It's me again, Don't get use to this. lol I was able to have a little bit of time to write and I'm happy with it. Before you read on, I seriously want to warn you, yes there are lemons, but that's not what I'm warning you about. I have mentioned before in the past how I used to work at a mental health facility and mental health issues is something that's interested me, its the reason why I love Bleach. I wanted to explore something for a character, at first I didn't want to put it in this story, afraid some people would be put off, but it was bothering me, but a year has gone by and I can't let it go. Please don't hate me. This chapter is going to be angsty, sad, and adorable. Well, I think. Please enjoy reading this chapter and letting me know what you think.
Sora laid on top of his fiancee after their lovemaking to stare into her gorgeous dark brown eyes.
"And here I thought you were exhausted from the beach," Sora grinned as he kissed her lovingly.
Retsu returned his kiss with a soft giggle as she threaded her fingers into his silky black strands, "Mmmm... I was tired until you decided on foreplay."
"What can I say, seeing you in that revealing bathing suit hot and flushed in the sun. It was hard not to think about naughty things, Dr. Unohana," the dark-haired Inoue said giving soft kisses around her neck and collarbone.
"How hard was it, Mr. Inoue?" she giggled, playfully teasing him as she felt his erection that was still inside her, begin to stir. Sora hungrily nipped and sucked her breasts lovingly the soft whimpers coming from her mouth.
"I do have to say, what we did today was different," she moaned out as he stopped to look up at her curiously.
"Did you ... not like it?" he asked her with a concerned look.
"Oh, no Sora!" she kissed him easing his concerns away, "To be honest I've never had a guy be so content with seeing me pleasure myself."
Sora watched her embarrassed expression as she looked down to avoid his stare, grabbing her chin to look into her bashful eyes, "You're beautiful Retsu, everything about you is gorgeous. Do you feel uncomfortable ... doing that?" Sora asked her as she nodded 'no', he sighed with relief.
"I want to share everything with you, doing anything with you, because I love you. You're such a great man Sora. Even Mr. Kuchiki thinks so," she giggled as Sora looked at her with a raised brow.
"What do you mean?" he asked her as he brushed his fingers along her long black strands.
"Before you get upset, he did it with the best intentions," she said watching his expression growing serious.
"Did he give you the talk?" he shook his head as he chuckled a little. "He usually talks it over with me before he goes ahead and does it. I tell him he's wrong and he proves me incorrect by revealing these women true intentions. I guess he skipped talking to me and went straight to asking you," he said continuing to stroke her hair.
"He was very blunt about it, I admit I was a little offended but he did it because he was looking out for you. I meant what I said about you being a great man if you weren't then you wouldn't have so many friends by your side who care about you," she said as she kissed him. "Though he didn't have to go so far as to proposition me for sex."
Sora's eyes widen as he looked at her face, stopping his ministrations, "He what?"
She couldn't contain her laughter looking at his expression, "I'm sorry that was a fib, you are so gullible Sora," she poked his cheeks. Retsu watched his expression fall to disappointment as it quickly changed into a nervous smile. His grin turned to curiosity as he stared at her for a moment deep in thought as he continued to stroke her hair. She suddenly felt his soft erection change to a full-blown hard-on. He watched her eyes widen, her cheeks flushed red, as her mouth opened to moan softly.
She felt her fiancee's body tense as her eyes closed and quickly felt him ungracefully lift himself out of the bed. "Sora?" she called out confused, watching his figure walk to the bathroom.
"I just need to relieve myself, must be all that water I drank earlier," he laughed nervously once more, turning on the bathroom light and closing the door.
"Oh..Okay," she shouted out, not sure if he heard her through the door. She laid in the bed contemplating if she said or did something wrong. Waiting on the bed for a while, there was nothing but silence on the other side of the door. Becoming a little worried she tiptoed near and leaned her head to listen in.
She could hear whispers of him berating himself and soft groans, "S...Sora, Are you okay?" There was silence for a few minutes as she brushed her fingers against the wooden frame.
"I... I'm fine, I ... I just need to take a shower," he began to stutter as he heard him clumsily knock things over to turn the shower head on.
"Is it okay if I join you?" she asked him holding her breath until he spoke.
"S... Sure," he nervously said as she smiled before she opened the door.
Sora was facing the shower with his back facing her, he slightly glanced in her direction as she came closer to him. He smiled giving her a sweet kiss on the lips as he entered the shower. She followed him close behind as she picked up the soap and started to lather his back.
Sora's body stiffened to her touch before it relaxed, as she continued to wash his back. "If I did or said something wrong, you'd tell me, right?" she asked him her voice sounding hesitant. Sora could hear the worry in her voice as he sighed turning around to look at her. He grabbed the soap and began to wash her back pulling her closer into his arms.
"You could never say or do anything wrong, Retsu," he whispered into her ear as she felt his hands massage her body.
"It's just that... you seem upset," she raised her head to look into his eyes. He continued to stare at her for a moment before he glanced down at his hands that were covered with suds. When he didn't say anything she grabbed the soap from his hands once more starting to lather his chest.
When he felt her lathered hands begin to descend down to wrap around his engorged length as he began to groan.
"R..Retsu... please," he moaned out closing his eyes tightly as he gripped her shoulders.
"Please Sora, talk to me," she kissed his lips as she continued to stroke trying to pry the information out from him, "Do you think about someone else?" the question came out as her heart ached and the tears began to fall. "Is it Byakuya?"
She felt his fingers tighten on her shoulders as she felt his length pulse in her hands. She was hurting but she continued to pleasure him not wanting to let him go. "I... I don't care if you're attracted to the same... sex," she cried feeling his fingers dig into her skin.
Sora forcefully kissed her as he lifted her up against the wall, lifting her legs to wrap around his waist. She felt his cock thrust into her with such force she couldn't breathe.
"Oh Fuck," she heard him yell out," I ...I'm not attracted ... to the... same sex," he groaned out as he thrust into her deeper.
