Return to reality, as the alarm rang. Awaken right on, Yi shifted a bit on the mattress and reached for his phone to stop that noise. Room still in the dark, courtesy of winter hour. He honestly disliked getting up early like this but he had to, for another day of work.
When he tried to sit up, there was some resistance. In fact, Yasuo hadn't let go at all since their last waking after nightmare. Ah, yes. Gently, Yi took the latter's arms off him and let him lie down on the mattress in peace. Careful not to wake him up.
From the light snoring, Yasuo was still deep asleep. Yi's heart ached to let him go, get out of bed. Put back the blanket but the latter never really got out of it. Curled into it, keeping warmth like baby animals for the night.
Time was counted. Although Yi always woke up early enough not to get late and have some quiet time, he had to move. Used to his own bedroom and knowing the place, it wasn't difficult to find his way out of it, with some faint light of the phone.
Where is Lily ? It seemed that she wasn't sleeping with them. He would have noticed that. Maybe their cat chose the other bed. Anyway, he was sure to see her come if he made some noise, like taking breakfast in the kitchen.
Indeed, here she came. Happy walk to the kitchen, fluffy tail and a special hello, seeking carress. Till she started to meow, which wouldn't be a good idea at the time.
« Hush. Yasuo is sleeping. I know, I'm delighted to see you too. » Spoken lowly, to be sure not to wake his boyfriend.
The cat decided to hop and settle on Yi's lap. Which he let happen, not done with his breakfast. It was the quiet hour, the world still pretty dark outside. Idly petting her, Yi let his mind wander a bit. Gaze stuck in the direction of his room, where Yasuo was resting. Hope he will be alright.
Memories from the night weren't nice. A fever induced nightmare. Just witnessing a nightmare wasn't pleasant for Yi but even less when it was during such a bad time for Yasuo. Cold. How he was clinging helplessly to him, craving any available contact. Why couldn't he just stay home and take care of Yasuo ? This was cruel for both of them but the latter wouldn't let him take a day off just for his own health.
Clear picture, Yasuo grinning like he always did to reassure him when he worried too much. But right now he had a reason to. No doubt he was going to continue till the very end of the flu.
I'll get him another blanket. If Yasuo was so cold, it would be better to keep him warm. Risk that later he would wake up and again feel too hot but for now it would be useful.
Once Yi was done in the kitchen, after washing bowl and glass and filling Lily's own, he went to search another blanket. First choice would be to take Yasuo's, the one in his own room but it happened their cat slept in one of the two beds, during day. The blanket was like a tiny hidding.
Instead, he looked in the closet where they keep linen and spare pillows, blankets. Easy choice, took the thickest one and carried it to the room they used this night.
Stealth mode required but of course Lily wanted to follow him around. For once and the greater good, Yi put the blanket down and carried their cat to Yasuo's empty room, closing the door to keep her there.
« Sorry, I won't be long. » Really, he was honest. Nothing worse than locking her up the time of a few tasks.
Muffled meowing from the other side of the door but at least she wasn't going to jump on their bed in the other bedroom.
Now he could silently bring the blanket and make sure Yasuo wasn't too cold. Not so easy in the dark but he would do it with care. Light noise nearby, typical from the latter when he was deep asleep.
As he grew used to the low luminosity, Yi reached the bed and put the blanket down. Properly covered and minimal risk to get cold, Yasuo wouldn't suffer from this for now. At least this small help appeased Yi's worry, for a time.
Still very quiet, he went out and released Lily from her temporary jail. Angry meowing but he knew she wouldn't hold a grudge. Merely an inconvenience.
« Again, my apologies. I had to or you would just wake him up. » Slowly he grabbed her and gave a hug, in the limit of bother she could take.
I have to get ready.
Still things to do till he could relax a little before leaving for his day.
Shower time first.
Soothing time indeed, under warm water. While he was at it, Yi's thought returned to the latter. Always. It seemed that his worry wasn't planning to leave soon. But now there was nothing else to do. Maybe find the painkillers and put the box near the bed, in case it hurt too much. Till then Yasuo hadn't suffered too much from the headache but he wanted to make it easy for him if that happened.
