I don't own the Regular show, if I did, things will be a lot different in my story. I hate Rigby, but there would be no Rigby bashing. so sorry Rigby haters! and I might make this into a series, depending on the reviews. Mordecai is a girl, and she is smart, beautiful, very mature and responsible.
Summary: Mordecai has cancer, but she don't tell anyone. she is in love with Skips, but she killed his former lover. Mordecai doesn't know who to turn to and she is torn on what to do. She can't tell her parents because she loves them too much, she can't tell anyone at the park because she loves them just as much. she takes responsibility for Rigby for every mess he makes, but because of this, he hates her. when Mordecai dies in a car crash with Rigby, who survives, everyone realized how much the soft spoken and shy book worm of a blue haired girl meant to them and how much they need her in the park. especially Skips when he finds out the truth about the little shy blue jay haired girl he took on as a student. what happen when park employees find letters written out to them from their deceased little blue jay? what would happen next?
warning: everyone is human, Skips is still immortal, Mordecai is a girl and she has something to do with someone in Skips' past, Mordecai is turned into a immortal, sick Mordecai, and love at one point in the story.
Chapter 2: no coming back from this
No one's pov
~The later that day~
Everyone was worried that Mordecai didn't come back, and no one have seen Skips the whole time she was gone. Benson knew that Mordecai should've been back by now. High five ghost, who was in the living room with the other employees, turned on the TV, which was on the news. Skips has just walked in the room and went to sit down the couch. A woman was standing in front of a baby blue car they all knew too well. It was Mordecai's precious blue jay. She loved that car, "And on today news, young 12-year-old prodigy, Mordecai Himura (A/N: Mordecai was born in Japan and lived there most of her life, and her mom is Japanese so yeah) and her 17-year-old friend Rigby Jones was in a car crash in the early hours of the morning. Mordecai's car blew up soon after impact with the 12 year old still inside while her best friend watch in horror as the car blew up." The woman said and they showed a clip of Mordecai's car being hit by her side and her car being flipped around, then saw Rigby getting out and getting at least 10 feet away before the blue car blowing up with the shy blue haired girl still inside. "Sadly the poor girl did not survive the explosion. She was killed instantly, and hopefully, Mordecai didn't feel any pain before she died. She was someone who was killed before her time." The woman said before the TV was turned off. Everyone was out the door, heading towards the place where the place where their blue jay friend was last seen. When they got there, they went to the nearest officer. "Where is Mordecai?" Benson asked the officer, desperate to find the young girl who he saw as a daughter he always wanted. The man looked at them and shook his head. "That poor girl died a quick death. She didn't feel anything when the car exploded." The officer said confirming their fear. Mordecai is dead and there is no way of bringing her back. Everything came crashing down on them as the officer walked away. Then Skips saw Rigby sitting a feet away from a house. He had a few scratches here and there, but he was fine. They ran over to him and Benson bent down to him. "Rigby what happened?" He asked the young 17 year old boy. Rigby is looked up at Benson. "S-she w-was driving a-and when s-she went to m-make a t-turn, a c-car c-came out of nowhere. T-the car hit M-mordecai's s-side of the c-car a-and it f-flipped. I f-flew out o-of m-my s-seat w-when the c-car s-stopped and I d-didn't smell the gas." Rigby said as he shook. He was quite traumatized by the fact that his best friend just died before him. He relied on her so much that he took it for granted. Now the girl who did everything for their families was gone, never to return again. And he hated her for doing the job that both their parents assigned her to do. Make sure that Rigby didn't do anything stupid or cause any messes. And Mordecai did just that. A red car and white car came skidding to a halt a few yards away from them. Rigby's and Mordecai's parents came running out. Mr. and Mrs. Jones stopped in front of Rigby and the others while Mr. and Mrs. Himura ran towards the officers. "Where is she?! Where is my baby?!" Mrs. Himura asked frantically as the officers tried to calm her down but weren't succeeding and her husband wasn't much better. He caught sight of Rigby and walked over, angry beyond reason. If Benson and the others thought that Mordecai can be horrifyingly angry, her father tops the blue jay lover. He stroke the fear of God into them and everyone around him. "I told you that this would happened if we let Mordecai watch Rigby on her own! I said that he would get her killed! But did you listen?! No!" He roared angrily at the Jones who trembled under his angered filled eyes. "Now look at what happened! I lost my baby girl and our children won't get to know their older sister! I should've known not to trust you no good bastards with the life of my daughter at stake." He snarled at them before being pulled away. The Jones family were in shock. "Damn it." Rigby said as the officers pulled Mordecai's burned body out of the burned car. There was just enough hair to cover the top half of her face. Her hair was dirty and pitch black. It was very messy and up to her neck. The hair was the only thing that kept everyone from seeing the inside of her head. The top half of her face was blown off. It pained her parents to see her like this. Mordecai had such a bright future. She would've done even better without Rigby holding her down. Or them. Mordecai would've went to college if she hadn't met Rigby. She could've had a better life, a family, a husband, and have a life where she didn't have to constantly worry about what Rigby had done, or worry about their bills. They damned the girl for paying all of their bills. Because of Mordecai paying all of their bills, they have forgotten about how to pay a bill. They relied on their daughter too much. They damned themselves even more for letting themselves depend on her. Mrs. Himura cried into her husband's chest helplessly. The sad thing about this whole thing was all of Mordecai's checks went to her parents bank account's. It was heart breaking. She truly didn't have a penny to her name. And it angered her father, or it would have if he ever found out. Which will be soon.
