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Five years ago…
Michael was walking around the house with video camera in his hand and went upstairs to find his wife.
"And here is your beautiful mommy. Bed resting as the doctors' instructed her to do for the fifth time." Michael said; as he video tape Kagome reading a book on their bed before turning the camera towards him. "Just a little heads up son your mother can be a very stubborn person. And that's one of the many things I love about her."
"No Michael, get that camera away from me I'm not wearing any makeup and I look horrible." Kagome said; hiding her face with her book.
"Darling you look beautiful as always." Michael laughed and took the book away.
"Why did you take that out? The baby isn't due for one more week." Kagome sighed
Michael sat down next to her on the bed and kissed her baby bump.
"I'm just so excited. One more week and I get to see your face. Hold you in my arms." Michael said to the womb and looked up at Kagome with so much love. "I knew we had something special Kagome and our son proves it."
Before she could reply the doorbell rang.
"That must be Amy and Tom. They wanted to drop some baby clothes for us." Kagome said getting up
"Love. Bed. Now." Michael said but she didn't listen and he sighed in annoyance. "That's it I'm cuffing you to the bed. Would be kinky and a turn on right now if you weren't so pregnant."
Michael followed her and carried her bridal style down when they reached the stairs. He placed her down by the door and opened it. Standing on the other side of the door was Will and Jack and Michael instantly place himself in front of Kagome so they wouldn't see her.
"Mr. Allen. It's been awhile." Jack said showing his badge
"Agent Crawford, what do I owe this surprise visit?" Michael said
Before Jack could say anything Will noticed Kagome behind Michael and was gonna go to another room.
"Kagome? Kagome Hirguashi?" Will said
"This is my wife Jennifer Wall." Michael said using one of the names he gave Kagome.
"Do you remember us? I'm Will Graham. Six years ago a Freshman student at Stanford went missing. Her name is Kagome Hirguashi." Will continued on
Kagome stopped walking and froze in place. Michael stood there clenching his fist in and out trying calm himself down. He was finally able to get her to break and get her to love him; he didn't want them to bring her old self back. He tried to walk over to her but Jack stopped him as he place his hand on his gun.
"Ever since she went missing her family never stopped looking for her. Her mother Yumi came to America with her son Souta and their adoptive brother Sesshomaru. And they're still looking. They never gave up hope because they know that she is strong and that she will never give up on trying to find her way home." Will said
The mention of her mother and brothers got her and was able to force her light to knock down the darkness that was growing inside her.
"I promised her family that I will find her and bring her home no matter what." Will said
Kagome turn around to look at him and tears filled her eyes.
"I want to go home." She whispered and started to cry
Will hugged her to calm her down. Michael was about to attack him for touching his wife but Jack quickly pinned him to the wall. Then more men came in to hold him while Jack zip tied him while reading his rights. Will took Kagome out of the house as Michael kept yelling how he was going to kill them. Suddenly Kagome felt a sharp pain in her stomach; she started to feel dizzy as her water broke.
"We need a medic right now!" Will shouted as he caught her before she could fall to the ground.
"Kagome! Kagome!" Michael shouted as the men were dragging him to the cars. "She needs me! She's pregnant! She's pregnant with my son! I need to be with her! Let me go!"
They put him in the car and drove him away from the scene. When he was at headquarters he couldn't stop himself from worrying about Kagome and their son. He knew he should have moved them but he knew no matter what they would have still found him. Yes, he had seen this coming but he didn't see Kagome's pregnancy going wrong. After a few hours Jack and Will appeared in the interrogation room.
"Where's Kagome? How is she? Is she and my son oaky?" Michael asked
"Kagome…had a miscarriage. The stress made her lost the baby." Jack said
In that moment everything around Michael was crashing down. He dropped down to his knees and started to cry. Their son was everything to them. Kagome and his son were what kept him balance and in control. Now everything he saw was red and his hunger to kill took over. He looked over at Will, broke the cuffs and pinned him to the wall. Jack and a few men in the room had to pull him off of Will before he could kill them.
"My son is dead because of you. You took everything from me." He growled "Soon Will, when you have a small chance of happiness it will be taken away from you. Either by me or someone else. It will be taken from you and then you will know how it feels."
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Present time…
Will felt like his world was crashing down on him ever since Kagome left him. Since she left his mind was getting worst and worst. Besides the sleep walking and the hallucinations he was now losing track of time. One day when he was on a crime scene at the beach where a killer made a totem pole from bodies parts one minute and the next he was in Dr. Lectors' office. He had lost three hours of time. He didn't know what was going on with him and feared that he was losing his mind more because of the separation.
He missed them both. He missed Kagome's smile and her laughter. She always made him feel normal, made him feel stable with his gifts sometimes. He missed Leo running around laughing and playing with the dogs. Them going fishing on his boat at the lake; having a father and son moment. With them around the house it had a family warmth to it. Now with them gone it just felt cold and empty. In his mind he kept thinking of Michaels words. Wondering if he had cursed him somehow. Both of them were finally happy with the woman they love, had a kid that made them a family and now because of a stupid mistake it was all gone. He wanted them back.