Yasuo...
Impossible to get out of his mind. He wouldn't anyway, if he could. Loved him so much, so this was normal. Even right then, under the shower, staring into nothing as he thought too hard. Till he registered that feeling, mistaken at first for the usual fluster when thinking about Yasuo too deeply. Not just yearning. Slowly but surely it took the familiar form of desire, in a more crude way.
Oh no.
This was to be expected. Yasuo wasn't wrong when he said it had been too long. It wasn't really but for both of them, even such short time felt like torture. Languid warmth, rolling in his being with a certain playfulness. Reminding there wasn't some heated time together lately. How could he forget ? Yasuo wanted too and was pretty good at tempting him. Sweet devil, indeed. Latest evening he gave another reason to resist but Yi regretted so much not to give in. It would be good. But we can't. Tried so hard to convince himself this was for the best. Not risking Yasuo's health in that, even if the latter was so ready to have sex. He still tried.
Oh this was difficult for Yi. Craved so much but his worry was heavy too. How awful, if he came to harm Yasuo in any way during it. The sole possibility of the latter passing out in his arms. No.
So he tried to keep his resolve and endure. Their awaited release would just feel better, once the flu would be over.
Wait. It would be worth it in the end. Alone in the shower, face against the tile, Yi willed his need to go away. Hide it for now, as long as he could. To be more efficient, he switched the water to cold. The flames dulled little by little, glad not to have to go through this alone. If he was patient enough, they would have sex soon.
A shiver ran down his spine, small sign that his body wasn't so happy to be under freezing water. Not even a minute under but it was felt. Yi didn't really mind, no risk for him to get sick but it wasn't pleasant either.
So it was important to get moving, step out of the shower and get dressed. Right then, he noticed the usual complaint of a poor cat sad to have some of her territory closed.
It stopped as soon as he opened the bathroom door and as quick Lily rushed inside to inspect the room. A few steps in the shower but like everyday, it wouldn't function by her own will.
« No, I don't have time to play. Maybe tonight. »
Sad noise from the shower. Lily liked to stay under the spray but this was the exact reason they kept her out of the bathroom when they used it. Or it would take too long and result afterward in a soaked cat wandering in the flat unaware of it.
Not short on time but Yi prefered to get dressed before anything else. Ah, shit. His clothes were in his bedroom. The one Yasuo's was sleeping in. So another sneaking was required. Wanted to give up making an effort at keeping their cat away. This time he would just nudge her if she tried to come in.
If he was to go in, maybe it would be smart to bring the painkillers too. And a full pitcher. Just a small prayer that he wouldn't fall in the dark.
In front of the door with what he brought for Yasuo, he glanced around. The cat wasn't there so probably no fight to get in. Good. Indeed Yi had no problem to come in his room, no surprise attack from Lily, nothing. As quiet as he could, he made it to the bedside table and left there the meds and water.
Couldn't stop that urge though. To come closer, pay attention to anything from his boyfriend. Yi wanted to feel if the fever was strong or reduced but the fear of waking Yasuo up was there. Better not to.
For now, it seemed the latter didn't have much trouble to breathe. Snuggled under two blankets, so warm and comfortable Yi's heart ached to join him there.
Not even gone but already he missed holding Yasuo.
After taking his clothes, Yi left to the other room to dress up. There he found their cat, comfy in a ball in the middle of Yasuo's bed.
« Hello again, my lady. » He couldn't resist and came closer to pet her.
Then he was technically ready to go. Free time spent on his laptop before it was time. Outside, birds were chirping like crazy, the city waking up despite the weak signs of dawn approaching.
I have to go. Watchful gaze on the time, till he had to move. Heart heavy and mind busy. And since Yasuo was still sleeping, there would be no goodbye kiss this morning. So yes it was a sad leave to take.
Still, he wanted to give something. Wrote a short note on a scrap of paper and went to leave it in their room, right over Yasuo's phone. Sure he wasn't going to miss that.