She felt confused and foolish at the same time after he answered her. She couldn't comprehend anything at the moment as he continued to enter into her deep and hard.
"T...Then What?... What... is it?" she hollered out, Sora shook his head in frustration as his facial expression began to grimace.
"I... I CAN'T!" He groaned loudly, finally releasing his warm cum into her. She continued to ride him with his help as she felt her release hugging him for support.
"Please, I can't Retsu," he expressed to her, sensing the hurt in his tone that tore into her heart. He released her giving a soft kiss on her lips as he turned to wash. After he was done, he left the shower and exited the bathroom.
She stood in the shower alone for a while as she held herself, feeling the cool sprays of water cascade down her body. Contemplating what to do next her heart told her to let it go and to not push him, but her mind was too curious to let it go. After washing herself she turned off the water. Grabbing a towel she exited the bathroom and found that he was lying on the bed. She wasn't sure if he was asleep because he was facing away from her, but she placed the towel on a chair and entered the covers.
'Just let it go,' her mind told her. 'Just let it go, Retsu.' Her heart started to beat faster as she felt herself begin to panic. She sat up and looked at his back, she closed her eyes and sighed.
"I ... I'm sorry, I can't be in a relationship surrounded by secrets, Sora. I can't do that again, my heart can't take that again," she felt the tears begin to fall. She watched his figure lie still for a while until it sat up facing the other direction away from her. The silence was killing her as the only thing she could hear was her heartbeat that was driving her crazy.
"Say something," she yelled out, noticing her tone growing louder as she covered her mouth in surprise. "I'm sorry," she gasped out as she continued to cry.
His head hanged low as he roughly rubbed the back of his head. He turned around to face her, reaching for her as he laid back with her in his arms. He began to soothe her by rubbing her back and silently shushing her to stop her crying.
"I'm sorry for causing you pain, you don't deserve it. I was being selfish, I wanted to keep this to myself so I can be with you a bit longer. I'll understand if you repulsed by me, but before you say anything, just let me explain myself," he softly said still stroking her back. She nodded in agreement as her sniffles ceased.
"You personally know that my past wasn't filled with happiness and rainbows, it was very bleak and dark. You were the only person that gave me hope besides Orihime. But before you came along it was hard, it was difficult to see if there was any point in continuing." He held her tighter as his breathing seemed to become more uneven as if he was afraid.
"I was eleven when I accidentally walked in on one of my father's many porno productions. He was in a tight pinch so he decided to use the house for that day. I guess it ran long and he forgot that it was time for me to come back home from school or he probably didn't give a shit. In any event, my father felt it was my fault that I ruined a perfect scene with my presence. Of course, I was beaten but before he did he made me stay there. He made me watch telling me that if I looked away he was going make it worse for me."
Retsu felt her heart clench as she couldn't speak only to hold on to him tighter as he continued.
"That wasn't the only day I was subjected to watch, They were so random and I watched so many I lost count. When we became friends and became closer it was a huge reprieve from the hell I had to endure from that asshole. There were times when he'd forget about me but he'd pick days to remind me. When you wanted to become more than friends and then asked if we could be more intimate, I was afraid. Afraid of bringing you into my perverted life, but I was selfish and I wanted you. I deserved to be happy instead of being dealt with the life I was given." She watched as Sora began to sob using his backhand to cover the tears that were falling.
"Sora, I ... I'm so sorry you had to go through those things. I promise..." she began before he held her tightly and shook his head 'no.' "Don't ... Don't promise anything to me until you hear everything," his voice was just a whimper as he spoke.
"He found out about us from my mother, he tried hurting me with words, telling me that you were a whore that didn't care about a piece of shit like me." Without words, she held him close conveying to him how much that statement was false.
"He noticed that what he told me had no effect along with the beatings, he chose another tactic. His knowledge of us getting closer intimately he decided to tell me things." She felt his body fidget after taking short breaths to calm down.
"He would taunt me, saying to 'invite the little whore so I can watch you have sex with different men and enjoy it.' I'd ignore him knowing full well he was wrong. That triggered something," he stopped and sensed he was being hesitant about continuing.
"Retsu, I...please forgive me but I... I would get aroused thinking of you in that predicament. I hate myself for it. I still do because I still get aroused just thinking about another man... touching you," after his statement, he began to softly sob as the impact of his words hit her. She lifted herself to move his hands away and with a determined look she stared at him as she spoke, " Sora, it was cruel of your father to do the things he did to you. I want you to understand that nothing is wrong with you. It's called cuckoldry. Believe it or not but many men fantasize about their wives and girlfriends having sex with other men, " she smiled at him as she whipped the last of his tears. He suddenly rose to move away from her leaning against the headboard. He continued to avoid her until she made to reach for him he softly grabbed her wrist closing his eyes as if in pain.
"I know the term. I also know that some couples go so far as making it a reality," he said, she realized what he meant as she felt her heart stop for a moment. "I'm content with fantasizing I've always had."
"So what's wrong Sora, you seem afraid," she asked, he let go of her wrists, sighing as he glanced at her.
"I'm scared that I'm feeding something inside that will only get worse as I continue to enable it."
He watched his fiancee lean closer to him hearing his heart beating erratically with fear.
"Then we will deal with it when the time comes, I'll be here for you. Just like we got through with me not being able to have children. We'll be able to-"
She suddenly felt him grab her arms forcing her to look up to stare at him, looking into pained eyes.
"Are you seriously comparing my issue to you not being able to have children? Retsu, it's not your fault, you didn't ask to have cancer, you didn't ask to have your ovaries removed," he stared at her longingly as she touched the side of his face that was still wet from tears.
"And you think your childhood was your fault? That your father wasn't a sick man. Is that your fault?" she asked him, watching his expression change from anger to hopelessness. He remained silent just staring at her afraid to say anything.
"Your fantasies, is it only me with other men or do you think about sleeping with other women?" She studied his face at her question, it seemed to burdened him with stress and she felt the guilt for asking the question. Her past fears with her ex-began to take root prompting her to ask in the first place.
