Hey guys, I'msorry this is a day later than what I said. I honestly thought I was going to have all of last night to write, but I forgot I had a practice to got to so we left a few hours early to go eat and stop by the mall to purchase something I needed for school. I did what I could today to make up for lost time. This chapter is one I've been meaning to get to, but with the changes I made to the story pushed it back. So here it is.

The next hour was pretty silent. Nicola and I couldn't really look each other in the eye just yet. Kyle seemed to realize something was up. "Ok you guys have been acting strange since we left that store. What's going on?" We looked at him and at each other. We looked away as fast as we could. "Well?" "I, um… I walked in on Carl… um, well… touching himself." Kyle laughed. "Wait, you were jerking off in there? Man, you really have it bad for her huh? It's alright. We'll keep it quiet." "Thanks. Personally I just want to forget it happened." "Hey, at least you didn't have to see it." Nicola cut in. "What's that supposed to mean?" "I'm just saying I wasn't expecting to see someone jerking of to lingerie. Really, I wasn't planning on looking at a dick at all today." She laughed. "Well, shit. That mean mine too?" Kyle asked. "Yep, even yours, babe." "Well, that ruins my plans for tonight." We all laughed. "Well, we all can't be like the love bird here." "Hey, teenage boys are the horniest things in the world." I said back. We laughed even harder and Kyle high fived me.

The laugher seemed to make to tension disappear and the awkwardness that was there seemed to pass. Nicola even seemed to be less embarrassed about what happened. Kyle put an arm on my shoulder. "That was probably one of the best lines I've ever heard. You're a pretty cool kid." "Kid? You're like three years older than me." "Touché little man." I gave him a smug look and laughed it off. "You know that's a real shame." "What is?" "That you've been cock-blocked while me and Sophia could do whatever we want tonight." Nicola was the only one who laughed back. "Well, Sophia probably won't be so willing once she realizes guys have a huge sex drive. She'll be saying 'not today' soon enough. Just you wait."

We continued chatting about little things until we got back to the camp. We climbed through the truck and unpacked our finds into the trailers. Sophia looked her clothes over and thanked me for them, but I had gotten the wrong sized bras. I forgot she was an A cup and I had accidentally gotten B cups. Nicola said she'd take them as she was a B and promised to get a few A's for her tomorrow before we come back. I kept the pills hidden from Sophia so she didn't get the wrong idea. Last thing I needed was her to think I wanted to move on to sex so early in our relationship.

We ate a small supper made up of mushroom soup and crackers. There wasn't a whole lot left in their food storage. Nicola said there probably wasn't any more than four days-worth of food left, and that's if we rationed it out as thin as we could. Sophia had taken more of the cold syrup that was here and was feeling a bit better. Some of the colour was returning to her face and she wasn't really coughing anymore. "So how was it out there? You didn't run into any problems did you?" Mr. Kline asked. "No, not really. It was pretty clear of the dead and the only thing we didn't find was food." Nicola said. "Well that's a shame because that's the one thing we do need." "I'll keep an eye out for any food while we're out there tomorrow. Bound to be abandoned cars all over the place."

Once we were finished eating, we cleaned the dishes and went to our trailers. When we got in to our trailer Sophia and I climbed into our bed and curled up in the blanket. She snuggled up against me and I put an arm around her. We lay there in silence for about a minute before she spoke. "So how did it feel to look through girls underwear? I bet some pretty perverted thoughts went through you head." She said rubbing her ass against my crotch. "And what if they did?" "Well I just hope they were of me or else you might be sleeping on the floor for a while." "Well then I guess I'm staying in the bed because every last perverted thing I pictured was of you. To be exact, this lovely ass was one of them." I said as I grabbed her ass. "Really? Well I hope it made you as hard as you are now." She said rubbing her ass against my now hard dick.

I turned her around and kissed her. "Carl?" "Yeah?" "Can we try something new?" My mind almost went crazy as those words left her mouth. Could she be asking what I think she was asking? Could she actually mean she wanted to move on to sex? I didn't know what was going through her head, but I was ready for whatever it was. "Like… what?" was all I could muster up. "You'll see." She said feeling up my crotch and unzipping my jeans. Her hand slipped passed the waist band of my boxers as she curled her fingers around my dick. She pulled it out of it's confides and began to stroke it slowly.

I was having trouble seeing how this was new. I was about to say something, when she stopped. I watched as she slowly took off her shirt and unclipped her bra. She moved closer and kissed me before whispering in my ear. "Think you could get the rest for me?" All I could do was nod. I moved my hands to her waist and undid her jeans and pulled them along with her panties down. Her body was so beautiful, even if the was a large purplish bruise on her side and a bandage on her face. No girl could ever be more beautiful than her in my eyes. I could tell she was jealous of Nicola, and me mistakenly getting bras that were too big for her, but fit Nicola probably didn't help. She probably thinks I'm not satisfied with the size of her tits. Now she's trying to make up for it with sex. I don't want her to do this unless it was actually what she wanted, not as a way to keep me interested in her.