The bedroom wasn't so dark anymore, he could faintly see the latter. Dear presence.
« See you tonight, love. » Almost not voiced, not to break that soft peace. No contact allowed.
A last glance back then Yi left. Door locked after some fumbling. It was rare but sometimes Lily came to meow from her side of the door. Not this day. Guess she's napping.
So the new day started for him.
Piercing, unbearable. What shitty way to wake up. Yasuo wasn't done cursing everything that came to his mind. He could, loudly, if he wasn't in such a state. The worst headache in a while. And if it wasn't horrible already, the fever made it like he was swiming in honey. Slow, shaky moves, lacking strenght itself.
Really Yasuo couldn't wait the end of the flu. It was getting more than tiring, to the point of pain. And no way he got out of bed.
Freezing like it wasn't allowed. At least, he was glad to have his blanket right there. Help. No idea what woke him up. There was no noise in their flat, no sign of life from Lily. Since some sunlight came through the window, he could just suppose it was late in the morning.
Yi is gone... No one left to cuddle with, to love all over, to kiss. Already Yasuo wanted to turn around and sulk. Missing his boyfriend before he left was a hard blow to take. Almost prefered to be woken up at the same time to be sure to see him. But Yi refused to, careful not to trouble his sleep.
Yet at the first roll made everything hurt suddenly, more than before. Oh I hate this. Just moving a finger hurt. Maddening. Each thing was the cherry on top. The fever, full body ache, the cold, everything.
Already exhausted, he stopped struggling and let himself down on the mattress. So stiff but relaxing seemed a foreign concept right now.
A new day of suffering, it would seem. In any case Yasuo was ready for such a harsh start but there was nothing else to do than take it. Heavy fog in his mind and moves, reducing him to this. So he could just hope to have some rest and maybe later it would get better. Maybe.
And it didn't came. He merely waited for a time that was refused to him. The worst situation to be, indeed. A single move hurt, his hear hurt, the fever almost gave him hallucinations. Gaze stuck on the nearby wall, not even looking at it.
Hours went by like this, impossible to sleep. So Yasuo gave up and decided to get some painkillers, no matter how difficult it would be for himself just to get out of bed.
Sitting up, his body already protested but the promise of a peaceful time was strong. His gaze searched his phone, to have an idea of the time. And so he found a tiny note left there, from Yi. He knew it, sometimes he did that when he didn't dare waking him up.
« Hello, my dear Yasuo. I hope by the time you read this, you will feel better. The night was rough on you so please understand I couldn't wake you up this morning for goodbye. I left for you the painkillers nearby, as well as fresh water. Take care and go to the hospital if it's too much. » Followed by a small heart drawn there. Really, this was overly kind and Yasuo could just melt slowly after reading this.
A note wasn't as valuable to his heart than his boyfriend staying by his side but having a word waiting for him was nice. There wasn't the occasion of a kiss yet this felt exactly the same. Even if it hurt a little more to stay upright, Yasuo didn't move. Merely read this again and again, enjoying that lively spark within his chest. Wanted to answer something equally sweet but first it was important to drink and reduce the pain.
But it sure was a challenge just to move. Incredible how the flu could make every muscle hurt, even the ones he wasn't aware of. Arm stretched, he still managed to grab his glass and pour some water without spilling it anywhere. At least some things were going well. Shakily, he took the painkillers and there came a pause.
How many do I take ? Really, a bit of dumb question at the moment. All he knew was that it hurt and soon he would lose his mind if it didn't stop. So big dose. As long as it made it stop.
Took it, drained his glass of water as quick then he could hope.
Fuck this.
Flopping back on the mattress, Yasuo returned under the blanket. So warm right there, he wanted to stay there all day.
As on habit, his thoughts returned on Yi and the latest message. Now he could answer and send as much heart emojis as he could. At the occasion he saw what time it was. Ah. 1:41. Result of sleep then the agonizing wait in bed. It actually felt like hours since he woke up. And it probably was.
