I am posting this chapter literally hours after the first I felt the first chapter wasn't enough so I'm giving more. I hope you enjoy the new chapter it is a bit of violence in the beginning and it moves into a more mellow story for a bit. Although it does put Matthius through some hard times as he struggles with his past. As well of the weight of his past failings that are weighing down his conscious. So be warned again a bit of violence (Not too much in this chapter), but there are no lemons this time around. You have been warned.

Also, Matthias will be able to describe things much better now that he is 15 rather than the 10 years old that he was at the beginning of chapter 1. Which is why the lemons in chapter 1 were poorly described by Matthius. Also, his years at the hospital taught him all the dirty words and profanity that he needed to understand the world and its cruelty. It also made him an isolationist which means that he likes to be by himself more than he likes being with others.

"Example" - A character talking aloud

*Example* - A character doing an action

'Example' - A character speaking/being spoken to mentally(Bold Is The Voice In His Head)

… - Time Has passed (If time is large it will be specified)

I do not own Pokemon or any of its characters but I do own my OCs.

Chapter 2-Hope

I sat at the dining room table for a while before I decided to get up and the dishes. I don't plan on going on an adventure or having a Pokemon for that matter. Being abused by that Lopunny also ruined any willingness to pursue a relationship. Plus the last human girl that I saw was my mom and a few female doctors at the hospital. Just as I finished cleaning I sat down on the couch and thought about what I would do with my time now that it was just me.

I moved the table that was in front of the television to beside the couch so I would have a large area in front of the screen to workout while watching if I wanted to. I did need to catch up on all of the new things in the world after my five years in the hospital. 'Exercise' the voice in my head has been active recently, but it is right I do need to for a jog. I had been meaning to go back to the place where my suffering all began.

I got on my running shoes, some shorts, and a sweat-proof shirt. I did some stretching and flexed out my body, after spending the day on the couch with grandfather my body was somewhat tense. I opened the front door, then shut it and locked it behind me, never can be too safe. I find it funny that my other house that my mom grew up in is right next to my dads it might explain why they got together. Then the old pokemon lab that was now vacant after the professor Birch moved to Rustboro city, he is also my grandpa but we didn't get along as well as I did with grandpa Norman. I wonder how he is taking mother's death? I know she died by suicide but I have to ask gramps how she did it.

I gazed up at the stars then looked at route 101 and then dashed into the forest as I did that day five years ago. I was jogging only for a minute before I heard the voice in my head again 'Right' The voice is always correct so I guess I will listen to it as I have before. 'Right again' it said so I made another turn to jog right into the grotto where this all happened. I soaked in all of my surroundings and realized how little I understood all those years ago. There is a bloodstain where Mudkip was thrown against the tree and taters of my old clothing strewn about the place and the bed of leaves was still there though partially destroyed.

I punched into the ground causing a shockwave to rustle nearby trees. There was also a fairly large divot of dirt gone after I had punched the ground. It kinda looked like an explosive was blown up here not a man punching the ground.

One tear rolled from my eye and fell to the ground, "This is good closure", I muttered under my breath. I then knelt on the ground next to the bed that made me lose it all.

I knelt only to have something unexpected happen something that I thought was done with me. The voice spoke again 'Left'I paused there for a second. Was there something else that I was supposed to see here or do I go leave the grotto? While I was thinking the voice said 'Leave to your left' I can't imagine what else would be out here for me tonight but I thought what the heck do I have to lose.

I burst into a sprint left and ran for a good while before new instructions were given 'Right' I only ran for a couple of seconds before being told 'Left'. I ran in the woods that seemed they were untouched by humans. Then suddenly the voice gave a new instruction when I was near the base of a hill 'Stop and listen'. I stood there for a few seconds before I heard it, a crunching noise coming from the hill. I walked towards it and there was a large opening to a cave just in the base of the hill. I hesitated to enter but the voice commanded 'Forward'. I was on an overhang to a moonlit nest where there were two Pokemon eggs sitting but next to the eggs there were two Poochyenas eating two eggs aside from the two intact eggs and a Mightyena watching over them.

"Chy chy ena," one Poochyenas said in Pokespeech. The Mightyena responded, "Might might yen." What are they saying I wondered 'The child asked if it could eat the other two eggs and the mother said sure it was their hunt. Now, this is your opportunity' opportunity for what I thought. 'To be a man or to fail to save innocent lives as you did with your first Pokemon' With those words etched into my mind I jumped down into the nest.

