"One week 'til nationals guys, and this weeks lesson is," Mr. Shue says, "self harm, and suicide!"
"No please don't Mr. Shue," begs Kurt.
"I am sorry, but you thought that suiside was an option, when you have friends," Mr. Shue said.
"Well you almost commited suicide too! Just because you got caught cheating! You did something wrong, and almost killed your self because of it! I get bullied daily, I get it the worst, I have a reason to want to be dead, and you keep pinning this on me. I am a victum," Kurt yells through tears, before he stands up and run out of the classroom, leaving behind his bag, a big sign that he would be back.
Kurt's POV
I can't believe I just did that, they will think that I was just being dramatic and a diva. Where should I go? The bathrooms! Perfect. I lock myself in a stall, and pull my feet up and I cry, but then I hear the door open and foot steps, "Kurt, I know that you are in there, please can we talk about what just happened in there? Please," it was Mr. Shue.
"You were right, but still you can't just storm out of class."
"It is a club, not class, I don't have to be present," I say through tears.
"Kurt, that is an important lesson, you need to be there."
"I have been learning that lesson at home! I have been shamed, and blocked out, and had to face tears, coming from my dad, he hasn't cried like that since mom died! I was the cause. I feel horrible and guilty. I need to come here and feel safe, no judgement, which is all that I have been given! I just want to be treated like normal, or at least have a little support, not be yelled at, or ridiculed. I hate myself for what I did. Please, just go away, " I stammer now completely bawling.
'Kurt..."
"Go away," I studder.
I hear footsteps. Then the door open and shut, twice. Somebody goes into the stall next to me, stands on the tolit, and jumps into my stall, and hugs me. It is Blaine.
"Blaine, people are going to think things."
"I don't care about them, I only care about you, I had a dream, that you did die, and I felt so... I don't have any words to describe how I felt, all I know is that you need me."
"How are you even here? You go to Dalton."
"I drove really fast. Quinn called me, and said that you needed me, so I dropped everything and came straight here."
Blaine just hugs Kurt, and tells him that everything is going to be alright. Kurt just starts to say over and over how sorry he is, and Blaine says that it is okay and that he knows. Blaine protects Kurt from the world and the hate, in that stall, and they stay there for a good hour, before the door opens again, and the whole Glee Club, both boys and girls, are in the bathroom singing 'Titanium,' to Kurt. Kurt just hears them telling him that not matter what happens he will always have the courage to go on, and the strength, and the friends. Blaine starts to whisper 'Courage' into his ear. That is becoming to become their word. Courage.
Blaine's POV
The broken boy, that I am now craddeling, is hurt, he has been through things that I didn't even know existed until I met him, which so far has been the best day of my life. Kurt has people who loves him, but he has been too hurt and munipulated to relize it. I love Kurt, and even though he is older, he is also appers to be more fragile, but if you look at everything that he has been through you will relise that he isn't fragile, that he is indeed as fragile, and a brick, wrapped in cement, he just broke a bit, there is only a crack in the cement, that he will soon fill with rocks, and their names are Mercedes, Tina, Artie, Finn, Mike, Puck, Blaine, Will, Sam, Brittany, Santana, Quinn, Rachel, and most of all (hopefully) Burt, and once he fills the crack, he will come back stronger than ever. Doctors and science say that he should be dead, but Kurt is stronger than that, he just didn't know it at that time, but now hopefully he does.
"I am ready," Kurt whispers. I nod, set him down, and hop back to the other stall, so I can unlock it, and we walk out, and we go back to the choir room. I think that I may transphere here. Yeah, I'll clear it up with my parents tonight, and enroll tomorrow. Mr. Shue erases the lesson.
"I relised that it may have been a little insinsitive given what has just happened, so our new lesson will be, courage, and friendship. I want you to take on song about courage and one about friendship and make a mash-up, to present to the class."
Quinn's POV
I think that Kurt is strong, and has courage. He could have finished the job if he wanted, but he didn't. I wish that I was as brave as Kurt, and the thing is, the dream that I had has really opened my eyes, about how amazing he truly is.
Burt's POV
I can't believe he almost died, he should be dead according to doctors, but for whatever reason, he is here, with me, and I could not be more greatful. I have been a little too hard on him. If he thinks that what he did is okay, then something is wrong, and anger won't fix it, simpethy will, but I should also give him some time, because I don't want to come off too strong, and it is still fresh, give him time to accept what he did, but also know that it isn't okay. I am not one for words, but maybe I could get a pamphlete or write a letter to tell him these types of things, that he shouldn't be hearing right now.
Kurt's POV
As I was driving home with Finn, I feel the need to say sorry, so I do.
"I am sorry Finn."
"Dude, I am sorry that I made you feel like you can't talk to me, and I am sorry that I didn't notice that you weren't okay... one thing is for sure though... you will be amazing on broadway! You are an amazing actor!"
"Too soon, Finn, too soon," I say with a sigh.
"Sorry," he mutters.
Blaine's POV
My parents just gave me the okay, to transphere, they are going to file the paper work and send it via mail. I can't wait to see the look on Kurt's face! I am going to be at school with him in two days! My parents are using the same day delevery thing, and then they are going to enroll me, and put me into the system, then I will be ready to go.
I then send Kurt, 'Courage,' via texting, it is kinda our thing.
I then send him a recording of me singing, 'Teenage Dream,' because it is kinda like our song.
We have a thing and a song!
Mercedes' POV
I feel bad for my boy Kurt. He doesn't deserve what he has been given. He has been through hell and back, and it will stop for a week at most, then they are going to be makeing up for lost time. I know how those bullies roll, I just want to know why they have to mess with my boy, Kurt so much! I don't get it, he is gay, get over it! It isn't like he killed your momma, (I don't even want to know what they would do to him for that one, maybe be scared of him, most likely kill him, even if they had a dream that he did it, they would.) I hate, that they mess with us, but he doesn't deserve to get picked on, scratch that, bullied any more than we do, or anybody does, and nobody deserves this, but what are we going to do? We can't even talk game or it is going to get worse. I just wish that for once, we were on the other end of the shushie game... hmmmm... don't get me thinking..