Erin's pov; it's been a little over four years since I left Chicago so I could protect my mom I'm going to jail, which looking back I kind of regret because after three or four months of being in New York she went back to her old ways, put I current turn back after I left Chicago and the man I loved but the thing that made me really regret returning to Chicago was two or three weeks after coming to New York I found out I was pregnant, once the test showed me that I was pregnant I was scared I wasn't sure I could be an amazing mother but once I moved to New York I knew what I had to do and just do it and not look back like Hank said. Eight wonderful months later I gave birth to Emery Grace Lindsey halstead meaning that she is jay daughter although no one really knows but me and Hank and Platt because she is goes by the last name Lindsay she has been my world for the last 3 1/2 years right now I am at work finishing my paperwork for a big case we just solved after three weeks all sudden my phone starts to ring
E= agent Lindsay
CMN= hello this is nurse Kelly at Chicago men
E= hello nurse Kelly
CMN= The reason on calling is because someone was bought in to the hospital and your name is their emergency contact
E= all right then so I have a couple questions may I ask them first before you continue
CMN= of course you can go ahead
E= first of all why was he brought in to Med for
CMN= he was bought in because he got shot in the shoulder
E= oh my god so my last question is what is the person's name because I am on two people's paperwork as their emergency contact
CMN= oh yeah of course hold on one second let me look ( she does) so the patients name is Jay halstead
E= oh my god Jay is he okay
CMN= at the moment he is in surgery
E= OK well I am in New York so it's gonna take me about at least a day to get back to Chicago
CMN= all right that should be totally fine
E= but if anything changes please call me back immediately
CMN= Will do Miss Lindsay
Once the nurse hangs up I hurry up and finish my paperwork and then I head home so I can pack a bag for me and my daughter, on the way home I call and book us a ride to Chicago which will be in a couple hours I get home within 20 minutes when I walk in the door I hear my daughter and the nanny laughing about something
E= hey guys I'm home
NC= look who is home
EG= mommy is home
E= hey there is my girl were you good for Miss Chloe
EG= yes I was
NC= she is always an angel
E= that's good so Chloe do you have anything planned for the next week or so
NC= no I don't why do you ask
E= well something came up in Chicago with my family and I need to come along with me to Chicago to keep an eye on this little cutie, if you don't mind
NC= of course not I love hanging out with this little cutie so when do we leave
E= here in the next couple hours so maybe go home pack a bag and meet us at the airport
NC= all right that works for me see you guys later ( she leaves)
E= you want to go on an airplane and go see grandpa Hank
EG= yes I do mommy
E= all right let's go and pack a bag and head off
EG= okay mommy
We go get things packed within 20 minutes and then we head off to the airport to meet Chloe we make it to the airport within 45 minutes and we all board our plane within a half an hour. We all live in Chicago in about three hours side decide to get a hotel for the night so we can get some sleep. The next morning
E= I hate to leave you this early but I want to go check on my family
NC= it's no problem she will be asleep for a little bit then probably want some food
E= why thank you I'll even take it Uber to the hospital so you can have the rental in case you guys want to go anywhere like to the park today
NC= all right hopefully everything is fine with your family
E= same here call me if you need anything
NC= will do
I wait on my Uber to come once it comes I'm off to the hospital once I arrive at med I look for someone who can help me find Jay room
CMN= how may I help you
E= well I was wondering if there was a nurse Kelly around
CMN= well you're in luck a nurse Kelly how may I help you
E= oh good well I am Erin Lindsay we spoke on the phone yesterday night
CMN= oh yeah it's nice to put a voice to a face
E= same here so first of all how is Jay doing
CMN= well as of right now that I know of he is stable and is in recovery
E= that's good to hear next question where is his room at
CMN= he is on the fourth floor room 474
E= all right thank you so much Kelly
CMN= it's no problem your welcome
I go and find jay's room and white when I get close to his room I see somebody is exiting his room
E= hey Haley
HU= hello Erin right
E= yes it's Erin
HU= what are you doing here
E= I heard about Jay and I wanted to come see how he is
HU= that's good why now he's asleep after he got out of surgery if you wanna go see him you can I'm gonna go see everybody else
E= all right thanks
HU= you're welcome ( she leaves )
Once she leaves I take the final few steps into Chase Williams and I see him lying in the bed in my heart absolutely chats because he looks a lot worse than I was thinking he was going to look so I decide to sit down and just watch him sleep for a little bit and wait on him to wake up. About five minutes later I hear footsteps coming so I turned around to see who it was
HV= hey kiddo
E= hey Hank ( they hug)
HV= how are you
E= i'm good
HV= so what brings you back to Chicago after these last few years
E= well after Justin died me and Jay beside we should make each other emergency contacts and I guess I thought he would change his emergency contact when I left but I guess he didn't so they called me and told me Jay was bought into the hospital so I jumped on a plane and got here like early in the morning
HV= well I'm happy to finally see you again
E= same here now I got a question for you hank
HV= you do what is it
E= so when the nurse called yesterday she said Jay was shot but when I walked in here he looked a lot worse especially since he got shot so what really happened to him
HV= all right I'll tell you the whole story but let's take a seat first
E= all right ( they sit Down)
HV= so about two months ago Jay was kind of convinced at this one guy named Marcus West was the one who did the killing of a couple little boys
E= what do you mean kind of convinced
HV= well our new superintendent had this new software he wanted to try out and it pin Marcus was to be the one who killed the little boys and Jay decided to go after him because that's what the software told us that he was guilty
E= of course he did
HV= well Jay decided to send him to county to see if that would help make him confess since we were not getting anywhere at the district with him
E= makes sense we do that all the time
HV= well I guess within a few hours of being in county Marcus West and getting beaten up and later died here at med
E= oh man that sucks so did Marcus west actually killed the little kids
HV= no he didn't it was someone else . The only bad thing about the new software that the superintendent wanted to use was it was more pinpointed on Black people so it wasn't the best software because it was kind of racist
E= of course it was so let me guess Jay blamed himself for getting Marcus to being killed
HV= I guess no matter how long you have been away from Jay you know him so well
E= I guess I do that's just who Jay is though
HV= well he blamed himself bad enough that he decided to hang out with Marcus's wife and child to make it up to them and then about four days ago he got kidnapped
E= are you kidding me he got kidnapped again
HV= well the mother angela stole some drugs from these bad guys a while back and the guys thought Jay knew something about where she was keeping them so they kidnapped them both and kept them down in the basement and kept beating them up to see if they can finally tell them where the drugs where
E= but of course Jay didn't tell them anything because well he didn't know anything and also he is trained to beaten and not say anything
HV= oh yeah well we finally found where they were held hostage and I guess Jay found a way out of his ties in restraints and started to find a way out of the warehouse they were at the eight up of that guy that was on guard and that's when we all showed up and then Haley went inside and found him, But then J decided once Haley could get control of the bad guy that he should go back down and check on angela but to chase knowledge what when he got down there Angela had a gun and shot him in the shoulder and the reason she shot him was because she just learned that Jay was the one who put Marcus in County and got him killed
E= are you freaking kidding me
J= ( starts to wake) what is all that noise
HV= he is waking up
E= i'll get the nurse to go get will
HV= all right ( she leaves ) A nurse will get well for you
( with Erin)
E= hey nurse Jay Halstead room 474 is waking up can you page is brother Doctor halstead
RMN= sure can he will be in shortly
E= ( in the room) A nurse this paging will right now.