A loud slam of me landing scared the Poochyenas back and I yelled, "GET BACK." The Pokemon spoke in Pokespeech but the voice in my head translated it so the encounter would be easier. 'These are our kill human back off' The Mightyena said while snarling at me. I would have to scare them off in I was going to save these eggs. The word kill angered me so much that I slammed my fist into the stone wall in anger causing the wall to completely indent to the shape of my fist. The Mightyena now was afraid of my strength, 'Run kids he might be a Zoroark'. They ran away out of the cave and I said aloud, "Wow I'm getting strong." 'Your strength and it's well earned too' I looked at my arms then looked at the Pokemon eggs.

I guess I have to take these home I picked them up in my arms and made my way home it only took a few minutes with instructions from the voice in my head. Once I got inside I shut the door behind me. Now everything was silent no voice and no woods just me in my house with two eggs. I wish I knew what Pokemon these eggs belonged to so I could better prepare for them.

Suddenly my heart rate rose and I started hyperventilating, what if they are Bunearys? I felt like I was going to die from the overwhelming anxiety that was crushing me. Wait, think rationally here Lopunny's don't breed in this area and lay eggs in the summer they lay eggs in winter because of their fur. I kept breathing, going slower and slower until my breathing was normal. All I can pray for is that these Pokemon are ok and are going to hatch and be healthy pokemon.

I set the eggs on the couch wrapped in a blanket and set up a sleeping bag in the living room. I need to make sure that I am here when they hatch. I will not lose these Pokemon as I lost Mudkip, never again. These were my last thoughts as I drifted into dreamland and hoped for a better tomorrow.

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I felt myself floating again as I did all those years ago 'If I'm not dead where am I?' Silence for a moment then 'You could call this limbo but that is not the point I brought you here to tell you that these two eggs have Pokemon that are a gift to you my child' Then the white world that I was floating in turned to black and I was brought back to consciousness. I looked at my watch, 6:03, time to work out. After I worked out and ate breakfast and sat in the middle of the room staring at the eggs on the couch.

Grandpa did say he had books on Pokemon on the bookshelf, I walked over to it and inspected the books. All of them were categorized there was a section for raising and taking care of Pokemon. Another of how and what to cook for Pokemon and the last section on Pokemon was how to battle and how to train for battle. I had already read the books on caretaking, raising, and training when I was studying for the trainer's license exam. I got the Pokemon cookbooks from the shelves and I set them up in the kitchen and got the ingredients to practice some of the cooking. All the recipes involved is adding supplements to normal food depending on the type of Pokemon.

Most of the foods I could eat the only ones that I could not eat was steel types and some electric type foods. They had compounds that would kill a normal human but strengthen the pokemon. But knowing my terrible luck I would probably get a pair of Magnemites.

I made some fish soup with protein supplements and something called calm mind that was in a huge bag in the closet. I would be able to make this dish for flying, fighting, normal, dark, fairy, and psychic type Pokemon.

I ate the food and sat back in the middle of the floor and looked at the eggs again. But when I did everything faded to black nothingness. I shook my head and everything returned to normal. I went over to the calm mind bag and read the details on the back.

WARNING: If consumed by humans they will have an extreme sense of focus on one thing or idea causing the time to pass rapidly. Also, it can lead to headaches with extended use/consumption in humans. In rare cases of consumption, it will allow for the development of psychic links due to an excess in psychic power. If consumed consult PSYCHIC LINK in trainers guide to psychics page 83. If no access to this book, contact your local professor or gym leader.

Well, that's not too good, I looked outside and it looked like it was very late. I guess I had that side effect, now what does a psychic link do. I pulled down the book from the shelf and opened it to page 83.

PSYCHIC LINK- Allows for the connection of two individuals mentally allowing for communication between Pokemon. It is usually done between children and parents to ensure their safety. It is also done between mates in order to better communicate their emotions. Can only be performed between two psychic types and on rare occasions, humans can form these links with the assistance of additives. If a bond is formed between a human and Pokemon, the Pokemon will become overprotective of the human. This bond will be very emotional on both sides so in some cases psychic types will want to mate with the human even if the human scent is repelling them.

Well, that is terrible in a multitude of ways, hopefully, they aren't psychic or female. *Sigh* I guess I am asking for too much, I think I can raise them to not want to mate with me. So Arceus if you would grant me one thing just do not give me Bunearys anything but that. 'Deal, but good luck, a psychic link is far more powerful than you think' Huh, that doesn't bode well, not at all. What time is it anyway? It was nearly 1:00 in the morning, well this is absolutely dreadful this is going to mess up my entire sleep schedule. I buried my face in my hands and sighed heavily.

*Crack* I looked up and one of the two eggs was glowing along a crack line in the egg. I guess the egg is hatching now, it continued to glow until the entire room was filled with a brilliant light. The light dimmed and a little Pokemon looked up at me, with her little eyes that were filled with happiness.