"It's only you that I think about, I understand your fears with the way your ex-fiancee treated you. It's not me looking for an excuse to sleep with others like a sex addict. It's seeing you pleasured that causes me ...," he never finished, his posture showing that he became uncomfortable, he started to rise up searching for his clothing.
"W ... Where are you going?" Retsu asked afraid of his answer.
"I... I don't know," he truthfully answered putting on his briefs, "I think it's better if I go to my room."
Her heart dropped to her stomach at the implication his statement meant. Before he could reach for his shirt, she grabbed and kissed him with as much strength as she could muster. At first, she sensed his shock at her forcefulness as he accepted exploring her mouth with his tongue.
"I love you, Sora Inoue. Please don't leave, "she hugged him afraid of letting him go as she felt the tears she was holding back starting to form. Sora took the woman in his arms never releasing the kiss as they laid back on the bed together. No words were said as they continued to kiss and hold each other in their arms.
Hot Springs - Day4
Nel continued her morning run, the sun's rays start to peek through the horizon. Usually, her runs were filled with enjoyment but she was too angry at Grimmjow. He was supposed to be by her side but he never came to bed last night. It didn't help that she was extremely horny and having to use her fingers for release. Why should she have to do that when she had a damn boyfriend? She had an inkling where he'd been since yesterday night. Looking at the signs she found the gym and walked in without a care in the world.
Grimmjow was bench pressing heavy weights when she walked in, he knew it was her without even having to look. After 10 sets of 10, he placed the weights safely away from him as he raised up to head in the direction of the dumbbells. Picking up a 50 lbs weight in one arm he began to curl inward in the direction of his body.
"So is this going to be a common thing, whenever you're upset you're going to hide out in the gym?" she asked as she stretched her arms shrugging the cramp in her back. The blue-haired man continued to stay silent as he moved the weight to the other arm. Her blood boiled at being flat out ignored, she said what was on her mind.
"Fine then I'll leave you alone to wallow in your world of self-importance, I have to go to my room and make sure my fucking vibrator has batteries," she yelled out as she stomped out of the gym.
After his last set, he put the dumbbells away as he chuckled at his girlfriend. He knew she'd be pissed off, but this was the only way to clear his mind from all the shit that was messing with his head. He headed to his room and found that his door was already slightly ajar. When he walked in to close the door behind him, he found Nel standing outside the room's balcony.
She heard him come in not expecting him to come in so soon. Deciding not to look at him, giving him the same treatment he had given her.
"If you came in here seeking for batteries, I'm fresh out of them. I heard vibrators still provide stimulation without the vibrating," he chuckled pulling off his tank to whip the sweat from his chest.
He watched her try to sneak a peek to glance behind her but instantly turned when she noticed he was watching. Grimmjow walked behind his girlfriend who continued to stare at the waves as the sun continued to rise.
"Unless you wanted something more filling," he whispered in her ear causing her to clench her legs together. Frustrated she pushed him away leaving him outside as she went back into his room.
"What exactly am I looking for Grimmjow that's filling? I mean all day yesterday you repeatedly whispered to me all the things you wanted to do to me. Oh, that's right you rather play with your dumbbells than with me," she grilled him crossing her arms as she sat down on his bed.
Sighing he walked into his room from the balcony bending in front of her as he grasped her hips. He began kissing and licking her neck. Closing her eyes she kept herself from moaning, she didn't want to give him the satisfaction of letting him know that she was enjoying this.
"I hate to burst your bubble Grimmy but," she made eye contact with him as she grinned, "You're not even making me wet." She laughed hysterically when he pushed her onto the bed irritated as he climbed on top of her. He continued to kiss her neck as his hands began to fondle her breasts.
She tried to look around the room for anything to distract her when she spotted the white envelope with his name written in calligraphy.
"Grimmjow..." she tried pushing him away.
"mmm?" he grunted continuing his ministrations.
"What's that envelope," she asked as she felt her boyfriend abruptly stop.
"It's from my mother," he stated like nothing as he continued to kiss her again.
"Wait, your mother?" she pushed him away further sitting up on the bed to stare at him dumbfounded.
"Fucking Hell, Nel! You're bitching to me about being fucking horny now you want to stop?" he yelled, frustratedly rubbing his hair.
"I know but ... Is that why you're upset, did it say something to upset you?"
"I haven't read it yet," he got up from the bed to get a drink.
"What? Grimmy, why not?" she asked not understanding why he didn't want to read a letter from his mother. She noticed he reverted back to being silent when she walked to the table that held the letter. She brushed her fingers at the beautiful calligraphy as she smiled. "My mother didn't get a chance to say her last goodbyes, sometimes I'd imagine what she would say to me, but it would always come out silly," she laughed looking up to him not even realizing he was near her. She felt his finger whip away a tear that she didn't even realize she had.
"Read it?" he whispered as he watched her eyes widen in shock.
"What? I couldn't ... that's something personal," she said feeling his hands still holding the side of her face.
"I can't," he said turning from her to retrieve another drink. She watched him head to the bar trying to grasp the words he said. He said he couldn't read the letter showing a vulnerable side of him. Deep down she sensed he was afraid of what the letter contained. Flattered that he'd trust her with something so personal. She nodded her head, grabbing the letter as she sat on the bed near Grimmjow. The paper seemed to feel heavy in her hands, with a heavy sigh she began to read:
To my son, Grimmjow Jaegerjaquez Ukitake,
As I'm writing, your small form is right beside me, you're not even a week old and I can already tell you're going to be a heartbreaker. As you're reading this I'm no longer living in this world and you're already a man in your own right. I'm sorry my body wasn't strong enough to personally be in your life but it was beyond my control. I guess there's no use in apologizing, the doctors say I don't have long. In my stead I entrust you to a man, Jushiro Ukitake, you will come to know as the man who is your father. With the energy I have left I'm making preparations to ask father to give Mr. Ukitake the resources to raise you. Even if my Father, being the stubborn man that he is, neglects to give you your inheritance, Jushiro is smart enough to provide for you. Your Father is a great man, it only pains me that I couldn't have the courage to tell him how much I loved him. You have to understand that I left a man I loved to be with a Father that needed me more. Your grandfather is strict but deep down he has a heart, he was just too afraid to show it, being taught as a young age that it was a weakness and only lead to his downfall. It's bullshit! It would only lead you to a path of loneliness.