HV= that's good to hear
J= I must be dreaming because I thought I heard Erin's Voice I know that's impossible since she doesn't live in Chicago anymore she lives in New York
E= well Jay you're not dreaming because I am here in Chicago
J= wait really why
E= I guess you forgot to change your emergency contact because here I am
J= oh man I guess I did
WH= so I heard my little brother is finally awake
E= oh yes he is even though he thinks he is dreaming
WH= oh my God Erin freaking Lindsay what are you doing here
HU= oh my Erin I didn't realize that was you a little bit ago
E= oh yeah it's me
WH= so what are you doing
J= I guess I forgot to change my MMC contact because she is still on my paperwork as the emergency contact
E= A nurse called me and said that Jay was shot and so I jumped on the first flight here
HU= that's good
WH= it's not the first time Jay has been shot in the last two years anyways
E= Wait what did you just say will Jay was shot before this time and when was this
J= oh boy
WH= what did I get myself into what should I say
HV= you are the one who opened big fat mouth well you better tell her the truth
E= what are you guys talking about
HU= I think I need to go to something
E= no you don't Haley you stay right here because someone in the riom will tell me what he means Jay has been shot before
WH= all right so a little over 18 months ago our father was caught in a high-rise fire and later died at this hospital
E= oh no I am so sorry to hear that guys about your dad
J= why thank you Erin
WH= hey can you like finish the story up since I wasn't there for this part
HV= I guess I can't so we found the person who set the fire that killed all the people in the high-rise
J= including Our dad
HV= oh during the whole investigation she was being a little too harsh toward everyone
E= makes sense why he was
HV= when we were Getting ready to go after the guy I decided that it was trying to find the sideline J because he got to personal within the case
E= oh yeah
J= well when he sidelined me and left me behind I decided to call Kelly because Stella was actually hurt in the fire too so he wants to help find the person that caused this big fire
E= why are you talking about Kelly my ex-boyfriend,
J= yes I am we are kind of friends now
E= wow I am shocked
J= I bet you are
E= and wait so that means Kelly and Stella are together
J= yes they are
E= oh boy I can't believe he finally listened to me and decided to really tell the girl that he likes and now they are together I need to see him when I'm in town one time this week just to go and tell him I told you so
J= yes you should well anyways he came to my location when I called and we listen to his radio because he had it with him and that's when I found where the guy was at
HU= I wondered how you found him I guess that's how you did
J= yes well anyways when I found him I started chasing after him since he wanted to run
E= they always do
J= well after a few minutes of chasing him he started to point his gun and shoot at me so I shot back once we were both hit the ground after being shot I called over damn he had a pulse still so I called over the video that I needed back up.