"Hi there little Ralts," I said as I rubbed its head lovingly. It touched my hand and close its eyes and suddenly I had the most terrible migraine that I had ever had. I fell back and rubbed my head trying not to yell aloud. I was in pain for so long that I did not notice when the other Ralts hatched and also grabbed my other hand just to multiply the intensity of the headache. I guess my body could not handle that much mental stress because I lost consciousness from the pain.

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When I woke up I felt four little hands on my head I tried to look at what it was then I felt the pain from the headaches earlier. I sat up and turned around to look at the two little Pokemon that just came out of the eggs I had. It was two baby Ralts that looked at me with eyes of wonder. The one on the right was shiny the other was completely normal. They both jumped onto my lap and started to hug me as tight as they could I hugged them back lightly.

A feminine voice rang in my head 'Daddy we are so glad you are ok'. I was surprised that they were able to talk to me so fluently so I asked, "What was that headache that I got earlier?" The shiny Ralts kept looking up at me in awe while the normal one looked down as if she was thinking of a solution. 'The best way to say is we did what you know as a psychic link with you so we could communicate' she paused and the shiny Ralts spoke up in my head although her voice sounded shyer 'Then we looked through your head for basic info on the world like language and commonplace items'

"Okay that's fine, but don't go looking through my head without my permission," I said assertively. 'Ok' They said glumly because they thought that I was upset with them and very suddenly I got very sad for some reason. "No, girls I am not mad at you just don't do it again." My sadness dissipated to happiness again as the non-shiny one said 'Thanks, we are glad you aren't mad.'

"I need to give the two of you names", I shouldn't just keep calling them Ralts. They looked up at me with hope in their eyes. "I'm going to call you Sol," as I patted the non-shiny Ralts on the head, "Because you are as bright as the sun." I smiled, she looked at me confused 'I am not bright lights are bright'. I laughed out loud, "No silly, I mean bright as in happy and smiling." 'Ohhh, okay' "And you will be Luna because your hair is as blue as the moon." They both looked up at me again and I was overwhelmed with emotions of happiness flowing into me. They both hugged me and said 'I love you, daddy.'

"Sol…Luna, don't call me dad my name is Matthias but you two can call me Matt", I had to make sure they see me as equals so we don't have problems in the future. I could be wrong but I could have sworn that Luna blushed and got embarrassed when I said that. But I got too distracted by Sol hugging me again and saying 'Ok, I love you, Matt'. It made me blush lightly, it was the first time a girl that was not related to me said that she loved me. 'I-I love you too Matthias' she said shyly as she was looking at her feet. I thought that she was adorable when she did this.

I pulled them both into a hug which they embraced fully burying their heads into my chest. I have two wonderful Pokemon take care of and love ones that I would not fail to protect. It is very late and I needed to rest after the link, I had not been meaning to stay up this late. "Ok girls these are Pokeballs so for me to be able to protect you," I held the cherish ball towards Luna and the love ball towards Sol, "All you have to do is touch the center of the ball." They touched the Pokeballs and red beams jumped out and captured them. They shook three times then stopped to show that they were captured.

I let them out of their Pokeballs and they started hugging me again as soon as they saw me. 'I don't want to be apart from you Matty', Sol said slightly upset. 'Me neither', Luna spoke up. "You don't have to go in your Pokeball unless you are getting healed at a Pokemon center," I sighed and looked at them and smiled, "We all need some rest."

I was going to put them in my mom's room so they would sleep in a separate room from me but then I thought that would be a bad idea for newborn Pokemon. I put them both on my shoulders and walked up the stairs to my room.

I walked in my room and laid down on my bed after putting them down so they could explore the room. I picked up my Pokedex and scanned them, they both knew teleport confusion and psycho cut for some reason. But what really surprised me was that they were high levels for pokemon born that day. Sol was level 12 and Luna was level 11, "How are you girls leveled up?", they looked at me in confusion. Sol spoke up, 'We could have gained experience from looking at league battles while learning about the world from you.' Ok, that explains that wait did they see my past if kids this young were introduced to that it would be bad.

"Did you girls read my personal memories?", there was a bit of a silence that hung in the air for a second. 'No, there was a kind of darkness shrouding your memories so we didn't want to intrude.' Sol said looking at her sister and her sister was looking at her.

"Ok, I will tell you girls about my past later, right now is too soon,'' I said as I picked them up into my arms and lifted them onto the bed.

We are going to sleep in the same bed so you two feel safe and not lonely. Luna blushed deeply but Sol just smiled and hugged me then said, 'Ok Matt'. I lied back and sol crawled on my chest and Luna crawled up on my right side and hugged my arm. They were both so small so it felt like two babies crawling on me. The girls weren't that heavy either. Sol was asleep very quickly and Luna crawled in between my shoulder and head then whispered in my mind, 'I love you, Matthias'. I whispered, "I love you too," and I kissed her on the top of her head. She hugged my shoulder tighter after that and before I knew it, I fell asleep too.