She went to remove my clothes. "Sophia, wait." "What wrong?" "I don't want to have sex just because you feel like you're not pretty enough for me." "What are you talking about? I mean you're not completely wrong, but you seem to have the wrong idea." I instantly realized I may have been jumping to conclusions. "Well I feel like I just myself look like an idiot." "Sort of. I meant I do feel like you expect more from my body. Especially since you thought I was a B. but this whole sex thing, no. I can obviously see why you thought that, I probably was a little too vague about it, but that's not what I wanted to try. We… I can't. Not now. I'm not ready for that just yet." She said with a slight frown while a hand draped down over her pussy as if she were trying to cover up. "Then what did you want to try?" "Well… um… sixty-nining." She said it with an embarrassed look on her face, red as a rose, all while she was looking down thinking of something.

I looked at her with a compassionate smile. "Sophia, before we do anything, let me say this. No matter how much you think I'm wanting more than you have to offer, remember I fell for you just the way you are. Just because you're body isn't fully developed doesn't mean I'm going to another girl. You're more beautiful than anyone else in the world. I Love you Sophia." It was funny. Despite us knowing that we loved each other, we had not yet said the words out loud to each other. "And love you too." She said pressing her bare body to mine. We kissed for almost five minutes before she remembered what was going on. "So should I put my clothes back on now? I mean it be pretty awkward to sit here like this if I don't need to." "No, no, stay like that. We can still do what you wanted. Personally, I've been wait for this for several days now. At the rate we were going I figured we'd get there."

She gave me smile and started to strip me down. Once we were both undressed, I reached down and started to rub her pussy with one hand and caressed her breast with the other. She squirmed and her breath caught each time I inserted a finger into her. She got to work stroking my dick during this time and got me going pretty well. Once we both though we were ready we stopped and Sophia rotated her body around placing he head right above my dick and her pussy just above my face. I was looking at it from a whole new angle and I was loving every second of it. As she began to suck my dick I began to lick her folds. I could feel her moaning on my dick as I did this. I could feel her tongue making circles around the tip as she fondled with my balls just as Nicola had shown her. It felt so amazing that I moaned into her pussy, causing her to squirm suddenly.

As I licked her as fast I could go, I felt her bob her head up and down. Her technique was getting better. I decided to try something to see how she reacted. I stopped licking her and started sucking on her clit. Much to my enjoyment, she started moaning like crazy and couldn't stop shaking her body from the pleasure. I could feel the sweat dripping down off her as I pushed her closer and closer to her breaking point. Even I had beads rolling down my head and body. She was on the verge of her climax when I kicked it into overdrive and started fingering her at the same time. "Fuck… Carl… don't stop. Yes, yes, yes, oh fuck yes. I'm… aaaaaaahhhhhhhh!" She moaned and nearly screamed out in pleasure as her pussy clenched down on my fingers and her wetness squirting out onto my face.

She was near motionless for about thirty seconds. She had stopped when it had gotten really good and was just lying there breathing very heavily trying to recover from that powerful orgasm. She had drenched me pretty well when she came. I lapped up every drop I could. She seemed to moan a bit as I did. Once she felt like she had caught her breath, she continued to suck me so I didn't go soft again. She didn't have the same energy as she did before, but that was reasonable. After a bit she regained her speed and was getting me closer to my finish. I decided that I couldn't just sit there with a delicious wet pussy right in my face without licking it, so I started licking her again. She seemed to enjoy it even more. The thought of a second orgasm was probably new to her and she was happy to let it happen.

She kept her pace as I quickened mine. To make sure she wasn't slowing down on me while I was on the verge of my climax I started thrusting my hips up to meet her mouth each time it came down. I continued to lick her pussy, finger her, and rub and suck on her clit all while she brought me to the point of no return. "God… Sophia I'm going to… cccuuummmmmm!" I shot four or five shots into her mouth and two on to her face as my dick slipped out of her mouth. She swallowed all of the cum in her mouth as I got her nearing her second climax. "Holy fuck! Carl I'm almost there. Fuck… I'm so… close. Fuck… fuck… ffffuuuuuuuuuuuuuccccckkkkk!" she moaned so loud that I knew no matter what Kyle and Nicola heard it and I hoped to god that Mr. Kline was out cold. We lay there for a minute as I licked her juices up once more.