HU= by the time me and Adam got to him the guy was dead
E= so how many times were you shot back then
J= I wish that twice back then
E= why wasn't I called when you were shot back then
WH= it's because when he was shot his vest was on and it protected him from getting shot in the chest
E= well that's good but I have one question for you Haley
HU= you do what is it
E= where were you when he got shot back then and also where were you in the moment he got shot a couple days ago
HU= What do you mean where was I didn't hang and J tell you what happened both times he was shot
E= yes I heard them but as his partner you shouldn't have let him be alone
HU= that is unbelievable you asked me where I was when he was shot but you haven't been here for four years so you don't know anything about our partnership
E= i'll give you that yes I haven't been here in a couple years but me and Jay are great early on in our partnership to never go in without back up I guess he never mentioned that well to you when you guys became partners
J= Erin don't blame this on her
E= no Jay I'm going to blame her she is supposed to have your back like how we always told each other to always have each other's back
HU= can someone get this bitch out of here because she doesn't know how well we have worked together since we started the partnership
E= oh will you call me a bitch what least I have my partners back all the time and he never got shot on my watch or kidnapped
HU= oh really well I heard that he got kidnapped a couple years ago when you were his partner
E= first of all yes I was his partner back then when that happened technically but I was going through things and I wasn't there so I still to this day I still regret it that he got kidnapped and I wasn't there to protect him
HV= you aren't to blame Erin A lot of things went wrong on that day back then
HU= this is unbelievable of course you would back her up she is like your daughter well can you back me up please
E= will you don't have to take a side if you don't want to
WH= I think you but thinking about it now Erin The kidnapping wasn't your fault it wasn't really anybody's fault it just happened and since being partnered up with Haley he has been shot so I am on team Erin side
HU= oh my God of course everyone is taking perfectly little Erin's side
E= my life is far from perfect Haley
HU= somebody better give her out of here
E= before you do what Haley I'm not afraid of you
WH= guys let's take this down an notch
HV= please let's act like adults
E= you know what it doesn't matter because I'm leaving to head to my little girl who needs me Hank can we come stay at your house for the time being
HV= Of course you can I'll come by later to say hi you still have a key right
E= yes I do and Jay I'm glad you're doing OK I'll check in on you later this week since I'll be in town for about a week or so
J= all right
E= also Jay you might want to ask for a better partner One that doesn't get you shot once you're able to get back to work ( she leaves)
HU= get back here bitch so I can beat your ass for once
HV= ( holds her back) not the time or the place Haley
HU= get the hell off me Hank
HV= I think it would be best if you went home now
HU= I guess I can do that but I am wondering what she meant by going to her little girl did she get knocked up randomly
HV= it's none of your business Haley what's going on in her life
HU= whatever Hank ( she leaves)
J= Hank what was Erin talking about a little girl is she a mother
HV= that is something Erin we'll have to tell you but for now I'm gonna get out of here to let the team know you are doing perfectly fine and let will take a look at you
J= all right
WH= by hank
HV= see you guys ( he leaves )
WH= I am shocked Erin has a kid
J= I know it's crazy I knew she would be an amazing mother one day
WH= yeah but my question is who is the baby daddy
J= yeah I'm wondering that too will
Once I leave Chicago med I head straight to my hotel to see my little girl how to what just happened all I need is to see her to get my mood to change back to happy which it does I once I see her. We decided to leave our hotel and head to Hanks house but we decide to stop and pick up some lunch before we get there. About two hours later I hear Hank coming in
HV= Erin are you in here
E= yes we are in the living room
HV= hello guys who might you be
NC= hello my name is Chloe
E= She is my nanny I thought that I should bring her along with me just in case I need her to watch Little Emery for a second
HV= okay that's good
EG= grandpa ( runs to him )
HV= hey my little nugget how are you
EG= i'm good
NC= I am going to go check in with some friends while you catch up with Hank
E= all right ( she leaves) she is the best
HV= I can tell so how was the flight by the way
E= it wasn't too bad she was pretty easy on the flight over here considering it being late at night
HV= that's good
E= so how was it with Haley after I left did she talk shit about me
HV= A little bit but I shut her down and told her to leave
E= that's good thanks for standing up for me against her
HV= it's no problem
E= Haley think she knows me so well but she doesn't
HV= yeah
E= she only near me for a couple weeks before I left Chicago
HV= I know maybe she's just very sensitive because of what just happened to Jay
E= yes may be but it's still no reason to act that way toward me
HV= oh yeah
EG= hey mommy
E= yes baby
EG= can I go play with my toys in your room
E= of course you can baby if you need anything come get us
EG= okay mommy bye grandpa
HV= bye sweet girl ( she leaves) she is so much like you Erin
E= oh yes she is
HV= so I know you sent me photos and we FaceTime over the years but seeing her in person I can really tell she looks so much like Jay
E= I know tell me about it Every day I look at her and I just see him looking right back at me and I want to be mad because this little girl has a father who would be in her life and be the most amazing father for her but she hasn't met him
HV= May I ask why you never called him
E= I really don't have a reason but maybe once I heard his voice I would want to tell him everything
HV= it makes sense but now that you're in Chicago what are you going to do especially since you kind of mentioned her in the hospital and to him and everybody else
E= I think after I saw him it made me really think maybe it's time to let him know that he has a little girl
HV= i'll support you with whatever you decide to do
E= why thank you ( they hug)
HV= ( phone rings ) well it looks like JOB leaving the hospital probably tomorrow at some point
E= that's good to know
HV= also I'm going to head to the district to check in on things
E= all right ( starts to walk away) hey Hank
HV= yeah what's up
E= do you mind if I join you I kinda miss some of the unit
HV= of course not but I'm driving
E= fine let me go let Chloe know what's happening
HV=all right
E= ( finds Chloe and Emery) hey girls
EG= look mommy
E= I see good job hey Chloe are you okay if I head off to see my friends at the district I'll be gone for a couple hours max
NC= yeah that is totally fine
E= all right bye sweet girl be good for Chloe
EG= by mommy
NC= she is always good
Me and Hank leave and head to the district we arrive within 20 minutes. When we walked in I decided to hide behind him to surprise Trudy
