Jon pov
We finally made it to Winterfell. I was home again.
It was colder than I remembered it, the snow had already began to Fall. A sighn that the Winter and with it the long night were coming, faster than I would like it.
I knew before I could find Rayne I had to talk to my siblings, I had to confess to them that I had bend my knee to Danerys. If they didn't already knew about that.
When Danerys and me rode, side by side, through the Village the folk would look distrusting at us. More at Danny than at me, I could see that she wasn't fond of there looks.
"I told you, nothern don't trust strangers easily. But if they got to know you they will eas up on that." I tried to calm her. She looked at me sceptically
"Okay, maybe they will need a little more time to get used to you but it helps when they see that their Lord trusts you."

After what felt like an eternity we finally arrived at the castle of winterfell. I let my eyes wander around searching for Rayne. I didn't find her, but I found Arya and Bran. I jumped down from my horse and was immediatly attacked by Arya, who sprang into my arms.
"I'm so happy that you are alive! How did you escape from Kings Landing?" I asked as I checked her over. She really had grow up, gone was the little girl who would try to beat her brothers.
"I had needle with me." She said as she showed me the little sword I had let the smith made for her before I left for the wall. I smiled at her and turned to Sansa who was pushing Bran around in a chair with wheels.
"I thought I would never see you again, I'm so happy you are alive." I said as I bend down to hug him to. But he didn't hug me back.
"I knew we would see each other again." He said emotionless.
"Oh you did? How could you?" I asked irritated.
"I'm no longer Brandon stark, i'm the three Eyed raven now too. I can see what happened in the past and what is happening now, everywhere."
Rickon came to me and hugged my waste.
"He is creepy." He mumbled
"Don't say that, he is your brother." I scolded him.
"Hello Jon, could we please have that talk, I asked for?" Sansa asked, something in her voice was off but I couldn't put my Finger on it.
"Before we do that I want to introduce you all to someone who saved my life beyond the wall. Without her I wouldn't be standing here." I said buying me some time.
"This is our Queen Danerys Stormborn from the house of Tagariyan, Mother of the Dragons. Danerys these are my sisters Lady Sansa and Arya and these are my brothers Brandon and Rickon." I introduce them, I also noticed Sansa's reaction as I introduce dany as our Queen.
"It's nice to meet you, my grace." Came from everyone.
"Would you like to see your chambers? The ride made you probably tired." Sansa said as she waved a servant over to us.
"Thank you lady Sansa that would be very nice." Dany answered while looking at me with a look that said that we would have to talk.
"Jon could we please have that talk now? Or do you want to introduce to more Queens?" Sansa brought me from looking after dany, her harsh voice told me I was in trouble. I only nodded and let her lead the way. I let my eyes wander around the yard, hopeful to catch sight of Rayne. But she was nowhere to be seen, but I caught sight of Alina. She through daggers at me with her eyes while playing with a dagger in her hand. Okay, so she probably knew what had happened, that has to mean Rayne was somewhere around.

We made our way to the family room, completly silent. I was the last tk stepp into the room, I closed the door behind me Sansa exploded.
"Are you completly and uterly crazy? Our Queen? She is not my Queen, I have an King who I am loyal to. And why the fuck did you let Rayne travel back alone and wounded? And why doesn't she want to stay in your chambers anymore? Jon, I promise if you did what I think you did I will..."
"I bent my knee to Danerys, yes. She IS our Queen, she saved our life beyond the wall. She came with her Dragons, her children, to save us and as a result of her kindness she lost one. She sacrificed one of her childs to safe us." I interrupted her.
"That's not completly true" Bran said.
"Rayne saved your life, beyond the wall. I saw it, she was the one that got you into safety."
"You...you did what?" Sansa asked seemingly calm.
"I bent my knee to her. Just wait and get to know her, she is nothing what the rumors says she is. Trust me she is a good Queen." I answered, completly ignoring Bran.
"I can't believe you. You know what the notherns had to endure by a southern Queen. You know what her father did and still you just throw all that away. For what? Explain it to me because I really can't follow your logic in this." She said shaken.
"Can't you just trust me on this? I really believe she will be a good Queen to all of Westeros." I pleaded with her.
"Fine but that dosen't explain the Situation with Rayne. What happened? She was injured and feverish as she arrived, The Maester just cleared her to walk a little bit."
"I...I did something stupid, that hurted her." I told them ashamed of what I did.
"That much is obvious." Arya suddenly said.
"Okay, I will tell you everything but first I want to know your stories." I said to Arya and Bran. I wanted to buy me some time because I had no idea how to explain what I had done.
Arya told us the story of her way back to us, first. I didn't knew if I should be worried or proud about what she did to the Freys. Not that they didn't deserve what they got but to poison a hole family is something.
Bran told us that he saw me at Casters keep but didn't come to me because he knew I would have stopped him. He explained what had happened to him and what he was able to do with his powers. I have to say it was pretty impressiv, he even proved that he was saying the truth when he told me that he knew about Ygritt.
All the time while I talked to Arya and Bran, Sansa was looking out a Window with sorrow on her face. I got up and made my way over to her to see what she was watching, my heart stopped. There down in the yard was Rayne, Training with the mysterious man from Dragonstone.
"I thought the Maester only allowed her to walk at the moment, to take it easy?" I said with a sad voice.
"He did. So the question is why she isn't listening to his orders. What happened between you two that gets her to risk her life so careless?" She asked as she turned to me.
"I...I thought she was dead, that she had died after sending me away. I still don't know how she did survive." I began only to stopp, lost, watching her. How she moved, how her eyes shine, how she laughed about what the man said. Nevertheless I could see that she wasn't back to her normal strenght.
"Okay, and what did you do?" Sansa pressed.
"I did the dumbest thing anyone could have done, I drank and...and.." I stopped, to ashamed to talk further.
"You didn't!" She suddenly yelled at me as she began to hit me.
"You didn't cheated on her! You stupid Ass. How could you do that to her?" That brought the attention from the others to our confersation.
"Sansa you have to put your thumb around your other Finger from the outside or you could break him while punshing" Arya adviced her oder sister. And to my suprise Sansa listened to her. Her hits began to actually hurt a little.
"Would you please stop hitting me?! I know I deserve that and more for what I did, but I really thought she was dead. I drank myself into a delirium just to not feel this pain inside me. I hated myself for leaving her. And then I... I just didn't think. I didn't believe she could make it out there alive." I tried to explain myself.

Sansa eventually stopped hitting me.
"She almost didn't make it, but uncle Benjin helped her." Bran suddenly said.
I always thought that she just barely made it back, but to know for sure that she really could have died on her way back to me, alone, pierced my heart. She would have died only to get back to me like she promised me and i had nothing else to do, to betray her. I looked back out the window as I heard her laughing, she looked so beautiful like that. She suddenly looked up and saw me standing at the window, watching her. The happiness and fun immediatly left her eyes at the sight of me, she made her way out of the yard and out of my sight.
"Who was it?" Sansa asked, when Rayne was gone.
"What?" I didn't understand, or more I didn't want to tell her.
"Who was it that you betrayed Rayne with?"
"Dosen't matter. She is no one to me." I Lied
"I don't believe that a Single second, but just so you know. Rayne became a very good friend to me, a Person I trust and i will always have her back at that matter." Sansa said.
"Do you want her back?" Arya asked
"Of course! She is my life, and I want nothing more than to be with her, to hold her in my arms." I said, getting angry at the question. How could she even think that I wouldn't want her back.
"Then I hope you have something good up your sleeve. Because as I see it she isn't one to forgive easily." Arya said.