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Chapter 5: The Past; The Human World - Part 1


Ulquiorra had been sent out on one of Aizen's missions for several months. Where to? No one had any idea except Aizen himself. It was a top secret mission which was why it was assigned to Ulquiorra. Ciara missed her espada, but she knew she had nothing to worry about. Her espada was strong, intelligent, and stealthy. She didn't need to worry about him, in fact she needed to focus on herself and continue improving. She knew she couldn't be the strongest, but she wanted to be the best she could be.

Aizen was back in Las Noches and called for a private meeting, but for some reason it sounded like it was for just her and a certain blue haired espada.

'This better not be another mission of me and Grimmjow again,' Ciara thought.

In the past several moths after she battled Grimmjow's fraccion, she hadn't spoken to him much. For the most part she put up a cold face around him. To her surprise, he stopped bothering her, but sometimes she swear she could feel him watching her while she was training. As long as he didn't approach her, she didn't care too much. The last mission they went on when Grimmjow tried to get a promotion went horribly that she almost died. If anything, at least now she was stronger. Walking into the room, Aizen was already seated on the throne above, waiting.

"Aizen, It's so nice to see you again, it's been a while since you came to Hueco Mundo."

"Nice to see you are doing well, Ciara. Yes, it's been some time. But with you keeping track of things around here I have no need to worry."

Ciara nodded in acknowledgement. "I heard this meeting involves only me and Grimmjow. I do hope it's not another mission consisting of the two of us."

"Intelligent as always, Ciara. I will not lie to you though, but I will wait till your partner for the mission arrives before giving details."

Grimmjow being his usual self walked in the doors several seconds after the appointed time to see Aizen sitting in the throne and Ciara standing before him.

"Grimmjow, how kind of you to join us today." Aizen spoke. " I have a mission for the two of you, it is very important mission I believe only the two of you can perform."

Grimmjow's face turned into a scowl. "Last time I went on a mission with this woman, all she did was slow me down."

"Excuse me?! If it weren't for me you wouldn't have been able to figure out the riddles!"

"Silence, the two of you. As you can see I depend on Ciara's intelligence and your combat skills for that mission. I will need to combine both your strengths for this next mission again. The both of you will live in the human world for several months to gather information. You will live posing as a human in a gigai. "

"What!?" they both yelled in unison.

"It's fuckin' bad enough to be stuck with this woman, but to have no powers and act like a human?!"

"Silence. Part of your rank represents your raw strength, while the other part represents your ability to adapt to different environments and you have not proven that yet, Grimmjow. This is an important mission, I'm sure you will fit in with the humans, just make sure not to harm them. Besides, Ulquiorra and Ciara have been doing on similar missions in the past year, don't tell me you can't handle such a simple task?"

Ciara couldn't help but smirk after hearing Aizen praise her espada. There was no way Grimmjow was going to back down now.

Grimmjow growled at this statement, but did not talk back while Aizen smirked.

"As I stated, the two of you will leave tomorrow for the human world, Karakura town. I have prepared a place for the two of you to live. You will pretend to be human students and interact with them. The more you fit, the better. You will be in a gigai that will suppress your power and hide your spiritual energy."

"So we'll be fuckin' weak?"

"You will still be stronger than a normal human, but nothing compared to what you are now. And you are not to leave your gigai, otherwise any shinigami's in the area will be able to sense you right away. Am I clear?"

"Yes, Aizen." They both responded.

"Excellent, you are both dismissed."


The next day, Grimmjow and Ciara had changed into their gigai while still in Hueco Mundo, so when they arrived in the human world, no one would be able to sense them. Aizen had opened the granata for them, when they stepped out, they were located in downtown Karakura town in an alley way facing a brick red wall.

"What the fuck? Why are we facing a wall?"

"Aizen said we would face the door steps to our apartment, so it must be here." Ciara gave the wall a glance over, she noticed a couple bricks out of place and pressed on it to reveal a door. A scanner popped out and she placed her hands on it, then the door automatically unlocked. "Looks like this is going to be our new home." she said excitedly walking through the doorway.

Inside was an average looking apartment, nothing fancy, but enough to make it a home. The entrance way led to the living room which had a three person couch, TV, coffee table, and empty shelf. The kitchen and bathroom also had the typical furniture and appliances. "Seems like a pretty good place."

Grimmjow grunted in response, nothing special to him. "Where the fuck are we going to sleep?"

"In the bedroom of course, here I think it's this last door at the end of the hall." Ciara opened the door to find a typical looking bedroom with a closet, dresser, desk and a queen sized bed.

"There's only one fuckin' bed?!"

"Maybe we missed a room, there was another door in the hall. " But it turned out to be just a closet.

"Well then, I get the bed and you get the couch."

"Wait, what? that's not fair!"

"You're fuckin' small, so you fit better on the couch. Unless, you really want to come sleep with me, not going to promise anything..."

Ciara couldn't really argue about that, Grimmjow would probably be too tall for the couch. "Yeah, but usually the guy offers the bed to the girl."

"Who the fuck do you take me for? A human?"

"Tsk, then how about we rotate?"

"Tch, no fuckin' way. The bed's mine."