P= Hey Hank any word on Jay
HV= he is doing good he should be heading home tomorrow
P= wow that's amazing
HV= oh yeah so I have a surprise for you
HV= wait Hank voight actually bought me food I am shocked
E= ( he moves aside) well I'm not food but am I enough of a surprise for you
P= no freaking way Erin ( goes and hugs her) what are you doing here
E= well it's a long story but I came to visit my old friends
P= well I'm happy to see you how long are you in town for
E= probably about a week
P=
That's good we should catch up soon
E= we will but for now I'm going to go see the others upstairs
P= all right talk to you soon ( head upstairs)
HV= hey guys a
AR= hey boss any updates on Jay
HV= he is doing good
KA= that's good
HV= and he should be heading home tomorrow
KB= that's good to know
AD= I guess today is a day of good news
HV= oh yeah well to add to the good news I have a supplies for you guys
AR= you do please tell me we have the next couple days off
HV= sadly no Adam but ...( moves to the side )
E= hello my people
AD= Erin what are you doing here
KB= oh my God Erin
KA= there is my favorite girl Lindsay we sure have missed you a lot
AR= yes we have
E= how about a big group hug from everyone since I missed you guys all so much
They all do a big group hug around me and then we all catch up on what's been going on since I've been gone about two hours later bye thank it's time to leave
KB= oh my God I missed you so much ( hugs Erin)
E= same here since I'm in town for a week we should catch up more
KB= yes we should are you free tonight
E= yes I am hope you don't mind coming to Hanks house to visit me because that's where I'm staying
KB= that's totally see you there
HU= hey guys any updates on... ( see Erin) what is she doing
E= I came to see my friends
HU= well can you please leave before I hit you for real this time
KA= whoa Hailey what's going on why do you want to hit Erin so bad
E= it doesn't matter Kevin I'm leaving right now
HU= that's good
E= But before I go I want to let you guys know a secret about help me and Jay work so well together which is we never went anywhere without back up so nobody would get shot or hurt so please never go NFL back up so none of you guys get shot or connect in the future bye guys ( bumps into Haley on purpose )
Once I leave the district I head back to Hanks house to my girl I hang out with her for the rest the night and then I put her to bed and wait on Kim to come over to hang out about an hour later
HV= hey kiddo I'm home and Kim is here too
E= hey send her into the living
HV= all right
KB= hey there you
E= hey girl how are you
KB= i'm good how about you
E= not to bad
KB= that's good so may I ask what was that thing about earlier at the district with you and Haley
E= well Hank let me know that she was shot twice before this time around and which makes three times in the last four years since I've been gone and the whole time me and Jay were a team did he ever get shot or hurt
KB= actually since you bought it up Jay never got hurt on your watch and he has been hurt a lot with Haley as his partner so it makes sense with what you are saying
E= thank you for seeing it my way
KB= besides her and Adam were a thing for a little bit last year
E= wait no way you have to be kidding me there is no way that actually happened
KB= oh yeah it totally happened and do you wanna know how I found out they were a couple
E= oh my please tell me
KB= show me an atom we're getting ready to go undercover to do a little bus so I went to go find him and he was downstairs in the garage area with Haley and When I walked in he was super close to her like their hands were all over each other
E= oh man that must've sucked
KB= it did but then the next day me Jay Kevin and Haley went up to Wisconsin to catch some gun guys everything was going good until me and Haley got kidnapped together
E= oh man that had to suck worse being stuck in the same way with your ex fiancé's new girlfriend
KB= oh yeah well I'm the one that figured out a way to give us cute I let The one dude trust me enough to let me out and called Adam to help find us, and then whenever they left us alone I figured out a way to get out of my zip ties and find a way out to start a fire outside for everyone to find us
E= well that's good they found you because you used your brain but may I ask what did Haley do to help you get you out of that kidnapping
KB= to be honest nothing
E= oh really what did she even do
KB= Well when the guys first put it in the basement and left us I wanted to get out of the basement as soon as possible but she told me to sit still and wait for everyone to shop to get us but when the guys took me somewhere so I can call Adam I came back and she was beating up and had No more zip ties on her she had actual chains and locks on her hands and feet. I guess she decided to trick the guy and try to get out but she lost in the guy decided she needed stronger restraints
E= that's crazy she is such an hypocrite
KB= oh yeah then after we were rescued she wanted to tell me why she and Adam decided they wanted to keep the relationship a secret
E= why is that
KB= So I guess I before she may detect if she was sleeping with her boss
E= no if we can way so is that the reason she got promoted to being a detective
KB= she said that isn't the reason she was made a detective
E= but what do you think about it how do you think she got promoted
KB= I want to believe she got promoted for the white reasons but any story that goes like that where she said she was sleeping for boss and the next thing she knows she becomes objectives it makes sense why she got promoted the way she did is because she slept with the boss
E= oh yeah it makes sense to me ( hears noise coming from upstairs)
KB= Who is that
E= I was playing and just tournament be right back
KB= OK then
I head upstairs to see what is happening and I see that Emery is in a nightmare once I get her out of the nightmare and she calms down she only wants me and doesn't want to go back to sleep so I decide to bring it downstairs with me
E= sorry about that Kim
KB= it's no polymer I ask who this little pretty girl is
E= well Kim this little girl is my daughter Miss Emery grace Lindsay
KB= hello Emery I am your auntie kim
E= so now you know my secret so I bet you have some questions for me
KB= yes I do
E= go ahead and ask away
KB= so first of all when did you find out you were pregnant was it before you left Chicago or when you got to New York
E= it was when I got to New York about two weeks into being in New York I was so sick I thought I had a cold but it wouldn't go away so I decided to go to a doctor and they told me I was two months pregnant
KB= well so my next question is this I hope you don't take this the long way but is she Jay's
E= yes she is chased he is the only man I've ever been with in the last five years
KB= okay good because she looks a lot like Jay
E= she does doesn't she
KB= oh yeah okay my last question I have is when you found out why couldn't you come back and tell Jay that you were playing with his kid
E= well Hank told me that she was going through something and he didn't want Jay to be more stressed out about things
