I'm back and I'm sorry for the wait. I've been trying so hard to write. I had one part of this chapter done the last time I posted a chapter but I literally could not think of any thing to write. It even worse with my other stories. I actually some how managed to finish this chapter but I still haven't written any chapters for my others. I'm extremely sorry for those of you that may be reading one of my other stories. I'm sorry I feel really bad that I made everyone wait I really hope you like this chapter it's not the best but I really did try. My writing still needs a lot of work so I apologize for any grammatic errors or errors in my dialogue. The beginning of this chapter it really shitty by the way.

It may be a little bit before I post the next chapter I'm sorry if I make you wait, again. (:

I have another note at the bottom if you want to read it if not and you just read this Happy valentines day. (:

Disclaimer: I don't own Fairy Tail Hiro Mashima does.

Lucy's pov:

"Lucy look at me."

I turned my head toward Natsu.

"Everything is gonna be okay."

"You keep saying that. Those words, they mean nothing to me. Especially when there not true."

I looked back over at the two men to see that they had stopped walking. The man who had murdered my family was staring at me.

A wide grin made it's way to the killers face as he greeted me.

"Nice to see you again, sweetheart." He started walking toward me and I walked backwards until I hit a wall.

"Can't say the same for you."

"Aww, why so mean."

"You killed my family. You don't deserve my kindness."

"Speaking of killing. I'm suprised your still alive. I thought you would have killed yourself after seeing everyone you love taken from you. You didn't even try to stop me. You just sat there shaking like a scared little puppy."

"I was frozen with fear. I couldn't even move let alone try to stop you." he continued to walk until he was about a foot away. I turned around to see natsu pointing a gun at him.

"If you want to talk to her stand there don't go any closer or I will have no option but to shoot you."

"Don't worry officer I'm not gonna lay one finger on her I just wanna talk to her," he turned away from natsu and looked me in the eyes, "You seen brave enough, so why don't you kill me now. I wont even move I'll stand still."

"I will not." I'm not killing him. He needs to pay for what he did. He killed every one I love he deserves a long painful death which is something that I can't do.

"Why is that."

"Killing you would fulfill my desires but it would also fulfill yours, "I looked away and directed my gaze a the floor, "I'd rather you not die by my hands, but naturally or from your own. "

"I guess your still smart even though you've gone insane."

"I lost my sanity the day you killed my loved ones but I never lost my ability to think."

"I can see your smart but I can also see that your nowhere near sane. You wouldn't be here if that was the case now would you."

"It's your fault I'm here. THERE VOICES ARE STUCK IN MY HEAD BECAUSE OF YOU! YOUR THE REASON I'VE GONE INSANE. There voices have haunted me ever since the day you killed them. The day it happened they told me to run, to save myself but in my dreams what they said was completely different. They ask why I didn't do anything. Why I didn't save them. They told me it was my fault they died but it wasn't. IT WAS YOURS!"

"No need to be so harsh. I was only doing what I was taught to do."

"What do you mean by taught."

"My dad was a serial killer. He trained me to kill like he did. Can you guess who the first person I killed was, I bet it will surprise you."

"Let me guess was it your father?"

"Nope, your wrong. It was my mother. My dad tied her up and I killed her." How could he do that. How could he hurt the ones he loves. The one that raised him.

"Why would you kill your mom, your flesh and blood. She loved you."

"Sorry to disappoint but she never loved me..." he paused for a moment to take a breath, "If she loved me she wouldn't have forced my father out of the house. She wouldn't have forced him to take me along. She would have kept me and raised me herself not my father. She wouldn't have left me with a serial killer."

"Did you even think to ask her why she did that before you killed her?"

"No I didn't but now that I think about it, she probably did it because she found out my dad killed people. She was probably scared I would end up like him. So she kicked us both out."

If thats the case then I guess what she did had no effect. Leaving him with his dad would no doubt make him end up like his father and from what his mother did I'm not suprised that shes the first person he killed. He wanted revenge.

"Did you really want to kill her."

"Yes, I did. I wanted her to pay for the shit she put us through. She deserved it. But I can't expect a weak hearted person like you to understand now can I. After all I killed my mom and you watched me kill everyone you loved, but the difference between me and you is that I didn't hesitate. I stabbed my mother in the heart without a second thought. You didn't move or even try to help when I killed your family. It's a pretty good guess to say that you hesitate when you kill. You still have emotions. You love people and it hurts you to kill but you still do it."

"You don't know a damn thing about me so stop acting like you know how I feel because you don't. You didn't watch your family get killed you killed them but in my case I did. You don't understand how it feels to lose everything. To no longer have any friends to be an out cast from what you were once a part of. My friends left me, no one loved me, even my Foster parents didn't like me. Shit, they didn't just dislike me they fucking hated me. So as you can see I had no one."

"Lucy I..."

"Wait you know my name." I interrupted.

"Yeah, I had to do some research about your family before I did anything. So I know all of your names. Even the name of your dead little sister or should I just call her by her name...Michelle."

"DON'T SPEAK HER NAME! Her name shall not be spoken by someone like you."

"Like me. Sweetheart, Your just like me. You've killed people and ruined families just like I have."

"What are you talking about. How do you know that."

"I guess they didn't tell you."

"Tell me what."

"This place we're in. It's for serial killers, murderers no one in this place is sane and no one in here has killed less that 10 people. You being here proves you've killed."

"Enough talking, I'm done with your bull shit. Lucy let's go."

Natsu grabbed my hand and pulled me down the hall.

"Bye Ms. Heartfilia," he smiled and walked back to the guard that was suppose to be watching him, "I hope I get to talk with you again.

Happy Valentine's day to the small number of people who actally read the shit I write. I hope you have an amazing day whether your with your special someone or not and if your not I still hope you have a great day. If your sitting there thinking that theres no one out there for you don't be like that. Be positive. There will always be someone out there for you, you just need to have hope. Know that your still loved no matter what even if you have no one. There are people that love you that you have yet to meet. If any of you ever need anyone to talk to im here for you. If you need someone to rant to or to spill your feelings too I'm here. Yeah I'm a stranger but I'm a stranger that likes to help I love making people happy even when it comes to sacrificing my happiness for someone else. (: