held me back down. "You didn't bite me did you?"

"Relax wanker if I wanted to turn you from a bite don't you think I would have already done so already?"

"So you did bite me! You bastard!" I cried out sitting up in the bed in both shock and anger.

"Well what the hell did you expect me to do? You were basically turning all demonic. I had to calm you down somehow and apparently that was the only way to get you back to normal."

My head started to spin and I started to feel slightly sick to my stomach as I tried to wrap my head around on what had just happened.

"So am I going to turn into a vampire now on top of this damned hyena spirit thing? Great this is just great. I mean Buffy's gonna kill me."

"Actuallly she'll kill me." Spike interjected. "Or at least she'll try to. I mean between you and me we both know she doesn't have the heart to stake me."

"Considering you banged her." I said rolling my eyes as I slowly lowered myself back down onto the bed letting my weary head hit the pillows.

"Careful wanker, I may have bitten you, but I can turn you If I choose to." Spike replied as I saw a flash of blue shimmering in his eyes causing me to shiver in fright as I took in a deep breath and rolled over on my side so that I wasn't facing him anymore.

"I thought all vampires can turn people from a bite." I said after a few minutes of silence.

"Just drop it for now Harris. The important thing now is trying to figure out a way to turn you back to normal before Buffy and the rest of you little gang find out what's happening."

"Find out about what?" I snapped my head toward the sound of a voice I instantly reconized as belonging to none other then Willow.

"Xander? What's going on? Please tell me you and Spike aren't getting it on with each other? Cause that's just sick and wrong."

"God no!" I cried out quickly moving from the bed to stand but a wave of dizziness forced me to sit down on the bed nearly falling back down on my back. Beads of sweat started for form on my forhead and I could feel waves of pain flowing down my shoulder.

"How the hell did you find me here?" Spike asked. "This is my lair."

"I used a tracking spell in order to find Xander and it's a damn good thing I did." Willow's tone was starting to rise in anger. "I swear to holy hell Spike If you hurt him I will do a hell of a lot worse to you then Buffy ever could."

"Will, it's not Spike's fault okay? It's mine. I was being stupid like always."

"What are you talking about Xander?" Willow asked as I heard the sound of her footsteps walking toward me.

A burst of pain shot down my arm so intense that I cried out agony clutching my shoulder as the rest of my body suddeny started shaking as though I was convulsing. The high pitched hyena lauhgter I had heard before was now all around me ringing inside my head.

"Xander? Xander are you okay?" I distantly heard Willow's voice calling me as my vision started to go blurry. I had no idea what the hell was happening to me but I knew that whatever it was it definitely wasn't good.

The next thing I heard was the sound of Willow screaming and a hard crunching noise, which sounded like bones snapping, followed by someone shrieking in agony. For the second time in what felt like an eternity since Spike saved me all I saw was nothing but darkness unawhere if I had just commited the mureder of my best friend and if Willow was even still alive or not.

TOO BE CONTINUED...What will happen with Xander now? Will The scooby gang have no choice but to take him out if they can't find a way to change hi back to normal? Is Willow really gone? Or whas it somehow all inside Xander's mind? Stay turned to find out more. Chapter 4 will be coming soon. Hope you enjoyed and are excited to keep reading more.