KB= which makes sense so since you are in Chicago are you going to finally tell Jay about her ( points to her )
E= I think I will after all day of me thinking about Jay and Her I think it's time they finally meet maybe I will do it tomorrow
KB= that's good so I actually have some good news myself for you
E= you do what is it you and Adam are back together now
KB= well not really
KB= so this may be a shocker but me and Adam are having a baby ( pulls out a sonogram)
E= wait what I thought you guys aren't back together I'm so confused please please explain this to me
KB= okay so about three months ago the whole police force had to work on a case where we need to stop people from dying from this flesh eating bacteria that was going all over Chicago
E= oh my god
KB= well anyways once we found the person in charge of doing all this I was heading home and me and Adam had this unspoken connection for a second and we went to my place and had sex
E= and I guess that is when you guys decided to make a baby all of a sudden
KB= oh yeah also by the way you me Adam and Kevin are the only one that know this secret
E= all right but when are you going to tell Hank the news
KB= i'm thinking in the next couple weeks
E= that's good you need to protect yourself and now that little baby inside you
KB= oh yeah and since I told you my secret maybe you can give me some advice about letting the child especially being a cop
E= I'd be happy to
Over the next couple hours I gave Kim all the advice I wish somebody gave me when I was pregnant with Emery and had her, we also catch up a bit then she decided to head home to go to bed while me and Emery Head upstairs to bed ourselves and I decided to let her sleep in my bed with me. Tomorrow will be a big day for both of us, the next Day I just spent time with Emery by taking her to local parks and shopping later on we were at Hanks house just watching some TV together
HV= hey Erin I bought food I hope your hungry
E= hey we are in the living room
HV= hey guys
EG= hey grandpa
E= and Hank to answer your question don't you know by now I'm always hungry
HV= oh yeah so how was your day
E= it was good we just had someone in one time and went to a local park to play and now Emery is watching her favorite shows
HV= well that's good to hear
E= so how was your day
HV= not too bad just paperwork
E= that's good to hear have you heard anything about Jay getting out of the hospital today
HV= ( phones rings ) well speaking of which Will just texted me to let me know he bought Jay to his house a couple hours ago while he recovers
E= Well that's good
HV= so I'm wondering have you thought about what we talked about yesterday
E= yes I have
HV= all right so
E= I decided that I am going to tell Jay finally that this little girl is his
HV= well that's good so when are you going to tell Jay
E= well I have been thinking I think I want to tell him today
HV= oh really why today why not wait another day
E= well for one I think it's been way too long to keep Jay with his daughter and for two I think since I'll be here for about a week or two might as well let him meet her and get to know her before I head back to New York
HV= that makes sense so when are you going to do it and how is it going to go
E= well maybe in the next half an hour I'll let Jake get settled in first a little better at Will's place
HV= which makes sense
E= and I hope you can help me with the next part
HV= oh really what could I do to help you
E= so I was thinking that I go over there by myself and tell him the news and then call you and you can bring her over to meet Jay if you are okay with that
HV= i'm totally fine with that I'm just wondering one question where is your nanny at
E= oh well this morning I guess she got a call from one of her friends or family members I can't remember who saying that they were in the hospital and they need her so she went back to New York earlier this afternoon
HV= all right Then that should work perfectly
I'll be happy to do anything for you
E= thank you and Emery are you ready to eat some food
EG= yes I am mommy
HV= all right let's eat
We eat our food and then I leave to head to Will's house ready to chill someone a secret I've been holding onto you for way too long
WH= ( knocking) hold on I'll be right there
J= did you order something to eat already
WH= no I didn't ( opens door)
E= hey will
WH= hey Erin
J= well who is at the door
E= can I come in
WH= yes you can ( let's her in)
E= why thank you
J= well you didn't answer me who is that at the door ( see Erin ) oh hey Erin
E= hey Jay how are you feeling
J= I am still pretty sore
WH= which is expected after being shot
E= oh yeah maybe dodged a bullet next time
WH= let's hope there isn't a next time
J= haha you guys are so funny but will there will always be a next time and I'll try my best to dodge a bowl better next time
E= or better yet get a better partner to have your back unlike Haley
J= Erin can you not mention that right now
WH= I kinda agree with erin jay
E= fine I'll let it go for now
J= why thank you
E= besides I came here to talk to you about something else
J= oh you did
WH= do you need to speak with him in private or can I say
E= um You can stay if you want to well this kind of affects you also
J= all Right before you say anything does this have anything to do with the line you dropped about your kid yesterday in my hospital room
E= yes it does
WH= so you do have a kid
E= yes I do have a little girl
J= well I'm happy for you let me guess she's about two years old now
E= actually she's 3 1/2 years old almost 4
WH= wait that makes no sense
E= I know let me just start from the beginning so that everything would makes more sense
WH= that would be great
J= give her a chance to talk
E= so about four years ago when I left Chicago The reason I left was because my mom would be going to jail and hank would lose the unit if I didn't take the FBI job in New York so that's why I left
WH= oh man that sucks
J= I don't blame you for protecting your mother at all Erin
E= but you wish I didn't
J= yeah so since you did that how is your mom doing
E= I really don't know I haven't heard from her in about four years she went back to her old self within two months of me being in New York
J= unbelievable that's totally typical bunny for you
E= oh yeah well anyways about two weeks after I got to New York I was so sick and I thought it was just a cold but it never went away so I decided to go to the doctor and she told me I was 2 1/2 months pregnant
J= wait does that mean you were pregnant with my child
E= ( starts to cry) yes it does Jay I was pregnant with your child
WH= are you kidding me I have a niece out there
J= this isn't about you will so you were pregnant and didn't tell me Erin
E= i'm sorry I was going to tell you but I couldn't tell you over the phone and I don't think it would be best if I came back to Chicago with the way my job was left here in Chicago
J= okay I can understand that I'm just wish you could've told me a lot sooner than now
E= I understand that I just wanted you to be happy and I knew if I said anything he might be very upset with me
J= Erin don't you know by now I would never ever be upset or mad at you no matter what
E= I know I was just scared
