March 31, 2022
Dear Piper,
As much as I initially wanted to write this and put our story out there, I no longer want to continue it. It's not like you care or will ever read it anyway.
Since we've stopped talking, this is the first time in 4 years that I've made it through an entire month without breaking down. If I can do it for one month, I can do it for two, and three, and hopefully forever.
I can finally take a step back and look at what we had and know that I gave it 100 percent. I was in love with you. I wanted to be with you and I know for a fact that I gave you what you wanted. I was your best friend, we had amazing chemistry, and I was always there for you even when you didn't deserve it. You were everything I ever wanted. But you used me and you lied to me by making me think I had a chance with you when you knew you were already in love with someone else. You destroyed our friendship, I never would have crossed that line if you hadn't initiated it. You had someone that would have given anything to be with you and you chose someone who ultimately didn't want to be with you. You let me go. You're the one who lost.
2182 days since the day we first met, 1491 days since we broke up, 34 days since you last spoke to me, 31 days without crying over you, 0 days without thinking of you.
You broke my fucking heart.
Alex