Grimmjow whatever you do, don't let grandfather push you into something you're not, fight him it's the only thing he understands. I pray that his stubbornness doesn't cause you much pain and I hope Jushiro is there to help you at your lowest. There are too many mistakes in the past that I can't change, but I don't regret having you. You caused me to lose my father's respect and title, but I found that life became much simpler for me. Those years with your father and Shunsui were the happiest years of my life. Believe me when I say I don't regret it and if I could do it all over again I wouldn't change it. Jushiro, I love that man so much that it's hard to breathe. That man is so well-mannered and prudish it's hard to believe how fucking incredible he is in bed. Oh sorry, maybe a mother shouldn't say those things. Grab what you love and don't ever let it go and fuck those who look down upon you. I hope that this letter is given to you when you're eighteen, with my fiery personality and your father's determination you're probably a force to be reckoned with. Just use a condom okay. I only just recently met you, watching you as you sleep, your wild blue hair clinging to that little head of yours, those gorgeous blue eyes you just recently opened. I want to hate myself but you're eyes tell me a different story, you're eyes tell me you've already accepted me. I love you more than life itself.
Love,
Kiyoko Jaegerjaquez Ukitake
P.S. If someone ever calls you a bastard you punch them right in the fucking mouth and tell them that you're mother gave her consent.
Nel already in tears as Grimmjow places the letter and his empty cup on the table. He watches his girlfriend try to contain the tears that are starting to cascade down her beautiful face.
"I'm sorry," she began to laugh, "you're mother sounds like a firecracker," she giggles, suddenly her laughter turns back to sobs as she covers her face. "I'm sorry I can't seem to stop crying."
Grimmjow pulls her hands away from her face as he begins to kiss her, his weight pushing her back causes her to lay on the bed. He could taste the salt of her tears on her lips as he licks and prods her mouth to open with his tongue. Her moans replacing her sobs as the tears cease to fall. Wasting no time he pulls her sports bra down to reveal both her breasts exposing her taut nipples. His mouth starts to suckle her right as his hand coddles the left.
Being a couple of days without his touch she could already feel her body concede in defeat. She couldn't control the heat that was building throughout her body as he tweaks her hardened nipples.
With a final pinch, he leaves her sensitive breasts unattended, feeling his hand descend to her tight leggings as his mouth finds her lips once more. She feels his grin in his kisses as he slides his hand into her most private area knowing he would find her pantiless. He also finds her to be soaking wet as he chuckles.
"What was that bullshit about not getting you wet?" his husky voice growls out. Stopping his kisses to glance at her tear-stained face that has a smug grin.
"Don't flatter yourself, I was thinking of the porn video I watched on my phone last night. The things that one guy did with his tongue, " She bluffed knowing full well last night she was thinking about that arrogant asshole on top of her, she couldn't help but grin at his expression turning sour.
His fingers start to play with her clit, as he continues to look at her with a serious look. Deciding to use his middle finger to enter her core, watching her close her eyes to moan. "Still thinking about that guy's tongue?" he says shoving it deeper causing her to squirm.
"Mmmm No!... I mean yes," she glances at him to find him grinning at her mistake. How can she think of anything else right now with his gorgeous features and his thick finger continuing to assault her between her thighs?
"So ...since you're thinking about his tongue you're content with me just -" he pauses for a moment, pushing two fingers in, pumping in and out faster as she whimpers out loud, "-using my fingers?"
"Oh, Shit! I hate you Grimmy...mmmm," she moaned, feeling her body craving to have more of him. He begins to have that seductive boyish laugh she loves, only to deny her what she wants when he pulls his fingers out of her. Her temper from earlier seems to return ready to lash out at him for stopping what he started. When she looks up at him, he's still lying beside her lightly brushing his fingers against her hips just staring at her.
"Grimmy?" she looks at him concerned, but he remains completely silent.
He begins to slide off her leggings gently, then helping her to remove her sports bra as she becomes completely exposed. His stare makes her shiver as he begins to remove his workout shorts. Feeling a bit vulnerable as he
opens her thighs wider, aligning himself between her legs.
Slowly entering her moist core she could hear his strained grunt as she clenches at the intrusion. She feels her hair lightly pulled back by him, giving her a searing kiss as he thrusts into her with slow ease. He slowed his pace, even more, to get a good look at her as he came up for air from kissing her to stare at her once more. Her cheeks blushed from embarrassment as his eyes bore into her.
"What?" she nervously laughed. At that point, he looked away to glance at the table when her eyes followed his line of sight, it was staring at the letter. He paused to recover, noticing he had stopped completely still inside his girlfriend. He looked back at her to see her questioning gaze.
Suddenly she is lifted up so that he could lie on the bed, with her perched on his length. Once again, continuing his gaze, he begins to speak after a few moments, "Maybe we were destined to be together or maybe some fucked up circumstances forced us to be in each other's arms. Frankly, I don't give a shit if it was destiny or bull shit but I know what I want and I want you Neliel. I don't give a fuck what people expect of me or what they want for my life. If its a life that you're not included in, then I don't want that route."
She watched him pour out his heart the only way Grimmjow knew how to, and her heart began to beat wildly in her chest. Tears once more began to form as she smiled. Place herself closer to him so she could place her face on his chest.
"Oh Grimmy," she cried out, "I want you too," with happy tears she held him tight.
She felt his hands grasp her hips as he began to move his hips once more, feeling his cock push in slowly.
