NeonHorizon: This is a WARNING. This chapter has some mature stuff that isn't swearing or gore. I didn't get overly descriptive this time, but if people really like this, I can always be more descriptive next time.
Kugutsu could feel heat settle across her face as she let his words sink in. Her cat-yellow eyes darted to the side, looking to the bag on the floor next to him, and then her pulse began to quicken past any pace it had ever reached before. She felt an anxious lump forming in her throat and tried to swallow it, trying to maintain a cool façade as she processed what he just said to her.
The blue-haired villain had little patience for this. It was clear from the way he glared that he had been anticipating this for the better part of the day. Waiting for this moment. Looking forward to this. So her hesitation was setting him on edge.
Tugging at her belt buckle again, he brought her face down so it was inches from his. "You are my loyal fan, aren't you? Don't you want to give me-?"
"I-I do!" she blurted out. The girl's feline ears flattened in embarrassment and she glanced away again. "I'm just…I'm nervous."
A bitter scowl started to form. "Why are you nervous? You should be-"
"I just…I don't want to disappoint you," she admitted. Kugutsu felt her stomach twist in knots when she looked at him again. Her heart skipped a beat when she saw Shigaraki's grin. He looks so excited. He really wants this? He really wants something like this from me? But he could do better! He's so much cooler!
His free hand lifted from next to him and gripped her wrist, careful to avoid using all five fingers. Through the pale blue hair falling over his eyes, he narrowed his gaze and settled her hand high on his leg, just beneath the hem of his hooded sweatshirt. "You won't disappoint me. You're going to do your best. You want to impress me, don't you?"
"I-I do." She was glad for the dim light now since she was a hundred percent sure her face was almost glowing red with embarrassment and nervousness. He wants this! He really wants this! Wait, but…what does he want me to do?
Again, she glanced over at the bag and her stomach did a flip. Kugutsu had a habit of being super awkward every time she tried to impress Shigaraki. Her biggest fear right now was that she might get a nosebleed and bleed all over him because her brain was steadily filling with admittedly impious fan girl thoughts and images.
Taking a deep breath, she nodded. "Um…how do you want to start?"
This seemed to irritate him. His scowl deepened and he leaned back against the wall again. "How do you usually start? I want you to treat me special. I'm your idol, aren't I? Do something that you think I'd like and I might reward you when I'm done."
I can do this, she tried to assure herself. Dropping her gaze, she gently slid her hand a little higher on his leg; going beneath his sweatshirt. I can handle this. No nosebleeds! A nosebleed would ruin this! If I bleed all over him, that's it! He'll never want to look at me again!
Closing her eyes to try to help herself stay calm, Kugutsu found her fingers coming into contact with his hip. She blushed an even brighter red as she felt his bare skin against hers and heat started traveling through her body. Okay. Okay, I can totally handle this! Right? Right?!
She heard his breathing hitch when she dug her fingers into the waist of his pants and bowed her head further. Her heart felt like it was going to beat out of her chest. A small hint of pride started to bubble up as she forced herself not to look up. Kugutsu moved both hands to the front of his pants and summoned up enough courage to take the next step.
The female villain leaned back a little when she had successfully opened his pants and pulled him out. Kugutsu felt the heat from earlier settle in the lower part of her abdomen and tried not to look too excited, but it was hard not to. For a fan girl, this was the ultimate gift. Here her idol was; offering her the most intimate gift he possibly could.
The girl's left hand rested on his thigh as her right gently gripped him. She bit her lower lip as she felt the warmth of his skin against her palm and she bowed her head further to try to hide behind her scruffy black hair. This was nothing like any time she had been with a guy before. Her love for Shigaraki was greater than her love for any guy she had been with in the past and she wanted desperately to make him happy.
She did her best to try to give him pleasure. Kugutsu had been with a few guys before so she had some idea of what she was doing. Her skills were absolutely nothing to brag about. Especially since most of the guys she had been with had ended up torn apart and disposed of like trash. She managed to at least get him kind of close before he gripped her wrist again, with care, and grumbled for her to look at him.
Shigaraki saw the way his fan girl was blushing. He saw the excited sheen to her eyes and he saw the way her feline ears were perked forward. He was ready for more. His other hand gripped the hem of her sweatshirt, careful not to destroy it with his quirk, and a twisted sort of grin took form on his lips.
"I want more," he stated bluntly. "Take this off. And those pants. I need to prepare."
Prepare? Her breathing was heavy already, just from touching him. Kugutsu was excited by the idea of more, but she was still nervous. Especially about the ruined stump of her tail. She knew it was grotesque; she had heard that from guys in the past as well as girls in the locker room in high school. It was her greatest insecurity.
She took off the sweatshirt, but hesitated to take off her shorts. The second they were off, he would be able to see the outline of the stump. It was just above her rear and it was horrifying to look at. What had been a really pretty, sleek black cat tail when she was a kid had become a mangled-looking scar-riddled remnant of an appendage that brought her nothing but shame.
It was as her shorts were sliding down, with her head bowed and her eyes closed to block out the disappointed look he would definitely have, that her fears were completely banished. Kugutsu felt a stare directed at her and opened one eye to peek down at him. Her face instantly went red once more.
"You have a tail." There was clear excitement in his tone and there was a pleased smirk settled on the villain's face. "You had a tail this whole time. Come here. I want to have a better look."
Kugutsu moved closer, still standing, and soon found herself on her knees again. Kneeling on the futon, between his legs, as Shigaraki looked at her tail from over her shoulder. She felt two fingers dig into the waistband of her underwear and pull a little, giving him a better view of her disfigured appendage. To her alarm, his other hand settled on her lower back and a pair of fingers brushed over it.