Once I licked up what I could, Sophia shifted herself back up toward me with her head next to mine, as soon as I saw her face I had to giggle a bit. She still had my cum on her face. "You going to clean that up?" she caught on almost instantly and wiped it off with her finger and licked it up sexily. "You know your both hot and kind of weird at the same time. But wouldn't wat you any other way." "Good, cause I'm only like this because of them way you make me feel." She kissed me passionately on the lips. I was about to stop her as I tasted myself a little too well, when she started to turn it into a French kiss. I thought "Fuck it. I'm not going to ruin the moment." and kissed her back, even if I had to put up with the taste. After a few moments I didn't even notice it anymore. Our tongues swirled around each other and the intimacy was felt between us mutually.

After kissing for what felt like hours, but more like minutes, we parted and lay down next to one another looking deeply into the others eyes. Her hazel eyes seemed to glisten and she looked like she was in total bliss. I could tell that we had just strengthen our bond together more than we had in the past. She looked at me with hope that we would never grow apart and I hoped my eyes showed the same. We huddled closer together and were pretty much nose to nose. I placed a hand on her cheek to caress it. I lifted the bandage on her cheek to she how it was healing. It wasn't as bad as it was before, but it would still need more time to heal before she was better physically. Nothing could ever change the emotional abuse she's had to live with her whole life.

She seemed to notice I was thinking about how she got the cut. "I hope you're not blaming yourself about that. It wasn't you're fault. If anything you actually helped me more that night than you realize. I was near traumatized by my dad. He beat me so often I had to join a kendo class to cover up how I got my bruises and cuts. Even mom had to find ways to hide it. My dad was horrible, but you were part of the reason he's not here to hurt me now. He can't ever do anything to me again." "I know, but I feel like if I let you leave you wouldn't have gotten hurt." "If I went with him I wouldn't have been near you and the others when the walkers attacked. I could have died if you didn't stand up to him. I see that now. That night, I asked you to let me go. I didn't want him to hurt either of us, but he did. And because of it Shane was there to protect us from him and the walkers."

I hadn't taken that into account at all. She was right. I kept her alive. Sophia was scared to death of the punishments she would get from Ed, but I fought back. I never thought about what would happen. I never thought about what he'd do. All I thought was that I wanted to stay by Sophia's side. I wanted to protect her. From the walkers. From her pains. From him. I knew there wasn't any way of changing what he did to her, nor what toll it left on her, but there was one thing I could do. To do everything in my power to help her heal the hundreds of scars left on her from him, even if there was only one you could see.

"Sophia…" "Yeah?" "I... I understand. And… and never think I don't love you. I will never be the type of man that is lucky enough to have someone as amazing as you in their lives and treat you like shit. I'll never be like him." She seemed to understand who I meant and started to tear up. She pulled me closer as she embraced me. We clung together in our nakedness and refused to let go. "I hope you'll never be remind me of him." "Of course not. I'd never lay a finger on you with the intent to harm you." I pulled her even closer to me, kissing her on the forehead. "Never, ever think I would." "I know." "Then why do you sound like you think I would." She pulled away and sat up pulling her knees to her chest. "I'm not worried about the pain. I'm worried about the memories. One in particular that could really hinder our relationship if I'm not honest about it." "Sophia?" "I've loved the moments we've shared together and the ways you've made my body feel. I may have looked like I've been enjoying it, but they've hurt me more than you realize. I've just been hiding it from you."

I was shocked. How could I have hurt her? Had I been too rough? Was I pushing her passed her comfort zone? I couldn't bear to think I hurt her when I only tried to make her feel good. "What did I do wrong? How did I hurt you?" "You didn't hurt me. I loved what we did. It made me almost forget what happened." "What happened?" She looked me in the eye. I could see the tears streaming down her cheeks. I felt my heart break as I saw this. Whatever it was, it was hurting her bad. "The night my period started back at the camp, after you left to go sleep, I went back to my tent early to sleep too, but my dad was in there drunk. He was yelling at me to lay down and he…" "He what?" She placed her head in the crook of my neck and cried even harder. "… he tried to rape me."

I hope you enjoyed the chapter. Now for some of you out there you might be upset that this means there wont be any Sophia x Carl sex for a bit, due to Sophia's closing words and because she said she's not ready yet, but she will let him when the time is right. She's reminded of what her dad tried to do to her every time they do anything, but she forgets, or at least try's to, because he actually makes her feel pleasure when he does and not pain. He has her permission and that is the big game changer. Once she's ready to embrace the pleasure and leave the pain behind, she will be willing to take the next step. I haven't really been leaving many hints to this, but Sophia hasn't been focused on too heavily since her period started as I couldn't show it with all the issues with the camp and getting lost being the bigger topics on her mind. I could be going about how she'd react all wrong and any feedback could really help me fix that. I've tried my best to make a lot of their emotions natural, but I'm worried I'm doing something wrong or that you wont like it. Feel free to PM me to let me know.

I'm not sure when I'll have the next one up. It all depends on what my schedule is like. It could be up in a week it could be up in a month, I just simply don't know. Either way I'm not giving up on this story and I'm going to do what I can't to get chapters done. See you in the next one.