The next day he was working on another scene and got too lost in his head that he contaminated the scene. He felt like he was the killer again. Kat and others knew he should have taken a few days off after separation but both Jack and Will didn't agree. Thinking that the job would distract him from the pain. How wrong where they. It was making him worst. So with some agreement with Hannibal they went to a specialist to see if there was something psychically wrong with him. They said that he was fine but unknown to Will there was something wrong.
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After that night Will went back to the crime scene to figure things out. That's when he met the killer; who was a woman. He tried to grab her but her skin to her arm peeled right off. When that happened he lost track of time again and he was no longer at the crime scene but in the woods. Freaking out himself he called the one person that could help and prayed that she'll answer.
"Hello." Kagome said
He was silent for a moment as missed the sound of her voice.
"Hello." Kagome said again
"Kagome, it's me." He said
Kagome sighed.
"How did you get my new number?" She asked
"Shippo. I asked him for it." He said
"Will, why are you calling me?" She asked
"I…I…I need help. I'm in Greenwood, Delaware. I'll text you address…" He said
"Will why are you doing this? Asking me to go to a crime scene with…" She said in an angry tone
"Kagome…I'm losing track of time. One minute I was in the house and the next thing I know I'm out in the woods with no clue what I was doing or how I got there." Will explained "Please. I know you hate me right now but you're the only person I trust with this. Please come."
She was quiet for a minute till she told him that she was on her way. After a few hours she arrived at the house.
"Where's Leo?" He asked
"I dropped him off at my brothers'." She said
With that said he took her inside to showed her the crime scene. He told her what happened to the victim as they enter the room.
"Why did you call me, Will?" She asked "Why not Jack? Why not the police?"
"I called you because I'm not entirely sure what I saw was real." He said
"Then let's prove it." She said
"I grabbed her arm. And an entire layer of dead skin separated from the underlying tissue, like she was wearing a glove." He explained "That's why she doesn't bleed."
"There wouldn't be any circulation. And there's nothing alive in the tissue to bind it." Kagome added as she remembered this system from her studies. "What did you do with the skin?"
"I don't know." He said
"You can't remember?" She asked with a worry tone
He looked at with a small smile as he heard it. Glad that she still cared about him. Kagome saw what she had done and try to focus back on the case.
"Could be a staphylococcal infection." She said "That or leprosy."
"Her eyes were discolored." He added "She was malnourished, jaundiced. Her liver was shutting down. She was deranged."
"So she mutilated a woman's face because she thought it was a mask." She said
Kagome looked at him as she saw an imaginary light bulb popped in his head.
"She can't see faces." He said "If she did kill Beth LeBeau, she might not even know she did it."
"Then why did she come back?" She asked
"To convince herself she didn't." He said
"Is that why you came back?" She asked
"If I wasn't clear on that issue, I know I didn't kill Beth LeBeau. I just want to know who did." He said
Kagome nodded.
"Kat has told me that you're the subject of a lot of speculation at the bureau." She said
"Oh, yeah? What are they speculating?" He asked with a sarcastic tone
"That I was right. Jack pushed you right up to the edge, and now you're pushing yourself over. Some say, because of our break up you pushed yourself even further." She said
"This killer can't accept her reality. I can occasionally identify with that. That said, I feel relatively sane." He said "As for the other part I'm just trying to move forward but I can't. I still love you Kagome and I don't think I'll ever stop loving you."
"Will…we're…we're not having this conversation here." She said leaving the room
"Then when, Kagome? When are we going to talk about it?" He asked following after her. "You moved out of the house. You changed your number. We haven't spoken in three days. I want us to work this out." They reach outside and he stopped her on the porch. "Please, talk to me."
"About what Will? About how you lied to me about having feelings for Alanna. Or that you betrayed my trust by haven't sex with her." She hissed
"You know that I no control of myself then with those pills! You should know how that feels. I was yelling at myself to stop the whole time as that happen." He said and step closer to her and took her hands into his. "What happened that night meant nothing to me. It was the biggest mistake of my life that I regret every day."
He looked into her eyes and caressed one hand on her cheek. Seeing that she hasn't backed away yet he lean in and capture her lips. To both of their surprise she didn't stop him and the kiss turn into a passionate one. He pushed her against the wall and continued on kissing her. They broke apart when they needed air.
"Do you remember when we first met?" He asked
"Hard not to when it was because of Michael's killings. You and Jack came to my dorm room and..." She smiled
He chuckled.
"Actually that's not how we first met. It was a week before that. I was looking at one of his kill scenes and you bumped into me. You kept saying sorry since you spilled coffee on me." He smiled "When you looked up at me it was the first time I made actually eye contact with anyone. You made me nervous that day, my heart was racing when I looked into those beautiful blue eyes of yours."
"I remembered. We didn't get to talk much because my roommate Cindy. She gave me a ride as we had class soon." She said
He rubbed her hands with his thumbs and smiled at the memory. This was something Hannibal doesn't have with her. He and Kagome had history and memories.
"I didn't believe in coincidence or fate until the second time that I saw you. When you were taken it wasn't just because I promised you family that I fine you no matter what. It was because I cared about you. And I would do anything to keep you safe." He said "Give me more one change, please Kagome."
They lean their foreheads together and she closed her eyes; thinking about forgiving or not. After a few minutes she opened her eyes and gave him her answer.
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A/N: I've been back and forth with this and still couldn't decide yet. Maybe you guys that are still reading can help me out. Should she forgive him or no?