Ciara signed, giving in. She was going to have to accept the couch. Why in the world didn't Aizen get them a two bedroom apartment?

"Fine, you can have the damn bed." she grumbled. This mission was not off to a pleasant start for Ciara.

Shorty after they checked out their apartment, they started to feel hungry. Their gigai bodies required basically the same things that a human would need to feel at it's peak. The difference was they wouldn't die from starvation or lack of sleep, but their gigai just wouldn't function well, so it was best to keep up with the human needs. The fridge and cupboards didn't have any food stocked up, so they decided to check out the area around the apartment.

They only walked a couple minutes before an Italian cafe, A taste of Italy, caught Ciara's eye. Looking through the windows, the cafe looked had a traditional Italian and welcoming vibe. From the signs, it seemed like everything was made from scratch in store, which sounded appealing. Nothing better than homemade food and supporting local business.

"Let's try this place, it looks like they make their own gelato!"

"What's gelato?"

"It's basically ice cream, but better. Not that you really know what ice cream is either."

It was true, Grimmjow didn't really know the human terms for the different foods. But from the word, ice cream, he figured it was something cold and creamy.

Once they walked into the cafe, they were greeting by a middle aged Italian man. He noted that he's never seen Grimmjow and Ciara before and asked if they were new, in which they responded yes. He introduced himself as Stephano, the owner of the family run cafe. His wife, Teresa, waved to them from the kitchen. Since it was the afternoon, Ciara decided to try some gelato, Grimmjow following her lead. After finishing their gelato, they checked out some of the shops and looked at some of the other eateries around the area. Ciara also grabbed some simple groceries and snacks to stock the kitchen with before heading back to the apartment.


Today, Ciara and Grimmjow were going to start their first day of class at Karakura high school. According to their registration forms they received from Aizen, they would be posing as senior year high school students. It was silly to say the least, and the fact that they had to wear human uniforms was not appealing whatsoever, especially to Grimmjow. He felt childish wearing the uniform sweater and pants. Ciara wouldn't admit it in front of Grimmjow, but she was actually kinda excited to experience a human life, it seemed like it could be fun.

"Thank you for introducing yourselves, Ciara why don't you take the empty seat near the front, and Grimmjow you can take the one in the back. We will get class started, if you have any questions please raise your hand."

Grimmjow had no idea what the teacher was talking about during the any of the lessons. Why the fuck would humans teach this stuff? It wasn't even lunch time yet and he was bored as heck, so his eyes couldn't help but wander. He could see Ciara at the front, feverishly writing down everything into her note book. She looked concentrated, like she actually knew what was going on.

He slowly took in the rest of his surroundings. Most students looked like they were concentrated on the teacher as well. His eyes landed on the girl one row forward across from him. She looked good, even in her school uniform, her body resembled the arrancar women in Hueco Mundo: big tits and ass. He enjoyed the view, the school uniform clearly wasn't made to handle the size of her breasts, so it outlined the curves of her body and a decent amount of cleavage was put on view. He had to admit, she was hot for a human, he'd fuck her.

When the lunch bell finally rang, Grimmjow sighed in relief, it was about time. Most students walked over to their friends and started talking, while others left the room. He realized he didn't really know where to go, so he slowly got up and stretched, hoping Ciara would know, but she already seemed preoccupied with some guy. How he didn't notice someone walk behind him until they spoke was beyond him, he would have to blame the damn gigai for diluting his senses.

"Hello, my name is Nana, nice to meet you."

Grimmjow couldn't believe it, the large breasted woman was introducing herself to him. This seemed too easy. The woman was holding her books pressed up against her chest, making her breasts half popping out of her shirt, and as if to make it even better for Grimmjow, she dropped her pen on the ground.

"Opps," She said as she slowly bent down to pick it up, which gave him a view of her ass. Was the women trying to tempt him? If so, it was working.

"How many times have you tried that move?" he questioned.

Nana smirked. "Ohh, this is only the first time, the rest of the guys already know what assets I have. Just wanted to make sure you were... aware."

This woman, was definitely not shy, she knew what she wanted and wasn't afraid to show it. "Only a blind man wouldn't notice your assets."

Nana ginned, "I'll take that as a compliment, Grimmjow. Since it's lunch break, why don't I show you around? Especially the best places to get some privacy."

Grimmjow followed without hesitation. He had to say though, he never thought school would get his pants so excited.


When Ciara was on missions with Ulquiorra, she had observed many humans in the human world, so she already knew how school education worked. She was excited to say the least, she never thought she'd get the opportunity to feel human. As soon as the teacher began the lecture, her focus was completely on learning. She found the topics interesting, and loved gaining new information.

When the lunch bell rang, Ciara peered back to make sure Grimmjow was okay. He looked hella bored, but besides that he seemed fine. She wasn't surprised though, she predicted he wouldn't be a fan of school Ciara wanted to explore the school, so she packed up her books, but hen she felt someone walk up behind her. She slowly looked over her shoulder to see a male student standing behind her. He had dark brown hair, a slim figure, and was medium tall in height.

"Ciara, right?" Ciara nodded. "My name is Ren, I just sit near the back of the class and didn't get all the notes, could I take a look at yours?"

