Jessica's Point of View
After my first mission, Daddy took me to my room and told me that he would talk to me after he finished up some things. I summarized for Luna what I learned today about the Organization. "So you'll be able to make dark corridors?" Luna asked after I finished. "Yeah, eventually. I don't think I can do it anytime soon. I don't think I want to. They're really scary." I sighed. "Maybe you should talk to some of the members to gather more intel." Luna suggests. "Yeah, maybe." I muse. Someone knocks on my door. It's probably Daddy. I open it and instantly regret it. It's Xemnas.
"Who were you talking to?" He wondered. "My stuffed animal. You know. That present Aqua got me. You remember her?" I asked hopefully. He ignored me. "Vexen has some things he needs to do so I'm going to... watch you until he's done." He explained. It seemed to imply that I couldn't be alone. Ever. He sat on my bed with his arms crossed looking bored. I'm going to have to see if I can get my bedding washed. I sat on my bed and mimicked his expression.
"I can be alone in my room you know. It's not like I'm going to get into any trouble." I huffed. "I know you won't get into any trouble. Because I'm going to be right here watching you the entire time." Xemnas smirked. "You're so annoying." I groaned. "Likewise." He shot back. I stuck my tounge out at him. He groaned and mumbled something about never being able to understand children.
"Do you even remember what it was like to be a child?" I snapped. He said nothing. "Quit doing that." I demanded. "What?" He questioned. "Every time I ask you something about you, you ignore me! Who are you!?" I screamed. He shushed me.
"Quit it. You won't get anything out of me that way. Don't scream just because you're frustrated." He scolded. Tears formed in my eyes. I tried to hold them in, but they came out anyway. Stupid tears. I must look weak and pathetic in his eyes. I try to wipe my tears away, but more just keep on coming. Xemnas is staring at me.
"What are you looking at?" I snap. I start to take control of my emotions. The tears stop. "Both." He said. "Huh?" I asked, confused. "I am both Terra and Xehanort. I have both of their memories and both of their feelings. At least, I did have both of their feelings. I can't feel as they did now that I'm an empty shell. Even now they're still trying to gain control of me. Sometimes I'm more of Xehanort and sometimes I'm more of Terra." He explained. "So which are you now?" I questioned. "It's not that simple. It's hard to tell which I am at a given time." He said. "Oh." I sighed. "But if I were to guess, I'd say I'm probably closer to Terra right now." He added. "What's it like wanting your friends back one minute and wanting to destroy them the next?" I wondered. "Enough. No more questions. If I'm in a good mood, I'll answer more tomorrow." He stated. "If I can't ask you questions, then what am I supposed to do? I'm bored." I whined. "Fine then. Let's talk about you. I've answered your questions so now you answer mine." He suggested. "Fine. I asked three questions so you can only ask three." I agreed.
"What were you doing in Radiant Gardens?" He asked. "Xehanort destroyed my old home. I was not going back to Sunset Kingdom. Next." I answered. "Alright. Hypothetically, how would you feel about your parents becoming Nobodys and joining Organization XIII?" He wondered. "They're not my parents!" I screamed, instantly turning sour. "What do you mean?" He questioned cautiously. "Lumaria and Arlene are not my parents! That's your third and final question by the way! Don't ever talk to me about them again!" I screamed. I ran out of my room and slammed the door. Xemnas made no attempt to come after me. At the other side of the door, Daddy stood right in front of me with his arms crossed. He had a look of disappointment in his eyes. I looked to the ground avoiding his glare. Without saying a word, he went in my room to talk to Xemnas. I stood outside my door waiting.