Hey guys, so I know I haven't updated in a while. Here is a little something for you, I still have really bad writers block so I'm trying had to think of ideas. I get my best inspiration while I am laying down about to go to sleep. I know you're probably going to think that these lunatics are addicted to sex, but this is all going to play out in the end *evil smirk*

Chapter 19

Tobias and I thought it was best to tell our friends that we're together after Christina's birth, Tobias wants to tell so bad but I don't want to take the light away from Christina and Will's new baby. I want it to be all about my new niece or nephew and he's going to be here until the baby is born, well that's what they know even though he's going to be here forever. I have to admit that it is so hard playing like we don't like each other, especially when we have to act like we hate each other when we secretly admire each other. Acting angry at him around our friends is so much fun because for us it is just merciless teasing and to them we're seriously arguing.

One time we almost got caught because he was at my―our― apartment and I was giving him head, don't ask me why. I am not too fond on doing that because I always gag and it's too much spit, that's why I did it when I was drunk. . . because my mind was being controlled by alcohol. But, that Friday I was especially happy, I had a good day at work and an amazing lunch with my mother, I talked to my brother, and got paid. So, when I first saw my loving boyfriend I attacked him, even with our dinner on the stove, I pushed him down on the couch pulled his pants down and gave him a "mind-blowing blowjob" at least how he described it. But as soon as he came in my mouth there was a knock at the door, so with his cum in my mouth and the girls on the other side of the door my heart was bursting through my chest and this particular day he had came so much it was hard to swallow and it was thick and just. . . yuck. This is going to sound so wrong, but all semen tastes the same to me, and I hate it, ti's the worst part.

I opened the door and acted like I was eating something while Tobias hid in the bedroom and the girls surprised me with an all girls night, of course we had our drinks but didn't drink too heavy because of Christina. That night it seemed like they would never go but eventually they left and Tobias ate some leftovers, the girls demolished our dinner night because I had to act like I finessed the hell out of that spaghetti bolognese. Then one night, we all decided to go to the movies together so Uriah took his mom's SUV for the day and we all piled in, Tobias, and I got put in the back because they wanted us to "bond" and did we bond well. I have never made out for so long without getting caught, I felt so naughty so all night I had to bite my lips to hide the fact that they were so swollen.

It is very stressful with having to live 2 different lives, Tobias still pays the hotel room just in case the boys stop by to have a "cold one with the boys" and he can just act like he was sight seeing and leave from my apartment. One would say that all of this is bullshit and we should might as well tell them, but the selflessness inside of Tobias and I are thinking that not telling them are for the best right now, and I know how Christina can get.

Tobias was in no rush in finding a job because he knew with his background and previous job, he would just move half of it to the United States or at least invest in working with a company that does what he did back in Russia. So, in the mornings while I went to work he would cook and clean and make sure that everything was set for me when I came home. It felt so good doing it because that is what the wife is supposed to do, or the girlfriend, wait for the man to come home and give him back rubs and homemade cakes and pies. I knew it was secretly ruining him in the inside because he always voiced to me how much he fucking hated seeing me work hard when all he wants to do is give me a back rub and feed me all day long and he isn't a lazy person so he told me he got a membership at the gym Christina and I go to.

Our weekend was consisted of being totally lazy, we took our showers super early in the morning and got right back in the bed. He dressed me and I dressed him, he put me in an all black thong and some see through crop top that was hidden at the bottom of one of my drawers, it was old and I meant to throw it out because the material has become basically see through which made him tell me not to wear a bra because he wanted to see the outline of my piercings and the sleeves were long. I dressed him in all grey sweats and a tight t-shirt and it made him look so yummy, I felt like we were teasing each other but neither of us would admit it. It's safe to say that we did have sex all day. Sad, I know, but it's like we're making up for all the lost times we really could have been boning each other.

"You seem so content lately, is there some mystery man I should know about?" Mom raised her eyebrow at me as we dined in on some lain American food. It wasn't my mother's but it was still good.

I choked on my soda and glared at her, "Excuse me?"

"You just seem so much happier, like you smile a lot more, visit me." She widens her eyes at me almost like to say "what else do you want me to say?"

I sighed and fake chuckled, "I don't need a man to make me happy." No doubt she would be the first to spill the beans, she and Christina so that's what I specifically haven't told the two of those motor mouths yet. We talked and finished our food and we headed our separate. It wasn't until later that night Tobias and I were laying in the bed, I had an early day at work and he got some off his information about the company sent to the United States, so it was a win-win for the both of us, I had told him about my mother, "We're most likely going to have to tell her first because mother knows best."

"Yeah, the last time I saw her was at the baby shower, I can see that she knows you well and the both of you are close." Close to no clothes, I was snuggled up to my boyfriend. We had our electronic fireplace going and sometimes it made me hot so all I had on was a t-shirt and my undies. He loved the warmth and he was in a pair of sweats and t-shirt.

I cleared my throat and threw my leg over his waist, pulling myself on his lap to stare down at him, "Do you talk to your mom?" I brushed my curly hair out of my face, I loved the fall and winter because I got to especially not worry about straightening my hair I would usually do it twice a month, but my curly mane definitely kept me warm and Tobias didn't mind much easier, "Or visit her in Italy?" We haven't really talked about his past and I don't know if it were for a reason but I've been dying to ask him more about his mother, I couldn't even bear to ask about that asshole Marcus.

"No, not really. I never really thought about it, I just felt upset at her because she left me and didn't even take me because she needed time for herself." He shrugs his shoulders and places his hands on my waist, squeezing tightly making me bite my lip, "She calls sometimes, I told her I moved out of Russia and came to America. She wasn't too happy but she wasn't mad either, she really doesn't have a reason to be mad because she never visited me anyways. I haven't told her about you, but she wants me to visit her sometime in the summer. Why do you ask all of a sudden?"

Like he did earlier, I shrugged my shoulders and leaned forward on my outstretched arms and he gripped my ass. Somehow he always found a way to do that, even in the most serious of conversations, "I don't know, you just don't talk much about your family."

"You don't either." He pointed out, yeah I've told him about my mother and father, and he knows Caleb but what is there really to say. We're just an average mixed family that like good old fashioned american burgers but also homemade enchiladas for dinner.

I lean down and peck him on the lips and sit back up, "What do you want to know?"

"Of course I can't think of any questions now, but I'm sure as soon as I think of some I will ask you." I nodded my head and leaned down and he wrapped his arms around me as I laid my head on his chest and just listened to the faint sound of the tv playing in the background. We always plan to watch movies and end up doing something else, the only time we can watch a movie without getting distracted which is sometimes not likely because just a few weeks ago I gave him head in a Russian movie theater and I'm sure they have us on tape but I don't care, "You're so warm." He squeezed my butt again and this time I couldn't help but to laugh.

"Me or my ass." I looked at him dead in the eyes and he smiled at me and those pearly whites and blue eyes can so easily send me into overdrive, instead I took a deep breath and nibbled my bottom lip.

"Both." I couldn't help but to lean up and attack his lips his tonuge dominating mine and I can feel how natural this was, I have been making a mistake whole life not talking to him, now he's mines and only mines.