"Of course." Ciara said without hesitation, she quiclky rumaged her bag for her notebook. While she watched Ren copy down some notes, she couldn't help but realized how handsome he was, she blushed at the thought, was she crushing on a human?

Ciara glanced around to make sure Grimmjow was okay, and to her surprise he was having a conversation with one of the busty females in the class. She even watched him follow her out of the room with a grin on his face. 'Wow' thought Ciara, that was the first time she had seem Grimmjow look so excited since receiving this mission.

Ren handed her notebook back. "Thanks, your notes are really neat."

"You're welcome, thanks." She expected him to leave, but it seemed like he had more to say to her.

"Has anyone showed you around yet?"

"Uhh, no, not yet."

"Well I'm not up to much, did you want me to show you around?"

"If you don't mind, that would be really kind of you."

"Of course, come on, follow me."


For the next couple months, Ciara spent a lot of time with the human named Ren, while Grimmjow spent his time with the woman named Nana. Much to Ciara's surprise, they were actually fitting in quite well with the humans, especially Grimmjow. He actually kept out of trouble, for the most part, but was definitely popular with the girls. A couple of the girls even began to take note and got jelouse that she and Grimmjow sometimes arrived and left school together. At that point they couldn't really hide it, so they came up with an excuse on the spot and said they were cousins, and hence roommates during their stay here in Karakura Town. Thankfully the humans believed it, cause there probably wasn't much better excuse.

It was Friday night and Ciara was lying on the couch, about to go to sleep. Normally on Friday and Saturday nights she would go out with Ren on dates. However, Ren was gone for the weekend for the school's kendo competition, so she decided to relax at home by herself for the night. She went grocery shopping and used her newly gained cooking skills to make herself dinner. After dinner, she took a shower and watched movies the entire night. As she turned out the lights and laid on the couch, she realized how much time had already gone by. Grimmjow and her had been in the human world for about two months. They both were going out with humans and even learned to live as one.

Ciara closed her eyes and let thoughts of Ren fill her mind. He was so sweet and gentle to her, so she couldn't help but like him. However, recently she felt that he had gotten a little more pushy, and seemed like he wanted to take things further with her. Ciara wasn't a virgin, but she wasn't quite sure how she felt with sleeping with a human, especially since he looked just like someone she once loved. The more she thought about the topic, the more she would imagine them in bed together, but it just didn't seem right. Her body was beginning to say yes, but mind was still against it. She felt guilty that perhaps the main reason she fell for the human was because he reminded her of her past lover, Kaede. Ren resembled him so much, she wasn't sure if she was falling for some human just because they looked like Kaede. Lastly, Ciara thought of sex as something more intimate, not something to do casually. She wanted to be sure of her feelings before that stage.

It was just after midnight, when the door to the apartment opened, startling Ciara from her thoughts. Grimmjow had walked into the apartment.

"Since when do you come home on Friday nights?" grumbled Ciara as she blocked her eyes from the lights that had been switched on.

"What's it matter to you?"

"I was hoping to have the place all to myself and not have to see you."

"Tch, well too bad."

"It's already past midnight, aren't you usually busy sleeping with Nana?"

Grimmjow grinned, "Been there and done that already. After I fucked her she got all whinny and wanted to cuddle, so I left. I'd rather sleep alone in my bed."

"Wow, now I feel kinda sorry for her. And here I thought you had some feelings towards her."

"Tch, the only feelings I have for her is lust. What don't tell me you have feelings for the human boy?"

Ciara blushed, shit maybe she shouldn't have said anything. "Just ignore what I said." she muttered.

Grimmjow, however, wasn't satisfied with her answer, and walked over to the couch she was sleeping on and pulled the blanket off so he could inspect Ciara's facial reaction.

"What the fuck Grimmjow! I'm trying to sleep here!" she complained, throwing her hands up in the air.

"You can't be fuckin' serious! You've actually developed feelings for that human?"

She couldn't exactly deny it since it was written all over her face. "So what of it?" she asked sheepishly.

"He's a fucking human, you've got to be crazy to bring yourself down to a human level. Aizen would be disappointed that his princess fell for a peasant," he mocked.

"First of all, I have not fallen in love with the human. Second, I enjoy the human's presence cause unlike you and the rest of the fucking men in Hueco Mundo, he isn't a dick and respects me."

"Tch, he's a guy, he just wants to get in your pants."

"Excuse me, what do you know about Ren? Unlike you, he doesn't go making out with girls during class."

"He's a guy, all guys think the same. Besides he dated Nana before, which means he just wanted a good fuck."

This was news to Ciara. "He never mentioned that before..."

"Tch of course not. Why the fuck would he tell you if you didn't ask?"

The thought of them dating before... "Whatever, they're not anymore." she said ending the conversation. At least that's what she tried to tell herself, but deep down she knew it was going to bother her for the rest of the night.


The next morning, the two arrancar's slept in so it was basically lunch time.

"What's for lunch?" Grimmjow half complained.

"Well I'm not your maid, Grimmjow. Besides I was just planning to go to the usual cafe downstairs."

"The Italian one? Why there?"

"Cause it's just around the corner, and it's all homemade. Besides they give me a discount cause I'm a regular. Also cause it's not full of loud and drunk people."