"It may take me some time to get used to the whole marriage thing. I may not completely accept it. But right now, I got the urge to fill your pussy with so much cum you're bound to get pregnant." He growled out as he began to thrust in deeper as the force caused her to become speechless. Pushing her to her side, he lifted one of her legs to wrap around his shoulder as he received better access to penetrate deeper.
He watched her take every inch of him as she moaned and spoke gibberish. Feeling her let go as she clenched him with her soaking core.
"Fuck Nel," he groaned out, he thought he could last longer but all this build he couldn't hold it in any longer. She felt his seed shoot into her, there was so much, some of it began to drip out of her. She could hear his heavy breathing as she held him close.
"I...I fuckin love you, Neliel," he faintly whispered.
Her body tensed at the words, believing it to be just a dream, but she knew what she heard. She began to cry once more as she held him tighter.
"I love you too, Grimmy," she sighed.
Feeling him harden again she began to giggle as she felt him kiss her neck.
"I'm going to make you forget about that guy's tongue from your thoughts," he angrily said as he turned her around so she was facing the bed while he laid behind her. Keeping her legs shut as he opened her large ass cheeks apart shoving himself into her tight pussy hole. Holding her arms above her head, keeping her down on the mattress so she'll be unable to move.
"Oh, Grimmy ... ," she was having difficulty talking from trying to accommodate his length, "I was lying ... Ohhh... I didn't ...even watch porn," she whimpered hearing his chuckle.
"I know, you suck at bluffing."
Yuzu walked down the boat pier wearing a cute yellow floral romper to find no one there except for a 60-foot yacht docked. She sat down near a bench waiting patiently until she heard her boyfriend calling out to her. When she looked around she saw him emerge from the yacht.
"Yuzu!" he said jumping off, landing on the pier to run out to her. "Look what Renji let me borrow," he yelled looking like a boy with a new toy.
"Wow that's so great Jinta, but Ummm... How are you going to...," she began to ask.
"Maneuver it? Oh, remember I told you about having a part-time job at the docks, well I had a lot of practice so I can manage," he grinned giving her a kiss on the lips.
Smiling, Jinta placed his arm behind his girlfriend as they proceed to enter the yacht. It wasn't those colossal yachts she saw rich people owned that almost looked like a mini cruise liner. Not too small either, it was the right size, it had enough room to walk around with a deck in front of the boat to hang out, it also had couches. Below deck was a small kitchen, bathroom, and a bedroom. He helped her climb on board sitting her near the helm.
"You stay here while I untie the rope so we can start heading out," he smiled at her as he sensed her nervousness," don't worry, we're going just far enough to enjoy our privacy." She nodded as he left, she waited patiently but started to feel the anxiety.
"Stop being so silly Yuzu," she berated herself as she began to laugh at her silliness.
"What's so funny?" she heard her boyfriend ask her, causing her to yelp. "Were you talking to yourself again?" he asked her curiously as he began to laugh.
"I wasn't ... Oh shut up Jinta," she pouted as he sat next to her turning on the ignition and taking the wheel at the helm. He carefully pulled out and once he was away from the pier the yacht began to speed up. She began to laugh happily feeling the wind in her hair and the sun's rays warming her face.
"Whoo Hoo," she yelled standing up from her seat feeling the anxiety leave her system. Jinta laughed watching her let loose, he began to ease the gas looking around to find that this was a safe distance.
"I'm gonna stop right here," he said turning off the ignition, " I'll be back just going to drop the anchor or will just drift away. That won't be such a bad thing though," he grinned watching her blush, then left.
Jinta let the anchor release, then swiftly proceeded back to his girlfriend. He guided her from the helm to the front deck that had blankets and seating pillows. He sat down as he held her hand guiding her to sit in front of him as she leaned back into his arms. It was a great view as the boat faced the island and the skies gave off it morning's oranges and reds.
"This is probably our first real date," she giggled.
"Yeah, now that I think about it you're probably right, with school and fights taking most of my time, we only hung out." he glumly said.
"That's okay because this is absolutely breathtaking, no bad for a first date," she sighed closing her eyes, feeling the warmth from being held and the heat of the sun. "I wish time would stop so we could be in this nice cozy bubble forever."
His chin rubbed her blonde strands as he held her tighter, "But then you'd start to miss your family."
"That's right," she said furrowing her brows at the made-up dilemma she created.
"Why are you even stressing about something that would never happen," Jinta shook his head.
"I wasn't stressing about it, I was just thinking," she said turning her head to glare at him.
"Of course you weren't," he said rolling his eyes, "Come on."
He motioned for her to get up as she followed his instructions grabbing his hands as he lifted her up. They began to descend below the deck, she noticed two sets of dishes on a small table. As he took out a pan that held some food sliding tamagoyaki (pan-fried rolled omelet) on to each plate.
"You cooked!" she smiled as she sat down while he pushed her chair in.
"It's not much, I only cook a few things. I was taught by my grandmother," he said grabbing two rice bowls and placing one in front of Yuzu and then himself, "She said a good boy takes cares of himself and to not expect to rely on others all the time."
Yuzu nodded as she grabbed the chopsticks and began to eat along with her boyfriend, " Mmmm this is good." He smiled watching his girlfriend eat by slowly shoving food into her mouth. They continued eating in silence until the food was gone, he began to gather the plates, when she began to object.
"No, you cooked I wash the dishes," she said pushing him aside as she handled the dishes with perfect precision. He decided to stand by her side, drying the plates and putting them away. When they were done, he poured her a cup of tea and they sat at the table once more.
'Is it hard seeing her," she began to ask feeling uncomfortable bringing up the subject, "when you watch your old fighting matches on video?"
"No," he answered as he paused in sipping his cup knowing exactly who she was talking about, "Well, sometimes it's difficult because she's not here physically but on the videos when I see her excitement at watching me fight, the pain of losing her doesn't hurt as much."
Yuzu nodded in understanding, "I remember bits and pieces of my mother but its very vague, watching the family videos is sometimes difficult to watch because she seems like a familiar stranger that I'm just getting to know all over again."