WH= so tell us about yours and Jay's little girl
E= she looks just like you like she could be your twin no doubt but she acts a lot like me
J= well can I see pictures of her and also what is her name
E= well her name is Emery Grace Lindsay Halstead but to everyone her last name is only Lindsay
WH= wow that's a beautiful name
E= Why thank you and how about instead of looking at pictures of her how would you like to meet her
J= I would love that
E= all right I'll call Hank to bring her over here
WH= all right
I call Hank to bring Emily over so we can get this meeting that was long overdue over with, as we wait on them to come I tell Will and Jay all about Emery about 45 minutes later and not comes at the door
E= that must be Hank may I answer your door will
WH= of course you can
E= ( opens door) hey guys
EG= hey mommy
HV= we had so much fun didn't we Emery
EG= yes we did
HV= so are you ready for this and is everything going OK in here
E= yes everything is good and I think it's beyond time for this to happen
HV= totally get it
E= ( picks her up ) so miss Emery I would love for you to meet somebody very special to mommy
EG= you do who is it mommy
E= ( walks to jay) so Emme remember how you always have been asking me who your daddy is and I never answered you
EG= yeah mommy
E= well Emery this guy over
EG= The redheaded one
WH= wait oh no lady this guy ( points to jay)
E= that man is your daddy
EG= he has my nose
J= hello Emery
E= do you want to say hi to Jay
EG= hello ( snuggles into Erin)
J= wow you weren't kidding Erin She really does look like me
E= I know which makes it harder each and every day because each time I looked at her I looked at you
WH= well I have to go get your pain meds so I'm going to leave so you can bond with your daughter
J= all right
WH= see you later Erin and Hank
HV= see you later will
WH= bye miss Emery I mean uncle Will by the way
EG= hello uncle will and bye
WH= see you later ( he leaves)
EG= he looks like a clown with his red hair
J= well he acts like one too ( everyone laughs)
E= ( starts to cry again ) oh my god this is amazing
EG= what's wrong mommy are you sad
E= no baby I'm happy
EG= then why are you crying
E= i'm just really happy baby girl this is what I wanted this whole time why did I keep you guys away from each other for this long
J= hey Erin it doesn't matter about the past what matter is how we are going to go from here
HV= couldn't agree more with you jay
E= wow you guys are getting along now
J= yeah we bonded in the last year and a half
HV= I told him if something ever happened to me he can take over the unit
E= wow I am beyond shocked
J= I know I was too
Over the next few hours I see the bond between Jay and Emery Grow by the minute I will comes back about an hour later which is pain meds and we decide to eat some dinner with them later on Emery starts to get sleepy so me Hank and Emery head to his house. Over the next week Chey would either come over or we would go over to visit Jay and spend time with him all day long, now it's the day before we head back to New York and I am getting my bags packed
HV= hey Erin where are you guys
E= we are in my room
HV= ( see her) what are you do
E= well I am packing can't you tell since we do leave tomorrow to go back home
HV= well I can see that but can you stop packing just right now
E= I guess I can but I have to get back to it soon
HV= well I have some good news that maybe you don't have to go back at all
E= what do you mean Hank
HV= how about we sit down and I tell you the news that I just learned and want to share with you
E= that would be great ( they sit) please explain
HV= okay so you know how after that one case the CPD didn't really want you to come back
E= Oh yeah if they could they would've took in my badge in star that day and never gave it back
HV= oh yeah well the good news is Someone you came in and we future case and I think you did the right thing back then so they would like to offer your job back to you
E= wait you got to be kidding me this isn't real
HV= I promise this is where you can have your job back only if you want it
E= I don't even know what to say
HV= how about you say you will take your job back
E= i'm ... ( knocking) that must be Jay can I answer your question later
HV= of course you can.
E= ( opens the door) hey you
J= hey you where is Emery
E= wow I am chopped liver now
J= oh yeah especially since you gave me a mini me that now is my main focus
E= well I don't blame you there but to answer your question she is in the living room coloring you a picture
J= all right
E= so I'm guessing you feel a lot better since you look back to your normal self now
J= yeah not 100% yet but yes I do
E= hey Emery guess who is here
EG= daddy is here ( runs to him)
E= oh be easy with him
EG= sorry daddy
J= It's OK Punkin I miss you
EG= I miss you too daddy come see the picture I called for you
J= all right let's see (
EG= here you go ( gives him the picture)
J= Wow this is so pretty good job baby
E= How about you go color another picture of baby tall is something while I go and talk to daddy about something baby girl
EG=all right mommy ( leaves)
J= so what's up
E= nothing much just checking in
J= oh really checking in I'm really going to miss you guys when you leave tomorrow to go back to New York I hope we can figure out a way to coparent by living in different states
E= we will figure it out besides I may have a way for us to stay in Chicago forever
J= wait really how come
E= well wait before you showed up Hank just got home and told me some good news
J= he did what is the news
E= so I guess there was someone new that started working down at the headquarters and they decided to re-open my case to get fresh eyes on my case
J= that's good
E= so when they open my case decided that I did the right thing back then
J= of course you did
E= so they decided that I can have my old job back if I want it
J= wow that's amazing to hear
E= yes it is
J= so are you going to take your old job back
E= I really don't know I do miss being here in Chicago and all my friends and family here
J= I hope you miss me too
E= of course I do J I wish I never left you so many years ago
J= that's good so what's holding you back from coming to live in Chicago again and work with your old team Who you do consider your family
E= ( thinks) there is really nothing holding me back I miss this place all the time
J= well I think you should come back I'm not just saying that because little miss Emery over there i'm saying that because you are an amazing cop and Chicago needs cops like you
E= figured you were and also thank you Jay you are very good cop too
J= thanks so before you really decide if you want to come back can I maybe talk to you about us
E= you sure can but what about us
J= so I know we want in a good place right before you left
E= no we weren't
J= well right before you left I was gonna do something
J= well this might sound stupid but I was going to propose to you
E= wait really I am shocked you were
J= yes I was you can even ask Will because I asked him to give me our moms doing
E= oh my god jay really
J= Yes my mom always told us both that whenever we find the right girl it wasn't a waste but whoever found the right go first got her in which I did
