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Pillow Talk

"Josh?"

"Josh? Are you awake?" Maya whispered into his ear as she finished sliding her panties on. She had just gotten out of the bathroom and saw that her boyfriend was about to pass out. She didn't want that to happen. Maya wanted to talk and she knew that she wouldn't be able to without the high that she was in now. If they waited for the morning to sort things out, her anxiety would peak and that would probably end in an argument of some sort.

Josh tried to feign sleep but he knew he couldn't. There was something in the way that she whispered his name caused him to open his eyes in confusion. Why the hell is she scared? He thought as he gently sat up pulling her into him. She avoided his eyes and breathed in and out as she whispered a mantra to cool herself. "What's wrong, Maya?" She shook her head letting Josh know to give her time to talk. He did while he put on his boxers. As soon as he sat back down on the bed, Maya wrapped her arms around him and sobbed.

"Maya?"

"Josh, I am so so sorry for everything. I should have told you about the cancer and I should have been a better friend to Riley. I was scared. I thought that I was going to lose everything. The doctors tried to get me to do chemo but I couldn't. I couldn't go through with it so I decided that I would just live out the rest of my days like this. The way everyone knew me as, but three years left turned into six months and I have just been trying to figure a way to tell you guys...Then everything with Lucas happened, I just got scared. Maybe I was selfish for thinking that Lucas wouldn't intentionally hurt Riley by cheating on her, but I will admit that I was wrong. I just wanted everything to go back to normal, you know. Just normal." Maya ranted to Josh quickly before she began to cry out in pain and regret. It hurt to know that she could have stopped so much hurt and pain in Riley if she had been truthful and told her best friend what she really thought of Lucas' and Nia's relationship.

"Why did you keep your cancer a secret Maya?"

"I thought that if...that if nothing changed then if I did die everyone would still remember me as me and not cancer Maya. I was scared and I thought that I would be more of a burden to you and Riley and the scooby gang if I did tell you guys. I mean, you are still in school Josh. You shouldn't have to put up with my cancer. You should have a normal girlfriend who won't die in the next six months. I should have told you when we got together."

"Wait, what? You knew then! Maya, how long have you known that you have cancer. Be honest." Josh sat up to get a honest look at her face. This way he'll know if she was lying.

"Maya?" Josh asked annoyed. "No more keeping this in. I am here now. Talk to me." Josh begged the quiet girl who was shaking with sadness and regret.

"When I found out that Zay cheated on me in Texas."

"Two years ago, you found out. What did the...um...doctors say, Maya? I wanna know. I think I deserve to."

"I don't know really. I...they said that I could go through chemo but I didn't want that. So they said that I would have at least three more years left as my cancer was slowly progressing and then..."

"Go on. I need to know." Maya eyes teared up as she looked at the picture by Josh's bed. It was her, Josh, and his parents by the lake on a camping trip just before his dad died. She knew that she had to ease his pain as no one knew the real reason behind Alan's death until later during the funeral. Everyone thought that it was natural causes but he died from prostate cancer. This tore through Josh's heart...to know that his dad was suffering and he didn't even have a clue. He and everyone else thought that Mr. Matthews was okay and healthy but he wasn't. She couldn't do that to Josh.

"About three weeks ago, I...well my mom took me to the hospital because I took a pregnancy test and it was positive. When we got there and checked, the doctor had said that I was about three months but they couldn't find a heartbeat. So I had to...um...have a miscarriage at home so that the 'fetus' wasn't just in my belly, but before I could leave he had asked us to stay because something about a cyst in one of my Fallopian tubes and that it needed to be cut out and such and such. He told me that I may never have children, keyword may, but I stopped listening after he said something about my cancer progressing to aggressively and fast. That if we waited to long to have the surgery, then the cancer could travel to the rest of my body and I wouldn't have long to live because I didn't want to do chemo. It was a lot to take in and I have been trying to prepare for the surgery. It is suppose to happen two weekends after prom. I was scared Josh. I just wanted everything to go back to the way it was. Us going to the movies and spending the evening together in bed and seeing Riley at a game or working at the cafe. I am so sorry I didn't tell you."

Josh just sat on his bed shocked. He couldn't move. He was afraid to breathe. She was getting even more sicker holding these secrets in. He should have been there for her, but he couldn't. Well, now...