~A few days later at the park~ at the funeral~
Skips pov
My heart ached like it had never before. It was like losing Jay all over again. how-ever, I missed Jay, I never once compared Mordecai to her. Because it was unfair to just compare them. I lost 2 women that I loved. We were all sitting in chairs watching as the pastor standing in front of Mordecai's casket, about to give a speech. Mordecai's face was covered in bandages. Her once long hair was washed and soft to the touch. It was long enough to cover the bandages on her upper half of her face. Mordecai wore a kimono mixed with her favorite colors. There was a mixture of purple, black, red, blue, and white. It was a dress that was made just for Mordecai, and though we knew she hated dresses, Mordecai didn't burn this one. It meant something to her because Pops was the one who got it for hee. Mordecai had been dressed up like a doll. She had black lipstick on, and a custom made necklace around her neck. It was a beautifully crafted blue jay on a beautiful silver chain. Then my thoughts went to her parents. They're angry at her because they found out that Mordecai didn't have a cent to her name and that all the money that she made, went to their account. Not only that, she made billions of dollars from all the jobs she did. The fact of not having a dime to her name pained them. They were crying silently. Then my thoughts switched to Rigby, the source of all of this. I was angry, angry at Rigby. If he had just pulled his own weight than this wouldn't have happened. The only reason why that Rigby wasn't here was because he wasn't allowed to see Mordecai. His parents were ridden with guilt, but Rigby's response to Mordecai's death had made all of us erupt with fury. Even his own parents.
Flashbacks starts
It was the day after car crash that took Mordecai's life. Everyone was still torn up about her death. I was her death very hard, harder than the others. I was the one who was in love with her and Mordecai's parents saw it. Every child that came to the park loved Mordecai. She played with them, helped them with their homework, even if she didn't have to. Parents come to her for help with their kids, help with their relationships, or advice. She even helped with investigations due to her ability to pick things out. We sat in the house, Ms. and Mr. Himura were laying in the bed that their daughter slept in. Nobody was taking it harder than them. They cried for hours on end. The pain went deeper than the pain from when Jay died. Then I realized, I was truly loved Mordecai if the pain ran deeper than that. I hated it when Mordecai went out on dates with Mark (male Margaret) and when she hugged a male I didn't know. I wanted to scream and shout, but I didn't. The door opened and we turned to see Rigby and his parents. I growled, instantly angry. "Is there a reason why your poor excuse of a son is here Robin? Rin?" Mr. Himura asked as he came down the stairs. "We had came to apologize for what happened and for Rigby's actions against your child." Robin, Rigby's mother, said bowing her head in shame. I could tell that everything Rigby does comes from his father. They look a lot alike. It pissed me off. "We put up with your shit because we were friends, but if it was your child, you would've tried to kill Mordecai if she acted the same way. It's time for payback." Mrs. Himura said as she too came down stairs. She was angry, no beyond that. "A arm for an arm, a head for a head, a child for a child, a life for a life Robin. There's no way I can forgive and forget. I told you to check your boy before we left Japan because I wasn't gonna guarantee his life if his actions got my daughter killed." She hissed at the other woman as she glared at the 17 year old boy. He glared back. "Mordecai was a bitch who didn't let me have any fun at all. If it weren't for the fact that she was stronger than me, then I would've had my way with her years ago." He said and there was a loud slap that echoed in the house. Robin had her hand outstretched and Rigby's hand flew to his cheek, there was a large red handprint on it. Robin's eyes were red with fury, we were all beyond the level of fury. We wanted to kill the boy. "How dare you no good little ungrateful brat! After all the things she's done for you?! She busted her ass to get us out of Japan and provide for all of us! Mordecai had took up 40 jobs and more to pay for bills! She worked herself sick all the damn time to get the things we want and you are calling her a bitch?! she barely had money to buy things for herself! I raised you better than that!" She screamed at him, all the while slapping him a few times. Rigby was shocked that his mother laid a hand on him. Rin, his father, held him in place so the boy wouldn't be able to move. In the end, Rigby's cheeks were red from the slapping. Then Mrs. Himura walked up to him and punched him. She proceeded to release her pent up anger along with her husband. When they were done, Rigby was a bloody mess. We bandaged the boy up, all the while his parents explained that they made the mistake of spoiling him and not training him enough when he was a child. "So that's why he makes such big messes around the park. The only one that he was actually afraid of was Mordecai because she was the only girl to ever hit him without any fear or getting a beating from her own parents. She only did it