E= jay I don't know what to say
J= I know back then we weren't in the best places but I just wanted to do something to show you how much I wanted to be there for you no matter what was going on between us yes I know that's a big thing and everything but I just wanted to protect you also I Love you so much
E= oh jay ( moves closer to him) that's very sweet okay so now I have a question
J= all right go ahead
E= I know it's been years but I'm wondering do you still love me even after not telling you about your daughter
J= ( puts his hands on her cheek) Erin Nicole I can never stop loving you no matter what I want you will always be in my heart
E= all right and you will always be in my heart to shoot I gave birth to a little girl who looks exactly like you I could never forget about you
J= she really does look like me
E= ( laughs abs leans into him) yes she does
J= so now that it's been a few minutes what is your thoughts about coming back to Chicago and getting your job back
E= I think I might take my job back by coming back to Chicago
J= i'm so happy to hear that but also what does that mean for us
E= what do you mean
J= Like when you come back will we be friends who is a arcade or when will you be a couple raising our daughter together as a family
E= umm well these past four years have been hard on me because every day I look at Emery and just see you and it makes me miss you so much more
J= so what does that mean
E= it means that when me abs Emery move back here I want us to find a place together as a family
J= are you serious ( smiles)
E= yes I am Jay but I just want to be together I'm not ready to get married yet
J= that's understandable
E= but that doesn't mean I never want to marry you I just want to take your time building our relationship back to being the best it was
J= couldn't agree more
E= I know it's going to take time but ( jay kiss her) what was that for
J= that was because I wanted to kiss you ever since I saw you in my hospital room when I woke up and saw your beautiful face
E= you are such a dork
J= yeah but you love me
E= ( kiss him) yes I do so much
HV= hey Erin ( see them) sorry to bother you guys
J= it's no problem Hank it's your house anyways
E= what's up Hank
HV= so let me guess you guys are back together now
J= yes we are
HV= all right I know this is not of my business but how was that going to work with you guys in different states
E= well I have some good news
HV= you do what is it
E= I decided that I would be happy to come back to Chicago and view with my family and fence
HV= really
J= and she wants her job back
HV= that's great to hear
E= but I do have one condition if I get my job back
HV= all right what is it
E= so when I come back I want my old partner back so he can be safe and like being partnered up with Haley if that is OK with you jay
J= yes I would love to have my partner back
HV= I could make that work
E= good how long until I'll be able to start back at work
HV= my guess is about two weeks
J= well that Works maybe since I'm still on medical leave why don't we go to New York to pack your guises stuff up to head back here
E= that works for me but can I ask one more thing Hank
HV= you sure can
E= so I know how you used to say when I was younger no boys allowed in my room
HV= yes Jay can stay the night just this once
E= I hope you're OK with that jay
J= of course I am I've waited forever to have this moment ( kiss her cheek)
E= oh how sweet also maybe before we head back to New York we go by the district tomorrow and introduce Emery to her aunts and uncles
HV= that's a good idea well I'm going to go out for a bit so good night and see you guys in the morning
E= all right
J= Night hank
Hank leaves and we play with Emery for a little bit then we put her to bed we stay up and talk for a while just we connecting to each other, we finally fell asleep about three hours later, The next day we all wake up and eat breakfast together Hank had to leave early to get to the district to get some things done once we get done eating me and Emery go upstairs to get dressed then we all drive to wills house so Jicha change his clothes once he was changed we all hopped in the car and headed to the district.
P= Erin it's nice to see you again
E= hey Platt how are you
P= I'm good hey little munchkin
EG= hey aunt Trudy
J= wait you knew about her
P= of course I do I know about everything that goes on in this unit don't you know that by now chuckles
J= I guess you do
EG= hey daddy
J= yes baby
EG= why does aunt Trudy call you chuckles
J= um I really don't know she just started call me that one day and come to think about it she hasn't called me that in about...
P= I say about four years I think I quit calling you that once Erin left
E= why is that platt
P= I guess because he lost a smile but now that you're back I can see his smile is back that's why I called him chuckles because he is so happy especially around you
J= that makes sense because I couldn't be more happier than I am right now especially my family ( kiss Erin')
P= wait does this mean what I think it mean
E= yes it does play we are back together
P= wow I'm so happy I guess Hank owes me some money now
E= wait what do you mean
J= please explain
P= I told Hank right after I saw Erin that by the end of the week you guys would be back together he didn't believe me so we made a pet and of course I won
E= I guess you did
J= so Platt is the guys out of the district right now or are they upstairs
P= they are upstairs probably doing paperwork
E= sounds like fun let's head upstairs
J= all right
E= see you later Platt
P= see you guys
We walk upstairs and all of a sudden all the eyes are on us
KA= hey Lindsay I didn't know you would still be in town
E= well I am
KB= hey Jay you look a lot better than you did about a week ago
J= why thank you Kim
HU= oh look you're still here
AD= what is the issue with you guys
HU= it doesn't matter
AR= so who is this little cutie
E= well Adam and everyone I would like you to meet my daughter miss Emery grace
KA= you have a daughter that's exciting
AD= oh my god that's amazing
AR= wow congrats Lindsay
E= thanks guys so Emery This is your uncle Adam he is the goofy one one of the group
AR= what does that mean
J= you are just not that mature Adam
E= next epis uncle Kevin he's the best he will always look out for you no matter
KA= you got that right how are you little princess
EG= I'm good
E= And this one over here is your uncle Antonio he is the best man ever
AD= oh why thanks Erin
HV= hey Erin you got a second
E= sure can I'll be right back Emery hang out with your uncles and Aunt Kim
EG= okay hey aunt Kim
KB= hey there how are you
AR= wait Kim do you know about her before today
KB= yes I did I knew for almost a week now
KA= oh really when did you find out
KB= The other day when Erin came by the Districk we made plans to hang out that night and we ended up hanging out at Hanks house
AR= wait a minute you went to the bosses house was that weird at all for you
KB= not at all besides I was visiting my friends so it wasn't a big deal
KA= well that's good
KB= and as we were talking miss Emery had a bad nightmare so Erin went upstairs to get Her and came back down with her and I ended up meeting her in that moment
AD= oh that's cool.
