*Trust isn't something you can instantly obtain. Its something you gradually gain over time. It may take years for you to gain a persons trust but it's also something you can lose in seconds. In some cases people will instantly trust you but that just makes it easier for you to lose their trust.*

Disclaimer: I don't own fairy tail Hiro Mashima does.

Lucy's pov:

"Wait your friends with this psychopath!" Gray asked looking shocked.

"No I'm not her friend." "I'd have to be desperate to be friends with her." Natsu replied closing the door.

"I wont always have your trust huh Natsu, well guess what you just lost mine."

After those words left my mouth I felt something wet go down my face. I moved my hand up to wipe it away.

'Why am I even crying.' 'I shouldn't be crying just because I thought he was my friend.' 'This is how it's always worked they pretend to care and then they lie and start treating me like shit.'

Ignoring the thoughts I wiped my eyes and put my emotions aside.

'That's it he was my breaking point I'm not going to trust anyone anymore.' 'I give people my trust and in the ends all they do is hurt me.' 'I'm done, I won't let anyone see my emotions.'

Thats when I started shaking.

"No it's happening again."

~Flashback~

"Help us."

"No don't run save your self."

"Were already goners run Lucy, run."

"I can't I can't, I can't run away, not while your still here!" I yelled.

"We'll be fine just go."

"Leave us, hurry run away before he comes back!"

"Sorry it's to late I'm back and I have some killing to do." He said walking toward them.

"DON'T HURT THEM PLEASE!" I cried.

"Sorry sweetheart but there gonna have to die." he said smiling.

"Please, please don't hurt them!" I cried.

"Oh I have a wonderful idea." "How about instead of killing you a long with them I let you sit here and watch." "That sounds fun doesn't it." He started laughing after he spoke.

"No don't." I pleaded.

"How about I start with the little one first." He said dragging a knife across her arm.

"I love you big sis." She said as tears started flowing from her eyes.

"N-no don't say that the police are on the way they won't let you die." I said choking out a sob.

~Flashback end~

"No, it's not true there not gone, they can't be, this has to be a dream they can't be dead!" "If there gone that means I'm really alone!" I cried.

"I couldn't save them!" "I didn't even have the strength to move let alone do anything!" "That means I actually am alone."

I couldn't control myself anymore tears were streaming down my face with no sign of stoping any time soon. I looked up to see that I was no longer on my bed but curled up on the floor instead.

'Why did this have to happen to me.' 'Everyone I loved gone, everyone I trusted left.'

"I have no one." I sobbed.

"Stop talking to yourself." "Your becoming a nuisance." He yelled.

"Okay."

So I sat there not talking or even making a sound.

'Why haven't they killed me yet I have no use to live.' 'I have no friends, no one cares about me and everyone is scared of me.'

'I just want to die.'

"Heartfilia its time to eat." He yelled.

"I'm not hungry I don't want it."

"Okay go right ahead and starve yourself then." He said with a sigh.

After he said that I fell to the ground and everything went black.

~time skip-morning~

"Rise and shine psycho time to take your meds." He yelled.

When the door opened a group of guards walked into my room. The guard that was walking up to me had no weapons on him at all but everyone else has guns and guess what they were aimed at me like usual. I recognized two of the guards. Gray and Natsu. They we're both placed by the door while the other three guards were following the guard that was walking up to me but they still kept there distance.

When he got up to me I smiled at him.

"Hello, shall we have some fun today."

"Sorry to disappoint but you won't be stealing a gun today sweetheart." He said pointing to his holster.

"I don't plan on it and never call me that again." I said glaring at him.

"Why does it bother you, sweetheart." He said grinning.

"I told you not to fucking call me that!" I said standing up.

"Why is that." He questioned.

"Your just pissing me off now."

After I said that I round house kicked him in the face knocking him on the ground. When he hit the ground everyone fired their guns like last time except for one person, Natsu. which surprised me.

Unlike last time most of the people who fired at me actually hit me. I got hit 3 times. One hit me in my left shoulder blade, the second one hit me pretty much in the same spot as last time and let me tell you it hurt like hell. The last one hit my leg making me fall to the ground.

"Why don't you just kill me already." "It's not like I'm needed for anything." I said coughing up blood.

"That's not our orders but if you truly tried to kill another one of our officers we would have to." Gray said.

"I'll keep that in mind."

Those were the last words to leave my mouth before I passed out, again.