"Tch, fine."

"I didn't say to come with me."

"Well I'm coming cause I ain't got much money left."

Ciara rolled her eyes, of course. Ciara and Grimmjow walked down to the italian cafe where they were greeted by the owner, Stephano.

"Welcome back Ciara, ohh I see you're brought a friend today. What was your name again sir?"

Grimmjow gave Ciara a quick look before answering. "Grimmjow."

"Welcome Grimmjow, please take a seat anywhere you'd like. Ciara's very familiar with our menu, and if you need any help deciding let us know!"

After they were left alone, Grimmjow muttered, "I can't believe they know your fuckin' name."

"What do you mean? That's what they're suppose to do to provide good service. and besides, I come here all the time. Surprised they didn't know yours though."

"I haven't been here since the first day we got here. I usually go to bars and clubs."

"Haha, yeah I figured. That's why you're usually short on money. Food is so much cheaper and better here."

"Tch, whatever, just order me whatever's good, I'm hungry."

"They I guess you can just get the same thing as me." Ciara waved down Stephano.

"Ready to order Ciara?"

Ciara nodded. "Yup, me and Grimmjow will get the lasagna today."

"Alrighty then, two orders coming right up."

After lunch, Ciara thanked the couple for the food. "So did you like it?"

"It was ok."

"You still don't seem to like human food much, eh?"

"Not really. I liked that cold creamy stuff we had last time better."

"The ice cream, Gelato?"

"Yeah. I'd rather have that instead."


Ren got back from the kendo competition late Sunday night, so Ciara didn't end up seeing him until classes on Monday. Ren and his team were still pretty tired from the competition, but made it to class, cause otherwise they could get cut from the team. It sounded like they had a really good time though, and had done really well.

"Yeah, we beat all the other schools there. We made it to nationals!"

"That's awesome, you guys are amazing!"

"Yeah, and to celebrate, my buddy on our team is throwing a party Friday night."

"Nice, is it just a team party?"

"No, I'm bringing you of course, unless you don't want to go?" he said, placing an arm around her shoulder.

Ciara blushed, "Of course I'll come. I'm just not a big fan of drinking."

"That's alright. Don't worry, there will be a lot of other things for you to do. But in the mean time I have a lot of homework to catch up on. You mind coming over to help me out tonight?"

"Yeah, sure."

After classes ended, Ciara followed Ren back to his house. She wasn't too familiar with Ren's place, but had been over a couple times. It was an average sized house, but quite spacious for Ren's family since he was an only child. She had met his parents before and they seemed pleased with Ciara, she definitely felt welcomed into his home. When his mother spotted the two walking in, her face brightened up.

"Oh you brought Ciara over today?" his mother spoke.

"Yeah, is it okay if she eats dinner with us?"

"Of course! Ciara, you're welcome to come over anytime! But I thought you had a lot of homework to catchup on, Ren." His mother noted disapprovingly.

Ciara blushed. Did his mother think they were going to do things upstairs? Was that Ren's true intentions of getting her to come over? Ren noticed Ciara's flushed expression, so he wrapped his arm around her waist, and pulled her into his side. Ciara made a small squealing sounds, absolutely confused by Ren's actions.

"Don't worry mom, Ciara's a good girl, we'll save the fun for another night." By now Ciara was blushing madly, so she was glad when Ren pulled her to his room and shut the door behind them. He wasted no time in pulling Ciara into a full on kiss. Ciara, who was still flustered, gave a small pout. She stopped him from pulling her into another kiss by placing her finger on his lips. "I thought you told your mother we'd save this for another time."

He gave her puppy dog eyes, looking so innocent. "You know it's hard to resist when you look this cute." This made Ciara blush again, she was never good at taking compliments, especially being called cute. She turned around so he couldn't see her face.

"What? Can't I get another kiss from my girlfriend who I hadn't seen all weekend? Just one more and then we'll get to actual work."

Ciara signed. "Fine."

After a couple more greedy kisses, Ren took a seat at his desk and set up his homework and textbooks.

"Are you coming over here?" he questioned, watching Niara awkwardly standing around at the other end of his room.

"Uh, yeah. Should I grab another chair from somewhere?"

"Nope, just have a seat right here." he said, patting his lap.

Ciara looked at him with skeptical eyes. How the heck was he going to concentrate if she's sitting on his lap? Ciara crossed her arms to chastise Ren.

"Are you planning to get actual work done?"

Ren rolled his eyes, the woman was being a lot more conservative than he wanted. "Just come here," he muttered pulling Ciara into his lap, "besides," he whispered, "I think you're the one who'll have a hard time concentrating."

Ciara was confused at his statement, but quickly realized exactly what he was talking about. Through her school uniform skirt, she could feel the hardened member underneath her. She immediately knew what that meant. Ren's arm around her waist tighten, and her body shivered as he whispered into her ear.

"Looks like you caught on pretty fast. Don't worry, I won't try anything right now. We'll save the fun for the weekend, okay?"

He was telling her to prepare for it, but did she want to do it with him? She could think about it later. Not to ruin the moment, she simply nodded in response.

The rest of the night went by quickly. Ciara tutored Ren in some of the subjects and got him mostly caught up to today's lesson. Then his parents called them down for dinner. They seemed really excited that Ren had brought her over and even made a couple extra dishes than usual.

"Thank you very much for having me over for dinner, it was delicious."

"You're welcome Ciara, feel free to come as often as you like! Ren has been doing so much better since you've been around."

Ren had offered to take Ciara home, but she honestly would rather go back by herself, it was hard keeping up a human facade all day long. He finally backed down after she had convinced him she'd be ok, but then his mother wouldn't take no for an answer, so he ended up accompanying her. She wanted to tell them both that she could take care of herself and was probably even stronger than Ren in just the gigai body, but recomposed herself and accepted the kind offer.

They were basically around the corner from the apartment now. Aizen had made it pretty clear the didn't want humans up at the apartment room, which was why it hidden in the alley way. They also kept their zanpakuto up in the rooms along with some gigai pills for emergency and other stuff.

"Thanks for walking me back all the way here."

"My pleasure, wanted to make sure you made it home safely. But which building do you exactly live in?"

They were right in front of the italian restaurant now, and she halted to a stop.

"Oh, it's literally around the corner, so no need to worry. You should go home and get some rest, you had a busy weekend."

"Well I promised my mom I'd make sure you get home safe. Since it's just around the corner might as well take you there so I can finish my job."

Damn, thought Ciara, how was she going to get Ren to leave? What he was doing was natural for a human, there wasn't really good excuse to say no.

Ren was looking at her with confusion now, not understanding why they stopped or why Ciara seemed like she was avoiding him from taking her home.

"Are you testing me?"

"Huh...? What do you mean?" It was now Ciara's turn to be confused.

"Like some girls say it's okay but really they are waiting for the guy to do something."

"Oh, of course not. ...I was just-"

There was the sound of knocking through the window where Ciara and Ren stood, they looked to the window to see an italian looking man waving at them, or more specifically Ciara. "Ohh, it's Stephano, the cafe owner."

"Oh you know him?"

"Yeah, I eat here all the time, so I'm like a regular."

It looked like Stephano was going towards the shop door and stuck his head out to wave to Ciara. Ciara walked towards him, it seemed like he wanted to tell her something.

"Ciara, was surprised to see you standing outside the shop. We are closing soon, but were you planning to come in?"

"Oh, no I already ate and was just heading back home, thanks for asking though."

"Ohh, ok, no problem, was just telling Grimmjow how it's funny he showed up today instead of you."

"Wait, did you just say Grimmjow came and ate here?"

"Yeah, he's actually just finishing up..." he trailed off but then noticed a young man's arm had found it's way lightly wrapped around Ciara's waist. This surprised him, he had assumed that Ciara and Grimmjow were ..."Ohh, and who might you be young man?"

"I'm Ciara's boyfriend, Ren. Nice to meet you, Stephano was it?"

"Ahh, Yes, nice to meet you. Ohh looks like Grimmjow just finished up."

As if on cue, Grimmjow appeared at the door.

"What the fuck is going on here?" he muttered, looking at Stephano, Ciara, and Ren.

"Are you heading home?" she quickly asked.

"Yeah, where else would I be going?"

"Ahh, that's perfect, me too. Ren was about to walk me home, but if you're here, it won't be necessary, right Grimmjow?"

"Yeah, whatever."

"Alright, then, I guess it's fine since Grimmjow is here. Goodnight then, see you tomorrow, babe." he gave Ciara a peck on the lips before leaving.

To Ciara's surprise, Grimmjow stayed silent during the walk back to the apartment, it was until they were inside he spoke.

"Tch, couldn't get rid of him yourself?" for some reason, Grimmjow sounded a bit annoyed.

"Hey I'm trying to act as humanly as possible. Besides he was just doing a normal act that men do. But, thanks, I don't know what I would have done if you weren't there."

"Screwed up the mission?"

"Hey don't you have any faith in me? I'm sure I would have came up with something, probably would've ran into the cafe."

"Whatever, saved your ass again."

"Speaking of the cafe, I'm surprised you had dinner there today."

"What of it?"

"What did you have?"

"The gelato ice cream stuff."

"For dinner?"

"Yeah, so what? I had five."

Ciara burst out laughing. Who would have thought Grimmjow would eat five orders of ice cream for dinner.

"Stephano and Teresa probably thought you were crazy!" she laughed. "But I'm guessing you liked it?"

"Yeah, it was pretty good."

"I'm glad you like it, it's my favourite place to go, especially for gelato."

"Whatever, so did your boy toy tell you about Friday?"

"Yeah, one of his friends is hosting a party. Wait, you got invited too?" she questioned, slightly surprised.

"Yeah, Nana said she wants me to come with her."

"Since when did you care to listen?"

"Why not? There's going to be free drinks and food."

"Yeah, I guess. I'm going with Ren."

"But you don't even fuckin' drink."

"Well I could, but I prefer not to."

"So have you two fucked yet?"

Ciara's cheeks went red. Why did it matter to him, and how could he ask it so directly? "That's none of your business..." Ciara stammered.

"Tch, from your reaction I'd say no. Not surprised though, since you mentioned you're almost a virgin."

"Why does it matter?"