"It's difficult to lose a parent," he said with a pained tone as he brushed his finger against her hands, then gripping it more affectionately.
"It must be harder for you since you lost both," she looked up sadden.
"Not really," he shrugged leaning back avoiding her stare, " I'm sorry, that sounded horrible," he sighed.
"Oh no, Jinta." she said biting her lip, " Jeez, I'm sorry for bringing up this subject in the first place, I ruined the mood."
He glanced over to see her expression turn into a pout, her eyes starting to form tears.
"Oi! You didn't ruin anything," he stood up for a moment to bend on his knees in front of her holding her chin up to face him, "I like talking to you, even the stuff that is difficult to talk about. I find that ... it's easier to talk about it with you."
"Really?" she smiled whipping the stray tears away as he lightly kissed her mouth.
He nodded in agreement, "Losing my parents had been difficult but I was so young when I lost them its hard to know what to feel when I have no recollection of them. Come on, our date is not over," he smiled lifting her out from her seat as he rose up.
She watched him walk to the end of the hall, opening the door to the bedroom for her to see. "We can watch a movie," he said pointing to the tv that was mounted on the ceiling. When he glanced behind him with a smile to look at her response, his expression instantly changed to worry as he saw her look uncomfortable. He looked at the bed and then at her as he hit his head for being so oblivious.
"Fuck! I mean sorry Yuzu. It's not what it looks like. I wasn't trying to do something you didn't want to do. I mean I wasn't even thinking about that. I was just thinking about lying down and watching a movie." he was completely red and embarrassed as he avoided looking at her.
At this point, she felt guilty for even having those perverted thoughts in her mind. She knew he was innocent in all of this, he was always the gentlemen, his grandmother raised him to be that way. Now her boyfriend thought she was thinking he had ulterior motives when she was the one with the naughty thoughts.
"Jinta, don't worry I know it was just to watch a movie. We can watch it together," she smiled giving him a kiss and then climbing onto the bed. He watched her form sitting there waiting patiently for him. He swallowed, thinking how stupid it was for him to choose the bedroom of all places to watch a movie. He grabbed the remote and climbed on the bed lying next to her. As he laid on his back, Yuzu placed her head on his shoulder snuggling closer to him.
He focused on choosing a movie by pressing the buttons on the remote instead he seemed distracted by her strawberry smell or her small body against him.
"I... I have some movies s ...saved," he groaned noticing he was stuttering like a dumbass.
"You can choose Jinta, I'll watch whatever you want to watch." she giggled wrapping her fingers around his hand. He decided to pick something safe and chose a comedy.
"Oh, Love Actually! I never actually seen it but Karin says it was hilarious and I should watch it," Yuzu said excitedly.
"Same here, Renji said it was good. Didn't peg him to like a romantic comedy," he chuckled as he pressed play.
They laid in each other's arms enjoying the British comedy with a huge cast. It was a touching comedy showing different love stories.
Jinta enjoyed Yuzu's laughter as he found himself laughing as well. Everything was going great until a particular scene appeared, that caused the couple to become uncomfortable. It was a story about two body doubles standing in for the main actors. The male and female were naked and appeared not to be physically having sex just pretending, they were awkwardly having a conversation as they filled in.
Jinta let out a nervous laugh that startled Yuzu. He was going to kill Renji for recommending this movie. He glanced over to his girlfriend who was still watching the screen as she nervously bites her lip.
'Of course, Karin would tell her to watch this' she told herself as she watched the interaction on screen. She could feel her boyfriend tense and when she glanced at him he was watching her with a concerned look. They didn't say anything as they stared at each, Yuzu smiled at him as she laid back once more to stare at the movie.
Jinta felt some relief as the scene changed and she seemed to be okay with it. As the movie progressed they began to enjoy the cute moments, the silly predicaments some of the characters found themselves in, and some parts made Yuzu cry. Until the story came back to the body doubles once more, the two characters were comfortable in their own skin as the girl was at an angle that it looked like she was giving her partner a blow job. But once the director said cut, they would revert back to shyly chatting trying to get to know each other. If Jinta was watching this by himself he would have thought the whole thing was funny and ridiculous. Given the circumstance, he found himself in now with his girlfriend beside him made it a bit uneasy to enjoy.
"Yuzu, we can shut it off if it's making you uncomfortable," he said still keeping his eyes on the screen afraid to see her reaction. He felt her head shake 'no', "It's okay Jinta, I... I want to f... finish the movie," she stuttered. Both continuing to watch the movie till it ended, and found that they actually enjoyed it. Jinta shut the television off as they just laid there as he began to thread his fingers into her blonde locks.
"I liked the movie, my favorite part is about the widow who helps his young son try to attract the girl he was in love with, then finds love for himself. It was so adorable," she giggled causing Jinta to smile loving the sound of her laughter.
"I enjoyed it too, I liked the two nerds who had no luck in finding love in England. Then go to America because a dumb rumor that American chicks dig their British accents, that shit was funny," he chuckled continuing to rub her head as she sighed.
They were silent for a moment both trying to avoid that particular scene in the movie. Sensing the awkwardness, Yuzu decided to talk about the elephant in the room.
She lifted herself as she leaned on her elbow peering down at her boyfriend. She watched his eyes widen and saw him nervously swallow, his eyes never leaving hers.
"The scene with the body doubles... even though they were shy and he was a blubbering mess, they were comfortable being naked," she said feeling herself begin to blush as her boyfriend became red, "Do you think someday we'll be comfortable like t... that?"
She watched him swallow again but when he tried to speak, nothing coherent came out.
"I have an idea, we were okay with each other in our beachwear, maybe we could, umm," she said as he watched her play with his shirt, giving him a nervous smile, trying to articulate what to say, but her nervousness was not helping her.
"You want us to undress to our underwear?" he said so low afraid if he talked any louder he might upset her.
"Ummm, yeah," her cheeks gave a strawberry glow as she nervously smiled.
