CHAPTER 2

Jasper and I met a pixie like vampire named Alice, who turned out to be Jasper's mate. I was happy Jasper found his mate who accepted mine and Jasper's now sibling bond despite us being ex-lovers. Alice led us to Washington to meet a coven that led a new way of feeding, Carslile Cullen and his coven fed on animals and lived a civilized lifestyle were they co-existed with humans. Carslile and his wife Esme accepted us right away as we agreed to change to feeding on animals while Rosalie and Emmett and Edward were a little weary at first but after a century of living with them we all were a family who accepted and trusted each other 100%. I grew close to Edward as we were the only two without mates, we understood each other's loneliness. After centuries of moving around we finally moved back to Forks, Washington and enrolled in the local Forks High School, Rose, Emmett and Jasper enrolled as Juniors while Alice and Edward enrolled as Sophomores while I was stuck being enrolled as an 8th grader due to me being stuck at the age of 15. The first year of us being back went by smoothly with no accidents until the second semester of Freshman year, Edward came home and started packing a bag saying he was going to stay the Denali coven in Alaska. The first few days after he left I started noticing how a short brunette girl would give us brief looks throughout lunch, it grew worse after Edward came back, and the next thing I knew Edward was talking to her and spending time with her and even said he was going to bring her over so we could meet her.

I sat on the bar stool watching everyone bustle around the kitchen trying to make italian food for Bella, Rose had a permanent frown on her face which only grew deeper as the smell of sweet blood came wafting into the house along with Edwards soft yet deep voice. Once Bella came around the corner with Edward in tow, Esme didn't waste any time as she was the first one to greet Bella by telling her that we made italian for her, Bella gave her a small smile before saying she ate before she came because we don't eat, this obviously angered Rose as she broke a glass bowl in her hand.

"Is no one going to talk about how dangerous this is!"

Emmett walked around the counter to grab her and try to calm her down, I looked at Edward who had a mild angry look on his face but it was Esme who tried to talk to Rose.

"Rose-"

"NO! This could end very bad for all of us!"

I nodded my head in agreement while Bella opened her mouth to actually say something to the angered blonde.

"You mean bad where I become the meal."

Carlisle couldn't help but chuckle but covered it with his hand as Rose glared daggers at Bella. Lucky Alice and Jasper came into the room, Alec went straight for Bella and gave her a big hug saying they were going to be the best of friends which obviously freaked Bella out until Edward stepped in and told Bella Alice could see the future. I started to get overwhelmed by Bella's scent so I stood up from the bar and walked past Jasper who grabbed my arm silently asking if I was alright, I gave him a small smile and went to cover my throat so he knew I was just thirsty Jasper gave me node and let me go.

I sat outside alone until Jasper sat next to me.

"I can feel your jealousy toward Bella."

"I-its not toward Bella, it's just now that Edward found her I am the only one without someone and for the first time I feel alone. When you met Alice I didn't feel anything but joy for you because it gave me hope that my mate is out there waiting for me like Alice was waiting for you but I'm starting to give up hope, I mean if brooding Edward can find a mate so easily then why can't I?"

Jasper pulled into his chest to try and comfort me, there was nothing he could say because I was right everyone had found their mate so easy Alice waited for Jasper to leave Maria and then she went to him, Rose stumbled upon Emmett dying from a bear attack and now Edward found his mate in a human girl that went to school with us. I wished I could cry to express my sorrow at not find my mate yet but I could only dry sobe into my ex-lovers chest as he rubbed my back trying to comfort me.