Not hungry. Yasuo had no idea if that was a good or a bad sign, honestly. Anyway, it meant he didn't have to get up and eat. One thing less to worry about. Arg, Lily. Of course she would bother him at some point. Bowl empty, too much silence, not enough attention provided, anything was worth meowing at him. So Yasuo was still a bit surprised not to have heard of her yet. Maybe he was so out this morning that she gave up.
Nah, I think she didn't try. Maybe taking a nap elsewhere. Though it still was a miracle silence stayed that long.
Oh wait wait wait. Yi ! Return as fast. It would be a shame if he didn't bother his man at least once this day. And Yi would be sad to receive nothing. Don't worry baby, I got you.
Typing fast, this sweet feeling making him forget the disease for a time, as if love itself was more impactful.
[Sir ! You're under arrest ! For stealing my heart once more!]
[You will have to give it back fast or to pay a fine!]
[seriously bby u're so niiiiiiiiiiiiiiice]
[i feel a bit worse but gonna be alright]
[dw honeyyyy]
Felt better immediately but Yasuo doubted the painkillers already got at work. Talking to Yi always made wonders but this sure was soothing. Maybe because he had something else in mind to focus on, instead of the constant pain. Putting his phone aside, Yasuo lied on his side, a smile impossible to stop.
What a surprise to hear the text notification. Hadn't been expecting any fast reply. But he's not working ? Looking again at the time, indeed it wasn't the end of Yi's break. Soon, in ten minutes or something but not yet. Oh sweet. So Yasuo was fast to read it.
[I'm deeply sorry, it wasn't my intention to steal it. My apologies too, for I won't be giving it back. But what do you ask in that fine ?]
Ok, this killed Yasuo on the spot. Also because he hadn't thought about the fine and what to ask in return. So the fluster took place, busying his mind for a while before he was able to formulate something.
[errr i think u'll refuse if i ask a bj]
[either for u or me]
[but i have found something even better !]
[For this terrible crime, sir, you'll have to spoon with me for at least fifteen minutes !
[right after you come back! not negociable.]
[I am sincerely afraid this won't keep me from doing it again. But fine, I can work with that. Gladly.]
[On a serious note, will you be alright ? I'm worried for you, love.]
[too bad, we'll have to do that again and again :p]
[i'll be ok, really]
[im just dying for a kiss or a hug]
[So I am, my dear. Days are so long and I can't bear to know you're sick and alone at home. For the kiss, it will have to wait my return. But for the hug, if you have some strenght left, you can try to find Lily. I'm positive she would enjoy it as well.]
So precious boyfriend, as much impacted by the cruel distance. Yasuo knew they shared this harsh separation the same way and hearing him talking about it was sadly sweet. Soon, baby, soon.
[ehhhhh i want a hug from u ! not from peanut.]
[Yes but she's able to purr and that's really nice too. Please, give her some affection from me, when you can.]
[alright alright]
[i will, when i can get outta bed]
[Yasuo, I have to go for now. I'll check on you later. Lot of love.]
Oh. sad. But it was planned. Yi's lunch break wasn't infinite.
[love u too yi]
Followed by a whole text made of tiny hearts. Here, it wouldn't be nearly enough to show all his love but the latter would still be happy. Hope he'll be alright too. Really, if hours could pass like seconds, Yasuo would be so happy. Just to have him back.
The rest of afternoon happened yet Yasuo had so little memory of it. Always out then awake, out then awake. Not the most calming thing yet he could just endure. At least the painkillers kicked in and it was slightly more bearable.
Since it only reduced the headache and some of the muscle pain, there was still that tiring fever. Settling in his bones, heavy.
Maybe at a moment Lily stopped by, making a fuss for whatever problem in the house. Ah yes, Yasuo remembered getting up this time first to go to the bathroom then eventually to check on their cat complaint. Bowl almost empty. So he refilled it and changed her water too. Then he'd have some peace. As always, Lily was meowing like crazy till he put down her food bowl back, merely ate for a few seconds then walked away.
That was exactly the kind of crap he didn't need, not specially in the best mood thanks to the flu. Still, he'd have silence for now.
