Hey everyone! A new chapter, please enjoy.
As it was declared that Yasuo was going to be sentenced to suffer in the 9 Circles of Hell, Riven decided to walk away from all of the noise that could be heard in the Hall of Judgement, there were lots of insults, name-calling, and violence shown towards her lover, Yasuo, and she couldn't bear to hear or see all of that but she didn't, no... Couldn't, since she was the leader of the Seraphs, the most elite group in Heaven, she then decided to head to the Grand Library of the skies, to find something that was handed to the archives by Yasuo, to find it before it was going to get burned down.
When she arrived at the library, she met a familiar face... An old friend.
"Ah, young one, what is thine purpose for this visit? Aren't you supposed to be in the Hall of Judgement? I heard there's a sentence on-going."
The old lady asked, she then continued with. "I do not know who's though."
Riven took a while to answer... "I-I am... It's just...Ugh, don't mind me, just here to pick up a diary of someone very dear to me."
"Ah, I understand..."
The lady then looked at Riven with pity in her eyes.
"About your friend... I am sorry for what had happened... I pray that the criminal will get found soon and be brought to justice..."
"If only it was a common criminal..." Riven murmured, the woman couldn't hear what was said.
"Pardon?" The lady asked, but before she got an answer, Riven had already left, left to find the diary of Yasuo.
"The alphabet X...And here it is... Y" Riven then took off to find the appropriate diary, if she remembers it correctly, it was a diary Yasuo wrote when he was still human, how he got powers, the fight with his enemies and also, how he became obsessed with Heaven.
Though he would not show it much, he was the one who loved the lord the most. Yasuo was, strong, unsullied, and kind but what came over him on that day... Riven does not know.
"There it is..." She murmured. "The Blade Over Heaven...*Giggles* "Only Yasuo would choose a name such as this..."
She took the diary that was about 80 pages long and thick.
"I wonder how he is right now..." Riven murmured as she sat and opened the diary...
Simultaneously, as Riven wondered that, Yasuo was being brought down to the Vestibule, the gates to Hell.
These are the summaries of the chapters of the Diary.
"Chapter 1." Riven wondered out-loud.
*Yasuo, no matter what happens, live nobly and with pride. If you do that, you'll surely be able to go to Heaven*
Yasuo reflects on his mother, her behavior and her beliefs. He comments about the apparent foolishness of his mother's righteousness while they lived in the most miserable living conditions, and were surrounded by the ungrateful. Yasuo then reflects on his mother's fixation on Heaven, particularly the way to go to Heaven. Saying that during his youth, Yasuo rather admired his father Nicholas' immorality, he then comments that his mother would always try to correct him even when her efforts resulted in a beating, the scorn of her neighborhood, and finally her death. Unable to understand her behavior, Yasuo thus questions his earlier assumption about his mother's foolishness. He reflects on why she, a righteous and educated woman, would remain beside Nicholas, and theorizes that she was being "charitable" toward him. Finally, Yasuo wonders if his mother went to heaven, and hopes for the possibility.
Chapter 2.
Yasuo admits to having been thinking about Heaven ever since he's acquired the power of the wind and the possible way to attain it. He then thinks that he may be doing this in his mother's place, and diverge into diverging on his mother. He expresses that his mother's righteousness was akin to abuse and that his father was at least more honest. Therefore Yasuo speculates that his mother may have been emotionally distressed and that the idea of Heaven was a way to cope with her suffering. Finally, when his mother died, Yasuo admits to having felt somewhat satisfied for her since she was finally able to attain heaven, finally escaping the hell her life was.
The fate of his brother was unknown to Yasuo.
Chapter 3
Yasuo acknowledges his inability to attain Heaven, even with the power of the wind in his possession, and says that he must acquire a friend who is "Without desire for power, hunger, or for fame, or lust. He must hold God's laws in higher esteem than he does man's laws." Which is why he is recording his thoughts on a notebook. Yasuo predicts that finding that friend then win him over will be difficult, and decides to keep the diary secret from the others. Secretly Yasuo decides to veer his goal of living for proving his innocence to attaining Heaven, stating that the true winner is the one who has seen Heaven.