because she really didn't like him and couldn't stand him. And she really didn't hold back when it came to her punching the boy. She was the only one who could keep him in check when we weren't able to." Robin explained an very amused smirk on her lips while the rest of us chuckled at the story. It was funny to know how Mordecai was as a child. Rigby groaned loudly. Robin and Steve looked at each other and nodded. "When you are healed, we are sending you to Mordecai's uncles and brothers, what was their names? Mordecai said that they would straighten him out if needed." Robin said with a dark smirk. Mordecai's parents were enjoying this a little too much. "Skull, Ace, Zenji, Zen, Yu, Ken, Leo, Geo, Theo, and Leo. They will love to see Rigby… they loved to see him when he was younger." Mr. Himura provided the names all too happily as he patted Rigby's shoulder. Said boy was screaming under the bandages that had covered his mouth. I found pleasure in seeing fear on his face. "I will give them a call once everything has been see. By then, they will be here and be able to take the useless brat off your hands." He added with as Rigby started to wail in fear. After that Mordecai's uncles and brothers were called and everything was explained to them. When Mr. Himura got off the phone, he sighed and sat down. His wife was in the room sleeping. everyone went home or to their room "What did they say?" I asked and he looked at him. "They will be here by tomorrow if not by tonight. It wouldn't surprise me if they got here earlier." He said and I blinked. "Why?" I asked and he sighed softly. "They loved her because she was the embodiment of what they stood for, and so much more. She meant so much more to them than any other person or object can ever mean to them. In fact, she held more value to them than they ever knew. It scares me at times to know how far they are willing go for my baby girl." Mr. Himura said, but I heard the underlying meaning. They are in love with Mordecai. "Um if you don't mind me asking, what is Mordecai's real name? She told us that "Mordecai" was one of the nicknames that she was called as child." I asked and it hit me that she did tell us that. The man smiled at us softly. "Her name is Aokakesu. It means Blue Jay. A fitting name for a girl who has a hair of a blue jay." He said and we stood in shock. He was right, the name was fitting for our friend. Mordecai had always loved blue jays and it brought her joy to see one. We smiled for the first time today.
Flashback ends
We took to calling Mordecai her real name. It's really is a beautiful name for her. Though, when Aokakesu's uncles came, they nearly busted down the door. They would've killed Rigby if Robin hadn't stopped them. Though he was severely beaten and had to stay in bed. It was very funny on how the brat tried to run from them, but he never even got out the door. He was told to stay home and everyone made sure the only thing he could do is make something to eat and watch TV after being healed by Aokakesu's mother. The rest of us came here to mourn for our lost blue jay. It shocked us at how many people that Aokakesu knew and how many people were in her family. we met her 6 older brothers. I knew for a fact that they were taking it a thousand times harder than anyone. they were far more angry than their parents when they found out that Aokakesu didn't have a penny to her name. Their 4 uncles were far worse off then them. if it wasn't for the fact that she already dead, they would've gave her the worse tongue lashing we will ever see. "Aokakesu was a bright child. She could never raise a hand to a person she cares about. She was a child that was willing to go far for her friends and family. Aokakesu will never tell a lie. Not if the truth was going to bring pain to those she loved. If she did lie, it was to help a friend or to keep from adding pressure or to keep the pain from being felt. Aokakesu has done her family proud when she graduated from high school and gotten a job. Aokakesu was going to do so many great things. She was someone who valued family above all else and someone many depended on. Aokakesu was a friend, a sister, a daughter, and a mother to the younger kids. She was a person who was loved by everyone. She will be dearly missed. May her soul rest in peace." The pastor said as people got up to put blue and white roses in Aokakesu's casket. the mixed Color was was a rare color for a rose in America, but it grew where Aokakesu was born, and her uncles and brothers had brought them over from Japan. I got up and put a blue rose next to her hand. I sat back down and sighed quietly. My heart ached even more. I wanted to go back and change time, but I can't. It's not what Aokakesu would've wanted. And it killed me. People came and told us what Aokakesu meant to them and how she helped them in some way. After a few hours, Aokakesu's casket was being transported to japan on a private jet and everyone left. Mrs. and Mr. Himura went to prepare her final burial. Her uncles followed us back to the house and the Jones took Rigby. They then followed Aokakesu's parents to Japan. Usually, Aokakesu was the one to cook, and she was a very great cook. She taught us how to cook for when she went to college. I sat on the couch and sighed. Everyone had gone to upstairs. High five ghost and muscle man went back to their trailer they lived