Coming back to bed was really the best thing of the day, every time. And in less than a minute he was asleep again, snuggled in his blankets. No care, just empty mind and the primal need to stay warm.
This urge got reduced as the afternoon then start of evening arrived. To then be awaken suddenly, as if he was choking. Nothing serious, he pushed the blankets off him as the new temperature was unbearable. Too much.
Oh no, not this. To feel too cold was far better than to feel too hot, for Yasuo. There was some resistance though, a sort of weigh. At first he thought he was blocking the blanket but it was something else.
A cat, staring at him, comfortably sitting there over him. Like she was actually the one bothered by the latter.
« Move, dummy ! Or I'll make you. »
No answer – how surprising – and usual unimpressed gaze. Well, she had the choice. No mercy left, Yasuo pushed the blankets completely, having their cat rolled in the blankets at the same time. Not really trapped in but just caught. Not a real problem, Lily liked being under blankets and small spaces.
Even without any layers Yasuo felt like burning again. Like the fever killed him just like the virus. Part of this was true. Lying down in his sheets, it wasn't pleasant at all, greatly uncomfortable.
Can't stay here. The bed felt too warm, since he had been there for hours. No chance to sleep neither. With slightly better moves, Yasuo stood and went to his own room, to lie on fresher sheets.
When he came there, impossible to miss the crumpled bed. That little demon ! It seemed that if Lily wasn't bothering him this morning, she was instead busy sleeping in his bed and making it some disorder.
Deep sigh but he couldn't grumble about it all day. A bed was a bed, no matter how tidy it was. Yasuo slumped on it, searching that salvation but no real hope given. Oh no forgot my phone. He couldn't know what time it was and how long since Yi would come back.
Nothing to do. Staring at the ceiling and mind focused on his boyfriend. Time passed and he couldn't stop feeling like dying from the inside. Wearing fabric wasn't appreciated but he prefered not to sweat directly in the sheets. At least it hurt less and his vision was quite clear. Not to hazy anymore.
Till the sun set and night fell. Little by little. Winter was cruel, to make it so dark at a respectable hour. For Yasuo, it was a sign he could hope for Yi to return soon, if everything was fine.
No sign of life from Lily neither. This little peanut seemed to be happy in the bed she 'stole'.
The flat was almost into darkness when came key noises from the door. This made Yasuo jump, standing right on to run at the door. He's here !
And indeed Yi came in, a soft grin as soon as he saw the latter.
« Babyyyyyyyy ! Welcome home ! »
The door wasn't even closed, Yasuo embraced him with as much strenght as he could give. Then he got hit as fast by this aftereffect of getting up too quick. Vision blurred for a time then it was fine again.
« Ow... » It merely made him cling to Yi.
Small effort made to close the door, while Yasuo held him. Not very practical but they made it. Then a laugh rumbled against him, pleasant to hear. Yi was happy and everything gave this away.
« Good evening, love. I'm glad to see you standing. Do you need to lie down ? »
So nice to have him right there. Now Yasuo could give no fucks about the whole world, he had his boyfriend back to him.
« Nah, feeling better than this night. And today. I think the painkillers did the job. » Pressing tiny pecks against his cheek, neck where it wasn't covered. « But I haven't forgotten ! It's time to pay ! »
For this he parted a little, enough to give a mischievous look to Yi. Hope he would remember. From what he found, Yi knew what he was refering to.
A chuckle for this eagerness then he kissed Yasuo gently. Very short, just a taste he couldn't resist.
« Fine, I shall be yours. But just give me time to settle down, love. I just arrived. »
« Yes, yes ! Don't worry. Just I can't wait... » A last peck, at the corner of his mouth then Yasuo let go of him for a time.
While Yi was busy taking off shoes, scarf and jacket, he was there watching in not so quiet impatience, sitting on the armrest of the couch.
In was then that Lily came by, greeting Yi noisily. Since she was a bit bothering the latter in his task, Yasuo went to carry her away, keeping her in his arms. At least she didn't struggle a lot and finished by letting him.