Chapter 4
Yasuo reflects on his father. For all the scorn he had for his mother, Yasuo now scorns his father more. After Yasuo's mother's death, Nicholas soon began to beat Yasuo for, as he soon understood, no reason beyond affirming his dominance. Yasuo then thinks that his mother's beatings may not have been caused by her righteousness, but simply Nicholas' wickedness. To escape his father's beating, Yasuo says that he worked hard to earn money and give Nicholas liquor to drink. To do so Yasuo used the education his mother gave him and it was there that he first felt grateful toward his mother. He then tells how he foolishly thought that his father being nice meant his father not beating him, and foolishly worked hard for his father. Put off by the thought, Yasuo interrupts his writings.
Chapter 5
Yasuo tells how he decided to kill his father when he sold his mother's dress, having until that point hoped that Nicholas would change. Selling the dress convinced Yasuo that Nicholas was scum and that he was merely being exploited; thus Yasuo had to think of a way to kill his father without arousing suspicion on himself, the power of the wind had a way of doing that.
Chapter 6
Yasuo narrates his poisoning of his father, having killed Nicholas coldly as if doing a chore and having taken every precaution as to not arouse suspicion. Having at the time thought that that murder is not going to grand passage into Heaven, Yasuo now says how foolish the thought was in comparison to his following life, a life he was unfortunately forced to.
Chapter 7
Yasuo tells that he met Azazel in secret in another hideout, yet didn't advance much. Azazel has confirmed that he can put memories and magic into other people, and the receptacles are able to use both. However, Azazel cannot put more than the magic of 5 people in the same person. Yasuo nonetheless thinks that Azazel is qualified to become that friend he has been looking for and shift his plan. If Azazel cannot accompany him on the way to Heaven, then he, Yasuo, can accompany Azazel towards salvation.
Chapter 8
Yasuo asks himself what is the fundamental difference between man and animal. Talking about the question with Azazel, the latter answered that humans have the desire to go to Heaven. When Yasuo heard that answer, he felt the influence of Gravity, a fated connection.
Chapter 9
Yasuo asks himself: "What is Heaven?"
Chapter 10
With Azazel in Shurima, Yasuo wonders if the friend will be able to fulfill his plan. He nonetheless chooses to trust him and has already revealed the existence of the notebook to him. Anyway, Yasuo directly writes to Azazel and asks him to carry out his plan if he is killed.
Chapter 11
Yasuo can now sense enemies approaching, and considers his options. Fleeing is out of the question, since it will undermine his authority, and anticipates that his pride will be destroyed Thus, Yasuo thinks of hiding his notebook so that his enemies cannot find it.
Chapter 12
Yasuo questions briefly the fact that he is writing in his notebook while his enemies are in the proximity, but he feels that his mind is clearer. He intends to write down many things before disposing of his enemies.
Chapter 13
The wind told Yasuo of Azazel's utter defeat. Yasuo is now practically alone against the enemy group and prepares himself for the battle. He deems that Azazel, who returned from Shurima, must have inflicted significant damage to the enemy and decides to confront him, alone.
Chapter 14
Yasuo knows that the wind is falsely guiding the enemy, by casting powerful winds to block certain paths, buying time for Yasuo, who uses that time to write in his notebook. He tries to recall the last moments with his mother, and the bed-time stories she told him when he was younger, bitter memories they really were. Yasuo's memories become more and hazier and he ends up confusing a girl on the enemy side with his own mother, perhaps they simply look too similar, perhaps he might hesitate because of her.
Chapter 15
What you need is my Power, the Wind.
What you can find beyond the powers of my power is where you need to go in order to find Heaven. What you need is a trustworthy friend. He must be someone capable of controlling his own desires. He must be someone who is not interested in political power, fame, wealth, or sexual desire, and who chooses the will of God before the law of humans.
Will I, Yasuo, be able to meet someone like this one day? I certainly have, Azazel is his name.
Lastly, I need an appropriate location...
Chapter 16...
Yasuo has calculated the location, and time: North of Bilgewater, east of Shurima, south of Frejlord. His way to Heaven is now clear, but the mercenaries are arriving thus Yasuo lays down his pen and prepares to fight them, planning to continue writing the next day.
But the next day never came...
Go there and wait for the New Moon...
That's when Heaven will come.
-Yasuo.
Riven then closed the diary.
Yasuo must've seeked for the book for when he was reborn as an angel, and maybe finished his last chapter then.
She knew now how big Yasuo's resolve was to return to heaven.
She knew he would come back.
He must.
End of chapter 2...
Next chapter coming soon.