She arched her back, leaning into him and feeling the villain's excited appendage press against her lower abdomen. Immediately, warmth trickled from her nose and she knew she was having a nosebleed. It was difficult for her twisted little fan girl heart to not race at the feeling of her idol being so excited by her.
However, something felt different now. A timid look down showed that she had been right when she guessed one of the items in the bag; it was a box of protection. He had applied a protective measure and was prepared to start when he deemed the time right. Kugutsu subconsciously squirmed a little and felt his hands leave her lower back.
The dark-haired villain was pulled up so she straddled his hips and she felt him brush against her. She bit her lip to try to keep herself from blurting out a sickly sweet fan girl love declaration that was already trying to force its way past her lips. The thin barrier between him and her was pulled aside by Shigaraki and the moment happened.
Kugutsu had fantasized about it after Dabi had brought it up. Wondered what it would be like to be claimed by her crush. She was eager to feel what it would really be like. He eased in and then thrust his hips upwards to become fully sheathed in one movement. Her arms went around his neck without thinking, holding him close and releasing a gasp. At the same time, his breathing hitched and the four fingers that dug into her hips on both sides dug in even deeper. His nails sank into her skin, creating eight bloody crescent shapes.
The two remained still for a moment. He was sitting with his back against the wall and she was sitting on his lap. Shigaraki's head rested between her neck and shoulder for a moment, his warm breath skimming over her collarbone and sliding beneath the collar of her shirt. His arms slid around her waist to pin her against him and began moving his hips at a steady pace.
Kugutsu, being eager to please him and still desperately wanting to impress him, began to gently rock herself so she was helping. It felt like little bubbles of happiness were exploding in her veins. Her heart was fluttering and she felt the warmth between them growing with each grind against him.
She never thought something like this would happen. She was still surprised he let her be so close to him sometimes. Being with Shigaraki like this was more than a dream come true for her. It was something greater. Something ineffable.
When his arms fell from around her waist, she was afraid he planned to push her off of him, but instead found him lifting her legs around him. The blue-haired villain lifted his face from the side of her neck and his voice was just loud enough for her feline ears to pick up.
"How's it feel? You're being taken by your idol, aren't you? I thought a loyal fan like you would be screaming for more, but you're being so quiet. You don't want to disappoint me, do you? We're all alone, but you haven't said a word since I put it in you. Come on. Make me proud of you, Kugutsu."
It pushed her over the edge. Hearing him say these words was exciting enough, but when he said her name it made her lose any control she had before. Any shadow touching her bare skin began to dance and stretch across the walls and floor. Her lips parted and Kugutsu released his name in a panting, begging way that seemed to fuel him.
Shigaraki's pace changed. It quickened and he pressed a hand against her lower back, keeping one finger lifted. Trying to hit deeper. Trying to claim more. In his own attempt at impressing her, wanting to hear her say his name again, he carefully put a hand between them and pressed a finger at a particularly sensitive area that he knew contained a lot of nerves. She instantly tightened her arms around his neck and his name left her lips in a half-scream. He felt her contract and he was unable to hold back the groan that came with his own unraveling.
The satisfaction was overshadowed by her embarrassment at acting like a needy cat in heat in front of her idol. Kugutsu buried her face in the side of his neck, trying to hide her shame. At the same time, he was trying to steady his breathing as three fingers sank into her shaggy black hair to hold her close.
Her heart was still beating erratically, but she could hear his pulse in the side of his neck. His heart was racing just as fast as hers. Kugutsu decided to be bold and used a hand to wipe the blood away from her nose before she leaned back. Her eyes briefly met his crimson ones before she leaned down and pressed her lips to his. The chapped, broken lips were tightly closed for a moment before he decided to indulge her and kiss back.
It would have been nice to sleep side by side in this private room, away from the other villains and the bar, but reality is harsh and they needed to go back. Kugutsu used some tissues from the bag of supplies he had brought to clean herself up, pausing briefly to wonder about the items in the bag that gone unused. It was as she was finishing getting dressed that she heard a noise out in the hall.
The building was supposed to be abandoned. It had been empty of other people when they entered. Half-crouching, Kugutsu moved to creep toward the door, but Shigaraki stepped in front of her. He scowled at the intrusion and nodded for her to follow him.
They made it halfway down the hall before someone came crashing out of one of the other empty rooms. A young man holding a beer bottle and grinning, his face red. "What's going on here? I knew I heard something! What a shitty place to bang!" He turned toward the stairs, cupping a hand around the side of his mouth. "Hey, guys! I found the lovebirds! It's a couple of-!"
A hand darted out, gripping the man by the face with all five fingers and quickly reducing his head to dust. The decay spread throughout his body rapidly and Shigaraki glared in the direction of the stairs. Knowing that there were others intruding on his new hideout made him irritated, but knowing that he and his fan girl had been heard sparked a fury in him.
Before he could say anything, the shadows around Kugutsu flared and stretched. The girl was delighted at his disposal of the first intruder and blushed when she realized Shigaraki was looking at her. "Let me take care of the others."
He nodded and was soon treated to the screams and splatters of her ripping apart the other intruders in the stairwell. Blood splashed onto her face, hands, and legs where her shorts failed to cover her skin, but she looked insanely happy when Shigaraki approached her again. This was, so far, the best day of her life.
She greeted him with a bloody grin. Kugutsu was beyond happy. Pleasing Shigaraki was even better than killing her enemies. Even better than beating the hardest level of a game. When he grinned back at her, she knew he felt the same and it that made her knees weak.