« Now I'm ready to follow you. » Yi stood there, in his sight, with that soft expression of these tender days.
Yasuo reached for his hand and took him to the couch. Barely enough space for two to lie there but it would be enough.
Small realisation though. Wait. Had been so happy just to cuddle that he forgot how warm he felt. Staying so close wouldn't be very enjoyable, at least physically. But he wanted to. Fuck this.
« Come here. » As he gestured Yi to be the first one lying down.
« Ah, little spoon mood ? » Not a hint of mock, just gentleness as he welcomed Yasuo against him. « You're very hot. Are you sure about this ? »
As answer, Yasuo got comfortable in their new position, relaxing against him. Finished by holding Yi's hand to him.
« Fine. The fever is fucking me up but I want to. »
Because who was he to refuse this ? To have Yi holding him close, despite how hot he felt, it remained an affectionate move. It always gaveYasuo some strange feelings to see and feel how his boyfriend tangled their legs together but he was definitely the shortest between them. Cute.
Worth everything in this world.
Yet there was one thing he regretted on this instant. Having Yi right there made it difficult for him to 'play' a little, see how he could tease. Yes he was getting needy over these days, lacking any action. Spooning would be a good occasion though he managed to miss it. Like this, no leverage for anything.
But he wouldn't give up so easily. As both relished the closeness – despite how the fever was being a bitch to him – the quiet time went on. And Yasuo sneaked a hand to feel the latter. False innocent, laying there over Yi's side. Then he trailed blindly and kneaded his butt like he would to get him on the idea.
Yi's reactions weren't difficult to find. At first he merely shifted in their spooning session and held Yasuo tighter. Till one of his hands trailed up Yasuo's chest to his face, appreciative.
A whisper right behind his ear : « I see and feel you work there but I'm afraid I'll have to repeat myself. We can't. As much as I would gladly kneel for you and show how good I can be right then. But we have to be patient, my love. »
Nooooooo... « It's so unfair. I won't pass out, I swear. Please... »
Still his hand over Yi but there wasn't a lot to do then. If the latter was convinced, difficult to change his mind. Sad, Yasuo withdrew and returned to hold him.
« Ya know, it's so hard...I'd love to have you right there. Or let you have me. »
« Please, I want too but it's important not to break now. When you'll feel better, you'll have me, however you want. Just wait. » Sweet kisses pressed to his neck, nape as ask for forgiveness.
« M'fine. But don't go yet, the fifteen minutes aren't done. »
At least he still had this. And Yi would make it up with their dayly dose of sweetness. Cuddles, kisses and everything else. Just not sex. Too bad.
Seeing that the nearby humans were in the same room, Lily returned and jumped on the couch too. Settling down in a ball, between the backrest and Yi's legs. Just this, in silence.
At this arrival, Yi welcomed her with this kind tone.
In the end, he stayed longer than what was asked to begin with. To Yasuo's delight. It was getting late but at least he got a good spooning before dinner.
Since he was recovering little by little of the latest night, Yasuo could stay with Yi during cooking time. No blanket, too hot for that. Just a shirt and the hope to cool off soon. They chatted like every evening, about Yi's day and his own weird condition of sick then not so sick then terribly sick.
It was nice, Lily even ran in at a moment hoping for wet food. But Yi had to break her dreams once more, genuinely sad for her.
Not very hungry but Yasuo tried to eat something, at least not to starve without feeling it. And not to worry Yi too much. Though at the moment he felt almost fine. Just hot, always thirsty. It was still better than agonizing in bed like a dying bug.
After helping with the dishes, Yasuo went on his late routine. These days the flu was a real brick sent in his head, exhausting. So he usually got ready to bed earlier than he would under normal days.
While Yi settled to at last have some quiet time on the internet, himself took his shower. Overly sweaty because of that damned fever, it would feel good just to be clean.
Nice.
Excellent time to relax even a little. Light mood, sometimes paying attention to the feline cry on the other side of the door. She'll be fine.