"Well lots of fucking usually goes on at these parties. You might wanna prepare to open those legs of yours nice and wide."

"You're disgusting Grimmjow. Besides, how would you know about human parties?"

"Movies." he simply answered.

"Even if Ren tried to get into my pants, I could stop him, remember?" she stated matter of factly. What did he take her for, some weak human?

"Ohh, so you're not going to let him fuck you? Well I guess a human for your second time would be pretty low standards."

Ciara blushed again. Why was Grimmjow getting into her sex life? He was the one constantly sleeping around with Nana.

"Like I said, it's none of your business."


The next few days passed by quickly and soon it was Friday night. Both Ciara and Grimmjow went home after class to change out of their uniforms and eat a small dinner before going to the party. Ren mentioned it was going to be a casual party, so no fancy cocktail dresses. Ciara opted for a burgundy red tank top with a zippered front and a pair of dark blue skinny jeans, and healed ankle boots. The weather was still on the cool side, so she put on a black leather jacket to complete her outfit. She hadn't seen what Grimmjow had wore, since it seemed like he had already left. Not that it mattered, the women would go crazy no matter what the wore, he was handsome and had a great body after all.

She'd never tell Grimmjow, cause it would only boost his already large ego, but she had to admit, if she had to pick someone to sleep with out of the arrancar, it'd probably be him or Ggio. She admired her espada, but thought of him in more a brotherly way, besides Ulquiorra needed someone with a loving heart to fill his void, and she knew she wasn't it. She didn't particularly like Grimmjow or Ggio, but she was attracted to their looks and determination. They seemed to have similar personalities, however she had interacted with Grimmjow a lot more. She admired how he had a sense of honour, and how she could just be herself around him. She disliked him at first and for making her look bad in front of Ulquiorra, but after living here in the human world with him, she had grown comfortable around him. She knew, however, she was probably at the bottom of his list; he'd mention several times that her breasts weren't big enough, and she'd seen his choice of women, including the human ones, and they all had ridiculously large breasts. He was the typical male who was attracted to women with large breasts and ass. Not that any of this really mattered, who he slept with was none of her business.

Ciara brought her mind back to the more important matters. She knew that Ren wanted to get in her pants, he was clear on that the other day. At least some guys were attracted to her... She wasn't sure if she was actually going to sleep with him, it just depended on how the night played out. If they have the right moment, she'd let it happen, otherwise she wouldn't let him. She wasn't one to sleep with others so casually.

Ciara left the apartment and met up with Ren outside the Italian Restaurant, from there he led the way to his friend's house where the party was being held.

"You look really good tonight, Ciara. Simple, yet sexy."

Ciara blushed, she was always so awkward when it came to taking compliments. "Thanks, that's what I was going for."

They arrived at a fairly good size house and Ren quickly showed her around. It had a large open living room and kitchen on the first floor and what looked like bedrooms upstairs. There was also a nice looking patio outside with a small outdoor pool. A good amount of people had already arrived and were busy chatting away with their cans of beer. Among them was Grimmjow who had his arm loosely around Nana's shoulder while she clung to him, leaning her body against his.

"Come, on," Ren encouraged, pulling her hand. "Let's go over there to play beer pong."

"Uhh, sure." Ciara followed along.

The next couple hours went by pretty fast, it consisted of a mix of drinking and laughing at jokes and storeys, some of which she didn't quite understand. But all the humans thought it was funny and laughed so she joined in.

"Here, just try this one last drink."

"Uhh, I don't think I've like any of the ones I've tried so far."

"Just this one last one and we'll join the other on the couch."

"Fine..." She took the drink from Ren's hand and took a gulp. "That was probably the worst one I've had all night. There was this bitter taste to it."

"Aw, that's too bad, at least you tried, next time I'll tell the guys to buy some different kinds."

He put his arm around Ciara's waist and pulled her over to the couch where the group seemed to be playing a game of truth or dare.

"Are you two joining us?"

"Yeah, of course, right Ciara?"

"Umm, sure."

"Well it's my turn, and I choose Ciara." Sora, Ren's friend said. "Okay Truth or dare Ciara?"

"Truth." She didn't want to do anything weird, truth would be her safest bet.

"Are you a virgin?" Sora asked, while getting an elbow from Ren.

Ciara blushed, why was he asking her this? "No, I lost my virginity already. "

Some of the guys seemed surprised. "What kind of guy did you loose it to?"

"I thought it was only one question per turn?"

"Yeah guys, why you asking my girl about her sex life?"

"Aww, calm down bro, you know we wouldn't take her without permission." For some reason Ciara didn't feel safe after hearing his words. Perhaps he was just drunk.

The bottle now pointed at Ren, so it was his turn to ask someone. Nana and Grimmjow were sitting across from them, and his eyes landed on Nana.

"Nana, truth or dare?"

"Truth."

"How many times have you and Grimmjow fucked?"

The crowd was suddenly super interested. Everyone knew they slept with each other numerous times, so it wasn't a surprise, but the fact that Ren had asked her seemed odd.

"We've fucked each other so many time, I've lost count, right Grimmjow?"

Grimmjow grinned. "Yeah, who fuckin' knows anymore."

"Come on, you guys gotta at least give us a number."

