Chapter 16
EPOV
"You love me."
She pulled her bottom lip between her teeth and nodded, her eyes were glassy with tears.
I kicked the door shut before striding to her. I gripped her face in my hands, using my thumb to pull her lip from her teeth. "I've been thinking all fuckin' day, Bella. I've been thinking about you, and my dad. I thought about my mom. I thought about all the shit I did while I was a kid, and later on as a fuckin' stupid adult."
"What are you saying, Edward?"
I dropped my hands from her face, falling down on the couch. I ran my hands through my hair, gripping at it. "I don't know. That's the problem. What do you want me to do, Bella, ¿qué quieres que haga?"
She kneeled down in front of me, pulling my hands from my hair and holding them in hers. "I think you should talk to my dad. He could help, I know he could."
I heard the pleading in her tone. I closed my eyes, leaning my head back against the couch. I didn't want to surrender and give in so easily. I didn't want to admit that I might be in over my head. Regardless of what I wanted to think, I was a different man with her around. A few months ago, I would have pushed Marcos for more information. But she made me more aware of my actions, her well-being always in the back of my mind. My dad was important, but as much as I hated to say it, he was dead. Bella was alive and well and willing to love me no matter how much I continued to fuck up. Sheneeded to be the most important thing to me.
"Yeah, but mami, if Marcos or Royce finds out, you realize this is just as dangerous, don't you? I—we—we're still in danger, no matter what I do."
Her eyes widened at my statement. She climbed onto my lap, straddling me and wrapping her arms around my neck. "What are you saying?"
"Te quiero, te amo, I love you, however the fuck you want me to say it. I love you. My dad, he'll always be important, but you're the most important thing to me now."
I brushed away the tears that trailed down her cheeks as she leaned forward, capturing my mouth with hers. She kissed me with such force it was as if she thought I'd disappear any second. "I need you, papi. I need you inside me. Please,"she begged as she clung to me.
"You got me so fuckin' whipped, you know that, don't you?" I kissed her neck before pulling her shirt up and off. "You're changing me, and it's terrifying." I reached behind her, unhooking her bra and pulling it away from her body. "You're so fucking beautiful. You drive me crazy." I cupped her tits in my hands, rolling her nipples between my thumb and index finger. Her eyes fluttered closed as she let out a quiet moan. "It's overwhelming. You're overwhelming." I stood, lifting us both. She wrapped her legs around me as I walked us to her bedroom, laying her down on the bed.
"You know, you're changing me too."
I crawled onto the bed next to her. "Yeah, but you're changing me for the better." I snapped open her jeans, pulling the zipper down. She lifted her hips, letting me rid her of them and her panties.
"I meant for the better, you—oh God,"she gasped as I ran my fingers through her wet folds before finding her clit. Her previous thoughts were forgotten as I circled it slowly with my thumb.
"I what, mami? Do I make you feel good? Do I take care of you?"
"Yes, papi," she moaned as I slipped two fingers inside her, pumping them in and out of her pussy at a slow pace. "Oh God. Please, I need you inside me."
"I am inside you." I quickened the thrust of my fingers, watching as she arched her back, a low moan falling from her lips.
"Edward," she whimpered.
"Say it," I growled in her ear, nipping at her earlobe. "Say it, and I'll give it to you."
"Fuck. Your cock, I want your cock."
I stood, shedding my clothes before climbing back onto the bed. I leaned on my forearms, hovering above her before pressing my mouth roughly to hers, sucking and nipping at her bottom lip. "Es tuya," I breathed against her lips as I slid inside her wet heat. "Fuck, I love you." I grunted, pulling out before thrusting back into her.
"I love you, too. Oh, God, please, Edward. I need more."
I pulled out. "You want more? Turn over, mami. Te daré más."I groaned as she complied, rolling over onto her hands and knees. I pushed on her back lightly, and she dropped down onto her elbows. I smoothed my hands over ass before spreading her cheeks. "You better hold on," I warned. I lined myself up with her, teasing her entrance with the tip of my cock before slamming into her. I gripped her hips as I pounded into her over and over, my fingers digging into her flesh. "Is this what you want, mami? You want me to fuck this chocha?"
"Yes, papi, yes!" she cried out, pushing back against me with each thrust, pulling me in deeper.
"That's it, mamita. Take this fucking cock." I panted, feeling my balls begin to tighten. I knew I was close. "I need you to come. Can you come for me, baby?" I reached between us, rubbing her clit quickly.
"Oh,"she moaned. "Please, don't stop, please!" she cried out, her pussy gripping my cock and milking my release from me.
"Goddamn." I fell to the side, pulling her against me. We laid there for a while, both of us trying to catch our breath.
She spoke quietly. "I was serious before, Edward. You really have changed me."
"Yeah, maybe for the worse. Look at all this shit surrounding us."
"Stop. I'm serious. Before you, I hardly ever spoke my mind. I always did what was expected of me. There's something about you that lights a fire in me."
"I love your fire. I don't know what I'd do without it."
"You like my fire a little too much sometimes," she teased.
I chuckled before kissing the top of her head. "Es verdad. You're just so sexy when you're handing me my balls, mami."
It was her turn to laugh. "You're crazy, you know that?"
"Sí, yo sé.On a serious note, though, what's your plan?"
She sighed, curling up closer to me. "For right now, I think we just need to talk to Charlie."
"What if—"
"Last time, they didn't have the information you have now. Please, Edward, I can't—" She stopped, choking on her words. "I can't lose you."
I maneuvered us so we were on our sides, facing each other. In her eyes was everything I needed to know. I needed to do right by her; I needed to learn how to let go of my anger.
I needed to find justice for my father and Rosalie, not get revenge. But, most of all, I needed this girl beside me forever. No matter what.
"You won't," I promised.
Spanish:
Qué quieres que haga - What do you want me to?
Te quiero, te amo - I love you, I love you
Te daré más. -I'll give you more
Es verdad - It's true