"O... Okay," he agreed as her smile grew even bigger.
"Let's go," she said suddenly jumping out of the bed starting to remove her romper.
"Wait, ... Right now?" he shouted as she shot up from the bed facing her trying to look at her face instead of what she was doing, failing miserably.
Of course! S... Shouldn't it be now instead of later," she slid her arms out as the clothing dropped to her naval revealing the cute light pink bra underneath. Jinta continued to stare, as the rest of her outfit fell to her feet showing her matching panties.
He stood there transfixed staring at her pink undergarments that matched perfectly with her milky pink skin. His thoughts were interrupted by a soft cough, that his girlfriend nervously did to get his attention. Noticing that she was already down to the bare essentials and he stood there still in his red t-shirt and beige khakis.
"Oh Right!" he quickly removed his t-shirt along with his tank. Not hesitating he began to unbuckle his belt and unbutton his shorts. He began to remove them trying to kick them off and in his haste, he didn't realize he was falling until he hit the ground.
"Fuck!" he yelled finally kicking his pants off.
"Are you okay, Jinta-kun," she asked running over to him to assess if he had any injuries.
"Nah, I'm fine," he glumly said feeling embarrassed as he sat down on the side of the bed kicking his clothes away in anger. She hesitated at first but then sat close to him. She couldn't contain the laughter anymore as she began to giggle. "I'm sorry," she snorted covering her mouth.
Jinta glared at her then hung his head down feeling even more like an idiot.
"Aww, Jinta-kun, " she grabbed his chin so he could face her, " I'm being so mean. I didn't mean to laugh at you. I'm sorry!" she apologized giving him a soft kiss on the lips, they continued to stare at one another, as Yuzu close the gap once again prolonging the kiss this time.
He could feel her tongue shyly licking his lips, nervously trying to prod his mouth open. Giving her access he conceded as their tongues intertwined. Breaking the kiss, she giggled when the red-head started to kiss her neck. "That tickles," she mused but began to moan when she felt him suckle and nip at her.
Her hands shyly explored his hard body, smoothing her hands onto his muscled arms and gliding her fingers onto his rock hard abs. They continued to kiss, his hands lightly rubbing her back and meekly touching her tiny waist. His hand began to move to her breasts then pause in thought as he moved away. Realizing his hesitation, she took the initiative grabbing his hands and placing them onto her chest. He tensed for a moment, only for his tongue to delve deeper into her mouth as his hand began to rub her perky mounds. His fingers feeling her nipple begin to harden he focused his touches there. Moaning into his mouth as his fingers started to pinch and caress the tip. Hearing the sounds that were coming from his girlfriend he decided to experiment by using both his hands as he began to fondle the other breast. She whimpered as he felt her fingers scratching his shoulders.
"I ... I'm sorry," she wanted to apologize for causing him pain as he began to descend his face to her chest. Flicking his tongue on the hard sensitive nub of her breast. She moaned as he leaned her back, she clicked off the clasp that was located at the front of her bra, shrugging it off.
Speechless and red he groaned in response, grabbing her breasts with his mouth giving both nipples his attention. As he suckled her, she could feel an uncomfortable urge between her thighs, all she could do was squeeze them together holding onto him. Something incredibly hard pressed against her leg, thinking it was his knee. She tried to shift from his weight then attempted to use her hands to push his knee someplace more comfortable. She reached out to find that it wasn't the body part she was expecting, with her hands touching his length she heard a deep groan. He paused feeling her hands touching his hard-on. Noticing that her hands were the cause of his reaction, she went a step further to go into his boxer briefs to touch skin.
"Oh, Yuzu!" he mumbled closing his eyes, laying his head onto her chest as she began to stroke him.
"Does it feel good, Jinta-kun?" she sweetly asked, feeling him move his hips with the timing of her strokes. He could only respond with a forced groan.
"Wouldn't it feel better in my mouth?" she squeezed, causing him to gasp then bolt upright. He stood stock still as if he was nailed to the spot as he rubbed his head in frustration.
"Jinta-kun?" she sat up covering her breasts with her arms feeling bashful, "Was it something I said?" she asked him with a concerned look. The bruising on her lips caused them to redden and the red love marks on her neck and breasts, caused his hard-on to swell.
He closed his eyes trying to calm his aching length only to hear the movements of his girlfriend, then feeling her fingers on his waistband trying to slowly push it down. He grabbed her wrist preventing her. On her knees, she looked up to find him staring at her but saying nothing.
"I want to do this," she said firmly still staring at him as his hands loosened. His briefs fell to give her a full view of his length, it was thick, long, and she could see pulsing veins. It was something she hadn't really seen up close. When Karin would try to show her dirty magazines or videos of guys penises, she would scream and shy away. Right now, she couldn't help but admire it, licking her lips as her mouth watered.
Karin explained to her on how to give a blow job, only she was half listening to her twin sister. Plus, she said those things to only tease her. Oh, how now she wished she paid more attention. She began to grab hold of him with her hands, he seemed to like that as she stroked him. After finding a slow pace she was comfortable with, she came closer, peeking her tongue out to taste the tip of his cock. He said something incoherent but she knew he liked it as he clenched his fist tightly. Finding courage she licked around, then finally opened her mouth to take part of his length.
"Oh, Fuck!" he moaned out grasping a nearby chair to steady himself. His moans encouraging her more as she widened her mouth, bobbing her head back and forth. He could feel her throaty moans causing him to release a little.
The salty taste is something she's never tasted before but along with his smell, it caused the moistness between her legs to soak her panties even more.
Jinta couldn't even think straight as she continued to stroke and swallow him whole. "Yuzu! If... you don't stop...I'm... going ... to cum," straining to speak as he held onto the chair causing it to strain under the pressure. Yuzu let his length go from her mouth, continuing to stroke him as she questioned him.
"Why do you want me to stop? Are you not enjoying it?" she pouts, seeming upset not noticing her grasp began to tighten a little too hard. He surprised her by shooting himself onto her face, seeing it dripping down to her mouth and chest.