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I found myself laying on a grass field looking up at a star-filled sky. 'Two' I looked to my right and there was a man dressed in a white cloak that parted in the middle to reveal the man's torso. His hair was white and his eyes were pure gold there was also bits of gold on his outfit now that I was inspecting him further. He was also built as well as me and looked to be as tall. He held up his hand which had a golden bracelet on it, 'You made two mistakes'. I tried to talk but I couldn't so I tried thinking to speak as he did. 'What would those be?' He smiled showing his pure white teeth and many laugh lines covering his face. 'You wouldn't consider them mistakes and neither would I', He looked at me with eyes that could pierce the soul 'One is that you had those two call you by your name'

'What's wrong with that?' He sighed deeply and a breeze blew through the plain 'It caused them to look at you as an equal over a superior' He paused to let me think again, 'Once again nothing wrong with that'. He continued, 'You will see, the other mistake is letting them sleep in the same bed as you. This is another you have to wait to see the results' 'Will I regret my mistakes?' He sat up and smiled again looking up at the sky, 'Hell no' Who was this guy anyway? 'Sorry for intruding on your thoughts but if you want to know who I am, … how about a guardian angel. Now wake child' Then it all faded to dust and nothingness.

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I woke up to look Luna in her sleeping face and have Sol on my left having fallen off my chest through the night. I sat up and picked up the girls and brought them downstairs and set them on the couch. I got the Psychic book from the shelf and sat down at the dining room table. Luna woke up and yawned and stretched her arms out. She jumped up onto my lap and looked up at me with curious eyes, 'What are you reading?' "A book on Psychic types that I want to read, aren't you curious Luna," I pet her head, she blushed and smiled.

'Why are you reading it?' She asked in a lowered tone. "So I know more about Pokemon so I can better take care of you little Luna.", I said smiling at her. 'Do you really care about us that much?' "Well, I had another Pokemon years ago who I failed to protect them so I want to do my best with you so you live long happy lives." She sat there with a kind of blank expression on her face. 'You will never abandon us right' "What? No, never, why would you even think that." Then she rushed to my chest hugged me best she could, crying into my shirt. 'Thank you'

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Across the table, from me, the man from my dream appeared from nowhere in the chair across from me. "One problem down, one more caused by this.", His voice rough and ancient. "Why are you here?"I said and he put a finger to his mouth. Luna jumped up on the table looked around and said, 'Who are you talking to?' "Should have told you no one else can hear or see me," he said, "Call if you need me." Then he returned to the smoke that he appeared from. "No-one my eyes were just playing tricks on me I'm still sleepy from last night," he said feeling guilty for lying.

'Just so you know we can feel each other's emotions, I felt that you lied just now,' she paused looking slightly pouty then she looked down. She picked her head up to look at me and smiled as waves of happiness flowed from her into me, 'But I love and trust you Matthias so you have to have a good reason for it.' She hugged me and continued to allow happy feelings to flow through us. "Thank you, Luna, I love you too," I said hugging her back. Causing more emotions to flow back and forth between the two. 'Matthias I need to wake up Sol so she doesn't get jealous of us.' I sat there and continued looking at her, the warm happiness still hanging in the air around me. "I will go make us something to eat then,'' I said as I put her on the ground and started walking into the kitchen.

I made some scrambled chicken eggs and mixed in some calm mind into them so it would be beneficial to the girls. I brought the three plates to the dining room table but then I realized that the girls were still too short to reach the food on the table. I took two of the plates over to the girls on the living room couch and put it in front of them. 'Good morning Matt' Sol said yawning before she saw the food which she began to devour the eggs. Luna patiently waited for me to return with my eggs before starting to eat. They could not eat with a fork so they floated the food into their mouth while I sat there and ate with a fork.

"Sol you sure are a heavy sleeper,'' I said smiling. She blushed for some reason than said, 'Why did s-something happen?' I found it odd that she stuttered but chose to ignore it I mean, she was born yesterday. "You are downstairs on the couch I carried you down here and you slept the whole way,'' She blushed.

"I need to go do my morning jog around the town,'' I said getting up. The girls said together, 'Can we watch?' "Yeah, I don't see why not. As I was walking out of the house I heard the voice in my ear again, 'Good luck mate' I sighed and thought 'What are you, Australian', as I walked out on a brand new day and a brand new life.

Hope this gets you hyped for more, although I am gonna do a fair bit of plot building for a few chapters.