"Probably like fifty times?"

Someone gave a whistle.

A couple of more turns went by, Ciara was having a hard time keeping focus. She didn't know what was going on as this had never happened before. Was her gigai acting up? Or did she perhaps have too many drinks? A few drinks shouldn't have affected her this much though. Ren seemed to have noticed and gave her a small nudge.

"You feeling ok, babe?"

"Sorry, I probably just not use to having so many drinks. My head feels weird."

"How about we go somewhere quieter."

Ren turned to his buddy and jerked his chin in Ciara's direction. Sora, pointed upstairs and said "The room at the end is all yours buddy."

"Thanks man, I owe you."

Everyone looked at the two guys with confusion, except a couple other on the kendo team who were smirking. Ren proceeded to take Ciara upstairs.

"Where are we going?" Ciara questioned.

"Just upstairs, my buddy said we can relax in one of the rooms until you feel better."


At first the game continued after Ciara and Ren left, but then Nana couldn't help to ask. "Just what the fuck where you guys smirking about?"

"Why so concerned, huh? You jealous Ren found himself another girl?"

"I'm definitely not jealous of Ciara, no offense to your cousin, Grimmjow."

"None taken."

"Like she's not bad looking, but doesn't even compare to me."

"Really?" some of the group snickered. "Don't get us wrong Nana, you're hot as fuck, and Ciara doesn't exactly compare on that sense, but she definitely got the sweet angle face and toned athletic body."

Nana was surprised by the guys words. "What? Are you saying she's more attractive than me?"

"Nah, I didn't say that, but you two are attractive in different ways. Don't get so worked up, Nana."

"Fine, but you guys still didn't explain what's going on."

"Uhh, well we don't really mind telling you, but Grimmjow is her cousin so..."

Grimmjow raised a brow. "Mind what? That you guys set this up so Ren could fuck her in the bedroom upstairs?"

The guys looked at each other, surprised how easily Grimmjow had caught on.

"Wow man, you don't even seem surprised."

"Tch, beats me, she can handle it herself and decide."

"She probably won't even remember what happens."

"You guys drugged her up?"

"Hey we're innocent, Ren did it. It should be fine though, she'll probably just get a little high so she won't mind Ren fucking her, and next thing she knows it'll be tomorrow morning."

"True I guess, too bad Ren couldn't get into her pants while she was sober."

Most of the guys laughed at Nana's comment and continued to play on, but Grimmjow was starting to wonder if this so called drug they drugged her with would cause much side effects to Ciara. Admittedly, alcohol did affect his gigai a little bit. He definitely felt his senses were slower along with his strength and precision, but he could still hold his own, unlike some of the humans who would pass out.

"Yo, is there another bathroom? The one over there looks like there is a line." Grimmjow asked.

"Yeah, there's one upstairs you can use."

Without another word, Grimmjow headed upstairs.


"Where are we going?"

"Just upstairs, my buddy said we could relax in one of the rooms until you feel better."

"Okay," Ciara agreed. Her head was throbbing and her vision was blurry, and she felt like she needed to throw up.

"Is there a washroom near, I think I need to ..."

Ren quickly guided her to a washroom where she just held her mouth for enough time before vomiting into the toilet. She didn't throw up often, so it definitely felt disgusting. Her head still felt heavy and vision hazy, but at least now her stomach felt ok, it took a lot of strength out of her though.

Bringing her mind back to reality, she remembered Ren was in the bathroom with her as well.

"Sorry you had to see that, Ren," she apologized.

"No worries, probably my fault for getting you to try so many drinks. Here, rinse you face and mouth in the sink."

Ciara did as Ren suggested then he led her to a room outside the washroom and closed the door behind him. The room was simple and clean, there was a bed, dresser, and desk.

"Here, why don't you take off your jacket and lie down on the bed."

Ren helped her remove her jacket and laid beside her on the bed. It truly was a lot more relaxing. No loud music or people, just peace and quiet. She was quite exhausted that she could probably fall asleep. She wasn't sure if she was imagining things, but she felt a pair of arms slither around her waist and a hot breath against her ear.

"You feeling a little better now, babe?"

It was Ren's voice. To be honest she didn't like being called babe, but she didn't want to make a fuss about it. Tiredly she tried to keep her eyelids open. She tried to speak, but her voice barely came out as a whisper, so she nodded her head in response instead.

"That's good." Something about Ren's tone seemed off, or maybe her brain wasn't functioning properly.

Next Ciara felt Ren shifting his position, his body hovering over hers. She felt his hand cup the back of her head then a pair of lips pressed against hers. The kiss had a bit of force to it, waking her senses. She weakly placed her hands against his chest and gripped his shirt while moaning against him. Ciara was caught up in the kissing so she didn't notice his other hand wander away from her waist and down her pants until she felt him squeeze her bare ass. She gave a small yelp, only to be hit with a new feeling of Kens pelvic grinding against hers while straddling her. Several moans escaped her mouth as she lost herself in the foreign feeling. Ren took this as an opportunity to trail kissed down her neck and zip down the front of her tank top, exposing her cleavage within a lacy while bra. He took a moment to take in the scene. He watched Ciara still panting for air causing her chest to move up and down.