( with Erin and jay )
E= so what's up
HV= so I spoke with the higher-ups earlier today and they are happy to have you back
E= well that's good
HV= but they gave me some bad news
E= don't tell me they want me to work at a different district or even work as a patrol officer
HV= oh nothing like that
E= okay what is it
HV= so with you coming back I now have one too many people in my unit so...
E= now you have to kick someone out of the unit
HV= yes I do
E= did they give you who they want to go or did they let you have a choice
HV= kinda both option they said I have to choose between Haley and Vanessa which one should go
E= so who are you going to choose
HV= Well I've been thinking ever since you mentioned it but how Jay has been hurt a lot more with Haley and his partner than he ever has been with you as his back up I think I'll be kicking Haley out of the unit
E= all right I think that's a good choice not just because I don't like her
HV= yeah the reason I'm giving you the heads up is because she might start yelling and using curse words so maybe get Emery into the break room so she doesn't hear any of it
E= That's a good idea thanks for letting me know Ahead of time
HV= it's no problem I'll be out there in a few minutes to let everyone know the news
E= all right let's The drama begin
HV= oh yeah
( back in the bullpen)
EG= hey mommy guess what
E= what baby
EG= uncle Kevin is the best
E= oh really he is
J= is everything OK what did Hank want
E= um short story is that Haleys getting kicked back to her old unit and Emery needs to be in the play queen just in case something goes bad
J= oh my I completely understand that now hey Emery
EG= yes daddy
HU= wait she is your kid jay
J= yes she is
KA= well that makes sense now she is totally your twin
AD= that she is
AR= wow Jay is a dad that's cool
HU= are you sure Emery Is your day she could've told you that any believe her you should get a DNA test done
J= I don't need a DNA test she looks totally like me
HU= Does it mean she didn't open her legs as someone who looks like you once she moved to New York
HV= all right that's enough Haley I know for sure Emery is Jays and Erin I think it's time for what we talked about
E=all right hey emery can you do me a huge favor
EG= sure can mommy
E= can you go over there in the break room and color some pictures for everyone out here
EG= I sure can mommy
E= all right here you go ( hands over her backpack)
EG= thanks Mom ( she leaves)
HV= all right so I have some good news
AD= you do Hank what is it
HV= do you want to tell them Erin
E= sure so the higher-ups are letting me come back to work here in this unit so I'll be working if you guys yet again
KB= oh my god that's amazing
AD= welcome back
KA= yes Lindsay is back
AR= thank God now you can make my coffee
E= Adam how many times do I have to tell you I am not making you any coffee ever
J= i'm guessing a lot since he doesn't listen well
HU= well I am not working with her she's such a bitch she has to go to another district to work because I belong in this unit
HU= well that brings me to my next
AD= it is what is it about Hank
HV= well with Erin coming back I now have one too many people in my unit so now I have to have one of you be transferred to somewhere else
KA= oh man that sucks
AR= so who has to leave
VR= normally it's the last to come in the first to go I understand nice to know you guys
HV= actually Vanessa that isn't the case this time around
VR= oh really how come
HV= well the higher-ups said I could choose who I wanted to kick out of the unit
KA= so who is moving you in
HV= I made the decision to have Haley move back to her old unit
HU= wait what how come is it because Little Miss perfect Erin told you to bounce me
E= I did no such thing I don't have that much control over CPD as you may think I do
HU= oh please
HV= she didn't make me choose Haley I decided after the higher-ups told me to choose
HU= May I at least ask why you want me to be transfer
HV= so I have noticed since you have been paired up with Jay in the last two years she has been shot a total of three times also including getting kidnapped I would like to not worry about my best detective being hurt or possibly being kidnapped yet again or even worse being killed
HU= are you freaking kidding me I was nowhere near him when that happens it's not my fault
E= but as a partner you need to cover each other's back 24 seven no matter what it is that is what makes you a good partner
HU= Oh my god you're such a bitch you haven't been here for four years I've been a pretty good back up I'll certain jacket connect one time when you were his
E= yes he was kidnapped but I wasn't even in the unit at the time
KA= no she wasn't
AR= we all blame ourselves about what happened on that day but at least we were nearby him
KB= Unlike you Halle we all got Jays back all day long we are family here
HU= this is beyond stupid she is just bitch ( charged after Erin )
AD= ( catches Haley ) that's not going to happen
HV= hey at least you can go back to your old unit there's still room there
AR= we will see you around
KB= or not slut
HU= whatever I'm better than everyone in this week ( she leaves and two minutes later)
P= what the hell is going on up here
J= it's a long story Trudy
HV= but good news is that Erin Will be back to work in a couple of weeks
P= wait really that's a exciting
KA= yes it is
E= also to add to some good news me and Jay have something to share
AR= don't tell me you're having another kid
J= what no way first of all my doctor hasn't cleared me to do that yet Adam
E= and second of all it takes a lot longer to find out your pregnant than just one week
J= and lastly we just decided to get back together last night we weren't worried about doing that
KA= so you guys are back together
E= yes we are
KB= I am so happy to hear that
AR= that's good
KA= The power team is bad
AD= and then maybe in the future give Little Miss Emery a sibling at some point
E= yeah maybe
We all celebrate me coming back to work and me and Jay getting back together, we stay for a couple hours and then head to Hanks house to pack a few things so that we can get on the plane tonight and go back to New York to pack her things to head back to Chicago for good. Within six months that pain back me and Jake get married, Wind up having three more kids names jadien jasmin and Everett and we live happily ever after.
Authors note: so I technically did another one shot based off of season seven episode 10 but it was different. Also in the story Antonio never got addicted to drugs and stayed in the unit, I hope you liked everything I added in the chapter it was it Everything I was expecting it to be when I thought of it in my head please give me your feedback on it .