in. Benson went back to his apartment, and Pops went to his room to cry at the loss of his best friend. he was inconsolable (a/n: I'm not sure if I spelled it right so don't judge me). Both Pops and Aokakesu were best friends. Pops drew out the child in the girl, and Aokakesu drew out the maturity in Pops. He doesn't know what to do now that his 'Mother' is not here to help him at all. I could hear him saying, 'Give her back! Give my sister back! I want her back!' Her death was harder on him than the rest of us. We all saw the love that Aokakesu gave to Pops. She loved him like a son and she would play with him all the time. She is a mother and a sister to Pops. He loved her. Aokakesu would let Pops dress her up like a doll no matter how much she hated it. She never liked to wear make up and any dress. And with good reason. I noticed that if Pops asked, Aokakesu would dress up for an event and attend parties with Pops. She sucked it up for Pops and break her pride for him. She taught him when to be serious and when to play. When she got sick, she will be as gentle as possible when she told him that she wasn't feeling well. She was too kind and if she was left alone with Rigby, we knew that she will be taken advantage of for that. Which was why we made sure that she was partnered up with me or helping Pops with things. She had her own room, being the only girl in the house. I got up and went to the room. Aokakesu's. Her door was closed. Has been closed since her death. I opened the door and walked in. The walls were painted purple, black, red, blue, and white. The paint she used was a special kind. the room was intuned to her emotions Red if she was angry. Purple if she was emotionally a wreck or if she was numb, when she first came here, she was emotionally stumped. Black if she was scared. Blue when she was sad. White when she was confused. And grey if she was happy. And a complete mix when she was outside of the park. Now there was a mix of colors. it was rare thing that the colors on the walls was mixed beautifully. I walked further into the room was clean. Very clean. I sighed softly as I sat down on the bed and frowned. it was hard and very uncomfortable. "how the hell did Aokakesu sleep on this bed?" I asked softly to no one. "blue bird had always slept in the most uncomfortable places." a voice said and I looked up to see Ace, Aokakesu's uncle. I was confused and he must've saw it on my face. "blue bird is what we called her. she was teased about the name at school. though she kicked their ass. the boys beaten up any boy that had any intention of dating her, despite hating her." he said as I looked at him. they hated her? "why?" I asked and his face changed to a look of heartbreak. "when she was younger, we had hated her without a valid reason. but she loved us with all of her heart. we use to beat on her and when my sister found out, there was hell. she had beaten us to kingdom come and both she and Jack disowned their sons. after that, they took blue bird. and it took her being taken away from us for us to realize how much that blue bird did for us. she had suffered in silence because of us. and she was... broken. Ruby told me how broken blue bird was. how broken she still is. she had night- mares for months." he explained as he looked down. "and it was clear that blue bird needed to heal. she just couldn't do that with the chance of us finding her. so they moved. and we saw them rarely after that. mostly when they didn't have money to pay for the rent or didn't have money at all. blue bird kept well away from us during those times. most likely due to her parents telling her not to come anywhere near us." he said as he looked up at me. his eyes were filled with pain. I understood. "she cooked, cleaned, made sure that the rest of us were taken care of. the definition of a perfect wife. amd we took it for granted. and she had loved us to the near point of obsession. when she was with my sister, she didn't know what to do with herself. she just didn't know how to be her age." Ace said and I felt my heart break a little more. "tell me about her, please?" I asked softly and he sat on the floor. "blue bird was a quiet kid, but a hard core tomboy. she played real dirty if you pissed her off the right way. her only friends consisted of boys and that's was one of the things that had pissed us off the most. they liked her, alot. and we didn't like that. no matter how much we didn't like her at the time, she was ours in a way no one has. we had her unconditional love and affection. her complete devotion. we new that little bird would never ever leave out of her own free will. and because of that, we took her for granted." Ace said as tears ran down his cheeks. "and so when her mother had came and offered to take her, it was so easy for her to say yes by the time the offer was made to her. blue bird was so broken down that she said yes to something we thought was impossible for her to do. she got the most grades, yer got into the most fights. we only saw the very worst of her." he choked back a sob. the pain was to much. "is there a way to bring her back? to us?" I asked in a desperate tone. I didn't wanted to live in pain. he looked at me and nodded at me. "since it was a accident, we can bring her back. but her soul has to agree." he said softly and I nodded at him. hopefully, we can bring our blue bird back.