Josh grabbed his t-shirt off of the dresser and helped her put it on. He scooped her in his lap and promised her that he would never ever leave her or love her less for her cancer. He rocked her to sleep and after what felt like years he prayed. He asked for forgiveness of all of his transgressions and he asked for Maya to not be punished but healed.

The next day at Topanga's...

Riley moved with ease around the small cafe. She felt good and happy and sexually fulfilled. She couldn't wait to tell Charlie that she was coming with him to Italy. College could wait besides it is cooking and baking that is her real passion. All she needs is a business degree to learn the ropes and bring her dream all together. She was also happy that Joshaya was back together and that she would finally hear why Maya had kept it a secret all this time at Farkle's. She heard the ring on the door and turned to greet them and frozed.

"Nia? What are you doing here? With him?" Riley looked at the sweet little curly head boy with the cutest baby blue-green eyes she had ever seen. Nia shifted uncomfortably as she struggled with a car seat, her phone, and her book bag. Riley moved to help the young girl to a small booth.

"Hi. Thanks so much." Nia exclaimed nervously as she stared at Riley bug eyed with fear. "Um, I wanted to ask if there was any positions here for ya know a job?"

Riley frowned. Nia quickly recovered and squeaked out, "Please, I really need this. I am running low on money from my parents and my scholarship. I will tell you everything about the entire situation with Lucas if it will help me get a job here. I am struggling here living in a new city with no help from my parents and limited help from Zay as he has school. Lucas isn't helping at all." The young girl hung her head in defeat when Riley huffed and walked away from her and to her surprise she came back with some tea and cookies for Casey.

Riley smiled at Casey who thanked her for the cookie the best way he could. Nia smiled graciously at her and began to speak when Riley interrupted her saying, "I don't want to know but I feel as if I should hear it from you. Since you will probably have an unbiased opinion on the situation and give me facts. I want to move on with Charlie but I need to know the truth in order to do that."

Nia smiled and sipped her hot tea and began the story:

"Well, Lucas and I knew each other for a long time and I had always had a crush on him. He was my cousin's best friend and Zay has always been a brother to me. So...um...I'm sorry I have never really told anyone what really happened except Zay who wouldn't understand this."

"I understand. Go on and take your time. I am supposed to be on break anyway. This should bring my mom out here to take over."

"Yeah. Around two years ago, Lucas and Zay both came to Texas to visit and one night we were drinking and Zay went off to do something. I don't know, but Lucas had asked me if I had a boyfriend and one thing led to another and we had sex. That night I had lost my virginity to him and he didn't even...he didn't even stay the night. I woke up alone in some hay naked and sore, but he apologized and promised that next time it would be better. It was and for two weeks we were screwing around and it was great until three months later I find out I am pregnant at the age of 14. Yeah, and you wanna know what Lucas told me to do. He told me to get an abortion and he told me that he loved me and that he was sorry that he lead me on and that he wanted to be at my side but that he had a girlfriend to take care of. I was completely heartbroken. I didn't know what to do but to tell my parents and Zay. Oh god, it was awful to see the judgement and the pity because I had basically screwed my life over in the course of three weeks over a guy who didn't even want me. Of course, I didn't get the abortion. My parents wasn't going to let me and I didn't want to after hearing the heartbeat. Zay got over it after visiting for the third time. He wanted me to tell Lucas but Lucas didn't want to know."

Nia sighed in defeat and exhaustion and cried for what felt like a long time coming. Riley moved to sit beside her so that she could comfort her better. That dick! She is only 15 and she has to deal with this shit! Nia drank some tea and cleared her throat:

"On September 3, 2015, my baby boy was born and my parents were happy, but they gave me about a year to get everything together cuz I had to move out. My college fund of 567,000 would go to a bank here in New York and I were to live with Zay and my aunt until I could get a job and a place to live. I did. There is this program for single moms who had amazing grades here in downtown Manhattan. It is included with an apartment, health care, job list and schooling. I was so happy that I never slacked off in school during my pregnancy. Did you know that even on my labor day I was going to school for an exam? Yeah, I did. I visited here all those months ago with Casey to look for an apartment that they listed and Lucas had finally met Casey. Casey automatically loved Lucas but Lucas just seemed mad. Mad that I was here in New York with a baby that I had told him was gone. After a month with my new school, I decided to go back to Texas to get my things and move into the housing here. Before that Lucas wanted me to meet you all and I did. I really felt bad because you were so sweet to me and I...your boyfriend...Lucas. He and I was talking about my return and how I wanted to know if he was going to break up with you because he had told me that he was going to do that because he loved me and Casey so much that no one would be in the way of our happiness. I really believed him and so did Zay who was warming up to him knowing about Casey. He drove me to the airport after Maya talked to me about hurting you and how I would pay. I didn't say anything back to her because I did hurt you when I slept with Lucas and I thought might as well get used to the hate because when I get back everything would be okay. Before I left, Lucas asked me if I wanted to be with him and I said yes naturally thinking that he was going to leave you for me. We slept together in his car while everyone waited for me in the airport. Thank god I am on birth control by the way. Anyway, Lucas just told me all of that to get into my pants again. He didn't know that I was only going back to get my stuff or that I was in school here, so when I got back you guys were still together and I was the fool. For loving him and trusting him to do the right thing. I asked him for child support and he denied me. So I went to court and then all of this happened. He told you the truth well now I believe on pinch of it and then he called me to go out for the day. We came here and when we saw you he immediately started to treat us differently. He started to act so nice when we both knew that the only reason I was there that day was to get me to take back my charges or claims for child support."

Nia sighed again before finishing her now warm tea in one gulp before grabbing a cookie. She turned to Riley who was stunned and angry. "That is the truth Riley. I am completely alone in this besides the little help that Zay is providing. He can only help a little as he has to save up for college and my aunt won't even look at me."

"Riley? Won't you say something?"

"Uh...sorry. I just can't believe this shit. He is the ultimate fuckboy. God how could we be so stupidly in love with him?"

Nia shrugged. "At least you won't have to explain to a child why their father isn't around. At least you have someone who truly loves you."

"Yeah. I do. Don't I? Thank you Nia. We do have a job for you. It starts at 13 an hour and goes up after you have been here for at least five months with no late walk ins or no shows. My mom believes in hard work and she loves kids so if you don't have anyone to watch Casey while you work she will help out with him. I will be here too for the next couple of weeks until graduation. I decided to go to Italy with Charlie."

"You did?" The girls turned around to see Katy and Shawn with Maya and Josh behind them.

"Yeah. Did you guys just come from the doctor's office? What did they say?" Riley and Nia made room for everyone else at the booth. They eyed her and Casey for a sec before asking her how old he was and telling her how cute he was.

"I am due in the next six months. I am so nervous especially since I thought I was done years ago."

"Really? I was nervous too, but it will clear out around the time you feel the baby kick. Besides you have a pretty good support system, all I have is Zay." They laughed and it was nice to finally meet Nia and Casey. Maya and Josh were playing with the little boy while sharing a coffee and some cake. Katy talked with Nia about possibly helping each other babysit the kids in the future and Nia felt really happy. This is exactly what she needed two years ago. Riley placed her hand around Nia's shoulders and hugged her.

"Everything is okay now, you can breathe. So, what happened at the doctor's office? Remember I asked about that like five minutes ago."

"Um, turns out surgery won't do as much damage as they thought as long as I do it Monday. They want it as soon as possible so they can monitor my cancer since I won't be doing chemo. Honestly it was great and less nerve wracking with Josh there." Maya smiled as she gave Casey a high five when he snuck a piece of Josh's cake. Casey giggled and ran outside the cafe when he saw his uncle Zay and Farkle and Smackle.

"Hey little man! What do you have all over your face?"

"Cookies! Chocolate!" Casey bounced in Zay arms before waving to Smackle and Farkle with his fingers full of chocolate frosting. Everyone laughed when some of it landed in Zay's hair.

"Ah! Seriously! I just washed it!"

"Well, wash it again cus. I'll take him. Come on, sweet baby, let's get you all washed up." Nia took a hold of the hyper toddler and Katy got up to help her.

"So, did you guys hear?" Riley asked Josh, Maya and Shawn.

"Yeah, we did. I can't believe that Lucas is such an asshole. I never would have convince Cory to allow you two together if I had, but what is this about you going with Charlie to Italy?"

"What!?"

Nia and Katy froze as they walked out of the bathroom along with the others at the table.

Lucas and Missy Bradford holding hands. That can't be good, especially since Zay and her are boyfriend and girlfriend.

Alright, thanks for the support you guys. I promise to try to post as much as I can, but honestly it is hard when you are in college. It is a relief away from homework though. So, some serious stuff has been revealed in this chapter and I hope you guys can understand both Nia and Maya's perspectives.

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