"Ahhh!" she screamed as she let go of him and closed her eyes.
For a moment everything was a blur in his world, coming out of his daze to see his girlfriend covered with his semen and the chair broken into pieces strewn across the floor.
"Oh, Fuck! Shit! Yuzu, I'm sorry I didn't... I mean Shit ... I couldn't hold it in," he ran to get a towel from the bathroom splashing it with water and wiping her. He lifted her up to sit on the bed.
"I wanted you to cum, mmm," she tasted some of the remnants of his semen that were still on her lips. Jinta watched her tongue lick what was left on her fingers. He whipped her clean groaning in the process.
"Thanks, Jinta-kun," she whispered, sitting beside him as she laid her head on his chest.
"Lay back," he tells her as she complies, looking at her with a serious look that causes shivers to run down her spine.
"O... Okay!" she nervously says. She watches him look down at her panties as he slowly removes them from each leg at a time.
"There soaked," he says feeling them in his hands before he tosses them to the floor.
Mortified she yelps as she covers her face, 'You're embarrassing me."
He chuckles finding her embarrassment to be endearing. He begins to spread her legs but finds her quickly placing her hands to cover her private area.
"Don't Look," she pleads, her face extremely red. He doesn't go any further as he softly tickles her feet causing her to giggle.
"I... I just wanted to make you... feel good," he said using his boyish charms, nervously glancing at her. He watches her nod for him to continue, placing her hands over her face again trying to hide. Looking at her wet slit causes his limp to stir as he bends down. The smell of strawberry makes him dizzy as he takes a whiff, loving how good she smells. He slowly licks between her finely trimmed blonde curls as she sighs. The sweet tangy taste is unbelievable as he widens her legs more to get a better angle. She moans as he hungrily eats her out, her hands leave her face as she reaches for his red-hair ruining his perfect combed back hairstyle. He uses one of his hands to fondle her sensitive nipples causing her to gasp.
She's so wet, he uses his tongue to clean every crevice creating loud moans from his girlfriend.
"Oh, Jinta," she yells feeling his tongue plunge deeper into her as she bucks and pulls his hair.
"Mmm, you ... taste *slurp ..so fucking ... good," he tells her as she moves her hips against his tongue. "Strawberry... creme."
She can't help but whimper as he continues to shove and lick with his tongue. Saying naughty things to her while he's fondling her breast isn't helping the heat that is building in the pit of her stomach. She tries to raise her hips, only to have him push her down and squeeze her breast tighter.
What was this feeling? Sure she's touched herself, but she's climaxed before, Right? At that moment, she wasn't sure anymore. He wouldn't stop his assault, licking fast, then achingly slow, or softly sucking her sensitive nub. The feeling was overwhelming, she was trying to move away not sure of what she was feeling. It was great and scary at the same time. Suddenly her eyes rolled back releasing the build up as she yelled nonsense. She felt tears glistening down her cheeks and a wave of bliss causing her to smile. It felt like all her emotions were out of whack, why was she crying and laughing?
He felt her begin to moan and shiver under him as he gave a final lick before releasing her.
She slowly let go of his hair once she realized he was done, as she laid on her side closing her eyes and smiling. He laid beside her, kissing her head as he lightly stroked her beautiful blonde locks.
"Mmm ... I just need to figure out where I am," she laughed, eyes still closed. Laughing at her as he continued to stroke her hair. After a few moments, he gently got off the bed heading in the direction of the bathroom. Lightly splashing water onto his face and gargling.
She watched him freshen up a bit, feeling that her high leaving her. He was still walking around naked as he headed to a drawer to open it. Coming back with something in his hand. Noticing that her eyes opened, he gave her a smile as he laid beside her again. She looked at his hands to see a golden necklace as he placed it in her hands.
It was an old vintage cameo, molded white glass that had the shape of flowers. She looked up at him wondering how he was able to acquire something so expensive judging by how old it was but still in good condition.
Noticing her questioning gaze he spoke, "It was my grandmothers, passed down to her from her mother."
Looking at the severity of what the jewelry meant, "I can't take this. This is a family heirloom."
She watched his face change from happiness to sorrow as he hung his head, " Oh," he whispered," It's just that I... wanted to give you something to express how much you mean to me. It's not much but it's all that I have." he said glancing at her as he grinned nervously, " I guess you're right it's pretty stupid."
"No Wait," she yelled stopping him from taking it away, " No, I'm an idiot. I didn't mean for it to sound like I didn't love it. It's just that this is something special that was given to you by someone you cared deeply about, it just felt wrong of me to take something like that from you." she told him as the tears began to fall.
"You're not really taking it away from me because you'll be with me," he expressed kissing her lips, "This way I have two of the things that are special to me together... forever," he smiled giving her a deeper kiss.
She held the vintage cameo close to her heart as she cried and passionately kissed the man who was perfect in his own way.
If you got this far, you continued reading and you may have enjoyed this chapter and not send me hate mail. lol The reason I chose Sora, is because he had been in that life for 15 years with his asshole parents. I wanted to explore his mind a little, I felt that he was an honest person that had something he was hiding. I got this idea because I read a story about a similar situation about a husband who had this same issue, and he doesn't con his wife or trick her into it. He tells her the truth and as I'm reading it I feel so bad for this guy, because he physically hurts himself and tells her to leave because he's no good. In the end, she accepts him because she loves him. I know in reality I could never deal with that shit. lol! I'm am such a hyprocrite, but the story was so touching. I was trying to convey that or maybe I'm just bullshitting and I wanted to make an excuse for a threesome *hint*hint. lol
I also loved writing about GrimNel as always, also I'm pretty happy how Jinta and Yuzu interactions came out. I was having a difficult time because I wanted for them to do something sexual but I wasn't ready for them to go all the way yet. I think those two are just two adorable and sweet and I wanted to keep that, at least I hope I did. Thanks for reading until next time. =)