Ren always knew Ciara didn't have a large chest, but he was impressed by the perky and roundness of them. Also her body, and especially her stomach was nicely toned. Having had his fair experience with women, he knew it could be difficult to remove her bra, so he figured it was easier if he just titled the straps off her shoulder and flip down the cup of her bra. He wasted no time diving into her breasts, but it didn't last long.

Ciara had found the strength to push Ren away and turn her body towards the side, her hands protectively around her chest. Ren looked down at Ciara underneath him, her body was slightly shaking as she panted "Stop..." it was too much for her to handle.

He decided to keep his cool, "How can I stop when I've got a girlfriend this beautiful underneath me?" Ciara didn't respond, so he figured it was working. "Please Ciara, I've waited so long, I want to have you right here, right now. I don't think I can hold it in much longer."

He slowly moved in closer to her body, but was lightly restrained by Ciara's hand, indicating she didn't want him any closer. This irritated Ren, his patience starting to run out.

"I don't want to do this here, especially when we might be half drunk." Her head still felt heavy and for some reason her body felt so weak.

"We're not drunk, otherwise you would've let me in already. Besides what's wrong with doing it here?"

"I don't even know where I am or who's bed I'm on."

"Don't worry about that, it's just you and me." Ciara shook her head, still refusing. "I need you Nana, please let me. I want you, and I know you want me too. I know you feel the same way, from the moans that escaped your mouth, you enjoyed the feeling of me against your body. Don't be afraid, I'll go nice and slow for you."

"You managed to say all that, and yet you called me Nana. Exactly what kind of relationship did you use to have with her?"

Ren froze for a couple seconds after realizing his mistake, swearing under his breath.

"That doesn't matter, I'm not with her anymore, I'm with you now."

He was definitely hiding something, and she wanted him to tell her the truth.

"Isn't that why you wanted to know how many times she slept with Grimmjow?"

"There were rumours going on that they fucked several times a day, so I was just confirming if they were true."

Ciara could tell he wasn't going to tell her the truth, she had enough. She slowly sat up on the bed and mad her way to the edge, her feet slightly wobbling when she stepped onto the floor.

"Where are you going?" Ren demanded.

"I'm going home." she stated as firmly as possible. She continued to proceed to leave the room, only to have him block her path. "Let me go home, Ren."

This was their first time in a serious situation. All the other moments they had were so calm, and sweet.

"Why would you want to go home? The party isn't over yet."

"Well I've had enough of it."

"Enough? We haven't even got to the fun part yet."

Ren reached for Ciara's wrists and placed one of his hands to cup his cheek, while he placed her other hand against his chest and slowly slid it down the centre of this body until it reached a throbbing member. Ciara made a small gasping sound and tried to retreat her hand, but Ren kept it resting against him.

"You're not going to leave me like this, are you?" he questioned with a sad look in his eyes.

If that was suppose to make Ciara feel guilty, it sure as hell didn't.

"Just watch me," she growled, giving Ren a quick shove causing him to let go of her wrists. She managed to squeeze past him and place her hand on the door knob, but before she could turn the handle, she felt a pair of arms wrap around her mid section and being thrown into the air. Her body landed on the bed with a thud, and before her brain could fully comprehend what was happening, Ren leaped ontop of her, pinning her wrists above her head.

"Get off of me!" she cried.

"I wouldn't have had to do this if the drug worked properly." he muttered.

Then it hit Ciara, this drug he was talking about, it must be the reason her gigai was messed up. She had a feeling just alcohol alone wouldn't make her body this weak and slow her brain down so much. This man, no this human, how dare he so such a thing to her.

"What the fuck did you do to me? Ciara demanded.

He pretended to play dumb. "Nothing yet, but I promise we're going to have lots of fun."

Somehow he managed to tie Ciara's wrist together above her head and then proceeded to take off his shirt. "Like what you see?"

"Let me go!"

"Ohh, come on, don't be like that, babe."

"Don't call me babe."

"What? You didn't mind before."

"That was before I knew you were a fuckin asshole!"

Ren gave a whistle "I never heard you swear before, babe, huh you know what I like this side of you, who knew you could get so feisty." he exclaimed with excitement, licking his lips. "Now let's pick up where we left off earlier, your breasts were so fuckin' perky."

"Don't touch me, you fuckin' bastard!" Ciara screamed as he reached forward to strip away her top. Ciara felt so weak and helpless. Sure the drug didn't work exactly as planned, but it had enough effects to diminish Ciara's strength. Usually her gigai would have no problem escaping a situation like this, but now there was nothing she could do. Who would have thought she'd let herself get raped by a mere human? A shame. It was the first time she truly felt like trash.

End of Chapter 5: Human World - Part 1


A/N:

Hey everyone thanks for reading! It's been so long since I updated, is anyone still following the story? If so please leave a review and let me know what you think!

I split the 'Human World' Chapter into 3 parts because it turned out longer than I expected and felt this was a good place to end the chapter.

Ciara is in an unfortunate situation, never did she think she would get raped by a human. She always thought she'd be able to protect herself against them since she is supposed to be stronger. So she feels like trash for being so weak, powerless, and stupid, and feels like there will be nothing left of her once the man is finished.