Done, drying then he brushed his teeth. Next step was to get some clean clothes in his room, habit of never bringing it directly to the bathroom before he took his shower.
So it led to this sight of Yasuo quietly walking in the flat, naked. Right then his mischievous part decided to strike again. Sometimes he liked to tease Yi a little. At that time of the evening the latter was usually sitting on the couch, with his laptop. From right there, he could see the door of Yasuo's room.
This is how he did in these occasions, wandering in the living room naked as he was and seeming oblivious to it. Almost everytime he would get Yi's attention.
Not by a cruel attempt at making him pay for relenting any try but rather a playful thing. In any case, Yi enjoyed the sight.
But right as Yasuo made it to his bedroom door, pausing an instant to glance behind, he noticed the latter was already watching. Before he even tried to tease by paying a visit in the living room. A glance behind and as fast Yi averted his gaze.
Oh. So he was already staring. Not as soon than himself expected but the result was the same than if he tried to tempt.
This was definitely interesting and Yasuo couldn't bring himself to care about the risk and the disease. He wanted. At least to see how Yi was doing till now. He must need too.
After putting on boxers, Yasuo returned to his boyfriend with the clear intent to check on something. Indeed he noticed how Yi didn't seem so relaxed, a bit stiff as he sat there.
Quiet steps then Yasuo sat by his side on the couch.
At first, nothing alarming. Merely seeking a kiss, after taking Yi's glasses off and putting it aside. This was probably innocent enough for the latter to indulge in, returning the kiss. Gentle, the kind of thing exchanged after a tiring day.
Then Yasuo made his move, hand going directly to Yi's crotch, cupping slowly. Right then, it made the latter tense, clinging to him a little in a yelp.
Yasuo kept the kiss on, a thorough show of need while he didn't stop and stroked his boyfriend. This was the reason of all this. I was right. Yi was hard and no doubt from before Yasuo ever felt him up.
What a good praise, to feel how his lover got turned on physically. A proof both of them were bearing this poorly, the wait till their release.
In their kiss, Yi whimpered but it ended up muffled. But Yasuo felt everything. His quiet noises, how he couldn't help but buck into his hand despite que barrier of clothe, twitchy. From the corner of his sight he noticed Yi still made an effort at putting his laptop away. Another sign he couldn't do much.
When Yasuo parted, he couldn't help linger on that sight. His boyfriend, softly panting, a lovely hue coloring his cheeks. Craving. He's killing me... So he moved and actually straddled him. Still feeling him up, this time hand slipping in his underwear.
« Y-Yasuo... wait. » A bit weaker than expected though.
Hands free, Yi clung to him in a way that meant both stopping him and keeping him close. Yasuo didn't stop his ministrations down there. It was far too distracting to see the latter squirming under him, trying not to give in but his body craved too much.
« Yes, baby ? » Kissed him again and again. This was his oxygen and he was a drowning man.
« We can't, we can't... It's too risky... » Yet his tone betrayed raw desire.
Oh this surely was for Yi a difficult instant, between indulging them or holding back for Yasuo's health. Would it even harm him, to have some fun ?
« It will be fine, Yi... I'm good. Just need you. »
Even came to stop stroking his cock, instead craddling his face softly. Pepper many kisses, some a little harder, some so light. To keep in the relief, Yasuo grinded down, rocking with a certain strenght. This earned him more strangled cries, amidst the noises of kissing. Yi's hands on him, over heated flesh.
« W-Wait ! » With a bit more of determination, catching Yasuo's attention. « Where's Lily ? »
This actually made him stop in his tracks, going still as he rose enough to look around. Shit !
« I don't know. Gonna check. »
Always making sure she wouldn't bother them right now. Despite the urgence of their situation, Yasuo stoo and ran in their flat, looking for their cat. Good news, he found her rolled in this mess of blankets in Yi's bed. So he merely closed the door to keep her there for now.
One matter less. If Lily came to wake up and realise she had been jailed once more, she would probably meow at the door till they opened.
As fast, Yasuo returned to his lover on the couch, after taking off his boxers in a flash of reason. A mere gaze over Yi had his arousal awaken again. Starved gaze directed to him, Yi stroking himself as he was waiting for him. Crude need, oh so charming.
« It's good, she's in your room. » Quick words, to get back immediately where they left it.
Small nod in response but Yi seemed only to care about having him back there. He took Yasuo closer to him, till he could spoke low words to him, chest to chest.
« I need you, please... »
What else could he do ? Yasuo kissed him hard and right. Sate him for a short time. Before getting back to rocking, he yanked down Yi's trousers and underwear. Not all the way, it would take too much time and he wanted to feel him.
« What you need, baby ? Want me to go down on you ? » Little shame in his words but Yi wouldn't mind for now.
« No, no, you're sick. I can't let you do this... »
The conflict was easy to hear, to see. Yi wanted him, wanted so much but he was still resolute not to risk too much. Too careful. Yasuo really wished he could convince him for some intense sexy time but there was limit to everything. At least tonight they would have some relief.
« Okay, okay... But let me do this, it will feel good. »
It would still be better than nothing. Yasuo properly straddled the latter, so he could grind against his cock. By now both of them were in an advanced state of need. Yi a little more than him though. Clear fluid trailing down his cock, evidency of how bothered he grew over these long days. Used to this, Yasuo took them both in hand and stroked. Already he felt like it would be fast. Couldn't even stop himself from bucking inside the slick grasp.
In no time both were getting close, Yasuo leaning against the latter, barely enough space between them for his hand to bring them to climax. Hard, fast, relishing this obscene pleasure. Everything felt hot, maybe the fever, maybe their activity, maybe anything else. Yasuo head swam a bit, not breathless but getting to a point where all felt good. All over him, Yi's hands, strong grasp.
« ...honey ? Fine ? » Between moans and more hushed noises, against damp skin. « You're doing amazing, go on... »
« Yes... » Almost lost in that flow of tiny gasps. « Next... time... »
« Next time ? Yeah... ? »
Both of them cut a certain thrust, sending them clinging dearly to climax. So so close.
« Next time...fuck me. Hard. Like you mean it... »
For this Yasuo searched his gaze, to meet it even a second. Eventually Yi lifted his head enough to make eye contact. Real question, who was the most feverish between them. Wrecked, in a similar way than he would after a proper lovermaking. Yasuo blamed this on the long break, despite how short it could be. Too long for them, anyway.
Nodded shakily, a sort of promise. The end seemed near, he caught Yi into a last kiss before he came. Messily. There was a cry in that kiss, silenced but he felt it. In his arms, the latter came for a time that seemed a bit long. Trembling, holding Yasuo so close to him. The grasp got even slicker. Right then Yasuo came too, curling into his lover as everything happened at once. Couldn't hold the kiss that long so he finished moaning brokenly, right in front of Yi.
Last thrusts, shaking, holding each other. It seemed ot take so long for Yasuo to actually calm down. Limp in Yi's arms, drained of his energy. If he had any to begin with, anyway. It was good. At last they could sort of fuck and find relief.
Against him, Yi's pulse seemed to have gone rather normal. Unmoving, Yasuo stayed right there, enjoying the instant.
« Yasuo ? Still alive ? » Not as clear than it would be usually but Yi sounded fine.
A bit lazy, he didn't answer.
« Yasuo ! » This time Yi shook him, moving him to share a gaze.
A giggle escaped him, as he met that worried look.
« I'm fine, I'm fine ! »
As soon Yi relaxed a bit, expression shifting to light annoyance : « Don't joke around. I thought you passed out indeed. »
« Sorry, just getting tired, darling. Didn't mean to scare you. » In exchange for the scare, Yasuo rose and kissed him, a hint of tongue and all the sweetness of his heart.
Yi would forgive him anyway. Returning the kiss, arms laced around Yasuo. Maybe that was all they craved and they could hope to hold till the end of the flu.
Yet Yasuo innerly wished for another unexpected sexy time like this one. It was a hell of a distraction.
There, rocked gently, it would be easy to fall asleep. Everything was fine.